I don’t get how I’m still hereI feel so worn out and I just don’t know what to do at this point. This past year has beat the shit out of me. August-September eased up on me a little bit, but I feel like I’m spiraling fast again. I’m not gonna get into some of the worse things that have happened to me in the past year that either made me come close to attempting or made the desire to attempt unbearable, but more recently it’s been my school work that’s driving me over the edge. I have so much work and I just can’t keep up, I have no motivation but I’m terrified of failing and I have so much responsibility and so many expectations put on me just cuz I’m “gifted.” I feel so stressed from all my work that I feel physically sick and I’m panicky all the time and it’s getting so hard to handle. Even though school has always stressed me out I never thought that school would be what drives me to kill myself. I really feel like I’m about to lose it, I can’t take all the pressure anymore. I’d rather die than fail a class or have to do anymore work.


Does he live in Malaysia? Because his father is Malaysian, it's easy for him to get it.


Astaghfirullah hal azim..  Semoga Allah mngampun kan dosa2 kita..Siapalah kita klu nk dibandingkan dgn Rasul dan para sahabah..Iman yg cukup hebat, penuh dgn rasa kehambaan pd Allah, namun xpenah pulak sahabah mendakwa rasul ghaib melainkan rasullAllah telah wafat..Allah shj yg kekal..inikan pula kita yg hidup jauh dari zaman sahabah..  Adakah iman kita sama atau lebih lagi dari sahabah2..pikir2kanla..


mmmg bodoh la sialll


(2) Pasal jodoh pula. Tipulah kalau aku tak fikir pasal jodoh. Umur aku da 20 lebih. Kawan2 ramai dah kahwin. Sepupu aku yang muda pun dah nak kahwin. Makcik2 sibuk la nak tanya. Bukan aku tak usaha. Aku pernah berkawan dengan seseorang dan hampir untuk bersatu. Masa tu hidup dia tak stabil lagi dan aku cuba untuk jadi seseorang yang ada masa susah senang. Tapi pengorbanan aku tak dihargai. Lama sangat aku nak move on. Aku down sangat. Prestasi kerja terabai. Nasib baik bos aku memahami. After several days, aku rasa bodoh sangat sebab berendam air mata utk org yg x appreciate kita. Lama-lama, aku try move on, dekatkan diri dengan Allah. Aku ni tak tinggi ilmu agama. Aku admit jarang nk buat yang sunat2. Aku rasa teruk sangat n malu dengan Allah sbb rasa aku igt Dia masa susah. Semoga Allah ampunkan aku n kita semua. Aku try jadi positive dengan semua orang. Aku tau Allah mesti ada sebab tak bagi aku kahwin dengan dia. Aku try pujuk diri supaya Allah ganti yang lagi baik dari dia. Even aku tak berkesempatan untuk berkahwin, maybe single tu lagi baik untuk diri aku. Doakan aku ye. Conclusion, masa bertunang or sebelum kawin, please jangan meletakkan harapan yang terlalu tinggi pada seseorang sebab Allah cemburu pada yang berharap selain Dia. Yang tengah move on, good luck. Kau kuat. Trust Allah. Jangan terlalu fikir soal jodoh. Yes, kite bukan just tunggu. I mean, kita dah cuba usaha yang terbaik, serahkan pada Allah sebab hal2 ajal, jodoh pertemuan tu urusan Dia.


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emang problem kamu apaaa drjart cica bagus banget buat kalemin jerawat di akuu klaimnya dia emang bua


First and foremost in my mind is to reject all forms of vice and sin 100%. This is because the problem with the weakness of the Muslim community today is that the majority of criminals and drug addicts are Muslims. I apologize if this offends anyone, but there are still many who are not controlled, including the influence of the West that has penetrated the souls of Muslims. Look around us, at the way our young people dress, their morals, ethics, beliefs, and so on. This is what raises questions. When this happens, the mastery of knowledge becomes weaker and unable to compete with other religious groups. For me, the issue of division among Muslims in this country is not too extreme to the point of killing each other. What I see is only a difference of opinion, and usually leads to a solution, provided that those who argue refer to the Quran and Sunnah.


Just because someone wears a niqab, they are called angels. Have they ever seen what angels wear? I think like this too. In paradise, do angels wear niqab? Isn't it described that angels are extremely beautiful? If they wear niqab in paradise, how can we know if they are beautiful or not.


tak semua ustaz betol! ada yg berpura2 je..


so far korea is doing well wor


Yang terbaik. syukur kepada Yang Maha Berkuasa


According to my observation, this field is monopolized by foreign nationals compared to us Malays. The percentage of Malays involved can be calculated. It can't be that only foreign nationals are interested in all industries. What is the fate of Malays like us?


u jin funni


What is wrong with the Chinese community? Why do we keep bringing up racial issues?


aku tak guna T9 sebab biasanya sms guna short form..  kalau guna T9 keluar penuh..  short form menjimatkan space dan masa..
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Siasatan polis mendapati, mangsa berusia 63 tahun itu telah mengambil suspek di Tangkak, Johor, dengan menggunakan https://t.co/MDgBgVUrl5


While their ancestors were considered lower class, when they come here, they feel like they have become Brahmins.


Okay, I assume you are not a Muslim, right? So, you can criticize Islam as a religion of war, but don't forget... It's hurtful to read comments that insult others, even if it doesn't affect you. Hehehehe, it's okay, we understand. Some people just enjoy being provocative.


Agree...really agree... why do we need to use harsh words to advise someone? When our intention is for that person to change towards goodness? We claim to be followers of Islam... we claim to be Malays... but why do we feel the need to curse, insult, and degrade the person we want to advise and counsel? If that's the case, then we are also equally terrible and bad as the person we are trying to correct. Perhaps personal interests have overshadowed all the etiquette and manners that are supposed to be guided by Islam and Malay culture.


Tq admin sbb aprove ...hai sy ex-uia...sy cuma nk confess sbb nk tenangkan hati...xtau nk ngadu kt sapa..huhu..cite nye mcm ni ..


Boleh ambil mira berlakon


Setiap kali kami berjumpa, dia pasti akan cerita pada aku betapa sedihnya dia sebab si polan & si polan, makcik itu & makcik ini asyik tanya bila dia nak beranak.


I really want to meet him face to face because he looks very cute with those dimples.


Honestly, if it weren't for my faithful husband who accepted my flaws when others abandoned me, I might not have had a direction to go.. It's painful and difficult to accept..


Here I want to tell you as a human being, whatever you do, please think thoroughly. S didn't think about my feelings when he confessed, even though he is smart and detail-oriented. I have never dated a non-Muslim before, and he was the first.


SEBAB DAN AKIBAT (ANALYZING CAUSE & EFFECT)


wan to chio me for makan


betul la dia cakap tu..thaipusam once a year pon nak komplen jammed bagai..yang solat jumaat tetiap minggu tu dorang tak komplen pon..pastu nak kutuk2 agama orang..claim agama islam paling suci, tapi masing2 perangai tak menggambarkan apa yang dikata tu..bertolak ansur la


aku rasa nak langgar je tau orang drive nak belok tak reti bagi signal kau bodo eh tak gi sekolah memandu ke sial


I often dream of praying. I pray with utmost concentration in the dream. It is depicted in the dream that I pray for a long time, slowly, from one pillar to another. Sometimes, if I don't dream of praying, I dream of searching for a place to pray. I run around, desperately trying to find a suitable place to pray. I run because I am trying to catch up with the time that is about to end. Then I wake up and look at the clock, realizing that the time is almost up and I haven't prayed yet. In the dream, I feel like I have already prayed, but in reality, I haven't. I feel like I have been deceived by an evil creature of Allah. It wants me to continue sleeping, making me believe that I have already prayed when I haven't. Astaghfirullah.


Ooo..smlm ada keluar kat ig explore  Tunjuk kat suami, dia gelak je..flat katanya


Setiap kali aku tegur sifat ibu aku yang 1 tu mesti dia akan cakap aku ni jenis x boleh ditegur atau aku ni kurang ajar dengan dia. Sedihnyaa Allah je tahu. Dan selepas aku tegur tu ingat dia stop la bandingkan aku, rupanya masih sama.


Notes from my foster sister, it brings tears to my eyes when I remember her struggles. She was an activist who actively preached and spread Islam until one day her fellow activist was killed. And then she was threatened with murder. Not only that, she was also cursed by cruel humans. So much so that when she got married, the 30 juz of the Quran in her heart disappeared. Imagine the test from Allah. She was insulted, slandered, and much more. But she was able to stand up and continue the message of the Prophet.


Individu yang "suicidal" disebabkan penyakit mental sebenarnya tidak mahu membunuh diri dan jiwanya dekat dengan Tuhan.

Ia berbeza dengan individu yang bunuh diri bukan disebabkan penyakit mental dan putus asa sepenuhnya dengan Tuhan.


However, the answer remains the same. I DON'T KNOW. I am constantly hopeless. I wonder. Am I ugly? What am I lacking? If you don't like me, why lead me on? If you don't like me, why give me hope?


Sorry if this sharing is too long and makes you feel bored. If you're bored, you don't have to read it. I just want to share my problem so that it doesn't bother my mind.


Trima kasih tt buka benang baru..tadi iollss nak taip tetiba ehh benang da katup lak..


life is a journey lah at certain stages in this journey you will encounter crossroads you then sit down to think which road to take but you will not have a direct answer so dont think toooo long but must still evaluates the pros and cons the sacrifices you can risk etc lah


Okay lah, itu jer aku nak share. Its okay kalau tak respon pon, aku cuma tak boleh tidur dan nak luahkan something yang terpendam yang buatkan aku rasa tak boleh tidur penat risau cemas. Dan aku mohon jangan komenkan negative.


edry?.. ok jer.. boleh dikira pelapis untuk lagu fast


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Sejak dari hari tu berpuluh ustaz yang kami temui untuk sembuhkan sakit aku. Siapa yang buat? Ustaz x pula menyebutnya. Tapi rata-rata yang bagi gambaran ada berkaitan dengan ex tunang aku. U & family aku berusahs sekerasnya untuk mencari ustaz yang boleh menyembuhkan aku. Saat sku menulis, Alhamdulillah aku sihat sedikit tapi tidak sepenuhnya. Doakan aku sembuh dari sakit aku readers sekalian. Mungkin doa dari kalian dapat menyembuhkan sakit aku.


Aku selalu tanya, kenapa aku tak diberi peluang macam orang lain? Tak hensem/cantik mcm orang lain? Tak dipermudahkan bila buat sesuatu yang baru? Tak kaya? Tak dpt kerja gaji besar macam orang lain? Tak ada motivasi diri? Selalu buat keputusan yang salah? Maybe one of the many many reasons yang aku kene betulkan ialah mempositivekan diri. bukan positivekan diri dengan bermonolog dalaman "ala hidupkan mcm roda, kejap kat atas, kejap kat bawah, maybe belum rezeki aku" pastu duduk tak buat ape, jadi keyboard warrior, sambil tggu durian jatuh dengan sendirinya. Aku percaya, attitude is everything weyh. Cthnya macam mana vivy boleh jual tudung mahal, dah ada orang tiru, iklan dekat instagram jek, tp still product akan sold out? Aku rasa 50% perasaan nak beli tudung tu is because org tu suka who she is.


