 you don't get to go out and play with the boys that much anymore. You don't get to be in a leadership position as a shooter or an operator. I contacted the Navy. I said, can I come back in? They're like, yeah, but you're not going to be able to do what you used to be able to do as an officer. And as luck would have it, I got a phone call from the folks at Blackwater. And the coolest part about early Blackwater, it was all SEALs.