 attached to that baby and um the second time in human nature is when you fall in love and when you fall in love you wonder what the other is doing you wonder what they like you wonder where they are you can't wait to see them and mass is like that mass is like a date where you get to see them face to face you get to spend time with them adoration the same so it's not um by the grace of god it's a grace a free favor without any kind of merit or worthiness