 Why are you always happy? Why do you, you know, when your dad died and you had to, you know, bring his body over, you know, because he was in Kansas at the time and you had to bring him back. You know, why did you go to work that day? Why did you still have a smile on your face? And I'm like, because I know how to compartmentalize things. And maybe I should have dealt with it then, but I just...