 I'm getting anxious, right? So I'll just reach out and I'll touch, okay, what is, right? So I can feel right now, you guys will laugh, I'm in my car at a doubleheader baseball game in the parking lot because my kids have a rain out baseball games, right? So I'm in this car, I can see, I can feel, I can touch, I know things are good, things are right. It's so good to hug your kids, hug your husband, be in the moment. And that's a great way to start fighting some of those