 I was sort of trying to merge my life into his life. He would have meetings around Vancouver and he would say, come with me. We would drive and we'd talk and he'd tell me his stories. As he began saying, you want to hear about my crimes? You want to know about this? I'd say, yeah, I really want to know about this. This is amazing. Tell me more about this. The whole time I'm kind of thinking to myself, well, this is going to get better. And then he'd park and he'd be inside and I would read in the car. And when he came out, he would look at these novels and go,