 All that time spent in adoration really kick-started this journey of recognizing that, oh, not only do I know that I'm made for a relationship with Jesus, but I also am experiencing what I think is His call to be His bride in this life. But I found that in not just being a missionary, but really becoming a woman of prayer through God's grace and through good community, that over time, the same way that you can stand outside in the sun and you're just going to get a tan, you're going to get burnt if you stay in there long enough,