 But what the Lord showed me through the Holy Spirit later was that my report card was empty. There was nothing I did in those pictures that were for him. So he brought me back. I came back after the first near-death experience. And after experiencing heaven and all that joy and love and peace and hope and just perfection, I asked to see Jesus. And I couldn't even get that prayer out of my mouth. And there he was, radiating at the foot of my bed in the ICU in the Cleveland Clinic.