 I removed the cross and I faced it the right way, just for my own mental stability and comfort. So as a mum who's lost a son in this way, how does it make you feel? It's deeply hurting. Thereafter, I also hit depression because of the entire situation. I didn't come out of the house for almost a year. And I gather that your experience is pretty common. So, so many people, but they don't speak about it. If you went to the morgue,