 And so I thought that's what dying was in the eyes of doctors. It was a failure, a failure of the person to live, a failure of doctors to save this person, a failure of the family maybe for not, you know, having enough resources to get them in the right places. But soon after, I started volunteering with cancer patients, specifically pediatric cancer patients. And I watched this one person who had terminal cancer and she was just a little bit older than me, maybe entering into her