 Urging that so I'm gonna stay out the way and trust God blah blah, you know and everything So she stays out the way and I tell my mom I'm kind of feeling torn like hey mama I'm not you know, I'm on both y'all my mom says I just I said God's leading me to do this I help him pack. He's talking to me. He leaves he comes back about six months later just to visit and he's bragging about