 The bed just felt strange. The sheets were all starched and crispy and the light just coming in. That moment was bliss where I didn't remember. And I noticed the wires were cable tied. There was a TV, but it was cable tied. The windows were bolted shut. And then I look over here and there's the doors ajar and there's just an eye watching me that I didn't recognise. And it's a nurse. I remember her saying to me the night before, do you want me to watch you sleep? And I said, yes, please, because I didn't feel safe.