 No, I was having an ultrasound. Remember, he said he'd be there for me, and so I was having an ultrasound for the heartbeat, and he didn't show up, and I showed I went by myself, and I listened to it by myself, and I sent the recording to one of our mutual friends who let him listen to it, and he said he wanted to, and when he did, I think it made it real for him, and he just kind of broke, and