 and i don't have i don't really have something i can tell you now if that's you speaking specifically to you if that if that hurts you if you're sitting there saying jesse i've i've been a pro-lifer for a long time i got i can't support a party like this jesse i i'm big on the nuclear family marriage between a man and a woman if the republican party is going to go against that i can't support it okay i'm not i'm not here to try to turn you into tom