 And I'm telling you what I am. And they thought you just you just lost your mind. This is a psychotic break and we're going to have to let you go. If you don't want to get some real serious help about this and start praying. I've been praying for 10 years. It's went nowhere. Yeah. And had you now you had left the church by then. What's your what's your connection or relationship with the church now?