 like to talk about but i can tell you that i had here in my house where i'm sitting right now talking to you george uh... over on my couch you i i was an insomniac in the three in the morning it wasn't uncommon to find me on the couch reading a book and i and at three in the morning i had an experience with what i can only describe as a non-human intelligence and intelligence uh... and that kind of sent me down the rabbit hole