 And that's kind of my role with AMF. I deal with the survivor's guilt. As you and I were talking, veterans, when they first need a gold star, half the time won't even look me in the face. And if you ask them why we scare them, 90% of them will tell you because they came home and they felt guilty about that. So one of the few things I can do, I can't get rid of your survivor's guilt, but hopefully I can alleviate some of it by letting you know that