 I have my scars. I'm aware of my scars. So the people who are important to me, like you said earlier, your daughter, they don't have to be. We don't have these conversations anymore because it's a non-issue in your life. And that makes me very, very happy because there was a time where it was not that way, where it was a raw nerve all the time. And I was angry. I was short-fused. I was reactionary. And I was distant.