 Sunday night I'm literally in bed you know to go to sleep and I'm so upset I'm in practically in tears and I and I was crying out I'm like Lord why won't you speak to me I prayed virtually all weekend is there something I did that offended you because if I you know you listen you know you do something to offend God you're not going to be talking to him for a while he puts you in time out but I hadn't done anything so I said Lord you know what why won't you talk to me