 Good question. I have no clue because I don't even know who I am anymore. You know, like what in the world just happened? You're trying to process everything. I, you know, I, I lost friends that I thought were good friends, um, during that process. So when I moved back home with the divorce, it was, it really triggered that those same types of feelings of, okay, I have to re almost reinvent myself once again. And where, where do I start? Um,