 I have tried to write this out in an encounter in this new book where I, this is a long story, but the very short version is I have a rescue ranch. I had rescued some horses. One of these horses had a cataclysmic wreck. Her leg was broken, a baby, a baby. And I had to go and make that call that no one wants to make to call a vet to come and end a life that was entrusted into my care.