 I don't want to ever deal with you. And it brought me back memories of, like, my great-grandpa, those damn Japs or those damn Germans. You know, you demoralize the people that you go against in order to make it okay for what you have to do. I had a lot of anger. I covered up everything with professional talk. You know, oh, no, it's the way it's supposed to be, or you just need to train harder and this and that. And it was all the wrong things I needed to do to get better. It was not talking about it. I didn't talk about that for probably 20 years.