 you know it was a subtle it's the change always comes very subtly and i would i would hear that going on and on you know when you when you first become you know a television star back in the day anyway and probably still the same now is you gotta you get a publicist yeah and your publicist like you have to have a a charity that you support you have to and i was like look i'm 25. you know my charity was pay my rent yeah i was like what do i have to support things can that happen organically please you know but no they were like they break it down for you so i think