 And unless you're on a ventilator, I mean, the breath keeps us going. It's got to be a horrible feeling. It was beyond traumatizing. I mean, the analogy that I often have is imagine you're drowning and there's nothing to hold on to. You just keep on sinking deeper and deeper and there's nothing you can do. And so, you know, what did I do? Instead of I was struggling against this, I was resisting against this. But as we know,