 difficult time for me because I had so many other things I did have to fly back a couple of times but I just think the whole premise of this show was so exciting it was about these young entrepreneurs and seeing the development of these young people and how their confidence grew and actually I get goosebumps talking about it because this show isn't just business there's a lot of dynamics and relationships and at the end I looked at Gordon and I saw like him with a tear in his eye and I was like wow