 When all the rest of life is humming and going along and the flowers are blooming. And it was such a surreal world. And even the day of. And then we work up to the moment. It was that anticipation thing that was doing me in. Where I'd go, oh my God, we got three more hours. We got two more hours. And my mind would start going there. My God, they're going to electrocute him to death.