 read a zillion books, talked to people, hung out with people that did it, and it just kind of developed, developed, developed, and I also think I definitely feel that I had a past life doing different mystical types of things. I did go through my witch 101 phase. That lasted a few years, and then I went through my dark goth phase. It's like a whole progress where, like, I tried all these different modalities, and I like them all, so I just...