 and I thought, okay, he's got to come off the right side because those are the closest stairs to him. So I went over to that side of the stage and then all of a sudden I looked back towards behind the podium and they were picking him up and I thought, oh my God, he's alive. He's alive and I could see his hand and then I saw his face and then I saw him, you know, put his fist up in the air with blood on his face and I just could not believe it. I was...