 Yeah, so one of my experiences that I've always struggled with is, I believe it's called a vexothymia, which I didn't know for most of my life there was a name for it. But it's the inability to or struggle with identifying, expressing and processing emotions. So it's not that I don't feel emotions and it's not that I don't recognise emotions in other people. I'm just not quite sure what they are at any given moment. And for me, I tend to see them as colours.