 And again, I go back to the knowingness. There's like something within you, like within your consciousness that just awakens. You feel the tug. You feel the family connection. You feel the knowingness of this journey that does not shake you and doesn't matter what people say. It doesn't matter if people come to you and say you're insane, you're crazy. I know what I know and that's all I live by. And it's my new kind of like way of living in this