 remember writing little graffiti in my math book that jesus lives you know and i mean how how crazy was that and so uh you know i was on fire at that point we had a pretty good youth group really good youth group and and that got me going quite a lot even the youth sunday school stuff was good for high schoolers let alone the the field trips and things like that that we would take but then i soon was drawn upon to start teaching the i think sixth graders myself as a high schooler because we needed anybody that was willing and a bit fired up and