 I found that extremely frustrating as a woman who was working, who had a family. I had identities as a doctor and a mother, and now I'd just been a patient for seven months. And how could I slot myself back into that? And I often said to myself, I should be going back to work now. I should be feeling like I can do all these things for my children. I should be able to be a better wife. And the constant narrative, I should be, was very strong. And actually, that came out in counselling as well.