 I was like, no, I didn't have an abortion, but it was just maybe for somebody else who also has taken or maybe, I don't know, might just feel guilty of like, oh my gosh, I used this drug and it's like, it's not the drug itself that's bad. It's like in the context of how you used it. So maybe that was just more of a me of just being like, ah, because it's hard even like, I guess hearing it and I'm agreeing with you, but still it's just...