 you know, it's about carrying your cross, uh, in and out of relationships. And again, this is the hard stuff that you don't hear, uh, Christians talk about so much. Uh, it's not fashionable in the world in which we live to talk about that, to talk about sacrifice, to talk about denial. Uh, and it's obviously something that you've come to terms with. Correct. And God has given me peace with it. Eric, I'm going to tell you, um,