 poor me moment and a friend of mine who had a lot of problems in his own personal life but just reminded me of that and said you know what you know don't i you know i was complaining basically because i was in law school at the time and i was studying hard and i wasn't feeling i was getting anything done and i just felt spread all over the place and we all know those feelings you know anyway he just said to me you know but god has a purpose for you you wouldn't be doing this if he didn't love you