 Yes, yes. Yeah, yeah, yeah. Very lonely. You know? Yeah, it's the kind of stuff... Look, if you're a writer, you know, anybody, I think if you want to kind of have a life where you're being kind of truthful with yourself and you're hopefully kind of, you know, growing, you have to keep that little, that flame on simmer, on low. It always exists. It doesn't go away. You know, all of those feelings, you know, we think we've, you know, gone past them, but we all have...