 I mean, I was just so overwhelmed by it. So we went and saw a friend in the hospital right after church, and then we were going somewhere. And I said to Didi, what time do we have to be out of here? And she said, 1.30. I said, okay, I'm just going to go up and be still. And so we had blackout curtains. I closed all the curtains, shut everything off, and just laid there for, I don't know how long it was, 20, 35 minutes, something like that. It's hard. And I was just still, and I was in the silence.