 It's such a different culture than the rest of the world that I just feel like I'm reaping the benefit of it and not really like an empty Christianity almost where it's like my heart's not there, but I'm just going through the motions. Do you consider yourself to be a Christian? Yes. Okay, so you're just kind of about the whole thing and you think, well, gosh, I'm kind of using this for my own personal, you know, being social, having connections, enjoying the surroundings, but not really...