 Give me this. So we're talking about my Mets Bible. It's available everywhere. OK, this is Evans relationship with the Mets over the course of the last 30 years. Sick and abusive. Yes. Several pill addictions have been born out drinking. He's in a death cult now. It's a whole to do. Give me this because without even getting into specifics of the 30, I just want to jump through an error that I know you know a lot about.