 so many games we've talked about this relentlessly we're like one step away from greatness you know we're like on that step that either we go up or we fall back and we had so many games when you go back and look we have the lead and then we have one dot ending and we lose it and then that team that we were beating now beat somebody else that's you know higher up in the conference and so we've talked about how we've had all these just different moments of showing who we can be it's just trying to pull it all together so um we just talked yesterday at practice like some good news is that starting monday