 a million and a million all in like three years it was crazy and he was no what isn't it unbelievable and he wasn't happy and it was way worse off and i said to him you're coming from a low frequency you're because you think that things that you need these things to be happy and so when he let go of that he went into a completely different space exactly what this gentleman's talking about and and that's way more powerful and then all of a sudden