 Fair enough. I think I think I would agree with that. But but it has its downsides. And it creeps up on you faster than you think. Right. So and I've mentioned this to you before. So I come out of graduate school and I don't know. It's like it's like it's like you're anointed or or someone just they just feel you're the person. And in New York Newsday, I was traveling the country on the presidential campaign. Right.