 I'm very proud of what AMF does. I belong to this organization because it's how I fill the hole in my soul. You know, people ask me, why do I surround myself with suicidal vets and their family members? You know, I can't change what happened to my son. But I would like to think that if, God forbid, he survived and came back and had these issues, there would be an organization out there like the one I belong to to help him.