 and immediately in this little chat all these women sitting there many who lived in the house and there was a priest and they began the mass and already my heart started to be gripped i felt this gripping in my heart this movement in my heart and then when they got to the liturgy of the eucharist and i didn't know what this all meant yet i'd been to mass a couple times before because my uncle was catholic when he came to visit but i didn't know what it meant yet i was raised protestant and when the priest held up the holy eucharist