 See them be loved for an extended period of time and then go out and they have lives of their own with jobs and families and careers and responsibilities. And they're able to tackle all of those things because of how they've been raised. I can't describe how satisfying that is. And truth be told, you know there are there are times when it's also heartbreaking when you see you know some of these children not be able to get around the curve of some of the things but.