 and yet all of that led to the greatest good that has ever happened on the planet which is our redemption and the opening of the gates of heaven and so that sense that yeah he's going to permit something and and we may not always see what it is that the good we will we will sometimes you know and we can look back on our lives you know in fact on their deathbed most people look back on their lives and they don't point to times of ease and comfort they point to times of suffering as the most important and and growth-centered part of their lives so