 But when you can experience it at a little bit of a distance, suddenly you see, like, oh, even in this deepest, darkest tragedy, there is some beauty that doesn't entail being cold-blooded, it doesn't entail being cruel or uncompassionate, it simply is a bigger vision, a vision from a step back, like when you step back to see scenery or something like that. Well, because it's heartbreaking, and...