 just lose you know 200 000 children yeah and you mentioned luke that this is one of the saddest stories you've ever reported on and i will say that it is one of the most haunting stories i've ever read especially about the 16 year old guatemalan girl named carmen there's just a lot in this piece that i think people should read and before i have you put a plug in for yourself luke so people know where to find you my last question is have you had anyone reach out to you from these mainstream news networks about this story