 Like, oh, I didn't make the team anyway, so I should have just stayed home and sat by the pool or watched TV. Because in the end, it's the same result. With all that hard work, it didn't pay off, and I'm in the same position I would have been if I didn't do anything. Because my dream was to make the team, and I didn't make it. But the reality is the discipline of trying, the pursuit, the feeling that,