 Right. Right. So, you know, I went through some, some depression, some just like going online and Googling, you know, there are different job sites and everything. Nope, not me, not me, not me, not qualified. Don't have that degree. And just kept getting more and more hopeless really for the first time in my life. I never felt that down. Even like I said, when I got that call from the doctor, I left. Um,