 again, that's the interior life, right? And you're, you're finding the Lord in those you're serving, but then you find that in the end that you're the one that's really, it's your life is bearing so much fruit from those, those activities. But I think, um, you said, I don't know the answer to that, you know, technically, but you know, there's, there's, um, a memory I had when I graduated from high school.