 I stuck out like a sore thumb. And I didn't know what that word meant then. And as I got older, I learned what it meant. And now I've got older again, I've learned I don't know what it means. In a way, it's a false construct. Like I say, in Zhuangzi's time, it wasn't called China. It wasn't called China until, I think, the late 19th century. And it's kind of Western word in a way. When I went to drama school to attempt to become an actor, I was doing Tennessee Williams and Arthur Miller and Ibsen and Shakespeare and...