 You know, and in the things that followed later, I absolutely had my moments where you just want that, right? That gave me some of the deeper understanding of people's path to faith traditions as well. You want to find meaning in it. You want to find some belief in some higher power, something that can just give you a little bit of comfort that there's a reason for this or there's an outcome that maybe even though it's beyond your understanding, you can have some faith and make her