 And I lost my Blackberry. Yes, a Blackberry. I had a Blackberry. I lost my Blackberry in the Hudson. All I had left was my clothes. And then after I got to the triage center, I didn't even have that. I had my watch. That's it. Wow. So like you say, the angels in the hospital, they get you to the point where your body temperature is where it's supposed to be and you're surviving this. Then what is that process like in your mind? What are you thinking?