 And we completed a day of training in Akron, Ohio, and we all headed back to the hotel. We were supposed to meet in the lobby to get together, and I was sitting in the car with a pistol in my lap trying to figure out, you know, did I put it in my mouth or just out of my head? I don't want to really screw it up and be a vegetable and have somebody else take care of me the rest of my life and be miserable. I want to do it right. And then my phone vibrates, and it kind of scared me.