 lifestyle that you were living. I actually was. And people like, oh, my goodness, you shouldn't have. I'm like, well, at least I had a desire. Right. I knew I was wrong. I would include confession, but it was kind of the same confessions over and over because not a lot of people were walking with me. You know, I was kind of asking for some direction and that wasn't really getting a lot of that. But for me, I never wanted to push God aside.