 you, you again live in denial and think yourself, it can't be something crazy. Um, that comes to the answer. And then it was for us once. So there was a, there was certainly some subterranean feeling of, Oh God, now what? But, um, but we didn't, we didn't think at all ever about what actually happened and weren't terribly worried about waiting weeks for that MRI and just figured, okay, well, not sure what's happening, but we'll figure it out. And the change came the day that she was diagnosed.