 i was not looking at when i was 18 19 looking at these big men dangerous fellas looked at me i'm now looking at these young boys 18 year olds in the garb and and that's quite a wake-up call as well you've been back to northern ireland to work on a number of occasions but what i was struck by was you going back with all of the cast to what was a pretty special red carpet premiere in northern ireland of the movie and of course most of the audience would be