 known and seen for the first time. And you keep talking about how fear of commitment stems from childhood and lack of childhood bonds with parents and how important that is that she received something that she hadn't received before. And as I was thinking about this, if you struggle with commitment, I think that starting with Christ and the Eucharist is a really great place, like committing yourself to that relationship, if nothing else. And maybe it is you're making the time to go to daily mass or as frequently as you can when you can't.