 then I'd hear everything. And sometimes I'd hear things I didn't want to hear and my brain would Velcro latch to everything. So he just couldn't win. But they said, treat schizophrenia, but don't let that worry her. But then that was it. That was all it took in my mind. Oh, I've got secret schizophrenia. Why didn't anybody tell me? Of course, many people live with schizophrenia and they can manage the symptoms. But for me, I've never struggled with mental illness before. So I didn't know what that would look like or how I'd cope with that.