 I never really got into why, why did this happen to me, or poor me. My mind really didn't go there. That's something you and your uncle have in common, because he never, ever mentioned that. And I can't help sometimes. Look, I went to a funeral this past Saturday, and I pulled something in my leg standing up from the pew. And I'm thinking, man, I can't take a step without hurting myself. Why me? And you don't think that. You get a...