 Our youngest son took his life September 15th, 2021 by jumping off a bridge. I won't say where. He says where. I'm just not going to say where. He felt he had failed. He left behind a wife, four beautiful children. My wife and I raised 11 children, six of our own, five adopted, dozens of foster kids. But I have become a bitter old man. And if allowed to do it again, I truly feel that I would not.