 And I want that messy, chaotic feel of a home where albums are everywhere, pictures are everywhere, books are everywhere. It's just like a mess that is your mess and it's your home. Forohar says when the FBI told him and Alinejad that Iranian operatives were surveilling them, they were in shock. He knew Iran's leaders didn't like her activism, but he never thought they'd try to kill her. Still, both he and Alinejad are able to find humor in their predicament.