 When you said, like, you just, like, parachuted into this place and you had zero, you started at zero, you had nothing. Do you think that's why, like, you relied so heavily on the church? I think so, because you all of a sudden lost your, you don't have a gravity. You don't have a gravity. Life is so fragile. That's how I felt. Things could be happening in a second, just turning upside down.