 I wouldn't be writing this book and I wouldn't be doing what I do. So that's a very good question. I think some days we feel overwhelmed because everything is chaotic. And what I, what I speak about is in science, there's a process of entropy where, um, and this is really interesting. We have an old system. It's like you could compare it to an old sandcastle. Like, you know how you make a sandcastle in the first hour, it looks great. And then over time it starts getting holes and, um,