 Uh, and it's, it's not easy. And I worry sometimes for my family and for our, uh, for being, being targeted with, uh, things that we say, but I've got to say it anyway. Fine. Yeah. Throw me in jail, do, do whatever you gotta do. I'm not suicidal. Uh, but I am, I'm not going to keep quiet as long as I can. Sometimes my health hasn't been the best.