 And on top of that, like praying mantis, right? I'm not like speaking to deities, like for example, or Mother Mary, like people that know about this is a complete stranger idea or strange idea of an insectoid being like, what on earth are you doing? So yes, in the beginning, there were these small little doubts, but the more synchronicities like that would happen, I could not, not believe in what was happening to me that it's real.