 but I also feel like it's my calling. Um, so I'm just really stuck right now. I feel like if we quit, it'll, or if I quit, it'll be really hard for us to figure out a budget because his income is so sporadic. We do have savings. Um, but it's, it's only six months and I just feel, I don't know. I just feel torn. I make 55 a year. And what does he make a year?