 And my brain is just exploding and I don't know what to do. So I just run off the stage and I run out of the cafetorium and actually run out of the school. And somehow the school buses hadn't left for the day. So I run onto the school bus and I get myself home. And I don't go to school the next day and I never go to music club again. And I don't actually like do anything similar to this until I'm like a high school kid. So it really kind of wounded me, this like traumatic exposure moment.