 And as a professional, I have to play two hours a single day to stay in. And so I had five at the time. And it was, how in the world am I going to be intentional with my family if I am helping run an apostolate or actually leading an apostolate, if I am having my day job and trying to raise my family and play the trumpet? And so I ended up resigning playing the trumpet. But I tell you, the temptation was there because