 Um, so yes, it has taken a long time for me to get to where I am. But, um, again, I've just gone back to, even like I said, with the stories on your show, I'm like, gosh, I have nothing to complain about. I was never shot. I wasn't, didn't lose a limb. You know, I was listening to the gentleman yesterday who was shot in the eye and he needed the two kidney transplants, you know? So, um,