 for her, it was soul crushing, you know? Um, and I, I just don't want to like gloss over the idea that, um, yeah, you know what, there, there is separation and some people just, you know, they don't want to be like a part of, you know, whatever, like the light, so to speak. And, you know, um, so I guess that's kind of what I did now. And, and,