 Like, it wasn't ever like a Jane Eyre comma white, you know? And, you know what I'm saying? So, I was like, so I was very confused because I, you know, writers come to writing usually by being readers, which means that you have this very private relationship to your imagination starting from an early age in which you feel safe. I mean, you're a writer because you enjoy reading. Reading feels, satisfies you. It pleases you, right? You don't feel othered inside your own mind, right? And this moment happened and became a huge fight that was like, that seemed to be happening around me. And I felt really crippled by it. I never wrote another story again.