 extremely optimistic. I've always, uh, you know, I'm not a pessimist. I don't live in a world, you know, it's, I've always had this light inside of me that I knew was there, but I didn't know what it was on a very surface level. Um, when I truly awoken like to this idea and made the decision that I'm going to like really put myself out there publicly in front of all of my friends, all of my clients, my whole community,