 I had an experience. I have five sons. And while I was praying and meditating upon the mysteries, I was seeing my own sons in the place of Jesus Christ. For example, like I saw one of my sons being whipped at a pillar. And one part that stands out in my mind the most is I felt like I was in a crowd and I couldn't see. And I was trying to see around people. And then I caught a glimpse of Jesus falling, carrying the cross.