 I'll do it later. And then you just never do it. So how do you how are you forcing yourself? You have to like write it on a paper. Did you have like how are you? What are some like something that we could do to like really get ourselves out of that? Stop being whiny and just do it. This is for God. This is you know what I mean? It is for God. You that is it. So we have to think about Jesus's passion.