 Well, I want to say one thing real quick, and that is just as a kind of an aside for us, and that is that I think sometimes when we're talking about reading the lives of the saints is that there can be a kind of sanitized version of their suffering that we have in our mind. You know, you're reading it and it seems very elegant and they embrace it. But I mean, it wasn't like that for them, right? Whatever suffering you're enduring, whatever suffering I'm enduring, of whatever kind of suffering that we talked about at the beginning,