 I'd be sitting there with people like my brother right here could be sitting there with me and I'd play it off and I'd get up. Like we can watch something that someone rescued somebody out of a fire and it was having to be a cat still in there. They went in there and got the cat, you know, and I just start like, just like balling, but I'd be like, excuse me. And I go and I play it off all tough. You know, I'd be in the bathroom. I was like, what is going on with me? You don't say God was dealing with me. And then,