 Yes, I mean, he writes quite well in that passage. As he's leaving Morea, he's understanding, hey, I really went over the brink here. I went over the edge. This was, you know, he knew that he'd gone too far, but he doesn't examine himself much further. Like, you know, ask the question, why? Why did I do that? And I think the other factor in all of this is Cook is thinking about Mai. He's thinking about