 There's sort of a door between us and completely entering into the beauty of the world. It's hard because we're afraid of death. It's hard because we're afraid. We're afraid all the time. We know we're walking on water. We know we could die at any time and we have little faith. And we always want to look down and make sure everything is all right and that tomorrow is going to be... Something terrible is not going to happen tomorrow. And it keeps us from the joy...