 But I don't have it. I'm still going to have it. I'm still going to be happy. Because my joy is not based off of what I'm lying is. My joy can't be based off my circumstance. Because if I were on my circumstance and dictated, I would listen to other people and say that you'll never be anything. You'll never go anywhere. You can't do it. Nobody else did it. You'll listen to other people and say, oh, if your background is not this, if your credit is not this, if your education is not this, and then where would you be? Thank God! That is a choice.