Man you talk way too much. If you call yourself a Muslim you are obviously a beginner trying to prove yourself. I feel sorry for you.  Must be hard being hated everywhere you go hey?  As soon as you open your mouth someone probably wants to put a fist in it.  Try going for a swim in the sea, smile and wave at someone you dont know, lye in the sun...maybe than you will chill out and be happier, because your very sad right now. THE END