 that you need these things to be happy and so when he let go of that he went into a completely different space exactly what this gentleman's talking about and and that's way more powerful and then all of a sudden things show up i mean seriously a pile of i found a pile of money i picked up a a lottery ticket on the ground it was a winner i got i found a two carat diamond ring but my friend it's got to be a joke it's like oh my god here she is she's gonna win the drawing and and that's because i have no um...