 I don't know. Also, I just love writing and I would, I would, I feel like I would write less. I would paint more probably. And I should say, I was like reading The Fault in Your Stars last night and noticed that too about like, because I was actually trying to find some like descriptive texts to like be like, oh, you wrote this thing, but like, how did you do it? And I was like, oh, actually there's, it's like way more like ideas and yeah, dialogue based. Yeah. And like, and of course it's like you're, you're writing from your brain. And so of course this is like,