 yeah delaney says choose your heart i mean it's hard to owe the irs money and not be able to put your tires on your car that's hard but there's also the heart of i'm going to sacrifice so i don't ever have to face that again that's that's a better hard to choose choose that one and that's the one you chose the second time good job y'all well done very very very well done so um what was the hardest part what was the biggest fight you had while you were doing this 14 months