 So no, I was very happy I wasn't pregnant. God was like, okay, this woman really needs a break. We're going to give her two years. How were those early years of marriage? You know, were there, you weren't, as you said. I was miserable. Okay. You weren't happy going into it and you were miserable throughout. Our first weekend together, we get married and then all of a sudden I'm a wife, right? And he invites all his friends over.