 Because I'm sure everybody who turned 21 got the chance, not everybody, but a lot of people get the chance to, you know, have fun for their 21st birthday. For me, I had to sit in the house and, you know, my mom didn't really get to enjoy the dinner that we had when I turned 21 because of what was going on. So, you know, like you said, looking into the media, it was hard for me because, you know, I know what I'm going through. If I could be out there on the field right now and I already feel bad because I couldn't be out on the field and now I'm looking on the media and now there's