 getting it all out and, you know, great. That would have been good. I felt like caged tiger, sort of animalistic, something ugly and feral and tired and aggressive. The other animal I always think of was I had this one chance to shower in the communal bathroom of the hospital and the shower, as soon as I put it on, you know when a shower is just like do their own thing and come to life like a snake. Yeah. I felt like I had this like battle. Yeah.