 I studied him. I, you know, obviously every anniversary we would talk about him. I would talk to him about it. And, you know, I asked him one time about it and he said, you know, I said, how did you not blink? How did you not look up to see where the shoe, where it was coming from? And he said, it was just instincts. And I, you know, I really felt like I, I went forward. I didn't go backwards.