 Something inside of me like a blowfish puffed up. Have you ever seen a blowfish? The blowfish puffs up. What does it all mean, Alan? And I kind of took a step back. I was like, what is that puffing up inside of me? The fact that you're seeing it because all your life you never saw it. Most people live their whole lives without seeing their own selves for what they really are, a big fat ego.