 sort of concepts like he understands it we were talking about uh gods the other day you know because i love american gods and he was he like point blank asked me he's like well do you believe in jesus i was like i believe he's he was a real person he's like so wait you don't think you don't think there's a heaven i was like all right we're gonna i'm gonna put a pin in this one because this might be a little too much for you because i want to go