 So these feelings really evolved throughout your teens and your early 20s. But you did get to a point in 2016 that you describe in an essay this way. I'm just going to read it because I love the way that you wrote this. One of the strangest things in life is to live in a body you've spent most of your life hating, only to wake up a few days after Christmas and feel genuinely cute for the first time since your high school prom.