 And I looked very Chinese in my mixed race. And I got to the age of 14, I seemed to blend in a lot more. And then I kind of almost forgot about it, but there was a lot of residual kind of trauma for that. And then, like I say, going to drama school and coming out and suddenly being asked to be very Chinese, like uber Chinese, ridiculously Chinese, more Chinese than I know any Chinese person could possibly be in a way.