 I did sneak back to Buffalo at one point and did what I needed to do to finish school, which was largely paperwork, and then I went back to India. So that brought me to Deepa Ma's room some years later where I was thinking, okay, this is it. This is what my life is going to look like. And I just kept saying, no, I can't do that. I'm not capable. I don't have it. I don't have the ability to do that, to teach.