 I know I did it. I'm sorry. And then try to move on from it, realizing, okay, this isn't necessarily my personality. This isn't my natural defect, but I want to move on from this and just keep walking. Right. And then this may not be something that a lot of people struggle with, but I can imagine that it can get subtly into our unconscious mind in terms of how the Lord works, is that sometimes I think we can pin...