 oh my there's so much money in one lick i mean one time i i like wanted to kind of announce it you know like this is going in the plate boys and girls look at me this is happening ten freaking thousand dollars you know i mean it kind of went all that stuff went through my head but um but it's just a normal rhythm of our life so we automatically did it but it was still like wow that just happened and uh and i've continued to have those feelings with um