 I was like, oh, gosh, I've done something bad. I got to go. It was more of like a have to versus like this invitation. And then this desire of like, wait, he wants to love me into wholeness. He wants to forgive me, you know. And so I would say for me, like repentance was huge. That was something for me that without repentance, even the Eucharist didn't feel receiving the Eucharist. I was like, no, but I.