 And so, again, I'm still chopping it up to addiction, but I'm also getting angry because it's been so long and I've done this on my own. I've been through so much just to do this. And I was mad. I mean, I was very angry at that point. And I wanted him to take accountability because, you know, you have a child that deserves the world. And then someone that just dismisses her and and acts as if she doesn't exist.