 that she should not have this, but how do I, so how do I not, you know, I, I feel discontent and I'm should be in a place where I'm content. I feel guilty and I don't know, don't, I didn't do anything wrong. So what am I guilty of? There's nothing to be charged with here. You didn't do anything. There's not a crime committed. Uh, you didn't, you didn't wrong anyone. No one got hurt. You, uh, didn't steal your way into this position. You worked your way into the position. So, um,