 honest quite boring you're you're caring for a small being that doesn't give you much back and they're on extreme routines because we had this back step a jet was so hungry i was having to feed all night so i was just not sleeping i hadn't slept in days i think at one point i'd i worked out we'd step i'd step like half an hour and nine days or something it was extreme sleep deprivation because i was so worried about i had something happening to him