 Yeah, yeah, no, that's exactly right. I mean, there was this sense, I remember thinking this through, because as many of our listeners, well, some of our listeners might not know that I was in seminary in the Anglican communion. And as I got further and further along, I was getting more and more nervous about the idea of, I'm supposed to be a shepherd of people, and I don't know if I get this. I don't think I know enough. I was getting more panicky about it. And it was such a relief to,