 you're up against. I mean, I, I raced against the, the, I remember racing against the Dutch girls here in a little, little race in Colorado, a little bitty town, flat race where I should have done really, really well as a fit as I'd ever been. And this is, you know, a couple of years after the national team, it was like, they were on motorcycles, Kate. I mean, they were riding away from me and, and there, no one should be able to do that on a flat ground with just with my skills. And man, Kate, I just got left behind. It was,