 and uh... she was so upset because everybody loved john kennedy you know and it shut so that like that's not enough then then we have we had um... you know all the social unrest which which you kinda had to get because it with voting rights and civil rights and things like that and then martin luther king get shot what what and bobby kennedy think about it as you're growing up to my boomer brothers and sisters what we went through and when you get numb you get numb i don't want you to be numb i don't want and what upset me about yesterday