 And that night, it's my sister's birthday, and we have a dinner planned, and we're all sitting there in this awkward situation. And I'm sitting there in my mind thinking, I've got to pack all my stuff and get ready to get on a flight tomorrow to Chicago at 6 a.m. and put on a different uniform and go play for the Pittsburgh Pirates. And all the things that we as players become so invested in when it comes to the original organization we're drafted by and we're developed with, all the opinions, all the things that go well, all the things that don't. And it was really difficult for me to leave that behind. I still had to process and grieve.