 um but the biggest crushes i had were in training uh because you're just out you know and there's cars i got hit by i've been hit by a car three times um broke my leg you know my bike broke once i knocked out my teeth just stuff like that but you know to me all that stuff it was bad at the time it just seemed like small stuff because i had such this drive to like i had this opportunity kate to be one of the best in the world and i wasn't going to let anything get in my way um