 Inside of me I had a great curiosity to know God in deeper ways. I could never understand the Bible. I was a layman in my understanding of who God was. So I went to her office and I said, could you please tell me what these signs mean and, you know, who is God? And she said, there's a youth pastor that comes to the college every Friday to bring you a bag of lunch and you can ask him as many questions as you'd like. So I went and I asked him everything I could think of. I mean, I know it sounds foolish.