 you know, I love to sing, but a lot of people didn't even think I could sing very well. So, you know, there was a lot of obstacles. So, but it's weird, you know, it's like, I can't remember, there's a quote where they say, while you're living, everything just feels chaotic and doesn't make any sense. But when you look back on it, it's like a finely crafted novel. And I really believe that, you know, that's how it is really. When I look back on my life, like all these things that had to happen in order for this to happen. And,