 And when she called and she told me that I knew that he was, he wasn't going to take accountability and he was going to put this off and whether he was sober or not something, which at the time she had met with him and he was not sober. And so, uh, again, um, I'm still chopping it up to addiction, but I'm also getting angry because it's been so long and I've done this on my own. I've been through so much just to do this. And, uh,