 how how many years think about we were completely broke lost everything they took the water meter out of the front of the house because i kept turning it back on after they turned it off they just took it away they took it away you could do that well they have to when you keep stealing water and that's what i was doing so i mean we were that broke so we went from this level of terror to having an emergency fund and how many years do you think that we had to not touch that emergency fund for her to heal