 poor decision. I relapsed, uh, one more after that, I got sent to a DOC holding facility. And when I finally sobered up, I started really getting back into the word. Um, cause my faith has been a process for me coming back. Um, and you know, I, I just read my Bible every day that I was locked up and, and prayed. And you know, these things that I should have realized in my teens and my twenties started coming, coming to me, you know what I mean? So, um,