 and I'm about reality and so I'm you know if you want if you wanna learn about everything is wrong with the world you can find that out on Fox and CNN they'll tell you but the but if you wanna actually learn what the market is done you need to sit down with somebody and look at the actual numbers and say alright in 1982 here's what it was when I was 22 and I'm really glad about my first mutual fund in 1983