 Right. I started dating guys because I wasn't opposed to men. I just didn't have the attraction that I had or the draw that I had that I did with women. And so I tried to date men, but that never actually felt safe for me. I felt like guys wanted kind of one thing and it was sexualized. And I felt like in a weird way, even though I knew homosexuality was wrong, I felt like women were safer. I felt like, OK, if I'm with my best friend.