 I know he loves me, but I've done so much that it's hard for me to accept his love. I would suggest, number one, read the Gospel of Matthew. Start there, Matthew 1, verse 1. And when you get to the section about the prodigal son, and he says, my son who once was dead is now alive. He once was lost, but now he's found. And so he throws a big party in celebration for his son's return. And the reason is because