 to be uncoordinated, to be dissipated, to be all over the map. And that's because there's no central focus. That's because there's no fulcrum. There's no tapestry there. Like you said, you have to make room for prayer. God has given each one of us a vocational mission of some kind, and it is our task to gather up the fragments of our life and to use them into that vocational mission. I'm reminded of the fact that the word diabolical comes from a Greek word, diabolos,