 And when a train's traveling, a lot of people don't understand this, the physics of it is it will cause like a swirling vacuum and pull you towards it. And we were close enough where that was happening and we're fighting. And I have a lot of blanks still to this day. But through this journey of writing a book and speaking with people, I've started to remember some erroneous things. Like I turned my spotlight on why would I do that.