 well I don't know well then if you don't know then you know you can't you can use your weapon when you're scared when your adrenaline is pumping if you've practiced because once your adrenaline starts pumping once you're afraid once you're in that dark parking lot and that man is coming at you once you're at the front door and he's kicking it in and your adrenaline's pumping you will revert to your level of training so are you ready