 things like that. But it was a tool for me to get by in school. And when I stopped, I had to deal with a lot of really tough emotions. And I had to readjust to society, for sure. Were any things you had to deal with the mood swings and intense emotions? Was that partly withdrawal? Or was that all the things that had been suppressed over the years that you were taking Adderall rising to the surface all at once?