 Really more just I want to know what's true. I want to believe something if I should because the evidence is for it. I'm Bayesian in this way. I put a probability percentage on things. I try to anyway. It could be 1% or 10% or 50% or 90% so that I'm never committed to 100% wrong, 100% right or true or false because I might be wrong. Most of us are wrong about a lot of things.