 In that, I became Catholic. That's how I got the cathomethylbacterian part. And so I became Catholic in lots and lots and lots of Catholic priests and sisters that were so compassionate and so gentle and helped me work through a lot of my brokenness. Because there's those holes, there's those wounds that are there that they don't go away. You can pretend that they don't exist, but they don't go away. And so