 discovering physical pleasures. I was just having sex, to be honest. I was basically living my teenage years in my 40s. First person was a very young 20s Cirque du Soleil acrobat. It was like, oh, now I understand why people like sex. Were you able to fully let go? Well, ish. I was able to let go except for one thing. I know this is going to sound so insane. I am there all in