 And that's a scary place. And I walk with a lot of people that are in those shoes or have tried. And so I could go on and on, but that's why I wrote a book. So there's a book out there that kind of gives the details. But I lived hidden for years, living out these attractions behind the scenes while dating men on the forefront so that, you know, people wouldn't ask questions. It wasn't until I had a radical encounter with Jesus, October 17th, 2014, that my entire life changed.