 and then we go from there man you're a working guy and it sounds like you've spent a tremendous amount of money yeah there's a bond on this uh i love this animal i feel my house is so empty without him here it's i can't describe it it bothers me every single day it's a it's the worst feeling i can't explain it it's worse than losing an animal when they pass yeah all right tony we'll link up on the radio station website maybe people can help you out yeah donate or or whatever