 100 yeah yeah that's that's really it i mean that that's the mission right there you know i was kind of thinking like the only real me time that i get with music is my creative time after that like once once songs are done once they're out in the world once we're playing live like that's we you know or that's the audience and that's the whole thing is like that's that's the magic of it yeah because i mean it's a roller coaster of a career as you know and like