 know it's like it's amazing how quickly civilization unwinds when you're in that survival mode you know things like crocodiles or sharks in the water don't become important because you need to get fish you know so you start taking more and more chances it's way too many chances like when sometimes me and michael now when we talk back and we go like there's no way no way would i ever do any of the things that i've done before going into the creek when we know there's going to be a croc in there somewhere but you've got to do it