 but if i didn't allow it i could have stayed hard in my heart i ain't gonna forgive him he did this and that and i look at him as a human being as a person like me that's done many wrong and that's what we do you know we he did this you did that but you done did a million things like jesus said throw the first stone you know if you have not never sinned you know and i gave him that that that opportunity but the peace i have now and now all i see is the good