 Look, anyone who's experienced chatter knows that the rabbit hole, when you're really in it, can take you down it quite deep. And I was very deep down the rabbit hole. And at the very worst of it, I sat down at my laptop and I had the thought, why don't I search for a bodyguard that specializes in protecting academics? And I didn't actually hit enter on the search. I did type it, but then I thought to myself first,