 She's a violinist, the love of my life. After I had my child, I returned to work, but it never felt right. I missed my baby. My body ached because I was nursing her and we spent too much time apart. It was an easy decision to quit my job and stay home with my newborn. But a part of me missed my job because I had been conditioned to work and to be independent. The hardest thing for me to do was to trust that God will take care of all my needs. So I took that leap.