 During a flood, I'd carry one of my kids on each side if I had both hands. So I have to take one child and leave her behind. And then I come back and I get my other one. And just thinking about this, it makes me feel sad and worried. I'd have to leave one behind while carrying away the other. Tamasili says she tries not to think too much about the war. But during emergencies like this, old memories start coming back.