 And for the first time in my life, I really had to, even though painfully and difficultly at the moment, lean on the help of others, let others come close, give them permission to be with me. And I really think God blessed me in that, in this gift of living and doing life together. And sometimes you think of holiness and activism and evangelization as something we go out and do, which is true, but sometimes the greatest evangelization takes place in the hidden halls of our homes.