 of not normal people the hardest part john is just going like okay i gotta do something that's not the way i've been doing it that's right so difficult and then once you do it you go full of people like look at my house look at my cars look at my fancy boots right and being able to say i'm selling that i'm not borrowing that i'm driving that and i'm gonna have something y'all don't have which is peace in my house let's run out to chris in grand rapids michigan hey chris we're up against the very end of the show get right to your question what's up