 You know, I'll tell you a story that changed my life on this issue of suicide that I've told it before, but not very often. I don't even want to, I don't like to remember, but I was on the air. I was a local radio host in Atlanta and a guy, a regular caller calls in and I'm, you know, I won't give his name. And, and he goes, Hey man, I just wanted to call you and say, uh, uh, goodbye. I said, what do you mean goodbye? And he goes, no, no, I'm checking out. I'm out. And I'm like,