 So I was not, I am very explicit about this in the book. I'm not trying to claim abuse if it didn't happen. But I think that what I try to explain in my book is that it was really everywhere. We were surrounded by the national team coach at the time, who was the national team coach in the 80s, was a known pedophile. He raped a close friend of mine. Oh, my God. And we were all told, and I write about this in the book, and he's since been banned from the sport.