 Because the thinking here was the only way to get out of this was to ditch this baby. Because I'm not going to fly back to Vietnam or Saigon. I want to be with my family. I want to be where they are right now. And so this is it. I've got to figure out how to solve this. And so the crew member, a lot of them were waiting, standing on the deck, watching what this man was going to do as he was hovering there for several minutes.