 at some point i feel like i have debt ptsd like i'm still it's over but i'm still in the war you know so i'm hoping it'll dawn on me on this trip here yeah i mean both of y'all just are saying it right there's a people want to fight us about the numbers all the time and they just totally disregard i love the way you just described it and realize how it was pulling me down that's peace right i didn't realize what i was lacking until i didn't owe some somebody else wasn't telling me how to do my life right exactly yeah