 for a year well i don't know i don't i just i don't either who does that too much going on mental i don't know i think you just made a choice thinking yeah yeah yeah she was like i have no choice yeah i have no choice well you had a choice but you felt like you had no choice but you're taking your choices away but if you want to be stuck i'll yeah i'll tell you you know you can be stuck if you want to be but you're not stuck