 And something that's got to carry over your own personal life as well. As we know better, we do better. As we get financially better, we can afford to provide more. All that stuff comes into play. Do you think that this horrible lesson would have been enough for you? And I'm not saying it's a negative and a judgy, looking down on you type of position. But you had encountered something equally as bad when you went to visit your brother in Mexico City, didn't you?