 I drank for four days and four nights. And then I fell through a window. I was bleeding, but I was forgetting. But how can you forget your kids? How can you just wipe out 12 years of marriage? You can't. When you walk into eight empty rooms every night, it hits you in the face like a wet glove. But those are the facts, Felix. You've got to face it. You can't spend the rest of your life crying. It annoys people in the movies.