 after I've known to grow and love the kid for six years, I'm real angst-ridden. I don't really... I almost can say I don't even enjoy watching as much. I mean, it's like, I watch, but every time there's a crash, I'm like, where's Colton? You know, and it's very... It's a little nerve-wracking. And for my daughter, it's way more so, obviously, and not...