 and uh i went to the cleveland clinic my entire uh neural system shut down everything shut down there's nine people that actually ate the chili seven died one still is on a respirator as today and then myself and then i had three three uh three death experiences two near-death experiences and the first near-death experience they were taking the tube away and i see the panic on the doctor's faces and it's one of those times when you see the cleveland clinic and you know