 or from our government as to what happened on that day. And it didn't matter how far I made it in the military that I was not going to be able to affect change based on the rank and based off of my leadership. On October 21st, I submitted my decision to step away. Abu Hashim's aunt is one of six relatives he's lost in Gaza. Both Harrison Mann and Muhammad Abu Hashim say they resigned so they could speak out, but also because they felt guilt.