 it just made everything so much easier to handle. Like, I was just able to have strength and just be able to pray without these thoughts going through my head. And I know it was from just sticking with everything that the Holy Spirit led me to, really, what got me through it. And here I am now. I'm still battling. I still go to the chapel every second I can get there. And I'm still just, you know, praying for what to do. So I'm trying to trust more. That's what I'm getting at.