 really no i'm i'm ready i've been ready literally i've been ready i'm so excited i mean what is that i mean obviously the moment hasn't happened yet i might have to have you back on the show next week to tell me what that moment was like that would be very cool come back that would be great okay so then i'll save that question of what do you think it'll be like we're gonna get the full reaction next week we'll we'll work on that what would be your advice especially as a young woman