 for you maybe the same or yeah no i mean i think everybody has kind of the same thing where they go here's what i want to accomplish when excuse me when i've uh you know when i retire and i i think i've changed my come on you're already kind of retired now let's let's face it no but there's a there's a thing where i've i've shifted my view since listening or since listening to while we're producing the show but since we've been doing this show i think i've shifted my perspective a little bit on what retirement really looks like