 And not making much money and didn't know much, but I was mentored by a kindly old man who was about a year out of retirement. Always happy, go lucky, just couldn't wait for retirement. And then the crash of 87, which meant nothing to me in 87, but now I'm almost to retirement again. I felt like I was 1930 and he was going to commit that suicide. Was there anything he could have done or is that just the risk of...