 And that's, man, I wish I had the answer on how you deal with that, how you get over that, how you feel better. And the reality is, we talked earlier in the conversation, you get knocked down, you got to get back up. And that's what you got to do. You almost got to take your lumps because you know they're coming. You have to take your lumps and you also have, you have to process it, right? Once you understand what happens or what happened, there's a lot of processing that has to occur. And during that processing, you...