 uh daily and not get to a point where i feel like violence is the only answer yeah but if it becomes the answer i want to be able to to feel like i got a puncher's chance of defending myself yeah i mean like i said you'll uh you'll have been rucking and doing jiu-jitsu and if you know somebody attacks you some as you like to say some joe biden voter comes out you'll be able to throw them you know you get attacked by some coffee house barista you can just chuck that i mean i used to box