 I feel such a neglect and an abandonment from that. My mom was big into her career my whole life. She still puts that first. I always vowed to never do that to my children, but I became a single mother in a time of my life where I was not living right. I've been able to find a way to work from home, a job that pays the bills, and I am able to stay at home with my son. I don't make much, but it's enough.