 even three to four years ago. And through the, like I said, we put these characters into a story and they played things out in a way that I could look at from a third person point of view and say, well, maybe that's a good way I should approach something. And would you believe it? I mean, well, you'll have to, because I'm telling you, literally after the book was printed in January and it didn't release till May, I was diagnosed with cancer January 12th of this year. And