 And I remember for a moment or two at a certain point when I was on morphine, thinking to myself, I could die. What would that be like? Literally, the devil, I could almost, you could almost see the guy with the hood, with what they call the sickle. What do they call that? Waiting for you to step over. What's that guy called? The Grim Reaper. The Grim Reaper.