 and spreading the gospel however he will use us, not trying to judge God, second-guess God, micromanage God, and make him explain to us how he's handling the stuff that doesn't seem to make sense to me or doesn't seem fair. It's not our role. It's not our place. And quite frankly, I don't want to try to make that my role. God is too big and awesome of a God for me to even remotely try to figure him out.