 okay most people would say my future wife i thought girl girl i was dating at the time means they're not in your life anymore brandon yeah exactly not my life anymore but yeah but yeah that was that was insane man like it was i was uh it was funny i'm from utah where's winch is so i was at the 96 game when uh when jordan pushed off so that was oh and then jackson will happen so man well sorry dude that uh gosh what should i say other than that sucks