 my brain has to work on overdrive because I constantly have to think, can I say that? Can I say that? And in fact, I've done some interviews and I've gotten so much more, you know, reliable about trusting myself over the last eight years. But sometimes I've done interviews and then I've called, my lawyers have called me later and said, you know, you could have really talked about that. But it's interesting because it is, once you sign these, you become like a robot, you know, and you're so fearful of,