 in that horrible sense. If it were, then that would be a most unloving God. And I would agree with you. Well, that's how I felt it. What's that? That is how I have felt. I know. But that is not... Explain it to me, please. Well, that's not exactly the picture of things. The essence of it... It would take a very long time to go through it all, but the essential is this. That...