 And all the other guys I saw, they thought I wasn't good enough. It was like they were shopping for a wife, and I didn't fit the bill. Now, by this point, my father is very desperate. He thinks I'll end up single for the rest of my life, and it freaks him out. Now, when he gets desperate, I feel the pressure to commit to a marriage very quickly. And that freaks me out. Because, honestly, I don't know what a happy marriage looks like.