 You know, I was at a retreat at a close friend's lake home in north central Minnesota, just sort of recognizing, like, wow, this year has been a lot. And we're going into, you know, we're getting closer now to the election day, recognizing, like, I just need a moment to get myself together. And so I just had disbelief. And almost, I think I put my hands up in front of my face. I was like, no, like, we just, no, we can't, we can't have any more, you know, unexpected, horrific things happen. But