 um using anabolic steroids and all of those was 100 illegal against fda and federal regulations so it was breaking the it's funny at that time it was breaking the law but it wasn't breaking the rules of baseball if you can believe that there's where the hypocrisy is really yeah i mean that's what i'm saying the whole thing is fraught with hypocrisy and it depends on whose game we plan at the time you know it's like because like we continue on and you say okay uh