 um, not getting the results that I knew I could get and I couldn't take it anymore. And, and so that was it. I was done. And I didn't know what to do with myself. Cause that's, you know, being a cyclist is, is really easy. You wake up, you roll out of bed, you eat something, you get on your bike and, um, and then the rest of your day is, is recovery after that. And, and when, um, all of a sudden, like your big passion is gone. Like I struggled for many years, uh,