 There are a couple of different books that have brought up this stuff. You know, I'm trying to erase my own existence in my own house. But one of the things that Joseph Pieper, the philosopher, and he talks about in his book on leisure, he said, you know, what really happens is we make an enemy of leisure because we're trying to justify our existence. And I'm trying to justify why I'm here. And for me to know that you know that I'm here for something good, it has to all be perfect.