 Um, if I wouldn't have noted, you know, if I wouldn't have noted that, man, I'd been out and what I've been able to, the impact I've been able to make in my family's life and the lives of countless others. I, I, you know, I just, I just bask in how good God is and, and the opportunity to continue serving and having purpose in my life. You know, that just, I get it. A hundred percent, 150%. And I hate that saying, but