 to live that life that quality lifestyle we talk about all the time because you know michael that's really what it comes down to at the point you're at now uh the point i'm at now it's there's no more struggle there's no more figuring it out it's just simply you know rinse wash do it again but you have to realize that you're only going to live so long and somewhere along the way you need to take some chips off the table how do you see that so i you know those first eight years a lot of