 um and you know you're getting to compete with all the best in in the u.s at that meet yeah i mean and and i gotta think is there pressure and i've heard other uh olympic hopefuls and olympic athletes themselves say well you know pressure is all self-induced i don't know i never competed at that level i've always you know just been in awe of you people can you just talk about the pressure where you just realize you can't make many mistakes if any how about that pressure a lot of a lot of pressure going into this