 And right there, deep in my heart, I felt a voice that said, forgive him. And I said, I forgive you. It wasn't me. And then I went on to have normal adolescent years, teenage years, young adult. And I had no problem. Forgot about it. I didn't want to tell anybody. I was overprotective of my three daughters. And then finally I told my wife. And then a couple years later I made a retreat.