 So it's not that I don't feel emotions and it's not that I don't recognize emotions in other people. I'm just not quite sure what they are at any given moment. And for me, I tend to see them as colors rather than as words because I feel like there's not enough words to really like tie into the emotions that I'm experiencing. So yeah, so that's something that I gave to Cassandra as well. Yeah, no, I mean, I found it very empowering because it actually made me stop and think about things that I was experiencing and