 could, you could give me a baby. You could make me pregnant tomorrow. You can marry a baby without her even having sex. You can do whatever you want. You're in charge. I don't need all of the supplements. It's your will. And during that pause, the Lord did a lot of healing in my heart. He helped me to see how much I was not trusting him with my fertility. And he really put the question before Chris and I, what do you want more? Do you want to be pregnant or do you want to be parents?