 Yeah, bro. I was going to say my, my amateur opinion is that that was not a vision. That was you cutting weight and being totally dehydrated and not eating for a couple of days or drinking anything. That's what that was, my man. That was that hallucination. Yeah, but that's, but that's no, but that's when your soul will come more alive. If your body is dying, you're that's when you can actually get closer to your soul. So death brings you into those moments. And so if I'm quite literally putting myself through a,