 It is. It's a powerful, it's a powerful, suffering can be and often is a powerful influence on our lives and even on our spiritual lives. As Mary said, you know, I'm struggling to believe that God is in this. And you started talking a little bit about that, Father. But I think the question that often comes up when people are facing especially profound suffering like Mary's is, well, where is God or how is God a good God in allowing this into my life? What do we, how do we address that? What do we say? Right.