 Yes. And it's hard to read. Was it hard to write? It's incredibly hard to write. I also did the audiobook. I had to do about 30 takes to get through the passage. I found it deeply, profoundly affecting, yeah. And you know when you're writing something that is disturbing on that level that you're doing something right, actually, because perhaps you're entering an area of taboo or interest or I'm very interested in how ordinary it is.