 won this and so forth. I think it's just, it's natural to have those feelings. And it's also natural if something happens, you know, uh, you know, where you, you, you, suddenly you get a phone call, you don't expect, and it seems, it seems just out of the blue and remarkable and perfectly timed to, to have a sense of wonder about something like that. And, you know, I'm, you know,