 So it was a lot about my life, a lot about kind of drug addiction, trying to find a place to fit. And I coupled all that with Chinese philosophy, which I got very interested in a while ago. And Taoism seemed to be the way to go because it's just a mysterious thing. I think it's about it being okay not to fit anywhere. Being a square peg and trying to fit yourself in a round hole just doesn't always work. And tell me about the butterfly.