 You know, I was thinking to myself, I always say, you know, why me? Why me? Why did I have to go through this? Until one day, I finally turned it around and thought, you know what? Why not me? Because if this would have happened to any of my friends, right, whether it was my best friend or anybody else like that, I don't think that they would have been able to get past it. And I said to myself, maybe...