 It's really about waking up from my own mind. I get really numb very easy. When I was in middle school, I think, right when my hormones were kicking in, I found myself being quite cloudy in my head and started therapy at a pretty young age and found that I kind of have to get out of my own head. And that song is just about that. I would sit down and kind of write down points from my therapist in my notebook about who I wanted to be.