 being able to endure things, obviously not at St. Therese's level. I don't think I could ever get there personally, but at least to think, huh, okay, this is sanctifying me. There's a, there's a, there's a purpose to this opportunity for me being annoyed or what have you so that eventually I can get to heaven. Lord willing. Right. Yeah. I mean, the crazy thing about it is when you say, I don't think I could ever be like Therese, you're actually closer to being like Therese than you are. If you're not saying that, by the way,