 Amen. And during that two-year period, I couldn't help but wonder if maybe this wasn't the woman I was supposed to spend the rest of my life with. But in the back of my mind, I knew that if I quit going to Alaska because of her, that I would resent her for the rest of my life. But that little bit of light kept getting dimmer and dimmer. And I just fell into this depression. And there was a period of time where