 and said dad what were you doing why didn't you get down why did you get down you know and so i was just like i was i'm sorry i was i wasn't thinking i was just you know reacting and uh you know in hindsight you know obviously i'm glad i did what i did but yes it was not the smartest move in the world doug mills a photographer for the new york times who took perhaps the most memorable shot of events yesterday in pennsylvania bbc world service