 it was you know it was it was the before times it's really different i mean i did hillary got pneumonia from me i got pneumonia i ended up in the hospital and like i was like i can't believe that we think that we can manage all of this because we knew the russians were hacking us and hurting us and no one would believe us and you know plus trump and all of that but um it used to be taboo for women to show emotion on the campaign trail