 I want nothing more than to cry on him and tell him thank you. I want nothing more than to wake up for this to not be reality for me and my family. We lost a selfless, loving husband, father, brother, uncle, son, and a friend. I will never stop thinking about him and mourning over him until the day that I die too. July 13th will forever be a day that changed my life. I will never be the same person that I was less than 24 hours ago.