 But Eric put it well. He said, I already had taught them how to play baseball in the backyard, and I was at their graduation, and they were getting married. I created this whole life for these children. And you do. The minute you find out you're pregnant, that's where your heart and your mind go. So you have to grieve an entire life of not getting to meet these children. And a lot of people that don't go through that, they don't understand. Yeah.