 Derek says what happened next gets kind of foggy. Unfortunately, I don't remember much from the night. I don't remember much from the psychosis. But he now knows that as he was flipping those coins... Whenever they would land, I would project onto them whatever I wanted them to look like. So I would see them heads up if I wanted them to be heads up. But whether or not they were really heads up, I don't really know. I see. So you stopped being able to tell the difference between an imagination and reality.