 that I couldn't see. And then I started, I thought, okay, he's got to come off the right side because those are the closest stairs to him. So I went over to that side of the stage. And then all of a sudden I looked back towards behind the podium and they were picking him up. And I thought, oh my God, he's alive. He's alive. And I could see his hand. And then I saw his face. And then I saw him, you know, put his fist up in the air with blood on his face. And I just could not believe it. I was...