 better and then try to maybe make some sort of uh... elite depending on your interest some sort of a creative footprint maybe write something whether it's a a poem a short story a book a research paper or even just a letter to somebody that you admire uh... it the fact that you don't have any friends or family it does give you the time to write a handwritten letter to a lot of different folks and that really does come for a lot with folks so that's my best advice angel