 Well, who had happiness? And when you're really young and you're full of stress about everything you can think of, including, you know, your body's processes, it's not so clear. You know, it's not so clear what happiness is. And you look at people who say they're happy and to you, their happiness is just not the kind you are interested in. I mean, the bourgeois happiness, for instance, I've never, ever been interested in it.