 And for me, I was like, well, if that's happening, I want to be in on it. Right, right. I'm going to beat you to the joke. It's a defense mechanism to be funny. I'm going to make fun of myself first, and I'm going to do it better, and I'm going to be in on it so at least if we're destroying me, I will be participating in my own self-destruction so I can at least find a role for myself, right? Being a kid is terrifying. And if you can be the funny fat kid, at least that's a role. To me, that was better than being the fat kid who wasn't funny, you know, who was getting –