 These last few weeks, he's been worse than ever. That must be a difficult burden to bear. What a fool I was to believe he could change. I was sure that once I paid off his debts, he'd be a different man. Cuthbert would have seen through it. But I suppose I have to stop saying such things. It does little good. Are you still finding comfort in Scripture? That's the only place I do. God is our refuge and strength and ever-present help in times of trouble. Psalm 46.1.