 And I was in a very abusive, verbally, mentally, physically abusive relationship. He beat my son. He yelled and screamed all the time. But unfortunately, the sins of the past, thank God for reconciliation. You know, I allowed and I enabled. But at the same time, I have a 37-year-old son that will never let me live it down. It's brought up every three months. That you didn't protect him.