 a battle within a battle and you know when the season starts it's really the that's the easy part you know when you show it to a an arena and there's 12 000 people either they're on your side or they're not on your side it's easy to get up for those days you know it's the days when you have to prepare and you got to prepare the next day and there's no game on the on the on the calendar for you know three or four months um those are the days that i actually take the most pride in