 not nervous but just not knowing where to go with those funds or with that money because i generally don't need it right now i like that i like not needing it that's good yeah let me ask a few more questions brandon sure before we get into this cash so um you're 29 years old and you're living on your own you don't live at your with your parents or anything like that that's correct okay and you rent right now that's correct how much is your rent