 Realized my feelings were not right and I just ran. It made me sick and I was distraught. There was one time I was distraught about that. I was like, no, that's so stupid. I didn't even really even touch her, but I was like... Didn't really touch her? No. Because she remembers very vividly your privates against her booty as you were massaging her back and rubbing on her. She's not lying, John. You are lying to yourself. Yes, yes. I don't remember that. I remember one time...