 I'm at this strange crossroads. I really want the SEAL story to be true. I really do. Almost enough to just stop recording right now and you never tell me. It's not real if it isn't. You don't want to know what the truth is. I don't want to know. No, I'm taking the blue pill, right? Yeah, yeah, yeah. Yeah, I'm taking the blue pill. I don't want to know. Leave me in the matrix.