 So what I do is then I revert to the rote prayers. I do a rosary or I do a chapel of divine mercy or prayer books or the back of my holy cards. I read those. But right now I'm reading the diary of St. Faustina while I'm in there, which is so good. But I have a horrible time just sitting there in silence and letting Jesus talk to me. And I know I have to be silent in order to hear him.