 Have they? I didn't know that. I remember really thinking I didn't know that and really realizing, God, I sound bad. I sound really, really bad. As far as she could see, I was lost. I had no future. I have to do something. I have to do something. I have to fight to get my life out of this because I'm going to be like my father. I'm going to go nowhere. I want to get out of here.