 It's been a process. And, you know, I poured all my emotions into this book because it's been such an emotional journey. And, of course, you know, when there's that denial, you know, I think when you're reading that part of the book, you feel my rage and you feel how angry I am and how mad and disappointed and everything. I've poured all of that in there. But this has been a journey of forgiveness and a journey of healing to where I can sit in front of you today and I can give him that grace and I can talk about my journey. And there were times where I could not do that.