 That no one had told me. I was so, so furious. That no one had told me that I actually had a choice. Yeah. And also very grateful. Because then I started taking birth control. It was fabulous. Did you tell anyone in your community? No. Are you kidding me? Never. Not a single human being. Your husband didn't know. No, no, no. No one knew. And they literally, I mean, I had prayer circles. Women would pray for me. Because you're not getting pregnant. Because I wasn't getting pregnant. Four children? Who has four children? Nobody else should know.