 uh... selena before uh... i know you only have a couple minutes left and we want to check in on you yes because selena of course one of the cardinal rules about being reporter is the story is not about yourself but in some ways of course you couldn't help but not be you were there a hair's breadth away you did become part of the story so i just wonder how you are psychologically uh... having gone through this trauma uh... well luckily