 so what did it mean to you to see all of these whales on the last day the very last day i mean this was the last opportunity there was not going to be another one no no there wasn't it was um it was wonderful it was it was like a fairy tale ending it was like you know you you travel through the difficulty and you get your reward at the end it was such a an obvious kind of story that it reassured me about the whole of my life i suppose it was