 worked through that language barrier. And she was able to say, you know, I told her, I need to get counseling. I think it's the first time I had to verbalize this to someone. So I start crying and she, her eyes welled up and she was like, well, my husband, he was a failure too. And then she said, but go to Widow Creek. And it was Willow Creek, which is up in Barrington. But I thought she'd said widow. And I was, I almost said it and I didn't. It was like, I thought about killing him last.