 When I was struggling, when I was weak, when we were having all kinds of problems, I was turning to the Lord all the time in my life. And I was trusting in the Lord to get us through that. When the finances started going well, when everything started going really well in our lives, I lost sight of the Lord. And I thought I was strong. I thought I had it all together. And that's when I realized how much I had messed things up.