 And if you'd asked the 25-year-old me what was going on, fear is exactly what I'd have said. Now, the culture wasn't quite as hostile then, but even then I was afraid of looking stupid. I was afraid of making the gospel look bad, afraid of standing out from the crowd, afraid of the implications for work, afraid of people laughing at me. And I think the other one, Janet, was afraid of being asked a question I didn't know the answer to. So they...