 honestly it's the biggest mistake i've ever made and he was probably insulted because he was probably like i've just said how i feel and you've just looking back i'm like that must have taken quite a lot for you to say that it's so ridiculous we turned into best friends and we were by each other's side i i went to his mum's funeral when my mum and my stepdad got married all those big life things we were by each other's side and we'd start sending letters to each other and mixtapes and i suppose looking back love letters