 I really spend a lot of time with my imagination and being like, this can't be it. We can't be in this country with all this money and people are living like this. I spend a lot of time with my imagination and my brain and my dreams and actually moving towards the world I want to live in and just not accepting what this is. And then that leads me to subversion, which I think is my most joyful state. It's like, oh, I don't believe in any of this. I'm going to divest from all of it as much as possible.