 Because you didn't look like food? No, I didn't look like food. And so the point of what we're trying to talk about is about getting your power back. Yeah. My power back and being afraid of the bear was that I had some things of protection. We had systems in place we had thought about and a plan in place for the kids. And we had dealt with food in the proper way. We'd done everything we could to empower ourselves so it didn't have to overwhelm me with fear. There were people that went and jumped in cars and, I mean...