 i reminded myself of like a sort of what person on the watch or something like i couldn't sleep i was just protecting looking out for danger so now i see that and i've made peace with with who i was but of course i didn't have any sense of humor i couldn't laugh i couldn't think freely if i see pictures back at that time i'm just dead behind the eyes you know you you could think something else was there which brings us back to the photo that you've