 You are in rebellion against God. God will not have rebellion in the eternal kingdom, which is a kingdom of charity. Heaven is a world of love. No other spirit will enter into it. Any other spirit would be miserable there. If you don't like the things of God, if they don't entertain your spirit and your mind and your heart, if you don't like hearing preaching, if you don't like reading the Bible, if you don't like singing psalms, you'll never...