 your mom wants her back for Christmas she wants her to reincarnate is that what you're saying no no no I'm saying she died December 14th and it's been a running joke that my mother wanted her back like my mom never wanted me to have her she was a rag doll and I'm like oh mom I would love her and she's like no you can't have her well when she died she ended up being my cat so what's the question because I'm trying to connect with her um