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Now C always comes home late, even until night. Finally, they had a big fight because Mad reminded C to prepare themselves properly for prayer.


berapa banyak lah bear yg dah tekorban semata2 utk wat topi diorang ni ..


Jamilah Ahmad Jah yang rembat duit tu bukan dalam kubur aje diseksa. Dalam penjara pun dah kena taji dah. But that doesn't allow you to connive with infidels who are confirmed anti Islam.


Aleh aleh PM Algeria ..  govt Perancis bagi tolong rakyat dia sejak zaman dulu kala. Bebudak pandai  ..  Itulah saya pun nak cakap benda yang sama, jikalau pergi ke Barbes di Paris tu sepanjang Street tu penuh dengan bangsa dia orang dah tak rasa berada di Paris tetapi daj rasa seperti berada di Africa.  Drama Queen sangat dia ni.


lor ape la yg dorg bengangkan sgt ngn ko.. gaji ko sploh kali mahal dari dorg ke?? ko wat dek jelah.. doa byk2 dlm semayang  jgn sebab dorg.. dapo ko tak berasap pulak.. ingat.. jgn takot ngan org.. takotlah dgn tuhan


Sepanjang aku belajar dgn dia, dah banyak kemek jugak lah kereta tu aku dajalkan. Paling teruk, bumper patah and jatuh. So setiap kali, aku terjahanam kereta tu he started to curse macam "sial lah". Dia cakap bukan perlahan lahan. Separa memekik. Could you imagine that? Sampai satu ketika aku rasa, maki maki ni dah mcm makanan ruji utk dia. So, macam semua orang tahu masa ambil lesen kena buat litar and jalan raya kan? In my case, from the beginning aku hanya buat litar. Memang gila babi & pulun habis lah buat litar. Terdetik kat hati aku tengok orang lain dah buat jalan raya banyak kali, sedangkan aku tak buat buat lagi. So, aku husnudzon je lah, mungkin aku ni bodoh sangat kat litar sebab tu aku practise gila babi kat litar je.


Okay. The trend nowadays is to constantly criticize. Supposedly, women who can't cook or clean are deemed incompetent. It is said that they only waste the dowry money. Yes, supposedly when you give thousands of dollars in dowry, everything must be perfect. Good manners, etiquette, knowledgeable from A-Z, everything must be perfect. Some compare it to buying a car. Supposedly, when you pay a lot of money, you want something perfect, why would you buy a defective car?


Depicting racist characters


but the lost part really damn jialat


Ok, ok..I'm telling the truth..but why do all of you treat me badly? Like children..thank goodness there's one kind-hearted person..sorry, I'm just an ordinary person..if someone who can find lost items is an advanced person..this special ability cannot be asked for, it is a gift from God..every special gift surely has its own mission..just like me, I still don't know what my mission is..:ah:


i just feel guilty lah


He couldn't get a phone installment plan because his name is blacklisted, so he borrowed money to buy a phone. Hmmmmm. I regret this. What should I do? It's sad to see my young child's face who doesn't understand anything about this.


My baby didn't do anything!!! He's an angel!!!!


I believe that Ang Moh is cunning.


Why did I invite my black lover, Ronaldo? Just wanted to relive memories with him but it went too far.


menanti lauk kenduri..  cc @BungaCempedak  terkesima jap dgn urat2 tuuuuu..


Jadi buat pembaca yang baca cerita aku, kalau anda seorang suami tolong lah jangan bersikap sambil lewa bab adik2 menumpang sebumbung dengan isteri anda.


And I borrow the wise words of someone who quit for3x trading, "If I failed to convince someone to join for3x trading, what more the slander of Dajjal."


If I meet a man who wants a serious relationship, I become panicked, uncertain, and try to avoid commitment as much as possible. I feel like I'm questioning whether I haven't moved on yet. It's like there are unanswered questions in my past relationship with him.


ha ah dia mmg leh nampak kakak dh bawak pg jumpa 1 ustaz nie suh tutupkan hijab dia tapi ustaz tu cakap biarkan saja x yah di tutup nnt lama2 dia akn ok sendiri..  tapi yg budak kecik ijau yg diampak tu uztaz tu bagitau encik toyol.. ada yg membela.. wallahuallam..


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I know my limits, but I still feel emotional about the third person, I go through very bitter moments, maybe someone who is in the same boat as me feels the same pain.


oh ya! kepada semua peminjam-peminjam wang utk biayai pelajaran tu, apa yg Amir nyatakan itu perlu ditaati agar bertaqwa kpd ALLAH.  masing-masing akan ditanya oleh-Nya jika tak bertaqwa meskipun pemimpin yg bodoh piang.  dan dgn taqwa sahaja, boleh masuk syurga tanpa dihisab.  hehehehe. pemimpin pun belum layak masuk syurga, jgn pula yg meminjam tak mahu rebut jalan ke syurga tanpa dihisab-Nya.  Wallah Hu'alam  (mesti best baca post saya ini. leh lah nilai, ilham diri sendiri itu taqwa atau kejahatan (kefasikkan).


When I have this was-was disease, I get a new illness which is feeling like I need to pass gas when I know I have wudu. If I don't have wudu, I don't feel like I need to pass gas, but if I have wudu, I always feel like I need to pass gas. It's really stressful.


yang tanya aku macam polis, takut aku menipu, pun terima kasih aku ucapkan walaupun akhirnya kau tak membantu sebab kau sibuk tanya pasal suami aku, siapa perempuan tu semua, tapi kau tunjukkan keprihatinan kepada perempuan macam aku. sekali lagi aku ulang, aku sendiri tak tahu Allah lorongkan aku dengan hidup macam ni sebab pada awalnya semuanya baik-baik sahaja.


My birthday gift this year is not as good as others, sigh. It's the thought that counts.. even if it's not sincere, even if you give a gold card.. it doesn't have any meaning.


And every time he talked about money, my mother would be sad and cry while telling me about it. But my mother still loves him because she loves my brother very much, she won't see his mistakes.


Pernah juga ibuku mengadu kepada aku yang ayah aku selalu main telefon (tertangkap main chat dengan perempuan lain) dan bila ditanya, ayah aku menafikan dan dibelasahnya ibuku, ditolak, diterajang, ditampar, ditumbuk.


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Aku lebih rela berseorangan walaupun kadang-kadang aku agak jealous dengan orang yang ramai kawan. Tapi aku hanya keseorangan. Pergi shopping, makan sorang tu benda yang dah lali dalam hidup aku.


It's difficult for me to initiate a conversation with them. I made such a big mistake that I am too scared to look at them. Especially when my department boss said, 'This never happened to us before.' Until today, I can't move on from my mistake. It's too big for me. I can't handle all of this T_T


How high does he place the dignity of the Quran that even learning to recite it is done in a joking manner? Does he consider learning the Quran the same as reading regular books? Too creative but surpassing the etiquette of reading and learning the Quran.


cepatnya keri mengatup pintu pagor.  tersepit jari kak sri yg mulus ni.


Gila babi shah alam hari ni


You have already tried, please tell us the result.


Oh Allah, does he remember other unfortunate children? Do other parents not leave messages? Hahaha. Bilie Grey is currently misbehaving.


Terussss suami cakap "baru beberapa bulan anak anak duduk sekali dengan kita, you dah macam2.See, saya agak dah dari dulu lagi, u bukan nak jaga anak2 tu sangat pon. Yela bukan anak sendiri, boleh la fikir nak tinggal anak."


Lepas call ustaz, aku cari kekuatan nak balik rumah. Aku kena setelkan pendinding rumah. Masa aku tengah keliling rumah tu sambil baca ayat kursi... benda tu menoreh2 pintu rumah aku, mengetuk bertalu2 mcm orang gile. Aku kuatkan semangat untuk habiskan pendinding rumah. Lps tu aku duduk baca quran, aku dah lemah dah masa ni. Aku call ustaz, bagitau dah dinding rumah tapi aku tak jumpa benda tu..ustaz bagitau aku kena kuat dan jangan let in benda tu control aku. Aku tau suami takkan percayakan aku. Aku kena struggle sendiri. Ustaz minta aku sembahyang hajat sampai Allah ilhamkan aku kat mana benda tu. Ustaz juga minta nama aku dan suami untuk dia solat dan doakan.


I don't really expect this is what I get for what I have sacrificed. I have sacrificed a lot, especially when I moved back to stay with them... at the same time, I am grateful to have friends who never judge me.


So tak perlu pun suruh taat pada suami... Kalau kau baik, kau buat apa Allah suruh buat, confirmlah dia akan ikut kau.... Rumahtangga kau insyaAllah akan selamat bila kau ikut syariat.....


Masalah ini cukup aku kongsikan dengan kawan perempuan officemate aku, dia pun tak dapat menolong aku dari segi tempat tinggal sebab dia pun hanya menyewa bilik bersama adik perempuannya. Aku pun tak mahu menyusahkan dia, cukup sekadar ada orang dengar luahan aku pun cukuplah. Baru 3 bulan aku tinggal bersamanya, tapi aku tidak merasa kententeraman seperti waktu aku masuk dulu. Ku kira ini dugaan ku, bersabar saja aku mampu pada ketika itu.


I hope that having enough children is sufficient. I know they cannot afford it, but when someone asks about family planning, I answer that it is up to Allah to provide sustenance and we cannot refuse it. Sometimes it is scary to hear such an answer.


Tidak cukup dengan itu aku pernah beberapa kali hadapi kejadian hampir DINODA. Ya dengan sepupu aku sendiri.. Trauma itu masih aku rasa sampai sekarang ini dan aku tidak mampu memberitahu sesiapa kerana tiada yang akan percaya


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@zahirrrs Kimak ramai2 berani la sial


Who knows, we might one day go for coffee or tea at Sha Arlam.


wah next time the guys like v handsome sia


I often cry easily and my tears flow frequently, sometimes almost every early morning I wake up and remember my fate of being treated like this until now..


Aq paham apa yg hg rasa, rasa kdg2 tu diri x dihargai, rasa things that you do for people is not enough etc. Tpi jgn la nk fikir nk bunuh diri, klu x hg jdi mcm aq, setiap masa suicidal thoughts ada dlm kepala aq sampai jejas kehidupan


Pastu mak cakap kalau tak boleh buat tu takyah la buat berenti je. Tapi MASALAHNYA AKU TAK DAPAT NAK BUAT APA LANGSUNG ! Stuck. Jammed !


