 Caged and feral, but what kind of animal? I remember being jealous of animals like rhinos and cats that could, you know, cats that would give birth privately in a cupboard. I wanted to, of course, if I had done that, we would both probably be dead. We had a cat give birth in my house when I was a kid and, you know, my mum got the towels and the dim with all the lights and I wanted that. That was like a pleasant birth experience to me. I wanted to be a rhino.