 But because I know about it, what I can also tell you, I can proclaim to you. Because I love the Lord. And I've spent a lot of time trying to learn to pray. And I've gone to therapy. And I've had spiritual directions. So I can say to you with confidence, it is excruciating. And I know it. And I know what I'm talking about is not easy. And I know it can be overwhelming and the hunger...