 listeners to know where i am i'm not going to do this flying under the radar i'm going to be present i'm going to be doing my job you know i'm tired sometimes at two in the morning there's a news alert that and it's my job to make sure you guys are aware that that's what i do i could sleep i could pretend like i didn't get it but i just i feel i don't know i i i feel guilty then so if you are at a job now and you know there's going to be layoffs coming well