 But I thought everyone was on like the same level. I understood that the skills were different, but I thought it was all like they're just doing this for the game. And they're getting paid at the professional level because they're adults and they need jobs. That's where I was at 10 years old. Forgive me. So when that happened, it was stunning and shocking and it was hard to deal with and understand. Along the way, I got back into baseball.