 now testing the waters on something I knew I had felt. And Timree had actually asked me yesterday, she said, do you suggest people try it? And I'm like, no. If I set something here and I didn't tell you what it was, most of you wouldn't try it. Some of you would. I kind of like those kind of people, but not in this, not with our sexuality, not with friendships. But yeah, dived in and never got out. It wasn't until about a decade later of living a...