 during most of his 20s. And in his late 20s, he just, he finally, it dawned on him that if he kept it up, he was either going to be killed or he would wind up killing somebody because he was, as he said, he was a bad drunk. And he was capable of doing anything. And he just, I guess he just got scared, you know, he just, he scared himself one day and he said, I got to quit it. And he just