 No, I, um, I was having, um, an ultrasound member. He said he'd be there for me. And so I was having an ultrasound for the heartbeat and he didn't show up and I showed, I went by myself and I listened to it by myself. And I sent the recording to one of our mutual friends who let him listen to it. And, um, he said he wanted to. And when he did, he, I think it made it real for him and he just kind of broke and