 Was there was there a way that you were thinking maybe I hedge my bets or maybe I mean, what made you feel that you must tell the truth the way you did because you've paid a tremendous price? Because that's the right thing to do. I mean, you know, I I'm a soldier at heart and I spent a lot of time in combat. I spent a lot of time in really tough, tough units, you know, in a lot of difficult times. And you cannot.