 rough edges that you are you know kid after kid i'm realizing you know i'm not done with it i still got a lot of work to do and god is reminding of me of this constantly so um it's it is a wonderful thing that we can you know especially after a baby's first born you've got like this glow period where you're just so in love and overwhelmed that you know you are willing to do so much more and your eyes are open to so many things that god is trying to teach you that maybe you just didn't recognize before