 yes Lord you know I love you feed my sheep you know and he just he keeps drawing that that out of us and then just like Tom and those men of the cross uses us to go out there into the world and and it's it's it's an amazing thing I'll tell you too I'm thinking about also just in kind of a closing so we talked a lot about the guys today Mary Magdalene you know known as the apostle to the apostles right you know her love you know that kept her at the foot of the cross and only one out of the 12 was there with her Saint John