 most connected to death absolutely morbidly obese it has that word morbid in front of it it it hurts way more than fat fat is like connected to i don't know the contents of almond butter or john candy right and and and yeah we so we decided we were going to say fat because that's what we are that's what i think of myself as and i'm going to take it back to basics because what we're hoping to i mean we didn't really set out i guess with a direct hope but if i could if i could