 What sort of impact does that have on you psychologically? Basically, it just breaks you. It breaks you completely. You have no hope for anything. You don't focus on anything. You don't even enjoy your education anymore because there's no point of going to school. You know that your education is not going to benefit you in any form or shape. So for me, that is like taking away a child's dream and destroy them even before they knew who they are, even before they can