 And I felt something inside like that this was somebody I was going to get married to. That's her. You know, I never forget thinking that it was different, not her, like just to have a fling with. It was like her, like somebody who would be special to me. You know, I'd be around her with wads of money and buying stuff. And she never would question that. She never would be like, like wonder. I don't know. And I just threw me.