 decrepit than he truly is uh and that that the effect of that it's almost like meeting an an elderly hollywood star that's had 30 facial surgeries right like you look at him and you're like from a distance on a tv camera you think it still looks like the same person up close you see whoa that's not right something happened there that's not their normal face right it's kind of what she's talking about and it's just part of that whole process to try to cover up