 everybody's going to have different time frames where things come into play. You spoke about being numb. I remember one time in my life, too, where it was that numb feeling where I couldn't feel the sun hit my face. My son was one and a half, so I don't know if it was postpartum on top of an unhealthy relationship where it's like even hugs, kisses to my son, I couldn't feel. And I didn't recognize until I came out of that mess, right, out of that storm, that I was depressed.