 hunt ever was i was a packer basically a human mule it was my job to backpack uh camping supplies food and tents and whatnot into the mountains and kind of help out on the hunt however i could you know we shot a bear it was my job to pack it out those mountains were pretty intimidating the wilderness the bears all that stuff was just very intimidating and i just it really squashed my ego right from the get-go you know realizing that hey this is