 Well, that was the thing. So I went to plenty of training camps and every time it was time to go to a big race and you knew they had the budget to take six or let's say they had the budget to take four, four girls. Well, I'd always end up fifth. Right. And just like a lot of stuff like that just always happens. So it gets it gets to where you start to think, you know, maybe I'd be better off not on this team and on my own, which happened in due time.