 oh my there's so much money in one lick i mean one time i i like when i kind of announce it you know like this is going in the plate boys and girls look at me this is happening ten freaking thousand dollars you know i mean it kind of went all that stuff went through my head but um but it's just a normal rhythm of our life so we automatically did it but it was still like wow that just happened and uh and i've continued to have those feelings with um