 hateful rhetoric from some of these pastors. And you have the pastors who rail against this, but they don't want to lift a finger to try to understand the issue to help those of us who are walking out of that lifestyle, because what they don't understand is the LGBT community will turn on you the minute you walk away from that and give your life to Christ. So I was in between these two worlds that they weren't accepting me. And even more puzzling was decades ago when I so desperately wanted help getting out of that life.