 just sit there and say an affirmation, like, I'm alive? You look in the mirror, you pinch yourself? No, I'm still a human. I will... I'm a sleeper. I'll try to sleep it away. I try to watch The Comeback, you know, which is my favorite go-to. Lisa Kudrow, Michael Patrick King, HBO. It is like... That brings you back from the brinks of despair? No, it just reminds me of a character that is so flawed.