 why do you read this stupid stuff? This is a waste of your time. Why are you doing this? And he'd just look at me. And it wasn't like he was looking at me in the eyes to communicate with me. It was just kind of like he was measuring me and evaluating me. And I remember thinking, okay, that's a really scary look. I don't know what that means. And I would try to look at him as if I wasn't afraid of him. Like I slumped back a little bit and then maybe lowered my head a little bit and stared at him