 I'm more interested in so maybe at the end of my career I'll look back and decide like how I feel about all this but right now I mean I just finished up the Republican National Convention uh late last night and I'm on the way to Grand Rapids Michigan for his first joint rally with his VP nominee so I'm still very much in the story and uh you know I think we we have a long road to November so we're just going to keep putting one foot in front of the other and keep going