 If your wife has a sense of reason about her, it'd be good to get her away from that phone for a while, get her out, and just at a calm time in your marriage, and just sit down with her and explain to her you have this need, this need to actually be the spiritual leader, and that you're feeling too, second, that it is being usurped by these YouTubers and these long-form bloggers, and that what you'd like to do is you'd like to do some kind of a fast.