 I did phone sex. I spent $25,000 when I had to sell my property to pay off my credit card. That's a, that's not, that's, I mean, Mike, I appreciate all of this that you're sharing. And, and that, I mean, that last point is just, it's part and parcel of showing how this is not freedom, right? This is what we're talking about sin and snares and sin and slaves.