 Exactly, right? So the cows, I love that. So the thing about your book that you write, it's a few days after your wife passes and her nickname, Gunky, and you discover this extraordinary letter in a handwritten notebook that says, how to get along without me. Wow. And in the end, what a gift that was, right? Well, her profession, I was blessed. She had a profession. She was a nurse. She was a hospice nurse.