 the 13 dead at abbey gate the two dead seals the two three dead soldiers in jordan he will not mention them or the five captives the captives didn't come up again it's probably eight it was eight now it's down to five we believe three are dead he will not do anything he may not remember it makes me angry but also just i can't be angry at an old man who has lost it it could be me in 20 years right and so i hope no one's angry with me i just hope they guide me gently into a comfortable retirement