 uh... and it's hard to get them sort of to get really uh... emotional riled up right about anything it for a brief moment uh... in his eyes i saw me there was actual sort of fear and shock and it did it terrified me to see that face uh... because he's usually again much more uh... cool about these things and all i can think of his uh... you know i had the president then in intro to taking a step back uh... this would have been it would have been extremely traumatic for anyone who was watching and obviously for the president