 I'm no longer a practicing Mormon. I'm just, I'm not a religious person. But because of that, all my brothers are doctors and lawyers. And there was always a sense of anxiety, I guess, is what I'm getting at. This need to be better. In some ways, it pushed me, right? And made me be better. Like I had to be an Eagle Scout because all my brothers were Eagle Scouts. And I had to go on a two-year Mormon mission because that's what you're supposed to do. I had to go to BYU and then I got kicked out. Yeah, so I had this general feeling of kind of a need to do something and