 I believe in God, and I believe that God wants us to know that our loved ones are around us and care about us. We learn how to kind of ease into that kind of a feeling. You're never going to get over the fact that you lost your loved one. It just doesn't happen. I'm never going to be okay with the fact that I lost my son. I can be very proud of the fact that my son served. I can be proud of the human being he was, and I do the things I do so that hopefully he's proud of me.