 But I got these cows, and the first time we slaughtered one, I don't know if you remember. I know you remember. It was the first one? The first, one of the first times, well, put it this way. It wasn't the first one we slaughtered. It was the first time you were there. And for me, I'm a guy. I've been fishing. I've cleaned fish. You've cut off the heads of the fish and pulled the guts out with your hands, and you just do it, and it's not a big deal if you've done it since you were a little kid. But a cow...