 I'm trying to do this right. I'm trying to be faithful. I'm trying to be wise with my kids that are going to witness this. I'm going to try to be wise with the money that you allow us to steward, whether we should keep pursuing this or not. I'm trying to be wise about the role confusion that can often take place between human and animal. I love my dog, but it's a dog. And I want to keep this dog around, but I also think the dog is kind of miserable.