 If my mind goes blank, I'll just go into the guided meditation, and maybe no one will notice that there was that awful gap there for a moment. So then I could begin speaking about loving kindness, and that opened some doors. And then one day, I remembered very deeply Deepamala's words, and I realized, you know what? We are gathered here together not for anyone to experience my expertise in something or my brilliance. We're gathered here because we all suffer.