 And I remember looking at my kids and being like, they don't care about getting to school on time. They just want to play. And I was like, well, what's it like to feel like you want to play? And feeling this kind of warmth and this sparkle again of instead of rejection of them, sort of othering them as people who are thwarting my plans, feeling like, well, I want to be connected to them. I want to play too, but we also have to get to school. And then realizing like, well...