 That's just the way it goes. Well, I'm glad to hear you admit that, Father. You're absolutely right. You're right. One of the things that I like to do, for what it's worth, I mean, this is just my own practice, but if it helps anybody, thanks be to God, right? But if I'm reading a gospel passage or something in the Adoration Chapel, which that happens fairly regularly, you know, I'll read through the gospel passage and use kind of my Ignatian imagination, place myself in the gospel scene, that sort of thing, and