 the organization. I joined this to be in a group of women and I came across that the honor initiate is Stevie Tran. The person we are paying to advise us for all of this mess is being initiated honorarily. And it's, you know, I mean, they're going, nationals is going out of their way to make this happen, which just was shocking to me. So I just, I couldn't keep it in. I had to bring this one out to the members. So help me understand then the,