 What happened to you from your agency, you did that to your wife and your kids when you were selfish, when all you cared about was yourself and your personal achievement. You abandoned and betrayed them. Now it's happening to you and you don't like it very much, do you? The people that loved me and supported me the most, I treated the worst. The battle damage I put on my wife and kids and the self-reflection that I went through where I was just...