 diary keeper so I wrote a lot of stuff and I still have a lot of it I used to have a hidden diary as a child inside of a teddy bear where you zip it in but I had to go and sit in development circles I also went to Arthur Finley College to study trance and I was bored at the time because you sit a lot but it helped me tremendously but you do it you learn by having a mentor that's the best thing and a good one