 I mean, I would have... You were satisfied with that, and that was good. Yes, and the thing of it, the truth of it was because that's where I was in my growth journey and in my healing journey at that time. And so it really, I mean, we had many Zooms and conversations and everything. You know, even after we decided to do this next one, I still was on the vanilla train. And there was a pivotal turning point on a Zoom that I just said, you know what?