 bj's like jumping out of his seat yes i'm telling one of my endless stories that i've told a million times you know and everyone just sort of nods their heads saying yeah that's an interesting story not really but we'll engage with you because i know you love to talk about your life and it's unbelievable and yeah we get it so i and i always appreciate that everyone indulges me with that kind of stuff because sometimes it's got to let out the stories and people understand that even if they really have no interest in them but anyway