 But none of it made sense, but now it brought me almost 38 years ago to Gaithersburg, Maryland, where we planted this church and have been here now for almost 38 years and seen God do some incredible things. But what if I'd said no that night? What if I'd said no that night? What if I said, no, God, I have better plans. I think I have some things I'd like to do with my life. I'd still want to love you and serve you, God, but I'd like to do it on my own terms, if you don't mind.