 yeah i mean that that look we both had a exactly we've we love our country i'd like to be a in in ways that we can even express with words that you know we both yes fortunate enough to have a front row seat on who we are as americans and we know that i know you know there's two ways this can go we can see each other again or we can you know or you know we're going to leave a country that we don't want to leave for our kids our grandkids and it will be one of the greatest tragedies