 And that was when really I started to train more, but then began to benefit from the fact that I was learning that what I put into life, I got out of it. And then when you come to compete at the end of it and you do well, you can't hide. I never wanted to cross the finish line and say, I didn't do everything that I could have done to get to this point. You don't want to leave any stone unturned. You don't want to...