 I would go to church on Sundays. I would go to the young adults church. And then I would go to another church. And then I would go to Christian counseling. And then I would listen to all the podcasts I could listen to. I feel like I had so much catching up to do. I needed to learn everything. And I was thirsty for it. And I wanted it. And every time one of these little things happened, I thought of it as a miracle. Like,