It's the saddest thing when we realize our left shortcomings but are unable to change because we are often too blinded. We end up missing out on many beautiful moments with our family, friends, teachers, and career.


J&T dgn Poslaju dua sama babi.....


terkandas di bahu jalan


Kasino dibuka, masjid ditutup. Inilah dia kerajaan melayu isle diterajui lobai serta diberkahi mopti. Bangga tak @dizek @dizekni


Only when he behaves like some stereotypical ah beng Asian (aka Uncle Roger) does he actually become humorous tbh


ni kisah orang kerja bank, kisah bila dia masuk kubur.  jangan ingat keje bank isle kau tak amal riba.  kat donia ni boleh la tonggang nama Islam


I can't stand being scolded by my parents every day. Maybe it's because they're tired of taking care of our elderly parents (and my siblings' careless attitudes), so they often misunderstand things and take their anger out on me.


During this Covid season, my illness is even worse. But people see me as normal. I always avoid crowded places.


When we fall in love with someone, what do we do? We will definitely stalk them. If we can stalk someone who may not be loyal to us, why would we leave Allah's love, which is faithful and will never leave us? Here are some tips on how to stalk:


Pada awalnya aku tak boleh terima, selalu aku jumpa dia minta dia maafkan aku dan terima aku semula. Aku bagitau semua kisah kami kat suami dia, aku pernah sentuh isteri dia, tapi dia tak menunjukkan reaksi marah/kecewa. suami dia buat report polis, membuatkan aku hanya tengok girlfriend aku dari jauh. Aku tahu ada yang kenal diri aku siapa, kerana kes aku ni agak heboh satu kejiranan.


It's always been like that. Even though I'm the only daughter, I never really got along with my mom. It's still the same until now. Sometimes I feel jealous when I see other people talking to their moms like they're talking to their boyfriends, but not me. So you can imagine how lonely my life was. My mom is a busy woman and she's very strict. She sees things in black and white. So we never really saw eye to eye.


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Kalau nak tunggu suami aku mohon, ibarat pahat dengan penukul, diketuk baru jalan. Tapi tulah, maybe Allah kata belum rezeki. So tak sangkut la. Puas jugak aku menangis, pilu, aku siap solat taubat. Mintak dipermudahkan rezeki kami suami isteri. Yelah, takde orang kawen untuk bercerai.


Terus bergegar jantung terima serangan kata kata macam bodoh, sial, anak haram. Sebab tu aku pun tidak boleh salahkan anak-anak muda yang sengaja tutup telinga dengan headphone sepanjang masa.


Jing Jack Jack Jing, the infidel refuses to accept the truth, turns out you're just a foolish human. If you're foolish, there's no cure for it.


Pernah adik beradik aku cuba rapatkan aku dengan kucing. Caranya? Mereka kejar aku sambil dukung kucing. Memang kejam. Aku jadi bertambah takut. Pernah juga kawan aku campakkan seekor kucing kepada aku. Menangis terus aku. Tapi,kucing tu cuma mengeoww je sambil pandang aku. Mungkin dia sendiri kesian dengan aku.


I've only been married for 5 years but it's been quite heartbreaking. Yes, my husband is not abusive, not the type to cheat or message other women, but I still don't feel happy.


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That's why we need to love ourselves. Being selfish is necessary for certain things. I write all of this for all the patients who keep updating about everything. Stop. It only worsens your condition. Stop expressing your pain on social media because it only harms you and is of no benefit to anyone. The best outlet is to express to the Almighty.


penah juga. my mum macam berat ati sgt nak bagi aku, akak aku n adik aku yg umur 5 thn pi bandar naek motor. tp ktorg degil. pi jugak~~my mum berat ati sgt2 nak benarkan tp tulah. kami keras kepale. last2 ape tau, kitorang accident. alhamdulillah sume slamat. just luke2 yg perlu dijahit jer la. huhuhuhu..tobat pastu dgr je cakap mak


Finished......, there's no one at my little brother's school, dad is at work, I only know the news like that, and my parents seem to be hiding something from me. It feels different, like a betrayal, when I was little, he stayed up all night to take care of me, but now that he's sick, I come back and he's not there. At that time, I couldn't take leave, so I had to wait until I could come back. Luckily, it was school holidays, and my cousin came to take care of my mom.


Anak aku pulak jadi mental, lepas dia kena maki dia akan kurung diri dalam bilik dan akan hantuk kepala dia ke dinding. Gedegung! Gedegung!


Woi pukimak planta kau fokus buat kerja ekonomi la sial


I feel very sad when I become like this. My self-confidence is very low. Sometimes when I work in a group, I become completely unconfident. I can't even speak in front of people.


Long live abah.... PRU 15. Abah remains in our hearts.


only PH is the best and suitable for the multi-racial people in Malaysia


Geng motor?

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Bersungguh2 nak cover rasuah sampai bunuh diriLebih kurang sama dengan cerita yang satu lagi terjun dari kondo


Isn't Rani and SRK the best couple?


Cuma anak sulung acu kerap buat perangai. Nangis susah nak pujuk. Mak ayah dah tak berapa sihat. Jadi terganggu dengan anak2 acu.


kalau 3d mmg 90% tu betul..lg 10% keajaiban tuhan  kalau 2d tu..hanya doktor2 betul2 pakar & berpengalaman jer..ada kes masa scan katanya boy..bila kuar girl..mgkn tali pusat kott kat tgh2,,,tu..apa2..pun sume tu..kejadian & keajaiban tuhan


But all Singaporean car plates are affected, as well as tour buses and cargo trucks that are also stuck behind the tolls.


Masuk je sekolah menengah biasa, perangai dia terus berubah. Aku rasa dia culture shock. Banyak benda berubah pada dia, contohnya dia dah start merokok, kurang ajar. Perkataan bangang, babi, sial dan segala jenis carutan keluar dari mulut dia sampaikan mak aku dah tak tahu nak buat apa. Aku yang akak dia ni langsug dia tak respect. Pernah satu hari tu masa bulan puasa aku bau rokok dekat badan dia. Aku pun apa lagi, aku marah tengking dia. Dia pulak mati2 tak mengaku. Cover belakang handphone dia tu memang bau rokok. Mana dia pegi dengan bau rokok tu? Aku paksa dia mengaku walau pun sebenarnya aku tak sure sebenarnya. Aku ambik buku kat tepi dia, aku hempuk muka dia sekali suruh dia mengaku. Sumpah aku tak expect yang dia akan lawan balik. Dia pegang kuat pergelangan tangan aku and cekik aku! Sial betul. Aku memang benci gila dengan dia sampai tahap tak mengaku adik kau tahu


ohhhh.. ok.. ye la kot. iols tersilap.. hihi sbb nama syarikat n butik d haja tu lebih kurg je b ..  Tudung tu hajaba mona din kan?


keknya doi dah off yaudah dadah


Aku akan doakan yang terbaik untuk kau, walaupun kadang-kadang rasa kau ni tak layak untuk didoakan. tapi siapalah aku nak hukum kau. Semoga allah jentik hati kau berubah. Amin.


Thank you to the admin who approved and to whoever read this story. I feel a bit relieved now that I have shared everything. I can't share it on Facebook because of my family, they will worry even more. I am sharing this just to prevent others from ending up like me. Please pray for me, so that the two people who owe me money can pay me back soon.


I can't imagine how it would be like if one of them is gone.. it must be really sad and unforgettable.. *remembering my lost cat..


Ayah ada keluarga angkat di pahang. Dari aku lahir tak pernah merasai beraya di hari raya pertama di kampung datuk dan nenek kandung aku sendiri. Tak pernah. Setiap tahun aku beraya di kampung atuk angkat iaitu keluarga angkat ayah aku di pahang tu. Pelik kan?


Power lh sial melaka lepas ni


Lahanatnyer statement, syok sendiri


- it's not near Munich


Reply 2# lennonmccartney, I advise you to control your sexual desires and follow the right path, as well as adhere to the teachings of religion and the practices of Prophet Muhammad S.A.W.


steadynya nenek ni..


Kenapa aku tak cari kerja baru, korang mesti terfikir. Okay, salah satu sebabnya ialah aku memang tak konfiden, LANGSUNG. aku mengaku kadang-kadang aku naik menyampah dengan diri sendiri sebab bila aku dapat offer inteview, mula la aku fikir macam-macam. Boleh ke aku jawab apa yang panel tanya nanti? Layak ke aku untuk job ni sebab pengalaman aku sikit je n takde kaitan sangat pun dengan bidang yang aku mohon? Kalau panel tanya teori yang aku pernah belajar tapi aku dah tak ingat n menggelabah nak jawab macam mana? Kalau dorg fikir aku ni bangang tak reti apa-apa macam mana? Kalau aku end up malukan diri sendiri sebab jawab merepek macam mana? Kalau dorang speaking in English n aku tak jawab lancar macm mana?


Typical Malay men. If they ask about a woman's bra size, it's allowed, but if a woman asks about their penis size, it's not allowed. They are judgmental.


After I came out of the toilet, there was a young boy. Bald. Naked. He was very dark-skinned. Around 2-3 years old. He followed me out of the toilet and asked me to bathe him. I was annoyed. I refused him.


Sedang aku dan beberapa guru serta pengawas sekolah sedang siapsiaga untuk mengadakan perhimpunan sekolah secara maya (dari pejabat sahaja), tiba-tiba datang Cikgu N, membawa seorang guru baharu masuk ke pejabat.


Yang kebumi tulisan orang melayu - UMNO  Yang kebumi Bahasa Melayu - UMNO  Yang kebumi keadilan bg org melayu - UMNO


stadium ffira mikah ka


kenapa hantu mat salleh lawo-lawo ..  mengapa pula hantu melayu hudoh-hudoh ..  matabelalang Post at 18-2-2010 14:38  teknologi botox dan suntikan kologen hantu omputeh belom smpai ke tanah melayu


I am the third child of my parents. My father passed away a long time ago, but he left a message to take care of my grandmother like how I take care of my mother. But, in times like this, I am becoming lazy. From being sincere, I have become insincere.


Susa T. 4 Artis Seksi Hollywood Yang Berani ... - melayuseksi.com


dio kalah sebab tentera dio nak naik muak ngan kematian melampau akibat kesejukkan di rusia..morale tentera dah zero beb


In short, there is another life (perhaps more enjoyable) besides family. And the husband asked the wife to quit? Not entirely of her own will. The wife's routine has completely changed, no more colorful work life, no more friends to chat with casually.. The husband asks the wife to 'sacrifice' for the family while he continues to have the opportunity to enjoy the outside world..


Zaman nabi s.a.w. UFO ni umat dok panggil ape ek?  apa ek????  orang JB ke? tapi betul juga masa zaman nabi tu tak ada pun pasal ufo..kalau ada tentu nabi dah bagitahu kan?


