 Your spouse is gone. And you might reach over the bed like you did just 24 hours ago. And no one's there. And what that emptiness and that loneliness must feel like. But it's the way it should feel. Isn't it? Oh, exactly. I told Johnny I want to live one day longer than her. And then I realized, you know, if I'm not in good shape, that's not going to mean a whole lot.