 division and disunity. I can still remember right when I was graduating college that weekend, I just felt like no one knew me and I didn't even know myself. And so one of the things that I did over the next year, which led me into the Dominican novitiate, was to live my life and say, okay, Jesus, I believe that all of this is true, but I'm going to try to live every aspect of my life as if this is true, as if the Eucharist is true, as if all these teachings, un-moral teachings are true.