 Oh man, I feel bad for myself. It was, it was knowing it wasn't that at all. It was knowing that there are a lot of other people who were watching that and seeing it and believing her, even though there was no evidence, even though, you know, I, I still serve in our, our military now for over 21 years. I wear proudly where the cloth of our country served as a member of Congress at that time. And the, you know, receiving the highest classification of briefings and yet,