 As I got older, and I mean eight, nine years old, it made me uncomfortable. I sensed that there was something phony about it. And it was too rigid on the way things looked and had to be. And, you know, my father at that time, he was drinking and he had a temper. And if things didn't look right, he was quite dictatorial as a father around the house. Kind of decided what we would wear to go to school and all that kind of stuff.