 and a friend of mine who had a lot of problems in his own personal life but just reminded me of that and said you know what you know don't I you know I was complaining basically because I was in law school at the time and I was studying hard and I wasn't feeling I was getting anything done and I just felt spread all over the place and we all know those feelings you know anyway he just said to me you know but God has a purpose for you you wouldn't be doing this if you didn't love you and