 Luda's mental health drastically deteriorated, and their marriage crumbled under the pressure. Years on the run, years of living in fear had left their mark. It felt like everything they'd done to try to save the family had somehow ended up backfiring, tearing them apart. To see your family just break up in such a horrific way, I thought I was doing the right thing. I mean, I know I've made loads of mistakes, but it was always to stand by my family.