 to where I was getting into fights all the time, to where I started excluding myself from society because I couldn't trust them anymore because I've been ambushed before where I'm talking to somebody and a couple other people come up from behind me and attack me. I've been through all this stuff that you see in the movies and stuff like that. So all that was just piling up. And then, of course, that affects my personal life. So while this was happening with my partner, my partner was