 But back in 2021, just two months after I was cut off on the air, I decided to get back on the horse and send out these resumes, and I guess to show myself that I could do it again. And whether I ever worked again or not at my age, I didn't want to go out on a fail. You know, I wanted to finish something I'd begun and eventually find the time to go without that bitter taste of failure in my mouth.