 You didn't take a cruise around the world. No. You didn't burn the money. It's invested into the house. You're going to get it back out. I don't feel guilty at all. I think you were doing a very sweet thing and honoring thing to your wonderful childhood. And then I think the next step is to honor the legacy of your dad and mom by having an awesome future. I think the future wins on the scales if I'm you. John, what are you thinking?