 Feels so different being here. I was so used to being next to you. Life for me is not the same. There is no one to talk to. Mario's How Do I Breathe, one of my favorite songs, is a song about a guy trying to piece together his emotional life after losing the woman he loves. It's basically Mark's story. It's why he's the one of my friends who believes most fervently that finding love overseas is the way to go.