 But the man who was shot in the head and lost his life, 50 years old, when they carry him out of the bleachers, I could only watch it one time. There's a black man who was sitting next to him wearing a white shirt. And that poor guy, I stared at it for a while because I thought it might have been a former student of mine, not the guy shot, but the black guy. And he just has this despondent look on his face that it just made me sick to my stomach.