 And like, I'll never forget that. And there's been times with my son and the drama. And I say, man, why do I even deal with this stuff? I can't deal with it no more. Like, why am I even dealing with this? It's not worth it to me. I'm literally miserable and having heart palpitations because of so much drama for no reason. I'm a good man. I'm just trying to do right. But you never give up. And things begin to turn around for you. But your kids...