 Is there something that I haven't come to grips with? So maybe we had a self-esteem issue with sports. And rather than heal from that and look back and say, wow, look how good it made me for this and this and this and see the good in it. We still feel like we need to right that wrong. And so we're writing it through our children. But in the process of doing that, sometimes we continue to create the problem. So with these like sports per se.