 posters for him and he said mom what if i don't win what if i don't win and i thought to myself who cares it's field day i think they're even handing out medals or anything and they don't it's just supposed to be fun and the tremendous amount of pressure my son i found you know minutes later sitting in his room crying in his bed because he he thought i don't want my mom and dad to show up and watch me be a loser i i don't know what i'm going to tell my friends they all expect me to be really good and i thought to myself you're five it's field day there's no competition