 The way I try to think about it, John, is sometimes things will happen and it's just almost unbearable. It's almost unbearable. You know, you are blessed to have a child and, you know, at six months, you're old, they end up dying of cancer or they're in a severe accident. And you wouldn't be normal or human if you didn't say, well, how would God do that? How could God exist when things like that happen or something?