 No, it's not that they have abandoned me, but there were times when I may have been so depressed, like that time when I started painting angels was a difficult period of my life. And I was begging for a miracle. And honestly, I didn't think I was getting it because it wasn't showing up. And yeah, I felt abandoned at that time. And yet little did I know that they were working in my favor and ultimately things unfolded in my favor.