 Always that I was not gonna that I somehow another this thing was gonna slip through my fingers Because I couldn't pull it off in the way that it deserved So there was this always like, you know me singing over and over and over again like the high notes in the song You know checking in with myself trying to be like, oh god, you got to get it, right? You got to get it, right? I mean till the end even now when I sing that song like, you know into you know, concerting around the country I'm always like is this the night?