 The way that you express how you felt all of your adult life, this feth that's on you, and I think you actually said this, that it's probably what's on most people, we all, no matter if we're Jewish or not. But you express what I think a lot of people feel and don't say, but it's also what we are told that we shouldn't feel. So that is, you wake up every morning and you feel feth, you feel disgusted, you feel bad.