 I want in this letter him to know that you're going to miss him like crazy. That your little kids are not going to have Uncle Zach. And then I want you to end the letter by telling him what kind of mom to his nieces and nephews you're going to be. Okay? And so what we're doing in this letter is we're going to let our love, our heart speak. We're going to let our anger speak. And then we're going to begin to look to the future a little bit. Okay? Okay?