 It started as, as you said, I was a Marine and I rose up the corporate ranks. I was making a lot of money. I had a lot of fame and I had a big head. I thought that was the American dream. And then I had a severe marital issue and I could have ran and left, which most people do. But I got on my knees and sought the faith of the Lord and we reconciled. And then about several months later, I took, I took botulism toxin and a food.