 We were still uncertain after that, but it was reassuring to pray together. Every time we met over the next few weeks, we would pray for us and for Jack. Whatever happened, we wanted to do the right thing. But what about you, Jack? Where were you when all this was going on? Me? Oh, I was trying to handle, or not handle, everything on my own. That was a big mistake. But the best thing I did was write to Emily.