 fit in there like a square peg in a round hole so after trying to find myself there for a while and trying to convince people that you know I am Who I am well they're all telling me I'm something that I'm not so I ended up in the States same problem because I look and I sound like an American but I'm not so I was kind of a lost soul and I joined the army for the college money that's when I found out that's where I belong