 I just, you know, why do I even try? And that sort of thing. And that seems to be another tactic of the enemy to keep us down and not have us revisit the sacraments. Yeah, despair is such a painful reality for many of us when it comes to our struggles with sin. Because, well, this God who gave me this freedom, I've thrown it all away. I'm the worst. And at no point does the Lord ever say that to us.