 I don't seem to have any strength. I tried to get up a few minutes ago to make myself a cup of tea, but I just had to lie right down again. Oh, poor darling. I don't seem to have any interest in anything either. Nothing seems real. Nothing matters. Oh, it may not seem to just now, but it does really, Mrs. Darby. You can do so much good just by being your own self. People like to see you and talk to you. It always gives them an inner lift.