 resilience and fortitude it takes. I definitely, I admire those people a lot. And I don't know what their brains are like, because I only know that I couldn't do it, you know? And I don't even really know why I couldn't do it. It was just too hard. I couldn't leave it. I couldn't leave it at the door. Like people always talked about that. Like people would always say like, well, you just got to leave it at the door.