 So, you know, and then it just kind of developed, and I just read a zillion books, talked to people, hung out with people that did it, and it just kind of developed, developed, developed. And I also think I definitely feel that I had a past life doing different mystical types of things. I did go through my Witch 101 phase. That lasted a few years, and then I went through my Dark God phase. It's like a whole progress where...