 that he rebelled against God. He didn't keep the commandments. And so Joseph Smith oftentimes talks about hell as being mostly mental anguish. Occasionally in the Book of Mormon, it's also a place of outer darkness in the Doctrine and Covenants. But a lot of times we actually create our own torment. We're your own tormentors, we could say here. And so he wanted to actually to be banished. He wanted to be away from the presence of God. And he says that he was wracked and using pretty strong language, these special