 professing his pride and love for his two moms and i was like whoa like can i i can't even imagine what that would be like what 15 years earlier in my life being in that position to show that kind of pride and outward love and because that just wasn't acceptable when i was growing up and and so i i like there was this pit in my stomach that i've always had but it felt like it was growing and blossoming rather than feeling constricted here's spencer from the yarn stage