 other money leaks well it's what she's saying i think and i don't put words in your mouth this is disappearing into the disorganization and the chaos and i want to get a handle on this so i can feel like i'm doing a good job correct like it's like one week i'll i'll pay the compact bill and then the next week i'll pay you know a different bill and i just don't feel like i'm organized enough um and so i feel like you know i want to have a better understanding and i was