 that I shouldn't be involved, but I mean, I have to, I mean, clearly look, when you created, I created this situation that it was very difficult for them to deal with. I mean, uh, uh, you know, I mean, he, they believed in me, they believed, you know, uh, they looked at me a certain way and then all of a sudden, uh, they felt betrayed, uh, which, you know, I, they, I don't, I understand. And look, I've,