 It made me work harder. When I was younger, I worked hard because I thought if I worked hard, he would want to hang out with me. And then after that was over, I worked hard because I wanted to be a success. Part of the reasons was so he could look at me and go, he's successful. And then when I didn't care anymore, it made me want to be a better dad. It made me have to go and learn how to be a dad because I never had anybody to show me.