 that I somehow or another this thing was gonna slip through my fingers cuz I couldn't pull it off in the way that it deserved. So there was this always like me singing over and over and over again like the high notes in the song, checking in with myself trying to be like, God, you gotta get it right, you gotta get it right. I mean, till the end, even now when I sing that song like in concerting around the country, I'm always like, is this the night that I'm gonna blow it?