 and when they were cleaning up or going through her things afterwards, they found 19 loaded handguns scattered around the house, and they finally figured out, because they're trying to figure out what in the world, because one of them was in the silverware drawer. Mamaw couldn't get around very well in her latter years, and they figured out she was going to be in a position where she could put her hands on something to defend herself if she had to. And she said when he was growing up, he was hanging out with the wrong crowd, wrong person, and she told him,