 I told him, I don't have any time off. I don't have that much vacation time. He's like, don't worry about it. Just go home and go to sleep. So I went home, but I'm going home to where I can't get to sleep because my marriage is ending. And this is where things really took a turn for the worse for me because I'm feeling all this guilt from my partner being killed, and I'm losing my family. Me and my spouse, sometimes we get into an argument, and I see...