 That healing and you're saying, gosh, my prayers don't feel like they're working. Besides your book, Be Healed, and I think that's great. You've got, of course, the 10-day scriptural retreat that goes with that. Do you want to be healed? And I've always found that interesting. Do people truly sometimes want to be healed? Or do they, maybe on a subconscious level, not want to let go of that for some reason? Does that make sense?