 I had Jet in my arms, but, you know, even when I saw him, I know this sounds wild, of course he didn't, he's just the baby that's been born, but I felt like I'd let him down, like I had catching up to do, this kind of instinct of, why didn't I spot the signs? And he was screaming, of course he is, he's just come out, but I felt there was anger, and of course there wasn't, but that's what I felt there.