 and having different things come back, right? Did some of the senses come back, right? So when you think of writing and you're putting these different stories and releasing them again, right? So you're bringing them back up to the forefront and then you're healing through your writing. What most people don't recognize too is sometimes the visions, the feels, the sense, the different senses that you had in that particular experience. Did you have that when you were writing?