 You know when a shower's just like do their own thing and come to life like a snake? Yeah. I felt like I had this like battle, Indiana Jones style battle. Everyone else was just out there in visiting hours holding tiny babies and I was on my own wrestling a shower head. I wish I had just gone feeling emotional now but just I'm not okay sooner and why I was just putting up with that, you know, and looking back I was such a passenger. I was just saying to every midwife,