 that she should not have this, but how do I, so how do I not? You know, I feel discontent and I should be in a place where I'm content. I feel guilty and I don't know, I didn't do anything wrong, so what am I guilty of? There's nothing to be charged with here. You didn't do anything. You're not a crime committed. You didn't wrong anyone. No one got hurt. You didn't steal your way into this position. You worked your way into this position, so...