 What empowered me to do it and to get through it all and accomplish what I did, this is what I mean when I say I've developed this kind of radical theory that child abuse can be a good thing. Now, please don't misunderstand me. I'm not saying if someone had a choice between whether to be abused or not to be abused that they shouldn't choose not to be abused. But if that's the hand you're dealt, it can do wonderful things for you because what it did for me is create in me