 But then I also see it from your perspective because it's sort of like has nothing to do with you. But it like I don't see it from my perspective. It does have to do with me. I mean, even if it doesn't directly like I wish I could have been there for her. And like, yeah, I don't know why I wasn't like, I don't know, just like being younger and just not seeing these things. And maybe it's not something I was primed to think about. So I wasn't like even noticing anything.