 felt right so and I think she even said to me too I think she said she felt like there was a point where it flipped and like to her I felt more like the older sister but that never happened for me I've always seen her as the oldest sister I still look up to her a lot I think I still really like to get her approval I don't know if she said but like actually someone made a comment about that recently in our family that like I like to get her approval so to me I've always looked up to her and admired her and I still do