 stand in front of us and he'd be kind of nervously say it looks good i'm thinking it's it's going to look good it's going to look good right and then the dean of students would stand in front of us and say retention is great you know we have record retentions it's you know we're doing really well um and recently you know the faculty had gotten a raise um the past couple a couple years ago two years ago we got a substantial raise and so there's all these indicators that you know we might be struggling financially but