 there and I'm still just, you know, praying for what this, what to do with this. I'm trying to trust more. That's, that's what I'm getting at. That's awesome. Yeah. There's a phrase I often use in the confessional and that's just keep fighting the good fight. You know, sometimes it's, it's in the day to day where, um, we really sort of test our metal. Um, so powerful to, to, to make that sort of commitment to, to stop in and to the chapel and spend time with our Lord and, and,