 And it was like, I'm not going to give up. I know I'm going to get back. I'm going to try. And with that, Patrick Madrid kind of helped me. And he's like, you know, you have to, um, drastic measures. You have to, you know, if your eyes close, you shouldn't come home. So I started by just going to the divine, uh, going to the chapel, going to, um, the chapel every second I can get it. And I was just praying the Holy spirit to like, you know, give me some guidance here. What prayers to say? And I was doing the, um,