 Well, as one of your new buddies, can I give you a little bit of advice? It's probably right in front of you. You did say you pray. I'm sure that there's a small church around you. And I find that some of the people, some of the pastors and some of the assistant pastors at church, they're really good listeners that can really help you get over. I can hear the trauma in your voice from some of the stuff that you've experienced today.