 Where is my heart right now? I want to mourn in my country after nine months. I want to face the trauma that's happening here. And part of the trauma is what's happening to the younger generation of Israelis, to the fighters that have to go in to defend and they're the ones who target. And they realize that at the end when they've targeted the terrorists, they may have also killed innocent bystanders. We have to live with that as a country.