 And I remember running, running, running, running, running. And a voice internally was, why are you stepping over the gift that I've placed in your care, your husband and your wife, or your children, to run after things I never meant for you to have? And that's when I was like, I've got to do something different. This isn't worth it. The money that I think is making me happy, the success I think that is going to fulfill me in a way that really isn't,