 And I was so scared. I was so afraid. I was enveloped in fear, if you will, of absolute fear. Maybe evil wasn't the right word. Of fear. And the next four days, I was just afraid. I was afraid to go to work. I was afraid to go to the grocery store. Everywhere I would turn, I was looking behind my shoulder, afraid. So at this point, my wife said to me, you need to go talk to a minister.