 i agree and so we said that to ourselves too so i can say that to you so i mean i'm not picking on you i'm agreeing with you on this dance but we kind of said we got to get above this and treat it like we want to keep our job because god gave us the job of running this household and we were we're not doing it we're incompetent we're not doing a good job of that and so we're now going to become professional money managers of this house and we're going to tell our money what to do instead of wondering why we're sitting here struggling