 Because then you fall victim to everybody's word and everybody else's idea and everybody else's unbelief and everybody else's lack of zeal and everybody else's lack of drama and everybody else's sin of do nothing. And I refuse. So I make a choice that the joy of the Lord will be my strength. And as long as I'm connected to him, I am the head and I'm not the tail. And as long as I'm connected to him, he gives me wisdom and he leads me and he