 like every other addiction, trying to get a fix or a high, momentary high. Yeah, you're trying to get that win. You're trying to get to that place and stand there in that even love you see as gambling. You're just going to randomly find someone and it's going to work. Do you like yourself, David? Not really. So it will be difficult for someone else to, and dare I say it would be very difficult for them to love you if you don't.