 I'm talking about the loss of my two boys, and they were sick while I was playing. I really never had fun playing the game. I love when they do that thing up on the scoreboard. I'm at the Legend Suite today, and it brings back memories. And I look at it, and I go, you know, you could play a little bit. No question about that. It made me feel good. But when I played, I was always coming from the hospital, coming into the ballpark.