 uh really projected to go high and then uh just pretty much waited all day and then didn't get the call to get drafted so it kind of kind of hurt but then i got a got a call for uh like a preferred free agent uh deal with the chiefs and uh that's kind of when it like hit like i'm actually doing it you know what i'm saying i'm uh this dream i've been chasing is kind of here so uh then when i got there to kansas city it kind of