 christianity so just knowing there's a place to ask questions and study and explore things it would have made me feel a lot less isolated that period of isolation definitely shaped who i am as a host on this podcast because it allows me to empathize and understand people who are at different points in their journey i feel like as a society we always champion the person who's like yeah i'm getting out of here but there are people who do stay in places that aren't ideal for them because it is