 Right. So that was one of the issues, actually, I think, is that we were culturally Christian. Mamaw read the Bible. She prayed every day. We talked about it a lot, but we weren't actually part of a community of believers. And I think it was one of the reasons why it was easier for me to fall away from it. See, now that's interesting. I would argue with you about that because I think a lot of I know because I think there I think.