 let's go i mean go ahead patrick the um you know a father or a mother taking their child to a doctor yeah the doctor child a shot i mean the child would not understand what's happening but later on the child will look back and say thank you for doing that for giving me the measles shot you know and and that will be that that will happen one day where we are where the other side of the quilt is turned around and we can see the magnificent you know image that that is there because god has permitted the suffering um but it's it's um