 Okay, so we've heard two different versions of how you first started an intimate relationship with your then 30-year-older-than-you art teacher. Why do you think in the first version of the story, when you told it in your previous memoir, that you made yourself the person who initiated that first kiss, who walked in to the classroom, unbuttoned the top three buttons of your blouse, and approached him? Why did you tell it that way?