 And, um, it's a, it's very touch and go with her. And I, I'm, I'm hoping that when they allow her back into our daughter's life, that, um, that we'll be able to trickle down to me because we still, we still talk, we still have contact. Um, there may or may not be a redevelopment of relationship there when we get healthy enough, you know, but, um, uh, for me just with standing alone, um, I'm pretty sure it's going to be