 I've been blessed and you should be, you know, grateful and thankful and not boastful and kind of arrogant. And it's just, I think, you know, that's not really who I am. And I think the audience knows that, but I am grateful that I continue to, they could fire me any day they want by not listening or watching. But here now, and this is the thing, and this is where I don't want to go too deep in the