 And, uh, anyway, uh, one of my musician friends called me up and, and I'm also in 12 step recovery too. And that probably plays into some things. Um, and, uh, he, he said, you need to come over here now. You know, I'm going, what's up? You know, I should just, just come over. You know, I'm going, well, what's up? He says, my, my ex wife is over here and she fell from the loft.