 I wouldn't be the husband I am. I wouldn't be the father I am. I probably wouldn't be here. I probably would have thrown myself off a building sometime in my early 20s, mid-20s, for sure, because that's what I was considering doing. I couldn't be in a place where everything pointed to there's something wrong with you. And, you know, that included everything from... I remember when my mother found out I was eating non-kosher, she told me I was finishing what Hitler started, which is...