 I spent years depressed, didn't live, leave the house, do whatever. I know it drove him crazy. I know he was like, mom, what are you doing? I did not give my life for this country so that you didn't feel safe to go outside or you were sad or depressed. I'm rambling now. Again, I get very passionate. Um, so we take the gold star moms and we're calling the program back to good, just back to good.