 center and um you know a lot of different demands on me from early in the morning till late in the evening and i was go go go go go and i had two kids young kids and i would get home from work and i was like just felt like a train had run over me you know and and that was from all the stress but you know working hard going go go go go go and i just didn't feel like going outside to play with the kids and it was like i just wanted to go throw the frisbee and be active again