 Yeah, there's something deep. You let it go. Something deeper here. And I would just say you have to dig a little bit deeper into this over analytical side of your brain. Boy, you're talking to an overthinker. So let me just say I get that. But there's something deeper there that makes you keep wondering, am I missing out? Am I missing out? And I think you I'm going to tell you, I'll take a stab at it. And I think maybe a session with a counselor might help or a really good friend.