 It was exhaustion as well, but my adrenals were tapped out, and I had no way to fix that. I didn't know how to fix it. I was worried for my own life. I was convinced that I was HIV positive. There was no way for me to test that at the time, and I wasn't sure that I wanted to be a pop star. I wasn't sure I wanted to be a public figure. I wasn't sure I wanted to be traveling like that or doing any of the things that we were doing. It all compounded to create a really bad situation for me.