 I felt like he wasn't listening to my prayers, because I prayed to him every day for the last five years of the marriage, you know, because I was trying to be a submissive wife, I was trying to do whatever the church asked me to be with my family, and you helped me a lot understand the church back then, but then when that happened, I was like, well, he's not listening to me and he's not helping me with this problem.