 a map you know but once I started getting the messages from him in the big message like you need to change your way why we why we use all the press before this I would say it was because I wasn't aligned with my true divine agenda that's what I would say I wasn't doing what I was meant to do here I would living the life that was her prescribed for me you know what did you make a big turnaround while I'd I did I quit my job had a six-figure credit card debt