 but you know, you really have to ask yourself, is this what I want? And we're going to come back to this, this idea later. Does this really like doing this for the next 40 years? Is that really what I want to do? Um, is it the fullest expression of myself? And is it where I think I will reach my highest potential? And the answer unfortunately was no. And of course that's a very awkward time to be making that decision. But, uh,