 And then I try to control it, but then it comes down and I'm afraid that I intentionally did it. No. I wouldn't offend. They're mostly about Mary and I wouldn't offend her. I would not. I don't think those things of her. I understand. Laura, let me ask you a question as long as you got some time here. In your earlier life, did you ever like go to a curandera or a psychic or a medium, anything like that?