 This is a painful experience. Even when I reflect back on it now, when my youngest daughter was less than one at the time or right around that age, we would have this ritual of sorts that we would engage in where before her nap, I'd read to her, I'd play a little bit, change her diaper. And then I would like launch her off of the changing table, swirl her up and down like a spaceship in the sky and then flip her on her back and very quickly kind of