 And I'm still afraid to pick it up. So what I did, I went back to the Bible and I started with Genesis. I said, maybe I can work myself up to it. And I thought something was wrong with me to feel this way. No, there's nothing wrong with you. There is a lot of scary images in there. But you started at Matthew 6. I'm assuming at the time I was probably telling somebody about the Lord's Prayer. Right, right. Okay, going through Matthew 6 and going down that path. And you started from there.