 help them through all the pitfalls that still currently exist for fat people in america you know she will for example prep people on going to the doctor you know fat people it's very scary which we're going to talk about we'll talk about that yeah but so she will she will sit and prep them you know and like do sort of a pre-doctor's appointment with them so she definitely was affected by that and for me you know the first place i learned to be funny was like on the schoolyard trying to diffuse this weird tension around my body