 And I just needed that enhanced connection of knowing they were there in my life, knowing they were kind of looking at me and helping me and supporting me. And it just, you know, a lot of the time people think, well, I shouldn't suffer if I have faith in God. Oh, no. Suffering, Jesus told us straight out, that's unavoidable. You know, it's going to happen in our lives. I mean, I didn't want to be blind, right?