i feel for you and all you went through. the excitement of meeting someone new you totally click with, the building anticipation... the downfall, the disappointment, the sadness, grief & back into loneliness... so many ways to connect & communicate, so many opportunities for communication to get lost. I was really moved by this video as i've found myself in your position many times. I'll checkout your later videos to so what happened next... am wishing you well from chicago.