 Because you're not saying to God, God, I know this is wrong, but I'm going to do it anyway, which is the essence of sin. You're not doing that. So did that help, talking about that? Yes, it does. I just have to really internalize it and really put it to practice and go to communion and get over these doubts. It's easier said than done, but I will. May I ask how old you are, Laura? Yes, I'm 35.