 The strongest was that Hugo was trying to take Jet away from me and that he was essentially trying to keep me well so that our son had a mum, but didn't want me in the picture. She could no longer tell what was true and what wasn't. And I remember just, you know, in the mirror, just seeing something in my eyes that just wasn't me. And I remember thinking, oh, great, here we go, you're mad. You're mad, that's what's happened here, you've gone mad.