 honest quite boring you're you're caring for a small being that doesn't give you much back and they're on extreme routines because we had this back step a jet was so hungry I was having to feed all night so I was just not sleeping I hadn't slept in days I think at one point I'd I worked out we'd step I'd step like half an hour in nine days or something it was extreme sleep deprivation because I was so worried about I had something happening to him