 You know, I mean, it's just like bizarre stuff at volume, you know, and my emotions have not kept up. And I have to I have to stop as an act of my will and go, Dave, you're OK. You're OK, Dave. You're not going to die because I'm ready to kill something. I'm going to go have some of that caffeine right now and just jack them up. But no, but I mean, that's that's what you're dealing with, man. That's what my point is. It's a normal human thing.