 It was really strange. Yeah, I kind of felt like I was learning to walk and talk again. I was living in a totally different world. I was regarded very differently. Lots of doors had shut. I mean, I do thrive on adventure and it was kind of a little bit of an adventure, I suppose. But overall, it was depressing and upsetting. And after a year of living in the hostel, I think I was in a fairly...