 ramsey plan and uh you know i was feeling pretty good and stuff like that man we've had to uh we've had to buckle down the the hatches so to speak uh and it's just absolutely insane i i feel the pressure so i can't imagine people out there that are sitting uh that are that are really struggling living paycheck to paycheck i'm not at a point i mean i live paycheck to paycheck for years and i i'll be honest with you it's not like i'm far far off from that i'm not a rich guy but uh