 Oh, that is an awesome question. I feel like any, I could have wrote that question a couple of times in my life, probably six times in my life. Postpartum is so hard. And first of all, I just, I really just want to tell you, it is, I promise it's going to get, it is going to get easier. It's just such a dark cloud sometimes that postpartum time can just be such a roller coaster of emotions for sure.