 Um, and again, later he knew that he could trust me. And by the time I was 12, I had my rifle, right? And I never had ever committed that, that issue again, but it was, it was a strong and powerful lesson about responsibility for what comes out. And then he gave me this long lecture about the death of those birds. You know what I mean? He was like, these are living things that God created and you killed them by recklessly possessing your gun. And, and, and, you know, I just, I wish there was more of that because it's