 And if that ain't above me coming up with some ways to function I'm trying to thicken up my skin Thinking that'll help, I'm trying to be a man But I'm losing grip of who I am Trying to fit in with what the norm was Overthinking maybe I'll be better being her Ain't know what's better than being depressed While young, suicide was the only way I knew to lift a spirit But couldn't quite finish the tips