 whether you decide to move forward, the keys here are we're using cash. And if we're doing the down payment deal, we're putting all the equity on the down payment because ultimately we want this house paid off. And I don't want that payment to be any more than 25%, like I talked about before. So those things need to get cleared up. I just, right now, based off what John asked you, based off of what you said, it feels like you're running away from something. And a house should be something that you...