 uh... we will when i start my new job we i'm gonna be honest we haven't had much for the last year we've been kind of living bare bones cowboy so once we have a list of my insurance and i think i mean that he had to be a okay so when you really think about it a lot of this is like but what if and i'm going but what if you had no payments and how quickly could we build this back up and what would that freedom feel like today you knew we were going to say yes