 in like not a cocky way you know like i'm really proud of myself but i was actually really bad like i remember my friend was like you were kind of the person that run on stage and people would be like oh my god like very michael scott in the office doing improv but i always thought it was really good and i just had so much fun on stage so maybe that's what i was feeling what is the what is the context that we're talking about are you like a nine-year-old in summer camp or a 13-year-old in middle school theater or what