 And I feel like that prepares you for then mommyhood when all of a sudden, I don't know if it happened for you, but like the fear kicked in. Like the minute I come home from that hospital, like that she was going to die, that I was going to lose her and all the what ifs. And God kept bringing me back to those moments of dedicating her the whole way. And he was like, but you said, you said she was mine. You said she was mine. It was like, okay.