 parallel life with Delia Derbyshire being this woman also in a very male dominated scene of experimental music and Delia goes back to certain places I'm sorry Cozy goes back to certain places in Delia's life and just works through all the music and then I think it led to Cozy writing a book about kind of comparing her life with Delia Derbyshire's life which is I need to check out as well that sounds so cool