 oh, I just, I want to have your marriage. Like, I love your family. You just make it look so easy. And I just want that. And I just always have to laugh because I'm like, oh, you should have been around for the first four years of our marriage. You would have been like, keep your marriage. Like all the hardships that we've gone through, especially early on and just all the growth. Like it was really looking at each other and saying like,