 When she looked at me and she said, well, when you go back to America, you're going to stay there and you're going to start teaching meditation. And I said, no, I'm not. And she said, yes, you are. And I said, no, I'm not. And she said, yes, you are. And I said, no, I'm not. I mean, the thought was ludicrous to me. I didn't feel at all capable. I thought I would fail at it. It was beyond my comprehension. I'd only been practicing meditation for about three years. I was 21 years old.