 I can take the seventy five thousand dollars a year and I can manage it effectively. It can be because it's never been enough before. Right. So you don't know, like inside your body, you don't know that this is going to be enough, that I'm going to be able to take care of my kids, that I'm going to be able to pay the bills and I'm going to be able to pay this debt off. You don't know that. That's I mean, you understand that the story you told us has you all mathematically.