 this thing's either going to fly out of my pants and that's going to be it, or it will hold up. And thank God it held up. It got me through a hell week and held up for a month or so afterwards. And again, was able to finally finish and graduate from Bud's. But I mean, look, it's just the guys who make it through that program. It's that never quit attitude. It's really as simple as that. And if you think you want to be in the SEAL teams for anything other than