 And then when I finally got the show, it was top three. And so it was a very healing experience. It was a very restorative experience because here's why. When you walk through loss, your vision of this world can get very tiny, right? And I thank God that he kind of pulled me out of where I was in that moment and put me on a show that I can see a whole new world. And that's what I saw, a whole new world. And so I got made top three.