 The most hurtful thing was, first of all, the fact that they took the cross and they faced the cross outside. I said, why aren't they facing the cross inside? You know, facing his name so that when you're standing at the feet and you're looking inside, you'd look at, you'd be able to see his name and, you know, just the details that are normally on the cross. But they refused it. They said, that's what they usually do here for people who have done, who have taken their own lives.