 Well, you know, I think the duality of the world. Here I am, you know, effectively casting the deciding vote that puts my father as a Republican nominee for President of the United States. One minute, and then, you know, two days ago, I was sitting with my wife and my two young children on a couch when you hear, you know, gunshots rain out, and, you know, he gets up with blood on his, you know, hands and on his face, and, you know, you think you might have lost him, you know, forever, and...