 in front of the Blessed Sacrament. I was doing the prayers in front of the Blessed Sacrament every time. And, you know, since right after Easter, and it's been quite a few months, I overcame, like, drinking. I was going binge drinking. I was just... Whenever I felt like I was drinking, I was going out of control. I was going to massage parlors, gambling. I lost so much. And it just...