 You got a pretty heavy-duty thing going on here. You've been through some stuff. Mm-hmm. No, absolutely. And I'm not going to say it's been an easy road at all. I always say I would have never... If you would have told me pre-transplant that it would have taken me this many years to get to where I am now, you know, mentally, emotionally, coping with things, I would have never believed it. Like...