 horrific trauma after trauma after trauma. And honestly, like Jason just briefly went over the top layer of how deep our pain was at this time. But I took the weight of all of that and I wore it on my back. I wore it on my shoulders. The stress was just getting to me. My neck almost became completely paralyzed. And my doctors actually told me I needed to stop driving because it was destroying my back, just trying to hang on to the steering wheel.