 pretty nasty legacy behind him. And I'm sure that he didn't grow up expecting and thinking, I can't wait to grow up and go to prison for the rest of my life. So I almost feel bad for his lack of control that ruined his life, too. How were you at that stage of your life? You said earlier you went through the hellish years. Were you doing better at that point? Well, actually, this was before the hellish years.