 piggyback off what you said you're right i'm no longer a child or anything like that but to say the least i wasn't 21 during last year i just turned 21 during the season and quite frankly right after the oklahoma game is when i turned 21 and i wasn't able to spend the time with my family as much as i wanted to because of what was going on so the little things like that they hurt because i'm sure everybody who turned 21 got the chance not everybody but a lot of people get the chance to you know have fun for their 21st birthday me for me i have to sit in the house and