 And as the years go by, I still visit my grandma from time to time. But I keep the visits short, because that house just holds so many difficult memories. And then one day, I'm at home, and I'm looking through this box of old photos. And I see a picture of me with my old decathlon teammates. And we're wearing our Letterman jackets, and we're cheesing for the camera. And I start to wonder, whatever happened to my jacket and those medals?