 And I'm like, and sometimes I don't even know why it wakes up. It's kind of like the, I mean, it's the idea of the trauma, right? You can't really escape it. You just have to tame it. But the song is very much about that, about the persistence of that feeling also. Well, yeah, you sing on the song about this moment in the playground that you'll always be what's her face, like no matter how, or I'm assuming that it's your experience that you're singing about. Were you bullied on the playground when you were a kid? Is that what the experience is that it's coming from?