 they're concerns from someone who thinks that they're not an instrumentalist so that there's some other thing that they're going towards but actually this is the best you've got and I've been learning that through learning all these flutes going to beginner level and traveling up but actually the audacity that you have when you begin is the thing that you you have this audacity and this curiosity and you make music because you love it at the beginning then you get the technique to be able to replicate that