 you know, I don't really need to list all the things that people say, but to kind of even reclaim some of that dark and storminess to say, okay, well, maybe I am the wickedest woman in New York and what would that feel like? And that was very healing for me and kind of also creatively exciting, you know, to be able to say, well, let's try being the wickedest woman for a while and see what that feels like. And a white satin garment