 You know, obviously, when you're afraid, when you know that you don't fit in with anything else around you and that you are easily targeted for, you know, so much hate and bullying, what you do is try to make yourself disappear so that you will not have to deal with it. I was fortunate, actually, I think of it now as being fortunate not to have to deal with what kids have to deal with today online and all of that. You actually could go home