 And I was begging for a miracle. And honestly, I didn't think I was getting it because it wasn't showing up. And, yeah, I felt abandoned at that time. And yet little did I know that they were working in my favor and ultimately things unfolded in my favor. So they seemed to know more. But at that time, you can feel like, you know, you're in the middle of pain, sorrow, grief, despair, hurt.