Dia ada rupe hollywood. Asian but a little bit of american. Tu yang film mau. Raja Ilya pon not bad sebenarnya tapi muslim kan. lagipon dpt tangkap jerung tayah keje maaa.


I always feel excited to call my dad, but when I dial the number, I remember that he's no longer here. Does that mean I haven't moved on? Once, I dreamt of going back home to see my dad and couldn't wait to do so. When I woke up, I still felt like finding my dad, but when I looked around... umm, I was in the dormitory, not like the situation in my dream. Only then did I realize that my dad had passed away and it was just a dream. *cries*


dahsyat fitnah akhir zaman ini. semoga DATUK SERI NAJIB RAZAK diberi perlundungan dan dijauhi daripada sebarang marabahaya


kes Tommy Thomas dan terowong senyap sahaja ?


Harey penat nak mati


Apa yang Yidin ceramah best sangat ? bulan lepas main perkauman malam ini kata dia tidak racist. gila ke apa abah ini


Buat saringan mengejut kat kakitangan penjara, confirm ramai yg sangkut


put him on a drip make sure he does not die and torture him jialat jialat everyday for years


aaron aziz???? astaghfirullah al azim.. kah kah kah.. jangan maraaaaaaaaaaa


I disagree. This is embarrassing for Islam. If there is a need to investigate, shouldn't it be done after the wedding ceremony or before? It's not appropriate to disrupt the ceremony... what is this? It's like there are terrorists.


This is the article that I can't comprehend. It is clear that the husband is not fulfilling his responsibilities. No news. Does it mean he doesn't provide financial support, neglects the well-being of his wife and children? And yet, he expects to be treated like a king? Please mature.


Dia pernah baling bongkah ais seberat 1kg ke arahku dan hampir-hampir mengenai tubuhku. Banyak kali jugak dia ugut nak tetak aku dengan parang. Aku tak tahu apa salah aku. Aku ni jenis budak pendiam. Tak berkawan dengan sape2 dan dok terperap di dalam rumah.


Have you grown up at home? What about your mother? Is she a servant? Even your husband's needs are taken care of by your mother?!


The grade of HEPA lor


Choosing a practitioner of sodomy as a leader is clearly seeking a way to sever ties with Allah Ta'ala.


Hahaha..this dog is strong, luckily I didn't get trapped by the 'aging face' app.


Rasa macam nak mati tapi nak hidup lagi hm


pegang anjing babi tak berdosa pegang anak dara orang berdosa ustaz kazims


apo la somi macam tu.ni jenis takmo isteri lebih dari dia la tu..jumud sungguh  patut isteri nak g higher learning, somi tu bagila kata kata peransang.. dan nasihat iteri jangan lupe diri..


I am really disappointed. People say it's not good to be angry and hold grudges, and to forgive in order to have peace of mind. But in my case, I am not at peace, I am already in a state of depression. I have prayed and recited the Quran, but the feeling of anger still burns within me. I know my father is also depressed.


Mertua aku releks macam takde pape dan siap leh makan kat dapur. Aku ni lalu je muntah. Suami aku pon tak jejak dapur dia pon tak lalu. Dia pulak dah bape hari demam balik kerja tak larat nak rehat n tidur. Sebelum ni dia la cuci kalau kucing buat onar.


tibe tibe aku touching bile tgk gambo ni  bayangkan kalo anak kite sebesar tu hidup dlm ketidak sempurnaan..mane susunye, mane pampesnye, mane bajunye, mane mandiannye, mane alat mainannye, mane senyuman kite sebagai mak bapak..mak bapak tak dapat nak bagi senyuman sbb terlalu memikirkn nasib dan mase depan..


actually i terfikir pasal soalan ni masa terdengar lagu yang sedap bunyi nya mendayu2.. bila tengok lirik.. aiyooo, pasal tak move on rupanya.. tp sedih, i cuba menyelami lagu tu..


Originally posted by mala0n at 10-3-2009 08:23  ha ah  kata suami tak mampu nafkah zahir..tapi nak nikah lagi satu pulak  fenin la fenin  takyah ler fening..  zaman skrg nie..  ~ perempuan lagi educated dari lelaki  ~ perempuan lagi cash flow tinggi (kecairan tunai tinggi) dari lelaki  ~ perempuan ada savings lagi..ada umah lagi..ada kete lagi..  cuma, perempuan takder LAKI ajek.  so..  lelaki yg tak mampu nafkah zahir takper..janji dia mampun nafkah batin ajek..itu pun sudah cukup laku di pasaran tempatan..


Tahniah..nampak sepadan..moga kekal hingga ke jannah. Amin!


They are actually quite big.. but they don't really look like Michael Jackson.. because MJ was originally dark-skinned.. their skin is mixed black and white.. because of their parents.. they are also cute.. huh.. they don't resemble MJ at all.. not really handsome either.. bro ijad is even more handsome.


Aku cuma jarang la makan tengahari dengan dia sebab dia pun selalu dengan geng perempuan lain. Tapi bila terjumpa sekali masa lunch tu, joined jela sembang2. Ada sekali tu aku gurau, aku kata la "asal kau muka pucat je, kau tak reti nak mekap ke bagi lawa sikit?" lebih kurang macam tu aku cakap. Aku tak serius pun, aku rasa aku bergurau dan sebab kebodohan tu aku tak sedar aku dah buat dia kecil hati.


Menjerit bila tibanya malam, ubat penenang hanya boleh diberi selepas tengah malam, menjeritlah Aisya sekuatnya, takutnya Aisya tidak terluah, suara tiada lagi yang tertinggal, ketika dipasung, lagikan mereka datang merenungkan Aisya, duduk disebelah Aisya.


i rasa sebab agama dan racist issues. nanti tanya tudung mana la . ketat la etc etc  orang yang hir ..  iols kenal sorang minah nih.. habaq dia model tapi dia kecik itam jahh.. iols mula2 ingatkan model tangan ke hapa.. rupanya model tudung.. tak tau la model utk tudung mana.. so takde la isu rasis agama ka hapa.. cuma persepsi sesetengah org, kalau pakai model kaler cerah nih senang nak pomot kat org ramai.. nak wat camne.. ni la persepsi masyarakat, putih itu suci dan menawan.. hat gelap itu jahat.. giteww..  baidewei.. hang ni laki yach?  iklan tuh psl apa? iols tak paham tersirat2 nih..


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Can? Malaysians are so ignorant, they can't even read Malay subtitles.. maybe they want to cater to the Indonesians.. preserving the dignity of their language.. Indonesians even dub Hindi movies into their language.


ew plastic bag got kena esd damaged


#UNOFORPASIRSALA
K


Don't think that just because you wear a long veil, you're so pure! As if I don't cover my aurah!


impossible hotdog means no meat wan


Harap penang tak tuntut bayaran 50juta pula sebab bantuan itu, maklumlah cino Dapig kan..kan ..


Mengenai jodoh pula, ada saya cuba berkenalan dengan beberapa lelaki tapi gagal. Saya sentiasa rasa mereka layak dapat yang lebih baik.


In short, my husband only practices Islam in front of others, but in reality, he doesn't really pray or fast at home. Perhaps it's just because he's shy and wants to save face.


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9k alhamdulillah


Once upon a time, my child was given syrup water in front of me. My husband and I just stared at each other because at that time D just wanted to reprimand us, and we just kept quiet.


Seems like nonsense but apparently the higher the education level of women, the fewer men can be found because most of those who pursue master's/PhD already have a fiancé/wife and secondly, men are afraid of women who are more educated.


i wont bite you lah


As a result, I feel very tired both physically and mentally. Within just a month or two of working at this clinic, 10 clinic staff have already quit. The reason? Perhaps readers already understand what the cause is.


> Muhamad Ismail then showed her part of a plastic dummy nunchaku in his pocket, and told her to sit down or he would cut her.


Because it is already written in fate that he is destined to be with her, even if he desires wealth or material possessions, even if he desires love. But if Allah has decreed that they are not meant to be, then they will not get married. It is crowded with people who are celebrities or...


yg bideo main sabun tu ka? iolls tak kenal abg qiqi ne.. kalau yg main sabun tu abg dia, kelihatan helok iya.. i bet utk tontonan cikki sangap jua.. gayah gayah nan hado mereput la..


Tima kasih banyak-banyak Kak Melur:tq::love:girl dah teruja nak buat sendiri ni.:clap:


"Israel ada hak untuk mempertahankan dirinya ketika ratusan roket (Palestine) menyerang kawasan mereka" - Joe Biden.

Naik tangga elok elok dulu pls. https://t.co/PHU2c2kBjM


{:4_181:}  akhirnya ad gak thread Prince malik..


I am just trying my best as a wife... please pray for me to have children... pray for me to be strong and patient... pray for me to attain heaven and Allah's blessings


apa nak jadi dgn dunia sekarang..pompuan yang tak pakai tudung dengan bangga berkata dia tak penah buat jahat, tak de lak melacur, tak de buat maksiat bahkan solat tak tinggal..tau tak semua kaum wanita bila aurat tak tutup solat tu sia2 saja..dah tertulis tutup aurat tu wajib, tak perlulah nak cakap atau nak bantah..ni dah memang hukum agama..sama-samalah kita kembali kepangkal jalan


This was supposed to be the happiest time of my life. I can't stop crying.This is a garbled mess. I'm sorry.

I am getting married next month. I have found my true counterpart, my puzzle piece, my true soul mate in every form of the word. He's perfect and our relationship - thus far, two years - has been perfect. He's never made me feel sad, annoyed, or angry. We have never fought. We never even disagree over anything meaningful. He treats me with respect every second of every day and I am truly blessed to be marrying him. I am thankful everyday.

I wish we would have just disappeared and gotten married on our own because planning a wedding has made me feel more alone, unloved and uncared for by the rest of the people in my life. Fiancé is my rock. He's there every step of the way in all the planning (whereas even the bridesmaids are not). He is the only exception to all this whining.

First of all, almost none of my family is coming. Even with a year's notice they can't be bothered to take time off of work, travel (one state's distance) and be there for me. I can't say that wasn't expected - my family has always been like that - but it still hurts.

Secondly, my coworker picked the same wedding date as us (knowing full well that it was ours) and despite me sending out save the dates and invitations out way before her, our other coworkers are choosing to attend her wedding over mine. Which, of course, wouldn't hurt so much if I had family and friends... But really, work folks were a big part of my life.

Which brings me to number three. I invited a lot of people I thought were my friends. They are the ones marking "decline." Fiancé's  whole family is coming. Tons of his friends. It feels more like his party than mine, and I am but simply a guest. We split the invite list nearly evenly (total of 150) but I don't have very much support from "my" side. Whenever i express this to anyone (other than fiancé, who is always comforting), they push my feelings off with that sentimental garbage of "but it's not about you anymore it's you as a COUPLE. his family and friends count you aren't separate anymore!"

