 and um but i i just i love art bell uh-huh and we shared that common love and so many people think that that uh they're kind of victory to one another like i'm not saying i'm so much large philosophies are just like mine like um i'm not saying they're all aliens i haven't seen any i i know art's seen a couple of somethings now but uh i haven't even been that lucky but i still hold open the possibility that they're there and why is that contradictory