 then before you know it you would you would want to stay there a whole hour yeah so that's what would happen that's what would happen it would happen yeah it is i mean in a sense it is uh it's that it's like the habits of virtue right i mean it's one of those things that as you practice it it becomes easier and easier and you want to spend more and more time with our lord that's at least been my experience and i'm not i'm by no means an expert adore i have a long way to go but