 And I want to come on and talk about it. And they'll ask me and pick my brain like crazy. I'm like, hey, what am I getting out of this? I'm getting nothing. And you got tenure. Give me something safe. But you, here you are, you broke off of it, right? And said, hey, I've seen things. I'm going to be honest with myself. Is this what happened? You said, there's some truth out here. I got to figure it out. And it's okay if I jump off of the...