 Every time he introduced me to someone new as his girlfriend, he was so eager and beaming with pride. So he wasn't ashamed of how I looked or embarrassed about it. I even asked if he was ashamed and embarrassed to be with me, and he said, of course not. He was so excited for me to meet his family in August. He said he thinks he justified not being attracted to me because he once had a pornography and masturbation addiction.