 she probably appreciates the idea that you're willing to put yourself in that moment and through that experience because she means that much to you. If you look at it from the other perspective, if she were to get the idea that you're timid and you don't want to go face down, dad, is she not worth it? I mean, is she not worth that effort? I mean, she's worth a lot to you. Apparently she's special, but she's not that special.