 you're proficient or you know it could be you could turn it into a vocation or something like that but don't don't stop what you're doing say well i don't know if it's my thing or not you'll never there's no nobody is a thing just do something and keep doing it and then you'll find that those people that you know like i go to a high school reunion and they say you still have that you know you still have your little uh side drug hustle and then go oh yeah now i'm i work for uh you know