 the soul searching around that. You know, it was more about loss of identity, actually, that I would not be that person any longer that was doing that work with Shell. It was a sense of, I do feel I'm about to kind of betray the people that I've been working with because I did love that job. And I knew that I was kind of, it felt a little bit like I was about to silence a lot of people because they used the surveys that we did, the safety culture service that we did to really have a voice