 Because my personality is a very driven personality that I want to do the best. I want to be the best. I want to beat everybody. That's just in me, a competitive side in me. And you know what? It worked good in football and it worked good in basketball. It doesn't work too well in the Christian life. Let me just say that. It just doesn't work there too well. Because what I found is he takes and pushes me into places to prove to me that I can't do it.