 this is the real McCoy. This is what separates the wheat from the chaff. And, you know, there was many times, you know, there are still experiences where I question if I have what it takes, but that's the, uh, the beauty of the wilderness is it humbles you, you know, it, um, you know, the old adage trial by fire. And, uh, that's, that's kind of, kind of what it is. You're going to get into predicaments that you've never been in before, and you're not sure how you're going to be able to handle it. And that's where the growth is. That's where the transformation is. The,