 It fed that hyperactivity and also the adrenaline that comes with performing, the adrenaline that comes from being in that spotlight, however small that spotlight might be, is something that I absolutely fed off of. There are, of course, very negative aspects to that, and particularly if you do it again and again and over and over and over again, you've got to really take care of yourself or you're going to flame out. Did you have any sense of what you had to do to take care of yourself?