 Yeah, I am. I think retreat's great. And I sit retreats and it's a different sort of thing. But the only reason to sit a retreat like that in the tradition in which I've been trained is so we can take it out off the cushion into real life. So how many people do you know who have been on retreat for a long time and then they get back in the real world and it doesn't seem to... All hell breaks loose. Yeah, exactly. Exactly.