 that I can't have, I know that it's a probability and I don't put any expectations of how that comes to me. So it's not always just the positive thinking. It's really just getting out of the way of thinking sometimes and just knowing that it's a possibility. It's a probability and why not me? Did somebody teach you or are you self-taught? I am self-taught. So I realized there's a pattern with my thinking that's different.