 And so there was a period of time that I had to learn to walk, talk, eat, do everything again, just as I was a young child, because everything is shut down. And a lot of that is fatigue and pain comes with the after effects of botulism, toxin, too. But God also used that for his perfect plan. He gave me that time that I had to rely on him to seek his face and get into his word. So I was in a wilderness period before he released the ministry and told us how to do his glory.