 Things definitely change, you know, when I become pregnant, because on and off, you know, I tell in the book, the first few chapters are about our relationship, you know, from the night we met to these wild, crazy stories and Hunter being larger than life. And, you know, why I fell for him, the things that, you know, made me fall for him and who he who he was, who he portrayed to me that he was, despite his addiction and his demons that he was battling at that time.