I want people to come for me, independent of who I was marrying.  If that makes sense.

I ask for help from friends and family - time, assistance, not money - and am turned down.

I dream of having a big wedding filled with loved ones but I realize my family doesn't care. I'm not important enough to win over coworkers. Friends don't care. I feel like I am going to feel like a guest at my own wedding. It's so petty but I am so envious of people who just have people SHOW UP. I wish I knew what was wrong with me. What about me makes me unlikeable? I just wish I knew. I'd fix it.

I don't belong here. I don't belong anywhere.

And I feel so awful for my fiancé dealing with my sadness. His heart breaks for me. He has even commented about terrible people have been to me.

We should have just ran away together. You can't make people care about you.


Yes, of course. We have known and understood it for a long time, Nazim!


I may not be able to come to the meeting with the couple tomorrow to discuss the shoot in the afternoon.


That's racist


Hey Luar, why is he acting like a gangster? Come on, let's go! My younger sibling just insulted religion by wearing a headscarf at Zouk, but they're not saying a word. It's like a crab teaching its child to walk.


> An extensive manhunt was mounted for the alleged assailants.


hulu banat sangat ke tempat outstation laki awak?  dia mesti bagitau ke mana kan..  follow la seny ..  takde la hulu banat sgt..hulu semenanjung malaysia je..company mmg provide hotel


"Mereka tabur racun di udara menggunakan cecair." Tgk gambar2 penuh asap kapal terbang. Adoih.


So, there are also many men who want women who have beauty and wealth. Like in Malay dramas. They want someone who is beautiful and flawless. Then they want a woman who is good at managing the house. And they want the dowry to be as cheap as possible, if possible, to get married for free. Let's be realistic.


Jadi PM 30ringit boleh lah


Sepasang adam dan hawa keluar dari tempat persembunyian; meninggalkan kamar untuk segera menuju ruang makan. Jos https://t.co/0t14FZmrkR


What's strange is that they always play when my child is about to sleep. My child is the type who has trouble falling asleep and easily wakes up. If he hears noise in the house, he'll cling to me even more.


Orang kampung pun bagi tau, tak boleh biarkan darah sembelihan begitu saja, takut ada yang datang dari gunung sebelah (saya masih tak faham lagi waktu ni).


rem my cousin tat kena bike accident


To all lovely ladies out there, please take note: "What goes around comes around" and I believe that Allah's retribution will come at the right time, only the speed of it is uncertain! Retribution has no deadline. Always remember not to be too kind or trust your friends too much, sometimes even good friends can stab you in the back. Stay away from married men or those who have the intention of listening to your marital problems, as this will give room for a third party to interfere.


B continued to live as usual. Have I ever asked if you want to find a replacement? He just smiled and answered, 'My heart doesn't know how to love anymore. Pray for me when the time comes.' This is the only answer I noticed when people asked him 'when?' whether on Facebook, Instagram, or at events.


Learn to open up


niat main game nak release tension ni tambah tension siall


Uploaded with ImageShack.us, she looks like a Chinese maid, right? Mark is also casual. They are suitable, aren't they?


How do I connect a USB device in Windows 98? I have to be patient and install the driver first..hehe


ada gak pengalaman..bukan kena kat aku..kat orang yang rapat dengan aku..masa couple dia tak perasan semua ni..bila dah kawin baru noted..orang mcm ni bila dia fikir sesuatu (andaian dia jer sebenarnya)..dia akan berpegang pada benda tu dan yakin benda tu betul..tu yang ada pikir isteri curang ler apa ler sedangkan takde apa pun


I don't want to dwell on what my husband has sacrificed for his family (he has done too much), but what I see is that I feel sorry for my husband. He works 14 hours a day. I know his health, whether he is well or sick. What his family knows is that if there is a financial problem, my husband has to help. Otherwise, he will be labeled as a 'disobedient child'. My husband is caught between his commitment to his family and his wife.


Masa kena pijak tu jiran tengok je ke tak tolong dia ke? Jiran pun takut juga kot  Saya pun takkan masuk campo kakkkkkk  Buatnya kita yang dipukol ka diparanggggg kaaaaa  Call polisss boleh laaaa  (Though saya pernah jerit maki budak umo 20an mabok di luar rumah yang nak cekik kawan dia di mana saya maki2 soh dia balik rumah sambil acah2 call pulis (memang dah call pun) tapi saya tengok orang juga. )


She is non-Muslim, but Muslims should treat her kindly. Oh my, netizens!


The atmosphere cannot really be compared.


Kepentingan saya sebagai seorang menantu di ke tepikan demi memenuhi kehendak keluarga suami. Sedangkan, sepanjang tahun saya mengikut gerak geri gaya keluarga suami.


Dira  Apalah ko harapkan sgt si mangkuk tu??? sedangkan masa bini no. 1 mengandung, dia menikah dgn ko..ko jgn terlalu berharap ler blh memanja dgn jantan mcm ni..  Sok2 ko kat dlm labour room, mana tau dia jabat tangan tok kadhi utk kali ke 3


Khen sis? Pelik akak tiba2 jadi kecoh akan hal ni sis. Macam sebelum ni semua orang buat dosa pula ..  Iols bila dtg je bulan ramadhan selalu teringat pasal msg yg prnh viral suatu ketika dulu pasal pahala2 yg dpt kalau solat sunat terawih. Paling tak blh blah ada yg tak prnh solat wajib 5 waktu, tp rajin solat sunat terawih sb katanya boleh cover dh solat wajib tu..  Bila setat setajah duk tekankan amalan2 sunat ni ada la golongan yg akn jadikan benda tu semua wajib. Bila nmpk je org yg langgar terus mengumpat kata tak tau agama.


when i tendered my resignation the first thing my hr said is jialat


Post last edited by bubpallo on 13th May 2010 at 10:20. Mistake in posting.


Bayangkan, aku hidup dalam ketakutan di rumah. Tahu je dia balik, terus berdesup aku masuk bilik. Selagi boleh elak, aku akan elak. Ya.


But I was wrong. He started to ignore me even more. My life was just work, home, and my room. My mother-in-law controlled my life. Every day when I came home from work, she would call me and ask where I was if I was a little late. And my mother-in-law started to dislike me going back to my parents' house. She said I was her son's wife and now I belonged to her. Not to my parents anymore. My life was lonely. Very! I had no life with my husband, every day he would use work as an excuse. So, he had no time for me at all.


Meletakkan anak kepada pengasuh sudah satu cabaran besar buat saya dan anak. Selama setahun dia bersama saya 24jam,tiba-tiba dipisahkan, memang banyaklah drama anak dara saya. Umur setahun dah pandai kenal orang, dah banyak akal. Alhamdulillah, saya diberi rezeki pengasuh anak yang baik, sanggup melayan karenah anak yang manja dan selalu menangis. Saya berdoa agar pengasuh saya dapat terus bersabar dan bertahan dengan anak saya. InsyaAllah. Walaupun saya sendiri kadang-kadang sedih, namun saya redha dan bersabar. Saya pujuk hati saya, ini demi anak saya juga, demi masa depan dia. Saya kena bersabar dan bertahan. Saya doakan dia akan faham kenapa dia perlu dihantar dengan pengasuh.


So confuse and i cant scream for helpIm thinking at least one time perday about kill myself or make a killing spree on my town. I mean, i cant be sure about my future acts. The only thing that stops me is reflexing about the damage that i could do to my family. I want to everyone forget me and break the chains that keep me prisoned to them. I dont know how to explain it so well. Sometimes i feel like im a fucking psychopath, sometimes i feel like i've been acting since i was 9 about my thinks... Sorry for my english...


Menikmati Perisik fuck lucah, Perisik lucah


Payu dara yang bersusu Dewasa Video-video Dan Seks Adegan ... - Yah, tidak ada omong kosong!


Sekarang semangat aku betul2 dah hilang disebabkan cemburu. Aku terfikir untuk ke tempat lain tapi sebab aku hanya ada experience untuk jawatan non executive, support staff je, jika ke tempat lain pun aku ibarat fresh graduate untuk jawatan executive.


Tengok dia masak2 dalam rancangan apa ntah masa bulan puasa pun meluat aih.. Macam dia terpaling Te ..  Membebel2 suara nyaring dgn lidah pendek tu kan. Bukan aku kutuk kejadian tuhanlah. Astaghfirullahalazim.


Every time I remember, it hurts but I can't get him out of my mind and heart. I know I'm wrong for thinking about someone else's husband but I've never done anything that crosses the line.


Tapi bab mak aku ni aku sangat sakit aku memang tak boleh bersabar dengan dia.... Dia sangat menguji iman aku, mulut aku sangat biadap bila behadapan dengan dia... Sebab dia suka provoke...


actually they want call halimah go but navy ownself pantang with malays


Dm harga tetek. Nk besar jugak


Saya rasa kita yang mencorakkan pemikiran kita tak kira walau apa pun yang mendatang di fikiran kita. Kalau kita ambil sebagai positif, maka ia akan menjadi positif dan sebalikknya. Setiap kali saya membaca post yang kurang enak seperti tuan post diuji dengan ujian yang sangat berat, saya cuma beristigfar dan mendoakan agar kehidupan tuan post agar lebih baik dan bahagia di masa mendatang walaupun saya tidak mengenali tuan post tersebut tetapi saya ambil kisah dia sebagai salah satu pengalaman & pengajaran untuk kehidupan saya. Lagipun mendoakan seseorang muslim adalah lebih baik daripada mengecam dia kan?


Saya akan menjadi sangat tertekan dan mula murung dan self harm. Kami sekarang sedang cari masa yang sesuai dah orang yang sesuai untuk sesi counseling saya.


Hari ini selepas sahaja exam , aku sujud pada tuhan , aku menengadah dan bersyukur aku masih hidup.aku telah khilafkan diriku sendiri atas apa-apa yg menimpa aku semalamnya.


You claim that you are not xenophobic, yet you want to disregard my arguments simply because I am Sikh?


hehe TT no longer has any advantages..because everything is conquered by girls/wife, right..haha..but it's okay, because in our culture.. Hek eleh..we can pee standing up..can girls????


Tan daripada seks video-video yang ...


You think 95% of singapoeans are xenophobes? Sorry you are the minority.


Isa Yaman, when did I become a supporter of PAS? Don't do God's work, you won't be able to. Poor you.


zehra2 replied at 1-8-2021 03:29 PM  tu ler.. tahun 2018 sepupu pinjam 30k..byr 17k.. wlupun dia dpt keluarkan epf nya 34k.  melayu gitu  ..  Sepupu macam tu elok jumpa delta je baru padan muka. Sama la macam sepupu kupu2 aku jugak.


