 it's, it was such an experience. Not that I look back. It's been such an experience that, um, I would give anything and I would have, you know, maybe even tell other. Finish that sentence though. Before you go on, you would give anything and then fill in the blank. Anything to do it, to do it again, to do it again. Yeah, it was, it was really hard for the first month. I wanted to run and leave. You had a little bit, I had a little boy and two girls in grammar school. Okay. And one of the things, fast forward, one of the things that happened, um,