 And my brain is just exploding and I don't know what to do. So I just run off the stage. And I run out of the cafetorium. And I actually run out of the school. And somehow the school buses hadn't left for the day. So I run onto the school bus and I get myself home. And I don't go to school the next day. And I never go to music club again. And I don't actually do anything similar to this until I'm a high school kid. So it really kind of wounded me, this traumatic exposure moment.