 I went through some life experiences where I kind of re prioritize my values and a lot of the things that I carried as resentment towards them. I started to, um, you know, like my role has a mom and it's one of those things where you, you know it, but you don't know it in your heart until something kind of puts it there. And, um, you don't know what my line of work, like you don't know what you've got, so you don't have it anymore. Is that what you mean?