 And I was just staring at the wall, thinking about everything. And then again, I was thinking about nothing, really. And my mom came in. And I didn't even know she was there. And she called my name. And I didn't really hear her. And she started screaming, Amanda! Amanda! And I go, what? What? What? What's the matter? And she goes, what's the matter with you? And I go, there's nothing wrong, Mom. And she goes, don't tell me that. You're on drugs. And I go, Mom, I am not on drugs.