 I was willing. I mean, you can go back and talk to my ex-wife. It factored into my divorce how serious I took the city commission. I'm not trying to drag anything through the mud. If anybody I'm dragging through the mud, it's me because there were times that I missed things going on with my family to be there because I think, again, it's about do you want the job? Do you want to serve? Are you willing to do the difficult work? It's easy to show up and do the easy work.