 when you go into those places of passion and you don't let the fear get in the way and you move past it, you open up to everything that's available to you and that's available to everyone. Did you have some mystical experiences with your dad's death? I did. You know, I, everything changed when I quit investment banking. I had first of all, spontaneous healing on my foot. I was going to have to go get surgery and I sort of, you know, life is literal.