 Let's find out, so what happened with you? So you're a young girl, you're in St. Louis, right? I'm in St. Louis, or I was in St. Louis. I'd just seen Dances with Wolves. I was a huge fan of The Secret Garden, and I thought, that's who I want to be. So I went out and I tried to become one with nature, sort of, like really get close to this plump squirrel who I nicknamed Natalie, and I realized that...