 And there wasn't really anybody to talk to if there was anything on anybody's mind back then. So I just, you know, the way everybody took care of whatever anxiety they had or fear or anything else or anger or even happiness, the way they took care of that, the way they dealt with that was the bottle. You started drinking at 15 and didn't give up until 60, you told me. Correct. Well, actually, the first time I...