 And my dad, never speak in Hindi. That was the one rule. And I'd always have these board games stacked up in a pile. And I'd have the food that my friends were going to eat lined up and ready to go. And everyone had to act a certain way and smile. But when my Indian friends came over, it was more rough and messy. And it wasn't perfect. But I didn't want that. I wanted to be like the girls in school with their chips. And I wanted to be like the girl in the TV show. I didn't want rough, edged, and messy.