 you're not getting picked for something else really I would have just I know it's a tough decision to make but that's where you say hey I'm retiring from international play I'll still play in the NWSL whatever you're going to do but this is where it's like your best player that you owe so much to is walking away saying I'm disappointed to not get picked should have ended a little bit differently they could have done a little bit differently but I agree she's done and you need to go to the younger players but that's the question of how was it communicated to her