 There's several faith-based clinics that will probably be in your area. They're just in about every city now. And they provide care for very low cost, if any, some benevolence, that can really help you and get you the help you need, even if it's mid-level care, whatever it might be. But someone's going to have to get you under care so they can take care of you. You can't just stay where you are. You can't.