 And when I sit in a holy hour and you're in the presence of Jesus, much like we've been the past couple nights, or sometimes just in the chapel I've grown up going to, you sometimes want to tell the Lord, this is what I want. Or sometimes you want to look at the Lord and say, hey, what do you want from me today? As if he's our cosmic boss or taskmaster who's going to give us these absurd instructions to follow.