 uh almost nearly a year and my last drink was probably last weekend okay and so then i guess the other thing you think about is who are you running around with that was caught that that was thinking that this is a good idea and you're not running around with them anymore because you know you become who you hang around with that's right that's true rayshon rayshon i'm gonna be real blunt with you just because you opened up the door and usually dave does all the blunt but i'm gonna tell you something