 so we left um basically with just the clothes that we stood in so that if we were stopped at the airport we'll just say oh look we're just doing exactly what we said we're doing we're going back to the uk we'll be back in a couple of days uh so you know i always remember michael telling me that the the day we left he put all his school books out on his bed and everything ready for the school you know in a couple of days time on the monday and i remember thinking like you're never going to see that school again