 But one of my soldiers, my gunner, Kevin Jensen, actually got to me in that moment of complete despair and having lost all hope. And he said these four words, Sir, I've got you. When I heard his voice, my conviction was reversed, and I knew that I was going to live. And I knew without a shadow of doubt that there was a reason I was living. I didn't know what it was exactly, but that I still had a purpose and a mission in life.