 I mean, I would literally, I never forget in Calhoun is the ghetto and I would know places in there that had nobody living in there. And if they didn't pay my money, I would have guys take them in there and they would, you know, beat them up, beat them down and they better go get the money. I think that's how I took care of my own pain, you know, but they sent me to prison when they sent me to prison. God had already gave me the discipline of reading my Bible in the morning, praying,