 you know, I could play in the women's game at the highest level. And when the national team became visible to me, then the goal was to play for the Olympics and, and make team Canada. But my, my mom actually too, she, she coached our boys team and I looked down the bench to 12 boys to my right. And she was there opening the gate. And because she played college hockey, it was just a way to volunteer and give back. And I think in that moment and without knowing, but connecting dots backwards, like Cheryl said,