 we were very much a part of the church. But after that, he started changing after that. And the long and the short of it is we were married for 10 years, and he ended up throwing us out and divorcing me. Now, I don't believe in divorce. I really don't. And I never accepted the fact that I'm a divorced woman. I never was given the tool set to deal with that. I was given the tools to deal with making a marriage work, which I did for 10 years. So...