 those of us are christians we call it the blessings of the lord which is beyond what i did i'd i played my part but it's beyond what i did and so you can say i'm better than i and that's what bill you'll be positive and so you deserve it i i i it it wouldn't be accurate i am better than i deserve them also it's a statement of grace doctrinally i'm better than i deserve because i deserve hell i'm not going because of jesus okay all that stuff but the aside from that the the