 No, sir, yeah, I get that. It's just everything I'm looking at right now. I know, I know, but right now your heart's kind of broken because you've had your sights set on being in law enforcement your whole life or a large portion of your life, and you're heavily invested, and then you got injured, and you've gone through the trauma, the emotional trauma of the injury and the physical trauma, and now they're telling you that your dream's going to die early.