 Cause I'm not ready. You know how silly that sound? Well, that's what, that's what it sound like. Well, women, that's what, that's how men see what women do. You're like, wait a minute. You get to kill the baby. You get to just, you get to just go in there and I, I don't get no say. And then if I wasn't ready and you had the baby, I gotta, you, I gotta come up off everything I got. I just, I'd never understand it.