 i'm trying to read the bible they loud turn the tv up on purpose while i'm reading i mean purposely like look at me back there and then turn it up you know and he was showing me and then just to be a light and i just started just reading about love and acting just praying about god help me out with this you know and calling my wife and telling her how i never i told my wife i said i never loved until now i said i'm sorry i love you though but i did not love you