 faith not to be activated there's the get behind me satan where peter just said you're the messiah and jesus said you're the rock and then he says yeah but you don't want to have to suffer let's talk about that crucifixion thing and jesus says nope if you want to be holy you got to suffer so it's the the rejection of suffering brings or at least not being um not turning your suffering into an act of love you know brings out a little bit of the anger a holy anger in christ