 good enough to wear a bikini now I look back and I think you idiot I didn't do that you know now I wouldn't wear a bikini but I've got good reason then it was like you're crazy and life's a bit like that I think there's something that happens to women as they get older or when I say older that sounds so rude I don't mean it in that way but as we mature and probably there's something about menopause that does it too