 yeah and so uh i'm so grateful for all that you do you're sensing it oh thank you you're sensing it here too right yeah you remember 2020 the virtual rnc well i was at this i was at the white house yeah we were too yeah we were there and it was hot and antifa was outside and it was almost a sense of depression not about president trump but just covid was going on the country was just like my gosh what's going to happen next kind of thing and again i've mentioned it to a few people i hope the audience is getting tired of hearing it but