 You've got the issue of your beloved brother, Zach, right? Yes. And you've got the trauma of walking in and experiencing what you experienced, and we won't go to it in detail, but it's not like it is in the movies, and it sits in your soul, right? Yeah. Right. And I've been in those rooms, and it's heartbreaking. It's staggering. That's number one. Number two, you have the...