 Open rebuke is better than secret love. For 44 years, He secretly loved me. I didn't know anything about Him. But He kept me. As you all know in your own testimonies, He kept you from being killed. All kinds of things that you could have caused to happen to you. Twice I had people wanting to shoot me, and God miraculously delivered me from it. I knew it was something miraculous, but I didn't know God. I didn't really know what it was. I began to think I was lucky. No, I was blessed.