 Well, yeah, I don't mean it in a... More spiritual, yeah, because there's... I mean it in a spiritual... So many connotations, bad negative connotations, the word religious, and I don't take offense at all, but what I'm saying is that I think there's a level of we are all spiritual beings. What I meant is you didn't find religion right just after the heart attack. That's what I meant. In that context, the word religion. I ran a non-profit agency that was