 it's a very destructive and dangerous lifestyle, and there are so many pitfalls in that life. While I do discuss this in my book, I'm not X-rated, but I don't sugarcoat it. So I really just kind of dismantle all of the lies. I discuss all of those talking points, and it just really took some time, but by the grace of God, he helped me to see the truth, and I eventually got out of that lifestyle. You know, I often have said that