 One of the things that's so powerful, among many things that you write in this book, is that when you're a fat kid, you learn to anticipate the cruelty of people. That's why you became a comedian, because you're able to step in there. Before you get to me, I'm going to make fun of myself. Has the anticipation of cruelty changed or shifted at all now as a thinner person? I did anticipate that cruelty, but I think...