french riot melancholia, self-hatred as a candid way to survive, soft memories, gritty feeling, imagining a blissful fate, conflicted emotions, anger, sadness, facial expression, emotive portrait, by francis bacon, by beksinski, contemporary masterpiece, neo-expressionism, war photography, photojournalism, antithesis, dialogue, chaotic revenge, loneliness, soul, melancholy, stability, serene, resignation