 but that's hard and that's going to take a lot of time. And that's a really high mountain and I don't really have the energy. And so I think I'm just going to roll over and die. You know what I mean? Like a year's like, it's just too much. It's too hard. And I, we always tell people, you know, sloth, some of the telltale signs of sloth is like, you find yourself bored or restless or like kind of,