 core of my being, right? As you say there, Jesus on the cross, he's looking at his Father, the agony in the garden, the different periods where he goes off by himself into the desert or brings a couple of the apostles with and says, let's go pray, right? This yearning that he has experienced on the level of the heart to be in union with the Father that loves us, right? And so, I think we want to be careful about making any kind of