 And getting better. You just don't think you are. You're okay. You've got to flip that. And it's easy for cancers to sometimes come from the victim. And I'm not saying you're being a victim because you've been through a lot. But it's changed the way you're seeing things. We're at a really heavy-duty time right now where people are manifesting, but not in the ridiculous sense that you want to see a big house appear in front of you.