 and so the same love is growing in their hearts and and i love to say about the eucharist is we have the same fuel and food as the martyrs in the eucharist and so we may not be martyred the same way as they are but we our hearts are prepared to love the same way that they are and nothing is holding us back but ourselves i suppose and our own sinfulness but trusting the mercy of god that uh you know for those who are martyrs that they've been called to love in such a way that they can say i have received the best that god has in store for me