 It was always black. And like, I love black. No shade to black. But it's like, are those the only choices? And so it's all the things. It is taking care of your body, your mental health, your physical health. It is the company you keep, the food you eat. It is all these things. It's what you listen to. I mean, that's all a part of your process. And so even with my mom, who I love, I love my mom. And my mom loves me. We are...