 Never had a drink. I had a brother who suffered tremendously from alcoholism. Alcohol. And it was a terrible thing to watch. He was an incredible guy with the best personality. He was the best looking person you've ever seen. Everything was perfect, but he had an addiction. And so I understand addiction because I, you know, he was very close. He was very close to me. He was an incredible guy. But he suffered it. And I've had many friends, but...