 I just feel like I can get one step closer to this imaginary future if I just have a bunch of cash versus let's just keep doing the next right thing and the next right thing. And if you need to buy a house, then we'll sell yours. That's fine. But it feels like there's this sense of freedom. I'm just going to put that money in the account. And what has happened in my life is this dream I had doesn't work out.