 That's not true. I feel like one of the things that I have lived my entire life believing and teaching has just been ripped asunder. I was trying to think of the analogy on the way down here. I guess it's like being 52 years old, which I am, and discovering that you're adopted, that just your whole identity has changed. Were you expecting this, though? I woke up yesterday morning really worried because there's really, to my mind—