 No, you learn that culture in the military. You don't want to be that guy. You don't want to be the guy that's falling behind, that's getting left out. So you kind of bottle that up, you suck it up and you just drive forward and you try to do it on your own. And so often that's not the right answer. But it's that mindset that when you get out and now you're isolated from all your buddies, all your teammates,