 You just have to look at it as your pregnancy and labor. People will often say, well, don't you feel like you missed out not being pregnant? Don't you feel like you missed out not giving birth? And I was like, oh, I was pregnant. I gave birth. I just did it in a whole different way. And so when you understand that waiting as part of your spiritual maternity and offer it up to the Lord and you just... It's just a cross and you endure it and you know that when the baby comes, like...