 okay well you're like you're like the you're like the combination uh pit bull golden retriever you want to kick their ass and you go get them help afterward is that what you're trying to say yes i offer to get them an iv all the time iv drip you you have some of that catholic guilt it sounds like well it used to be catholic but anyway but i just told them that i wasn't too i wasn't too far off too far yeah all right so uh let's uh pivot to the other subject uh