 That I'm going to blow it. So there's always this feeling of this material is so special and it's such a gift that I get to do it and living up to it. All of those things at once. Well, what's interesting in watching the documentary, and it's not something a theater goer really has insight into, is during that lead up, during the workshop process, there wasn't a guarantee that you were going to be Angelica. Exactly. And we get to watch...