 and go to confession and deal with the embarrassment and tell the priests. And by the way, Tom, I'm pretty confident there's nothing you can confess that he hasn't heard a million times before from other people. You may feel like you're the only person who's ever done this and how terrible. I can guarantee you the priest has heard whatever you're going to confess many times over. He won't be shocked by it. In fact, if anything, he'll probably be rejoicing with you