 And, um, and he called me to be a priest and I didn't want, and I said to him, I said, Jesus, because I had good spiritual direction on you. I said, Jesus, if you want me to be a priest, I know that you have put this desire somewhere in my heart, but it's too deep for me to experience right now. Like I don't feel it, but I know if this is your call, I know that you put it there. So I'm going to ask you, please like to raise it up. And so when I was 19 years old, I made that prayer. I applied to the seminary and I like two weeks later,