 I'm going to think others are unlovable. So, also, if I hate myself and I want to die, I can't acknowledge that, especially as a kid. You know, so I might project and think and interpret what other people do as enemy action. I don't want to live, so I'll project they don't want me to live. You know, so it's unconscious, and we experience it as fate, was what I think Young was, you know, what he said and what he implied was.