 That's that's not that's I mean, Mike, I appreciate all of this that you're sharing. And that I mean, that last point is just it's part and parcel of showing how this is not freedom. Right. This is what we're talking about. Sin and snares and sin and slaves. And Mike, I know you're not alone in this. I know that there's so many of us who struggle in one way or another with sins of the flesh and sins of the sins of the eyes as well.