 Because when the emotions take over, logic gets thrown off to the side. Look, there are many times I cried in a patrol car. And that's usually after the fact, when fear would set in and all these other things. But the guilt part, that's a very subtle thing. And that's something that creeps up very slowly and it stays for a very, very long time. Yes, sir. And it stayed with me for years. I would drink because of it, trying to get rid of the guilt.