 I can't. And I just say, bye. And she says, bye. And she swipes her MetroCard. And the turnstile divides us. And I'm thinking, why did you let all those texts get in your head? This is actually something you want to do. And then I look. And I see the train times. And I see I still have one more minute. And something gets a hold of me. So I take out my MetroCard.