 you know, like just like driving off the bridge or something like that. But whenever I was in that fight with my spouse, I saw the weapon and I was like, all right, let's do this right here right now. Like I'm ready. So it was very, it was a quick decision and it wasn't one of those where, you know, you have a lot of people that go and write the suicide notes and everything like that. It was just very, let's do this right now.