 Yeah, I mean, I think it started, I'm sort of embarrassed to say, but fairly late in life when I wrote my first book, which came out in 2008 called Chalked Up. And, you know, I was nearly 40 at this point. But I had endured such a brutal and abusive training environment in gymnastics that two decades later, despite my successes, I mean, I was a mom of two. I was very successful in my career. I really continued to suffer financially.