 You know, my mom didn't really get to enjoy the dinner that we had when I turned 21 because of what was going on. So, you know, like you said, looking into the media, it was hard for me because, you know, I know what I'm going through. If I could be out there on the field right now and already feel bad because I couldn't be out on the field, and now I'm looking on the media and now there's certain things that are being said that have never come out of my mouth. And when you start hearing stuff outside of the media, when your teammates start asking you,