 historic and it's old those are all the things I hate it makes sense Carrie like I'm out on this because of my culture well that's a good thing you're not going to win one so you don't have to worry about it that's all it is Jason now you're getting attacked there and also I'm going to say you're just living your rebel stage that's okay you can live it it can be a little later but you're being in your rebellious stage I get it