 Still, I was drinking heavily. I was miserable. I was gaining weight. I was out of shape. And it was all my fault. I was trapped in it, and I didn't know. And all my friends around me, same thing. And I try to tell veterans nowadays, hey, let's drink. Let's do that, blah, blah, blah, party. And I'm like, you're just perpetuating the problems further. You guys got to knock that off. But I was to a point where we conducted training one day, and we had a film crew following us around. And we always watched that for AR purposes after the fact.