 No, I was having an ultrasound. Remember, he said he'd be there for me. And so I was having an ultrasound for the heartbeat. And he didn't show up. And I showed I went by myself. And I listened to it by myself. And I sent the recording to one of our mutual friends who let him listen to it. And he said he wanted to. And when he did, I think it made it real for him. And he just kind of broke. And