 I think the odd thing is that one of the explanations for belief in life after death that you often come across is that people find it comforting. You ever heard that? Oh, yeah. Because it's comforting. You want to believe in it. You want to believe in it. You want to believe in it. You want to feel something. Well, you know, I was absolutely the opposite. I was fine with the idea of annihilation and then oblivion. I thought that would be okay. You've always been that sick dude, though. We've all known it. You've just been that guy, you know?