 yeah i hold a lot of sorrow i think is one of my superpowers and then that turns into subversion or imagination than subversion and the sorrow comes from like you can't live in this world well some people can i can't live in this world and not feel like heavy grief of like being connected to the folks in gaza to being connected to the folks in sudan to being like walking down the street in the bay area and see how many folks are unhoused like i can't like