 i loved the lord i got saved god worked radically in my life spent hours with the lord daily in the word and prayer zealous my faith started preaching at 18 but i was i was still young there was a lot of growing if instantly i had been exposed to now sharing with millions of people i wouldn't have been ready and i would have made a lot of missteps before i got to the right place and maybe the notoriety would have gotten to my head you say ah but that's the difference