 was model magic. I mean, it wasn't that anymore. It was something else, but it was something I could feel. And I wanted to go back to that girl who was five and that girl who was 12, and now I want to go back to that 18-year-old girl, and I want to tell her, you're not stupid. You're a really hard worker, and you're creative, and you'll stop at nothing. And you were never the stupid girl, Isabelle.