 I had to be paid like that. And when you go through that process, there's a lot of things that are being said. There's a lot of things that are being considered. But at the end of the day, when you're trying to get that first one, you want to be recognized as that. And so I was able to get that and have that happen. But then later on, my priorities change. My responsibilities change. My understanding of what it takes to run a team, understanding what it takes to keep guys around. All those things come into play. So it's just a little bit...