 When you lose someone close and you cope with the aftermath as hard as it is, you continue getting up every day and, you know, taking care of your daughter and doing what needs to be done. There can be this sense that like you deserve a reward, right? And a big reward. And yet the only thing that you could possibly want is not possible. Yeah. Yeah. And you're right. I mean, you definitely feel that. I mean, you know, I think,