 Yes, very much so. So there was violence in my childhood that my parents, you know, weren't able to protect me from. And my mum suffered from very severe depression and for a child, very frightening mood swings. And I very early on began to go outside, walk around. I remember even in Wales, I used to wander to the next road along and sit in a sandpit and play. So always kind of looking for sensory input. Just on your own?