 she said obviously this is something that's really hard to accomplish so the best we can celebrate all of them will be great I'm just gonna obviously soak it in and the experience because you never know if you're gonna be able to get back there and it's gonna be fun for all of us for sure but she keeps trying to deflect and it's like Caitlin you're the chosen one it's all about you and the moment like you can like respect everyone else's feelings but girl like