I was taught strictly since I was young. My mother was very strict. That's why I didn't go out much and until now I'm not good at making friends (just like her). Even though I'm grown up now and she doesn't mind me having friends because she knows I can take care of myself. My face also naturally looks strict since I was young. But I'm not mean. That's why people around me don't want to be friends with me because they think I like to get angry at people. The important thing is I know I'm a good person.


Cakap2 sampah. Sp nak layan.skrg ko pg setel kes ko dkt mahkamah dulu.  Mcm style anwar la. Org tny liwat ke x? Dia pg swing ckp serangan peribadi bkn cr kita.  Org tny liwat ke x dia pg jwb lain


Dengan musim penyakit ni aku makin risau takut tak sempat nak ajar dia mengaji. Ajal maut tu bukan kita tahu bila nak datang jemput.


ish..kalo hasben aku buat 1 dr 7 pun aku rasa syukur..eheheh..tapi aku just mintak hasben a shoulder to cry on and listen to my nonsense talking bila bersama. itu jerk..  p/s, tapi bonus bila hasben kasik duit!!!yay!!!!


Dayang Nurfaizah pon bukan lawa sangat sometime Nampak sangat macam orang asli atau pribumi serawak tapi ok je..boleh Berjaya pon.


The brand is terrible.


4. WASH TOILET IN THE MIDDLE OF THE BLIND NIGHT. I once read somewhere that if you want to discipline yourself, wash the toilet. So I washed the toilet. But I swear I was so happy to wash the toilet because I like it? I just splashed water. Every night I try to wash the toilet. But I'm not getting any thinner. Hahaha. You intend to wash the toilet to maintain cleanliness, InshaAllah Allah will reward you for that.


By the way, kaum lelaki jangan anggap isteri yang bakal kamu nikahi itu orang gaji. Bila isteri tidak tahu, didik nasihat bukan dicemuh


Sedih apabila terdapat ibu bapa yang sudahlah tidak mendidik anak dengan ilmu agama, malah berbangga menyatakan diri mereka golongan liberal yang lebih berilmu membawa doktrin-doktrin bahawa islam kini adalah satu agama yang perlu dipersoal.


Buat sedap2 je bolela


I have to work a full shift at least once a week, from 8am until 12am. That's over 16 hours of work. And there was one day where I worked for 18 hours straight.


At that time, I used to skip classes a lot. I almost got barred from a few subjects. I just didn't have the motivation to study anymore. I only thought about getting away/escaping from them. At the same time, I was disappointed because I couldn't be strong and do my best for my dreams and aspirations. During the semester break, the results came out. I failed 3 subjects. Only Allah knows how I felt at that time.


I have watched a few minutes on different days, but I still find that the actors and actresses in the show are overacting.


I'm serious, I don't care if they don't help or anything because I feel like I'm wasting my time doing this. But the problem is, how long do they want to be like this?


takkan 3 je kategori cinta?..  n chinta tak rasa chinta jenis ketiga tu cinta datang dari Allah..mcm belum cukup kriteria..  maaf ye TT..ni pendapat chinta la..


aiya mhc from last time rabak ah


Dia treat me until I finish studying. Because I studied in a different place before, so when I came back home, I didn't continue the treatment. The anxiety is still within me, and I still can't control myself. Trying to be positive doesn't work anymore. I pretend to ignore my feelings when I feel overwhelmed. I still have trouble sleeping at night. When panic attacks come, I feel like my head is going to explode with the pounding in my head. Sometimes my echo thoughts are so loud that it scares me. It's tiring to think about so many things. Huhu.


Sambil jirus air dan gosok badan mak dengan sabun aku terfikir jangan2 ni kali pertama dan terakhir permintaan mak. Mujur tak tumpah air mata. Siap2kan mak, nak angkat dengan anak sedara ke kereta.


Hai. Nama aku Mel. Aku nak share tentang pengalaman aku kene tipu pasal sewa bilik.. Kisahnya bermula begini. Masa tu aku baru lepas habis belajar dan ditawarkan bekerja di KL. Aku takde sedara mara nak tumpang dkt KL ni. So aku decide bukak website ibilik untuk cari bilik sewa. Lepas tu aku terjumpa la iklan bilik sewa ni. Lokasi dekat dgn tmpt kerja aku. So aku pn terus pm org tu utk tanya details. Korang bayangkan laa masa tu aku first time nak sewa bilik. Aku akui mmg salah aku.. Noob gila masa tu. Patut nye aku pergi tgk rumah tu dulu.. Dah tau kewujudan segala bagai baru la decide utk setuju kan. Tapi disebabkan aku time tu terdesak sgt nak cari bilik sewa. Aku terus bank in duit deposit dkt org tu.


tp sy mgkin kena ganguan di dalam bas. tapi mcm mana mereka yg kena gangguan di dalam pejabat atau ..  aq pernah kene di pejabat. aq terperanjat dan jerit kuat2.. terus blah org tu.  buat aduan ke boss terus lepas tu. xtunggu dah


bukan mau provoke tapi kamurang perasaan ka ketua menteri kita bukan orang sabah.. orang pakistan.. kebanyakan ahli keluarganya memegang jawatan tinggi di sabah.. saya tau ini adalah  isu sensitif tapi kenapa bukan orang tempatan yang jadi ketua menteri.. ????..


While she was wrapping the nasi lemak, a young man arrived, judging by his clothing, he worked at the nearby mamak restaurant. He had a slightly handsome face, resembling the actor Amir Khan. He ordered a regular pack of nasi lemak. They both started chatting, quite friendly, perhaps they were acquaintances or regular customers. From the young woman's demeanor, it seemed like she had feelings for the Indian actor. I just observed their friendly behavior.


pompuan melayu standard la..laki kene mat salleh


bab bola tak boleh nak kata apa tetapi bab-bab kebajikan rakyat serta kerja berkaitan dalam negeri kedah memang MB paling tip TOPP


I love how the atheists are all 'HAHAHAHA YOUR BABYS DEAD  HAHAHAHAHAHAHA LOLWUT?! LMFAO LOL LOOK AT THE DEAD BABY HAHAHAHA LETS GO KILL MORE BABIES BY ABORTION YAY!!! LETS RIP OUT ITS EYES AND FUCK THE ITS BRAIN!! YAY!! WE HATE LIFE LOL YAY!!!!!'.

Fucking gay atheist trash.  How can you hate life?


Ya Allah, bukankah anak itu amanah dari Dia, sempurna walau apapun rupanya. Biarlah dia dengan egonya, aku masih lagi skeptikal. Aku tak boleh terima jika anakku pula dihina. Apatah lagi suamiku, boleh bertukar hijau dia


This child of the religious scholar is so mischievous. Sometimes I don't understand the reason for DEK to develop their talent. If only I could see.


Why is there a struggle to raise rights that are against Shariah in the name of individuality - let the individual bear the sin, in which the implications of such actions have claims to the objectives, but for example, the implications of sexual orientation that want to be made as a personal identity that is fought for, while the objectives to protect the interests of universal rights of the majority are neglected, and when it comes to punishment for sins - oh, that's individual rights... it seems as if it is selective here.


Perkara buruk lain mula terjadi. Saya mula memakan makanan yang syubhah yakni diragui ke-halal-annya dan akhirnya mula memakan makan yang haram. Tapi saya tidak memakan khinzir. Haha, kalau ikutkan sama je sebab memakan benda yang haram.


Cerita Hot Melayu: Seks ganas isteriku bahagian 1 -cerita ...


anyway i doubt the average briton cares when the convicted person here is asian not ang moh


Saat dibuka penutup keranda itu, semerbak bau kapur barus dan daun pandan memenuhi ruang. Terdapat sekujur tubuh yang dibalut dengan kain putih di dalamnya. Tok Awang selamba sahaja membuka kain yang menutupi wajah mayat itu.


I don't hate my ex, but give me space to heal and forget the past. Maybe to all of you this is a trivial matter, but the inner strength and challenges we face are different.


I get stressed when I have to do everything myself, like I'm getting married to myself. At one point, she even called me a 'slut'. When I expressed my desire to break off the engagement, my family disagreed and feared the shame. I had no choice but to continue with the wedding. Until one point, when it was time to get married, she was surprised to see me change my mind. She begged me to reconsider, but I hesitated to continue the marriage. However, I failed... I got married anyway to save my family from embarrassment if the wedding was cancelled.


Iyolaah.. who is the most irresponsible one.. I'm getting annoyed with this person. There are so many women like her, thinking that spreading their legs after a fight can fix everything.. haiyaa


No, I don't like Daniel Wellington.


When this happened, my siblings and I grew up to be easily stressed and easily angered. Imagine being constantly bullied and attacked. I myself grew up to be a man with no self-confidence. Luckily, Allah gave me the opportunity to become an excellent student and enter a boarding school. I learned to be confident and independent.


hahaha..cerita pasal bodoh sombong  tapi akhirnya kembali balik seperti menjilat tahik dan ludah sendiri  ingt lagi seekor manusia jahil dan mengaji dgn bisikan setan mendakwa dgn bodoh sombong  dimana dia tidak akan lagi berforum  padahal panas hati dan merajuk kerana kalah tak reti nak menjawab komentar..hahaha  manusia ni selagi xde guru mursid dan sanad wasilah, cara dia mengaji adalah dgn bisikan setan  itulah fakta..


Pasal kisah silam kau, seriously aku tak tahu menahu. Tapi kalau aku tahu pun aku tak kecoh kat orang or judge kau. Siapa lah aku nak judge kau. Manusia mana yg sempurna. Aku ada kawan yg ada masalah lagi besar dari kau, tapi sampai sekarang aku kawan dengan dia. Tak pernah pun aku sisihkan dia. Pasal saka, aku ada nampak tanda2 orang yg ada saka tu memag ada pada kau. Aku harap sangat kau tak berhenti berubat.


Bos aku pun dengan selamber je cakap "aku tahu lah, dia tu aku tak pernah nampak dekat surau, sembahyang jumaat apa lagi bla bla bla" terus aku sambung kerja aku.


But my dream of having my father present at my wedding was not fulfilled. My father passed away a few months after we got engaged. And he had told my future husband at the time, PLEASE TAKE CARE OF ME WELL.


Sebab bagi saya syurga seorang anak hanya pada ibu nya. Untuk mengelak suami menjadi anak derhaka saya korban bahagia saya dan anak anak saya untuk mereka.


I can't stand staying at home anymore. Being called useless and being called derogatory names. Honestly, what I'm typing here has been cleaned up. If I were to write exactly what they said, the admin would delete it. Sometimes I miss them even though I want to be far away from them. When I think back, it makes me sad. I was never good enough for them.


