 How long were you there? I was there for two weeks. So when you came out after two weeks, what state were you in? I sort of thought once again, when I get home, everything will be okay. And then when I was home, I was hit with a depression, which is quite common after an episode of psychosis. But the depression was just as bad as the psychosis. My confidence was so below zero and I had so much shame. I guess I assumed that everybody thought I'd just like gone to the Maldives for two weeks or something, you know, as if I'd had a retreat.