 Now, the former president also admired the crowd that was at the rally that day for staying calm and showing bravery. And he said some of them feared that he'd been shot dead. So he wanted to stand up and raise his fist. The crowd was confused because they thought I was dead. And there was great, great sorrow. I could see that on their faces as I looked out. They didn't know I was looking out. They thought it was over. But I could see it. I