 I mean, after you've struggled. So for you to say that to God, to say, Lord, if I only have this baby six or 10 weeks or however many weeks, it doesn't matter because this child is yours. That's positioning your heart in the right way, that it's not about you being a mom and fulfilling every desire that you wanted in life, but it's about how he wants to spread the gospel through this child and whatever picture that looks like. That level of surrender is so beautiful. And just to see you talking about that, like you're glowing.