 from julie my wife julie who you know so strongly believes you know in in what would jesus want us to do what would he expect us to do uh as human beings and if you think about it and i'm an optimistic person glad i really am but just to give you a couple thoughts and you can you can challenge this or give me your sense what i find interesting is we're in a bad place now and i'm an optimistic person but we're in a very bad place i think in the in the world right now because