 I mean, I'll be honest, I, you know, after what we'd gone through with Neva, I suddenly felt a little gun shy, right? Like you, you, you again, live in denial and think yourself, it can't be something crazy, um, that comes to the answer. And then it was for us once. So there was a, there was certainly some subterranean feeling of, Oh God, now what? But, um, but we didn't, we didn't think at all ever about what actually happened. And.