 As I say, in fact, you're not born hating yourself. We're told this story, either through a story story or through the actions of people around us. But for me, growing up, and it wasn't today, so porn was like hid under the blanket. Under mattresses, right. And VHS tapes where you had to go to a place to actually get them. Yeah, yeah. And I would go into these places and feel awful.