 But after a traumatic birth, she found herself struggling. The maternity ward is where things went really wrong. I sort of became feral in there. I was a bit of a caged tiger. I could drink litres and litres of water. The temperature was so hot and I just remember drinking straight from the jug. Like, the fiddly cups they'd give you, I was just throwing them, you know. I'm vegetarian. I was ripping chicken from the bone, you know. I was just like, anything I could get in me.