 And I think looking back, the maternity ward is where things went really wrong. I sort of became feral in there. I was a bit of a caged tiger. I could drink litres and litres of water. The temperature was so hot. And I just remember drinking straight from the jug, like the fiddly cups they'd give you. I was just throwing them. You know, I'm vegetarian. I was ripping chicken from the bone. You know, I was just like anything I could get in me.