 lost my red truck. I got a divorce. Uh, both my parents died within a fairly short period of time. My brother died, my dog died and I realized all around you. Yeah, I was going along with everything and I think we all do that. You know, where life leads you, you're having fun, you're having a great time. And I thought I'm going to career I would have never chosen. I didn't really ever love investment banking and I hadn't fulfilled my dreams to be of service to people.