 fair enough i i think i think i would agree with that but but it has it's down so yes no doubt and and it creeps up on you faster than you think right so and i've mentioned this to you before so it i could i come out of graduate school and i don't know it's like it's like it's like you're anointed or or someone just um they just feel you're the it person and in new york news day i was traveling the country in the presidential campaign right