 But one of those things, one of those shameful moments was, amen, when he was out there with the other woman, and I was out there on the corners preaching, preaching to the drug addicts, preaching to the... Here it is, my husband, my ex-husband, riding up and down the road with another woman. And everybody knew it, and I was out there preaching. And I felt like such a fool. And I wanted to react, and I wanted... I don't know why I'm talking about this today. Glory be to God.