 try to poke holes in that theory yourself. It will make you more sane. I promise you this. Be an investigator if you want to actually investigate. Don't just say, I've connected five dots and even though I had to go squiggly lines, it looks good to me. Be the kind of person that says, I want to believe this, so now I'm going to try to disprove it. That's scientific. That's what investigators actually do. And whatever you believe, oftentimes we'll start off with one sort of theory of a crime, one sort of theory of what happened,