 No, I had no idea. I didn't even know there was poles. And I didn't know what it was, and I think that in a lot of ways, the more consistent band lifestyle had made it that I didn't matter. I pretty much was like, oh, I feel great when we go on tour, and I come back from tour, and I need to sleep the entire every time. And once I decided I was like, oh, I want to have...