 I'm not, not a writer, not a journalist, not a blogger. Um, but, um, sometimes, you know, tragedy happens in life and then, um, you become who you don't think you, you know, you are. And, uh, that's kind of what happened to me about, uh, starting six years ago, but technically five years ago. And, um, so I had the opportunity to, um, get in planes and, and, uh,