 of paradise that we, we promised each other we would have is still there. The house might not be, but our, our, our land is there and that will be there forever. And we, we do want to go back. And I, I kind of feel now, you know, we, I have a responsibility to, to go back and to do something. Cause I was lucky enough to be here and my kids were lucky enough to be here and safe and not going through that. There's,