 This is going to be a lot. Yeah, because when anything comes unexpectedly, happy or sad, it's kind of like your mind has to just wrap around that for a little bit. You feel guilty for being overwhelmed, but it's okay. Yes, yes. Well, I think I even shared that when I found out I was pregnant with John Micah. I was like, we're going to have three children, three and under. Now, of course, that looks different. And, of course, I would have rather life looked that way with him here. But...