 understand why it happened to me. And it was so, like, debilitating in so many ways. But, like, through them, like, when I channel, literally, I feel complete freedom. I feel complete ease. Like, it's incredible. And, like, that was my proof to myself that, okay, I am really channeling. I'm not insane. I'm not crazy. Did you think you were for a while? Look, I've always been...