 Well, I'm not letting it die. It's just dying on. I don't have to let it. I just don't. I just I want to move toward the light, the truth and the life that God wants for me. Not these empty promises that Satan holds out with his tray and says it's a way for thin mint. I don't want to be that that big fat pig sitting there stuffing my face and then one more little way for thin mint and boom, there goes my life.