 because it takes a long time in our training before they even give you a shape like they won't even let you near a rubber gun until you've proven that you have the physical and mental fortitude to take a serious beat down right and so that's even a privilege right there and so once you start to get to do stuff like that and then you move into you know small unit tactics weapons you know explosives etc it's just like it's like a mind-blowing for a young man