 for hope and for faith in God, the one, the Father. And I asked for it and I received it. It takes time, but I just really wanted to kind of really just thank you for saying what you said and say that as I think about that sorrow in my life then and how it's just bloomed into so much joy in my life today, it's because of that poverty I felt I wasn't afraid to kind of ask for what I didn't have.