 heart donor list, put her on an artificial heart, and she passed away. And it devastated me, absolutely devastated me, to the point where I didn't want to go on American Idol. But thank God for my church family and some friends. They really encouraged me to go. So I'm trying out for American Idol. I'm in that line, 10,000 people, Kansas City. I think it's called Kemper Arena. And I'm in the line, and I'm crying, and then I'm happy, and then I'm crying. It was an extremely emotional experience because I was there for about 12 hours that day.