 looking and periodically going to other churches, but it all seems the same routine. And I'm thinking, like, if you read a book every day for... If I went to church every day, I'm mid-40s now, you'd know the book backwards, and it would not be as exciting as the first time you went. Well, that's what I'm up against now. I'm going there, and it's the same old, same old, and it's... There's no... There doesn't seem to be any fulfillment when I leave. I walk away thinking, what am I doing today? What's my grocery list...