 it'd be really good for you to go to a place that's kind of kind and welcoming and doesn't judge you for anything, but just will hear you out and meet you where you're at. For you, since you said you've been praying a little bit more, and obviously you believe in angels, I would suggest any church at all would be a nice first stop. And if that church isn't for you, move on to a different one. But that's a good place to start. And I'm looking for a good church. You know what I'm saying? I'm just...