 So I went and got my horn, came back and they opened up this book of charts that I, I, it was like foreign to me. I was used to playing a classical part where they tell you every note and how to play that note. So it's been a, it's been a huge transition learning how to play and actually listen. And this is a conversation we're all having up here. And I owe this to all these musicians up here too, for including me in the conversation with them where we're discussing the music every time we play. And, um,