 okay amen that's exciting amen i feel like you're saying that you have to a wild one and a remarkable one i feel like the babies that um the mamas that went through a lot in order to conceive i feel like there's an extra special anointing on the children's lives and there's a purpose for every child's life i don't want to minimize that but you look in the bible and you look at you know john the baptist you know his mama struggled to conceive and then like he