 less drugs and more note-taking like was it not as much it just must have been much more like you're observing everything because you're writing this now for your job yeah was it still fun the second time or was it just so fun no it was so fun because i mean i'm someone who look i'm re-watching all of gray's anatomy right now because it's the one show that i can watch that i know i never have to write about like i'm someone who's in the world i'm