 And all of a sudden, over the course of that year, it didn't happen overnight. The struggles that I had in May, I still had when the next May came around, but they were much less. Trust me on that front. But it was as if all of a sudden, I knew who I was. I knew who other people were. And I still remember, I was going to my Dominican application weekend, where I was admissions board, and I was on a bus. And I was sitting next to a guy who was going to prison for 10 years,