 but the biggest crushes I had were in training because you're just out you know and there's cars I got hit by I've been hit by a car three times broke my leg you know my bike broke once I knocked out my teeth just stuff like that but you know to me all that stuff it was bad at the time it just seemed like small stuff because I had such this drive to like I had this opportunity Kate to be one of the best in the world and I wasn't going to let anything get in my way um