 all of a sudden showed up on the front door, you know, knocking and my mom comes to the door. She's like, well, hello, why are you here? You're supposed to be in Germany. What's going on? So it was humiliating. It was embarrassing having to now, you know, explain to not only my family, but I grew up in a small town. It was just horrible. It was a bad time in my life.