 just means in video games you're gonna be better at the game uh so so some people understand that uh and i think no i think i think it's all fabulous one question for you because i know you got to make the rounds when you're out there you know when your book is out um i did this as well doesn't the process and i know you've done it multiple times though but doesn't the process it's really weird it's like you work on this book like you're the unabomber alone in the woods forever and then you just start mailing it out one week and you're seeing the chaos that's caused and obviously this is good chaos in your case