 and reincarnation it has to be one or the other they're mutually incompatible we can't be the dreamless sleep of you're just turned off and the end at one of these has to be true and other ones have to be false and i have an intellect and the world is intelligible there's just a connection that i can arrive at the truth and so just the more i'd study it and compare different religions i just feel like with christianity and i'd start to study the church fathers ancient christianity not going from the bible