 as repairs and they're like you're not going to get the weather window you're looking for you have to go now and so we crossed the gulf stream safely which was the hardest part because that's where things can really go wrong yeah but then we turned south and it built for like a couple of days after that until there were massive you know 20 30 foot seas where there'd be a breaking wall of water slamming into the back of the boat we actually stopped heading for the caribbean and just