 I think it was just, there was just this natural thing where I was the new kid in town and the group of kids that was my age were like, come on, let's go have some beer or come on, let's go have a cigarette. For me, I felt like it was the thing I had to do in order to make friends. And I remember, you know, with the alcohol, I got really, really ill. And with the cigarettes, I was coughing and choking on them.