 i think of a hundred people were in that situation ninety-eight ninety-nine in the fetal position yeah and then i get back up and i wouldn't have said that i wouldn't i wouldn't blame them and you've got gunfire coming in and i would say that i mean we don't know if there's a more shooters we know if the shooter was dead there there was no way to know and the fact that he got up i was absolutely never forget that image i did and then they moved in you can see his face was bloody and so two things were happening for me at the same time i guess three things one they're moving the president off the stage