 And the band didn't realize it at the time, and neither did I. I didn't know what depression felt like. I'd never been through it before. But this was very real. And I came through it eventually. But I mean, the story of how I came out of it is quite intense. And we don't need to talk about it here. It was a very intense, difficult thing that happened to me. And then I came out of it. And then I had, as I said earlier, this deep sense of purpose that I don't think that I had before.