 from the next reunion like if i take this step to send the email drew that it actually might backfire is there a potential for that you think could this back i do i mean i i already worry you've gone too far not even at your own fault just by simply whispering i have an allergy it's we got to find a way to walk you back to just blending in at this point and maybe bob needs to go find your relative with the green shirt and the red shoes maybe loosen up a little bit