 i don't know i feel like it was very fancy in my head i was like so um i had this idea that i it's probably a dumb idea and i don't even know if it would work but what if i was the surrogate for your babies and i was just like oh thank god i got the words out of my mouth is all i wanted to do i just wanted to get them out and i was at that point as the words leave rachel's mouth mark what are you thinking