 So it sounds like you've got some more living to do, both with the family and the job. And if you go by what Tanya says, something's going to light you up, right? Something's got to make you feel better. I know it's not sleep. It doesn't sound like you sleep a whole lot. Well, I've been a firefighter. See, another thing, I've been a firefighter for 12 years. I've got to... Stuff that I've seen. We're not...