 do a film you know and i felt i had this huge responsibility as a as a documentary filmmaker that i felt like this needed to happen to me you know i felt like it had like a purpose but i guess it's maybe it's my way to survive the world it's quite amazing hearing you talk about this terrible horrible thing that happened and talk about it in in the sense of giving you a purpose and you turned it into a documentary so of course it's had purpose and it's had an effect what has the response to the film been