 And I came to the conclusion, I went, I think I've come to the end of myself. Well, what's next? Because I'm still alive. I'm still alive. There's no more story. What do I do? Then, of course, what do I do, God? What's next? The road ended right here. Where do I go? We're all on like a rail. Just going down like a... What do you call it? Like a...