 you know, I described how I was able to do that before in a fictional capacity through this, this book, the grid, a thriller, but, uh, that wasn't enough for me. I needed to go off and write, you know, nonfiction, you know, what I knew, what I'd learned. Um, so I, I, I, I wanted to write, um, initially I wanted to do it as a mainstream book, but actually what happened was, um, you know, my agent, my publisher said, look,