 For one thing, working with other people, which is not something that... One tends, when one is in the throes of the disease, one tends to not ask for help. It just is antithetical to... They don't want help. They just want to disappear. They don't want... I mean, I'll speak for myself. I didn't want to be me. I didn't like me. I didn't think I was worth a damn, so...