I definitely think that meeting her is a big mistake.. You're very young and you haven't had that much experience with a lot of girls.. you still don't know what you want and what you're looking for in a quality woman.. i say this because I had the same story at 20, and i'm glad i never met her.. looking back i see how ridiculous that was and how much perspective I lacked. Basically you'll be walking into a dysfunctional relationship just because you're *feelings* got the best of you.