 If they don't know that I'm gone, what does that say? And if they do know that I'm gone, I'm six, for goodness sake. If they do know that I'm gone, why aren't they looking for me? And I remember a day I was filled with such profound fear. And I remember deciding I'm not going to be fearful. I'm going to be furious. And it was my fury and my rage and my rebellion. And that's where the resilience came from. It saved you. It did. Without question, it saved me.