 I'm doing this. I don't want to feel this way anymore. And I was trying to take the easy way out. I get that. Was this a bottom for you? You said you went out to the truck and slept in the truck after that. I'm sure sleeping is a mild way of putting it. I'm sure you're very upset and distraught. Yeah, I went in my truck. I actually drove away. I found a parking lot. I said I went to sleep. I laid there in the parking lot, well, in my truck. And I just laid there until...