 the water below and like the boys being stressed and their breathing and the humidity, like anybody suffering at all. I cannot not see it. I can visualize, you know, being yelled at. I can see the looks on everyone's faces. My muscles will tense up. I think when I was a child, I think I was a little bit more in the moment before, before I had stacked up layers and layers of trauma. Hmm. Hmm.