 and so obviously that's what the guy's thinking my god he's shot bad hold it stop everything he's trying to look around he's looking up looking for the shot so forward and backward is congruent with what you're saying instead of saying in a different way so he formed the words uh forward and backwards the brain was saying something else in order in order to put them together in such a panic i mean that's the thing most of the time reversals are the best when they come out during an emotional moment