 to be able to build on. I didn't end up becoming a priest, obviously, since I'm a radio host right now. But when I got married and my late wife passed away, I ended up going back to the monastery because I really enjoyed the experience there. And I was only 24 years old when my wife passed away of cancer. And it was like, hey, all right, Lord, I'm back. I'm back, Lord. I don't know what you want to do with me, but I'm here. But I really enjoyed being married. And I figured that God was calling me to be holy, right?