 and you know i guess by that account i did a great job right being exhausted being up passes that time i don't know uh... all i know is you know there's a part of me that's compassionate that doesn't want to see this man be put through this anymore because he can't handle it and then there's another side and it's like man how bad are you you know like just take it easy you know don't run again when he ran for president he said i'm not sure if i'll run a second term he had his golden ticket to be out