 Yes, sir. I know there's certain things we're supposed to do. There's certain policies. We go through our head. Hey, I do this, this, this, and this when this occurs. This, this, and this. When something really horrific happens like this, quite often that checklist in our mind of things we're supposed to do goes out the window and it becomes, and I know this sounds dramatic, a matter of being overwhelmed by your emotions. Is that what happened to you? Oh, absolutely. Like I said, the guilt and everything just kicked in.