 finding me dead or, or, you know, having her son die that way. I started seeking God at that point. And I had this spring bear hunt, felt like it was kind of a turning point in my life. I just needed to find some sort of direction. I actually drove up to Alaska, my plan, move there, you know, become a resident and the outfitter dropped me off. I had no communication of any sort, dropped me off. And he says, I'll bring you a hunter in