 and the the church that i started going to have been in church all my life but this was the first church i went to as an adult and this pastor he would say listen you you you shouldn't be relying on the government to take care of you god is supposed to take care of you he'll give you um ideas he'll introduce you to people he'll create your network for you and he was preaching a message that i had never heard before and it really inspired me to dig real deep inside myself