 and i lost everything and i was 28 years old just a tiny bit older than you with a brand new baby and a toddler and um and went bankrupt and lost everything and so um i get to have a new career after that because guess what they don't loan you a bunch of money at the bank to go do flips if you just file bankruptcy so that was kind of out and so those days were over plus i was done with them because it didn't bring me a lot of fun and so and by the time your knee got busted