 right so he said that that this is the only time using this speech to recount uh... the assassination attempt that he will do it saying it would be the only time period the only time he's going to do that and i think the the people in the crowd were captivated by his descriptions of what that was like from moment to moment and then ultimately in the end you know there is so much made about the fist and he used the fist on the stage isn't it sounded like