 it was, it was really devastating. And I, you know, I have to like what I consider pretty marketable degrees and a lot of it work experience, but it's just that in my opinion, that's Illinois and some of the climate there. So I ended up moving to Indiana and I just feel like it's been the milk and honey for me because not only was I, I moved here for a job, they were thrilled to have me, you know, not by the grace of God, but also, um,