 okay okay because my my husband was just one just from the christian perspective he no honey there's nothing christian about this let me just tell you okay i had a guy walk into the office here a while back to the front desk and they said there's a guy down here see you and i walked down he said god told me you were gonna buy me a van and i said no he didn't he didn't tell you that he said what do you mean i said hey absolutely did not tell you that because if he had told you that he would have told me and there'd be a van sitting out there for you