 And there's been a very circuitous route that's led me to where I'm at today because God never leads you where you can figure anything out, okay? It's always like this way and that way. You look back and it makes sense in hindsight, but it never makes sense in foresight. You can't figure out what's going on at the time. But later you look back and say, oh, okay, now I see what was happening in my life.