 you know the bigger question that we can we'll have to have you back for seven or eight hours we can talk about this but uh... you know why is there anything at all why is there matter or life or anything in this universe uh... but you know that gets too far off the deep end i i am not be mused when i see scientists uh... dismissing consciousness or explaining to us the consciousness really it all stems from the brain you know you mean and when we die it goes away which is clearly not yet it is not it even close now consciousness