 I went in to the six therapists and I simply told the truth. This is what's bothering me to the best of my understanding. This is what's hurting my feelings to the best of my understanding. These are the things that depress me and anger me to the best of my understanding. And none of this stuff was about gangsterism, warlord, drug dealing, gang banging. All that stuff was out the window. I said, when I was a kid,