Alhamdulillah, dapat sambutan hangat kat board oversea nie  Saya tak faham kenapa bila saya bukak thread nie kat lain  Macam2 orang kata, siap marah2 & panggil saya bodo dogo lah just because I opened this thread kat a few board  Itu blom campur yang merendah2kan usaha nk tutup lampu sejam nie  Tapi takpelaaa..niat saya pon just nak share the cerita dengan sape2 yang tatau


aku masa pregnant 8 bulan baby melintang gak..lepas tu mak aku suruh minum air kelapa muda bagi baby tu bergerak aktif dan dia akan pusing..alhamdulillah masuk 9 bulan dah ada dalam kedudukan yg betul. cuba la minum air kelapa muda..lagi satu kulit kepala baby tak berkerak


Riak ni benda kita nak tunjuk kat orang lain.. Dalam kes ni dia takde nak tunjuk kat sape2 pun, dia cuma nak suami sedar tanggungjawab suami pada Allah...


I've never liked Caprice from the beginning. Trying to act like Kendrick Lamar/Eminem too much. You only grew up for a short while. Acting like you're experiencing a culture shock all the time.


RESTU dari Parents sangat penting, dan yang paling penting sekali, suami jaga SOLAT 5 waktu dan tahu erti TANGGUNG JAWAB as a husband. Benar kata Pro Dr Muhaya "Wanita yang paling malang adalah Wanita yang tersalah pilih suami". Aku lah Wanita yang malang tu. Oleh itu berpada-padalah apabila menyayangi seseorang. Boleh jadi kita sayang sesuatu namun ia buruk buat kita, boleh jadi kita benci sesuatu namun ia baik buat kita. Terima kasih sudi membaca..


Bila aku nampak benda ni, aku pun rasa seronok la nak pegang. Macam alat power rangers kot. Aku rampas dari adik aku, then aku buka sarung kerambit tu. Masa ni adik aku dah nangis pi cari bapak aku. Masa aku buka sarung kerambit ni, macam ada rasa


Aku bukan apa, aku terasa macam hidup tak berkat, duit cepat habis, selalu kegagalan dalam hidup sebab solat subuh selalu terlepas. Hampir setiap hari pulak tu.


Feeling nauseous.. And I'm fasting..


doa2 ni dan lain2 lg mmg berkesan. sebab  amalan pemukau? contohnye tengok mata mangsa? pegang tangan mangsa? hanya sebagai amalan untuk menyuruh jin memukau. sekiranye pemukau tak buat amalan tu? jin noty ni takkan pukau mangsanye.. jd bila di baca ayat suci al quran?  jin noty ni tak mampu nak pukau dengan izin ALLAH..  kalau pukau guna asap rokok tu? ada bahan kimia dalam asap rokok. sebab masa adam kt muadzam shah. ada satu bank, staf dia kena pukau dengan asap rokok.. perokok tu simpan asap dalam mulut dan hembus pada staf.. kalau mcm tu belajar lah KIMIA cara nak elakkan bahan kimia dari kena pukau. adam tak pandai kimia.. jd tak tahu nak komen bahan2 utk buat pukau


https://images.app.goo.gl/AGpjjSMtuBEmMURC9  Check in ready dpan tv tgu tingtong smbil tgu updet konset..konon nk cuba gif..x taw jadi ka x


My condolences. This song is the best.


some people choose to be stupid on socmed


Lepas 12 hari baru nak datang tu pun lepas kena makin hamun + kena dengan penang, butoh anjing


Anjing kusut skali
Tapi nda tau harus gimanee, udah nda ade tmpt buat di tuju, nda ade yg bise dipercaya,
Sial!!!


Hadoiii..lepas abih kontrak,dok rumah diam2..jaga ank jaga laki jaga rumahtangga..  biar si Aeril neh yg brkerja cari duit..da ssh sgt smpai mnyusahkan org lain..  ok jgk DT neh bagi peluang..ceitttt


If they give me straw, I use it.


Have you ever seen an interview where she said she's not interested in studying? She just wants to focus on becoming a celebrity. She thinks being a celebrity is more profitable. It's a waste of time and money to study and end up working as a cashier with the degrees and diplomas she has. With a monthly salary of RM1200, what can she afford to buy? Her entire salary is spent on various expenses within a week. She should strive to be like our successful artists who can buy houses worth hundreds of thousands at a young age. Some even buy a Vellfire for their parents at the age of 12.


Doakan aku, tak mati sesat. Aku rasa aku dah cukup sesat sekarang ni. Mana tahu ada doa orang soleh kat sini makbul, tetibe datang manusia baik2 nak keluarkan aku elok2 dari kehidupan toksik ni. Doakanlah ye..


Nigga once I fuckin told my pops that our pig shitted on the lawn but he didn't fuckin believe my shit so I told him to sit the fuck down since he was fuckin annoying and he shot in the fuckin leg. Gay ass nigga.

EDIT: He told me to "not fuck around like that lil-nigga" like the fuck? Damn.


biarlah dia .. bukan dia org korea pun  tu pun nak sentap2 mcm ponen!!!!!!


Aku pening baca gambar tak Sama description  Kemalangan berlaku Di susur flyover ke permas jaya dari EDL.  Mangsa jatuh dari flyover ke permas jaya ke atas EDL (EDL itself is elevated).  Ground level yg nampak rumah Tu tmn sentosa.  Reporter: buat keje elok2 la sikit woi.  Innallilahiwainnailaihirojioun Dan takziah buat keluarga.


One of the women commented (I copied and pasted it exactly): "If you become a doctor but think about not being able to take leave, it's better for you not to become a doctor and become a chef instead. Or a masseuse? It's easy to think about things being easy, but not about responsibilities."


Reply 5# sonsinsun  -best sbb ade period- diberi priority 'ladies first'  -klau dating laki support(unless die seorg yg kedekut)


Tapi itulah, ramai dari kita anggap kalau orang lain racist jadi apa salahnya kita racist balik. Sebab itu jadinya pergaduhan hal perkauman. Sebenarnya isu ni bukan dekat negara kita sahaja negara maju lain pun sama.


My girlfriend wants to kill herself and I'm trying my bestI feel like I need to find help somewhere but I'm not sure where to go and I'm starting to get concerned.

Me and my girlfriend, both of us are 17, have been going out for 6 months now. We're both in the same sixth form so we see each other a lot. I knew she had depression before we started going out but I still wanted to date her cause I'm very much in love with her. She's been getting mental help for months and I've been supporting her how I can, walking her home from sixth form, always being available to talk and doing little odd jobs around her house just trying to make life a little easier on her. I helped her to open up a bit with her doctors, since she wasn't telling them everything. Her doctors put her on medication 3 weeks ago and she's the worst I've seen her. She's stopped eating, stopped going into school, doesn't get enough sleep and has nightmares most nights. I was talking with her last night and she said she wants to start cutting herself again and that she wants to kill herself. She says she hates living in her own head and that killing herself seems to be the right thing to do. I'm terrified any day now I'll get a call from her mum telling me something bad has happened. Everyone's giving it their all, the doctors, her friends, me and she's on medication but none of it seems to be enough. I want her to be ok cause she's so important to so many people and I'm trying my best but it doesn't seem to be enough. Any help would be greatly appreciated cause I'm not sure how much more she can take

Edit 1: Wow, so many responses in such a short time! Thank you everyone for being so quick to help, I really appreciate it. She's taking Fluoxetine tablets if that helps at all and next time I see her, which should be tomorrow, I'm going to suggest talking to her doctor about it


@MRafiqueRashid Tak sangka aku melayu sebodoh ni. Apa babi la ek? Korang ni hidup zaman batu ke apa sial? Tak baca news ke anjing?


Do you think those who were once non-believers but were guided by Allah had it easy? They didn't just close their eyes and wake up with the blessings of Islam. They searched, studied, asked questions, and practiced before receiving Allah's guidance. It's not enough to just claim to be a Muslim without fulfilling the basic duties. Some use the excuse of not yet receiving guidance. Your grandfather, for example.


Bossku jugalah yang terbaik .


Going back to my crush. When I told my mom about this, she didn't even ask if the guy prays enough or what his religion is. None of that mattered to her. What mattered was that he had to be a doctor or a lawyer.


I just want to express that the people around me don't really know and appreciate me. The reason is that I am known as someone who is not good at socializing and winning the hearts of those around me. I am seen as someone who is very arrogant, serious, quiet, and unfriendly. To put it simply, I have received a lot of negative feedback since I was a child until now. I was born with physical traits that are less attractive compared to my siblings who were born with more pleasing physical features. Don't get me wrong. I'm not saying that I have a physical disability, but in terms of physical appearance, such as skin color.


"kalau" tu susah sikit  lebih baik fikir bagaimana 1Knak dikembangkan jd 10K ..sbg contoh  tp biarlah cara nak tambahkan nilai tu dgn yg halal


To make a long story short, when I was 18 years old, I felt something strange in my breast. I have always been paranoid about my health since I was a child, so I went to see a doctor. I was told that I might have breast cancer and needed to undergo further tests. I was only 18 years old and went to the hospital alone.


fotogilde.nl / Wanita panas lucah / Ibu filem anak lucah dengan rasa-panjang penuh


Haha, just kidding. Thank God, I thought you were my stepping stone! Phew... it's a relief. I really don't have any plans, you know. And I can't wait for this moment! Whether I cry or scream when I get back, it doesn't matter!


Last i checked it was singaporeans getting discriminated against when it comes to hiring. Now foreign workers are crying over measures to prevent discrimination against locals?


Mencukur fuck, lucah, seks, bercukur, shave, shaven, shaves, slut shaves her head, pussy shaving


I feel emptyI don't know what to do anymore.
Transitioning feels good, my family doesn't react well to it, tho. My dad tries to get me to apologise for his abuse. I feel lonely and broken, scared of what the future holds, just waiting for another punch in the face.
My therapist doesn't take me seriously, says he doesn't see me being depressed while I'm telling him how I'm constantly isolating myself and how broken I feel.
I've been hallucinating and having several panic attacks. It feels like the world is going to end.
My existence hurts.
I can't go on like this.


Sampai je kat kl, polis dah kejar. Dipendekkan cerita, kawan dia semua kena tangkap tapi dia berjaya lari. Pastu dia menggigil. Dia taubat.


cantik ker dia ni???


Hanya mereka yang tinggal dengan mertua saja tau keadaannya. Mungkin kehidupan kalian lebih baik dari aku. Dan mungkin juga ini bahagian aku yang Allah uji. Doakan aku kuat ye?


I don't take things to heart too much. If you're around me, you'll surely have a good time. If there's an event and we invite many people, we buy this and that, but some people don't eat, it makes me sad. I feel small and sad. I can see the difference in treatment between me and my sister-in-law who works.


Aku harapkan agar dengan penulisanku yang tidak seberapa ini, dapat meredakan hati-hati yang sedang terluka. Atau saja ingin aku memohon untuk meminjam kekuatan dan kata kata semangat dari warga maya.


"Jika saya bertudung litup atau berpurdah adakah kamu berani mengorat saya? Pasti tidak bukan?Adakah martabat saya lebih rendah dari wanita berpurdah sampai kamu berani bersiul mengacau saya?"


