 um my question and my slight pushback on that is going to be whenever people call on the show and they're lucid and they're energetic i'm like there's something you can do um maybe it's something where you're working from the phone lines maybe it's something where you're doing a lot different of a type of work than what you were doing before so i just want you to keep your mind open for that um yeah yeah and i have like i have tried things but there's like um yeah there's issues that have made it not and that's why i actually got my my disability ruled because there was