 I've gotten more than I deserve. But I don't feel guilt is not the word for me. It's just unearned blessings. That's different than guilt. You know what I'm saying? Yeah, the word that I hang on it that has stuck with me and that has been very helpful is practicing. So Jen was surviving her whole life. And now she gets to practice giving. She gets to practice enjoying. Godliness with contentment is great gain.