 He says, I would have liked you to be small so I could hug you. I would have liked you to be big so I could lean on you. I would have liked you to be looking out the window in winter, watching the snow begin to fall. I would have liked you to be lying under the covers during a storm, silent so you could hear the sound of the rainfall. I would have liked you to be kind to dogs so you could pet them and affectionate with the elderly so you could love them.