 okay i mean i was just kind of blown away by that and then my you know so i i got the metal and and i started wearing it and my i was not real familiar with the whole divine mercy chaplet itself and my wife said once well there's a guy named drew and i always call you drew mary marinara by accident my apologies that's fine and she always corrects me she's just married for dinner mariana you know and i and i'm like you know so now i just call you drew but