 and then you know maybe it was a year or two later i got a call back from him and and thank god he was he had gotten all the help that he needed and his life was in a better place and he was on a better track and uh it just woke me up i can't it kind of shocked my soul and then to get these calls from veterans as i have over the years i'll be honest i'm i'm i don't know why they'd reach out to me i'm honored that they do and