 it just seems like a waste of money yeah i actually was in the gaza envelope earlier this year and it was it felt uh well no that was a different story you tell me any story you want man no but it's great to be back in new york uh this is this really is such a great city i mean maybe it's because i'm in and out and so i don't see the difficult side but it's there's such an energy here that's what it is like new york is where the craziest people in the world come to fit in