 Because I didn't know how to deal with it. I held on to it until I couldn't hold on to it. And then I just exploded. Well, you know, that's not a good thing. When volcanoes erupt, that's not a good thing. They leave a lot of damage in their wake. Same with us. When we erupt, when we just explode, bad things happen. So here's the pattern you need to keep in mind. I talked about it earlier in the week, I think, maybe.