 And I hung it on the closet door and I made myself look at it every day. And I said, one of these days that dress is not going to be there anymore. You're just going to have to get over it. Of course, it's those old superstitious things that you think that, you know, am I causing her to die early? Am I telling the universe that I want my grandmother to die? But I knew back in the back of my mind that she wasn't going to get through it.