 They bought me some breakfast, which was scrambled eggs. And the reason why I had scrambled eggs is because it was what I was eating at the maternity ward. And it was just the only thing I could even think of. I had no appetite, but I knew I had to eat. And I just remember crawling on my hands and knees with the duvet around me to the table. And they bought this on this lightweight tray, the knife and fork. And I just thought, I remember thinking, this is it now. You've got to, this is the lowest it can get for you. You've got to come up now from here.