You obviously think I'm some 16 year old obsessing via blog. I was around during the drama of Kurt's disappearance and subsequent discovery of the body.  Like the majority of people, I just accepted the official suicide verdict but only later changed my mind after debating the case with a friend who was far more educated on the subject than I was.  This made me research for myself, consider the evidence, weigh the facts.  I can't say he was murdered, but I don't buy the 'official' story.