 every match is a challenge, and then, you know, four years later, we're on to London, and it times a hundred, how good the teams are, and how intense things are, and how badly we want it, you know, something interesting happens when you get older as an athlete, you know, there's ignorance is left to a certain extent when you're young, and you're just playing to play, and this is so great, but then when you're nearing the end of your career, you know, you realize the importance, and the poignancy of the situations you're in, and