 kind of using Jesus to his own end and wanting, intending Jesus for his own purposes, and I was kind of looking about it, thinking about it with my own life, and I think I'm kind of using Christianity and the Church to my own end. I'm kind of, like, wanting to put it in my terms and kind of gain something out of it, like, especially, like, meeting people that are, like, just so, like, it's hard to say, but very nice and very, like,