 i mean that's not you know mr weak in his boots so he only doubts and then like i said before in john 14 you know he speaks up you know lord we don't know where you're going how can we know the way so i've always thought like i don't like calling him doubting thomas i like calling him talkative thomas because he sort of you know he speaks up and asks questions and i mean i think you know as he is one of those that our lord has called to be with him right that he's in relationship with him