 whether things come to you or you search it out or you just discuss it and talk with other people. I still think there's something in it along the way. So that's why I was asking you, did you have anything as a kid? Did you have premonitions or did you have a little psychic ability or was there somebody in your family like that? Because usually there's a reason people jump into it. No, I mean, I just grew up in Scotland.