 And, um, you don't know what my line of work, like you don't know what you've got, so you don't have it anymore. Is that what you mean? Well, it's like, you know, something in theory, but you don't really understand it. You know, like you don't feel it until something makes that and, um, makes that connection. And so, um, in, in my line of work, I, I did a lot of good, you know, I helped a lot of people and, um,