 is what it is. Anyway, so you can't take a pill to learn this stuff. You just got to go through life. And you know what? For some reason, for whatever reason, when God breathed that idea into me and said, you need to have some cows. And I'm like, yeah, I need to have some cows. And I got them. And man, oh man, oh man, oh man, oh man, the gross stuff you have to deal with, the amount of work and