 i had a relative that had it and i knew people and have known people continue to know people who who've had it so certainly i thought that connected and it was kind of interesting because i thought it was interesting in some ways parallel to what was going on with covid but i also just felt blackburn in some ways for me embodies everything that's good about human beings and i don't think i mean he's human i don't i don't think i sentimentalize him but he's