 And that was because of two reasons. The first reason, rejection. The second reason, was acceptance. I was scared that I was going to admit I like someone, that person finds out about it, and they may like me back. And then where do we go from there? Next up, a special episode of the Moth Radio Hour. I'm Sarah Austin Janess, and in this show, all stories from students. Learning curves, family traditions, and the anxiety of your very first kiss.