 Her mom was focused on tasks. Do this, do that. But after a certain point, Carol couldn't live with all of her unanswered questions about her mom's experiences of Saiku. And she was haunted by what she would lose if she didn't ask. How did you convince her to sit down with you? It was a constant badgering. Like, I would just go sit next to her and start asking her questions. And I'd be like, Mom, tell me about Saiku.