 But it wasn't until later when I grew up and looked back and I actually got to dissect that and I'm like, okay, that's actually a very loaded statement because you do the mental math and you're like, I'm the best of the lower... you're just saying you're the lower tier but you're... it's just, like, a lot of... yeah, it's really messing with me in a weird way and... but you don't have, again, you don't have the vocabulary for that when you're 13, you just kind of take it at face value.