 When the boys were trapped in the mine in Thailand, like I am like in the mine, you know, it's just like sound of the water dripping off and falling into water below. And like the boys being stressed and their breathing and the humidity, like anybody suffering at all. I cannot not see it. I can visualize, you know, being yelled at. I can see the looks on everyone's faces. My muscles will tense up. I think when I was a child, I think I was a little bit more in the moment before I