 and he now sold commercial serigraphs his younger self would have found appalling. He kissed me. I could have screamed. I could have slapped him. But what 17-year-old is prepared to slap a 47-year-old man she had fantasized about for the previous six months? I fervently kissed him back. I had imagined his kiss ever since he looked down my blouse. But did I have the agency to consent?