 Well, the first thing was, you know, when he died, I was in the middle of a book called The Body in Question. And one of the things that I did in The Body in Question is I knew Arnold would die while I was writing it because I started when he was 90, and it takes five years to write a book. So if it was a good shot, he would die. And so in that book, I put in the death of the husband so that I would have a way to channel my grief