 black supreme court justice female a black man as um secretary of defense you know i've done all this stuff but it i just took from that like look i think it's good i mean i want to see black people in in roles of power that they've earned right you know i mean the meritocracy but when you're just telling somebody well i picked you because you were black doesn't that kind of like degrade them too like i mean i think that kind of degrades them like i don't want