 And I even think of this within marriage. If I choose me in all these interactions, it's so hard. One of my prayers over the last year and a half is when I'm struggling because I always say, like, we are all brainwashed by feminism and those male-female dynamics today. And in marriage, when I want to choose my way, the way I speak, the way I disagree or whatever, I'm just going, Jesus, Jesus, Jesus, like, just help me. And it's become instead of my...