 A few minutes left in our conversation here, Tom. So I want to spend the rest of the time talking about the work that you and your wife, Jen, do now in assisting other veterans. But unfortunately, to get there, we need to talk a little bit about how low you got following coming home, leaving the service, going to private life, which was a difficult transition for you. And ultimately, you were at the point where you weren't deciding whether to take your life, but how. Explain how you got there and what happened.