 I just couldn't, I couldn't find my place in it. And I couldn't find kind of a sense of self in it. And so that lyric kind of had come to me just randomly in the studio. You know, I always, I spent 25 years of my life praying and asking for forgiveness and asking for guidance and then feeling like I wasn't hearing anything. And that was really hard for me. And once I accepted that I didn't need to do that, my life became a lot simpler.