 did make me watch shows differently and you know I'll tell you I originally had the idea for the book in 2003 and that was a period at which I was watching this streaming first season of Big Brother in the United States which is a very embarrassing habit I was watching these people out in California sleeping in their bunk beds in the corner of my screen and it was an upsetting show to watch and it was a compelling show to watch I was embarrassed about it I was fascinated by it