 feel like, okay, it's not just me, but yes, having a guide, having somebody to be my witness, to sit with me and let me speak. And I think, again, the most important thing about this process, and I remember thinking this when the floodgates open, if you're out there and you're going, I don't want to go there because if I go there, I'm not going to be able to recover from that. I'm not going to be able to live through that. This is what I tell people. We would not remember stuff when we do if we couldn't handle it.