 Now I'm an adult and I, you know, always use the bathroom before I get on stage. And I'm like, what does this mean? You know, because on the one hand, I really appreciate the adults in my life who like saw this hidden thing in me, this ability to be in front of people and talk that I didn't see in myself. But I also feel a lot of empathy for like little shy Julian who was just trying to take care of himself by staying in his shell. And shells are important. You know, I was thinking like turtles have shells.