1392 kesesatan-seks-frotteuri


geilsekscontact.nl / Seni fotografi / Foto erotik gadis sekolah dengan tits kecil


Maaf andai tajuk ini menimbulkan sensitiviti mana2 pihak. Bukan niat aku mencari salah sesiapa, sekadar mengingatkan diri sendiri dan semua orang bahawa surau/masjid ini adalah imej orang Islam. Andai imej surau/masjid ini tercemar, apa yang akan dinilai terhadap agama Islam yang kita sayang ni. Mudah2han kita sentiasa berusaha memperbaiki akhlak kita sesama manusia dan sesama makhluk. Marilah menjaga kesejahteraan surau/masjid kita. Moga2 rahmat Allah bersama kita semua.


Mohd Yusaimy, we can't go there because we're afraid of being robbed by people from Kelantan.


Yelaa MP gn ADUN golongan kayangan, covid takut yer dak. Sbb tu PRN Sabah,KeS MeNuRuN lol @IsmailSabri60 https://t.co/Nz4sBPsLci


Onyk thing holding NG me back is people I loveIt would tear them apart. But my life is tearing me apart. I feel so disgusting. I make reddit posts to steer me away from my formed opinions but ironically all they do is reaffirm it. Reading over and over again just how much the areas I'm worried about really mwtter(height in a man for attraction) is pure poison. I'm so deep into this, I genuinely don't think I can get out of it anymore. I really don't want to die but I barely see a different path forward. And nobody gets it


Semuanya atas alasan "syurga isteri pada suami, dan isteri mesti patuh cakap suami".... Nak balik beraya Aidiladha di kampung saya pun, tidak dibenarkan, alasan tak ada cuti... tetapi "sentiasa" last minute boss approved cutie dan akhirnya kami dipaksa balik ke kampung suami.... itulah yang saya lalui sebagai isteri selama 20 tahun berkahwin.


The department says that other parties play with race and religion... but the truth is... listen for yourself.


Is it true.. has he converted to Islam?


Yg hentam pokemon ni rata2 lelaki yg "hisap rokok/vape" dan golongan wanita. Sy nk tny,cuba suatu hr nnt ulama keluarkan fatwa, drama korea haram. Mau meroyan semua wanita Why not? Ade je scene2 yg xsesuai dan mengajar wanita2 sana tergedik2 dgn mgharapkan sesuatu yg sweet. Tp mst ramai yg xsetuju,dgn alasan,byknye movie n drama lain mcm ni. Ade je kes mama2 diluar sana busy dgn cerita korea sampai abaikan anak2. Dh tu siap ade yg berebut remote TV sbb nk tgk korea!. 1 lg issue tudung2 dan baju yg singkat. Dok kata pokemon teruk tp hang sndiri xtutup aurat. Bila ulama tegur meroyan juga.


Yet, I have received another blow.


Nape is the greatest warrior on this island, he is not a Malay but of Mamak descent. MahathirGX posted at 6-12-2011 06:16 PM, seriously please do not try to politicize this board. Great scholars are not only from Mamak descent. There are many other great scholars in the world. Ahmad Deedat is just one of them.


I'm doing everything "right" but I'm just not happy.Ex broke up with me a couple of months ago which was the final push over the edge to a suicide attempt after a year and a half bout of severe depression. Since then I should be proud and feel accomplished over what I've done; I've got a new job, I've started at the gym and I'm on new anti-depressants but honestly, none of it means anything. I sometimes manage to make myself feel like I'm happy for a while but any time I'm alone with my thoughts I constantly ruminate on everything. I don't want to work everyday for some shitty paycheque at a job I don't actually enjoy so I can continue to idolize not being here. Whenever I seem to take steps forward to improving I feel like I get knocked back by something else and I'm just so tired of it. I wish I'd actually been successful the first time so I didn't have to really think about how my Mum would've been affected by my suicide, because now I just don't have the guts to do it. Guess I'll just go to sleep and wake up to face this neverending grind again tomorrow.


Dalam tempoh enam bulan hidup, haiwan ini mencapai kematangan seksual.


Regarding those women, you should have eaten at home... knowing that you have many children and causing a commotion in public... can't you cook?


Baling batu? Habis diorang??? Kena bunuh, kena bomb dengan puak kau, kau tak kisah???


Firstly , hidung . Hidung aku berfungsi . Aku bernafas macam orang lain juga . Cuma , aku tak mampu nak bau benda , bau apa-apa punlah sejak aku kecil . Okay aku dengan keluarga aku tiada siapa pun perasan yang aku ada masalah ni sejak kecil . Cuma baru 2,3 tahun ni je aku memang yakin yang aku tak mampu menikmati nikmat dunia yang satu ni .


Aku kerja dkat klang skrg bru setahun lebih. Dekat sini takde sape yang garang. Lol. Tapi masa awal2 aku terlalu berhati2 sebab aku expect diorg ni mesti strict. Aku start keje, dekat ofis aku sorg2 je melayu. Lain semua cina, tapi 3 bulan lepas aku keje ade sorg budak melayu masuk so jadi 2 orang. Dekat sini aku tak pernah kena marah. Mungkin sebab aku dh ada pengalaman so kurg sikit la kesalahan. Aku ingatkan sangat sistematik tapi percaya atau tak, hampir sama je dengan company yang aku kerja sebelum ni.


Secondly, write with your head. Once you have finished writing and have exhausted all your ideas, review what you have written. This is the time to cut out unnecessary content and replace words that are not suitable.


macam mana perempuan boleh hidup eh l macam ni rogol tanpa rasa bersalah siap bangga lagi


Allah cuma tarik kau dari aku, tapi aku percaya, Allah akan tarik lagi banyak dari kau.. semoga Allah ampunkan segala dosa kau dan aku..


But sometimes it's not their fault, they don't know that the school won't give them the promised power.


Perangai macam ni memang sial. No doubt. Semoga pelaku nya ditangkap.


sementara masih comel gigihlah berselfie


Aku nak tanya kat sini kot2 ada orang yg pernah kena kes yg sama mcm aku ke. Aku dah masuk 3 bulan jgk kena benda ni.


Secondly, I am quite introverted. My introversion is different from others. I socialize, but I don't talk much. I won't speak if there's nothing to talk about or if there's no reason to interject. I've been like this since I was a child. Sometimes even my sister says that I'm not quiet, but just less talkative. She asks why I'm like that. I don't talk much about my school or internship places even with my parents. Yes, I talk more about other things with my parents. I rarely talk about my friends, unless they ask me to tell them and show them pictures of my friends. This behavior of mine carries over to my internship. I want to change, but do you have any tips?


Bila ingat balik, aku malu sangat. Malu kat Allah, kat malaikat yang nampak apa aku buat. Kat tangan aku sendiri. Apa aku nak jawab kalau dia dakwa aku nanti weh.


Sebab setiap kali keluarga suami datang mental saya akan remuk, dengan kata2 dan perbuatan mak ayah si suami. Beberapa kali cubaan membunuh diri saya lakukan.


Ini biasanya untuk kaum wanita sebab kaum wanita memang akan dipandang serong kalau matahari dah tegak atas kepala baru nak bangun terutama anak dara.


Bullshit, if some of them killed his baby he has all the right to dismember the motherfucker alive.


Report to the police first.. don't take matters into your own hands.


Let's discuss who Allah is. Allah is the Most Gracious and Most Merciful. His attributes of mercy and compassion surpass all of His other attributes. In the Quran, the names Ar-Rahman and Ar-Rahim are mentioned numerous times, even at the beginning of the Ummul Kitab (the opening chapter). Therefore, is it appropriate for Allah, who is the Most Gracious and Most Merciful, to punish us for our sins by causing us pain? He is the Most Gracious and Most Merciful, and He does not punish His beloved servants by causing them pain.


I have a strong curiosity. Your goal in life is to learn and develop as much as you can. You possess a natural fascination for everything. It is not solely about being correct all the time for you, but rather about personal growth. The world is full of wonders, and you are determined to explore and uncover them all.


lol falcon si like that wan


Kerana pada awal permulaan cerita, perpisahan ini akan berlaku jika dia bayar semula wang saya, tapi, pabila bekas isteri mula cerita yang bukan bukan di pejabat agama, dan memfitnah saya di depan hakim mahkamah, saya yang sudah tak nak padanya.


Sejak lahir, aku sentiasa rasa aku lain daripada adik beradik aku. Mereka semua cantik, lawa, handsome and dah mampunyai family yang bahagia dah. Aku sayang mereka. Cuma kekadang aku rasa terpinggir.


Sedang dia kumpul duit saya pula sedang kadang2 panic attack bila fikir macam mana nak berbual atau baik dengan bakal mentua dan ipar duai? Even now pun saya selalu mengelak join any activity yang ada my boyfriend family. :p


Penuhnya lif tu kalau hampir sejam memang boleh sesak nafas


yg minyak kelapa tu indian selalu buat  Sebab tu rata-rata rambut orang india lebat hitam berkilat. Sebab memang mereka selalu amalkan.


tak baik cakap cam tuh..dulu kaabah pun pernah banjir jugak..


It's only been 2 weeks, maybe TT has already been friend-zoned. Just move on.


But most of them only blame the woman, throwing harsh words only at her (well, I don't understand much at this point, their harsh words are like a strong bully in a TV drama) because the man is a member of their community.


konsepnya sama la mcm ko baring tgh highway tanpa sebab pastu kena langgar mampus.  ko expect kereta nk slow down elak ko?  aku suggest kalo bodo xyah komen kt twitter la.


Ketahui dulu kesan seks usia remaja


Friends, please pray for me to stay steadfast. I am far from perfect, but I really want to enter paradise because this world is exhausting. It's tiring to rely on people who say they love you in front of you but look at other women behind your back.


Oh, don't worry about that. Immigrants have already taken *your* jobs, haha.


No. plat tercabut time banjir ?


Tapi bila depan orang ramai, aku jadi kaku dan mulut terkunci. Ia salah satu kelemahan terbesar aku yg aku sendiri pun kena ambil masa nak improve step by step.


>You killed two tiny fetuses and stuck them under your skin?

...that's fuckin' metal.


at least i paid up half my car liao and hope to full paid by next year end


It has been a year of this pandemic, auntie canteen and uncle bus driver, please find other sources of income. Don't wait for fruits that won't fall, begging the government to reopen schools.


In the past 2 years, I don't know what came over me or what possessed me, give me the strength to make decisions for myself. For the first time in my life, I made a decision on my own. On my birthday, I did something I liked. I rewarded myself.


I believe this person is not a Muslim. Yes, you are correct. He is neither a Muslim nor a Christian. Try reading his posts on other boards.


Maybe if I were still working, I would be like that too..having my own money, I would buy and achieve many things. Because it's a woman's nature to be like that.


Aku rendam terus badan ke dalam air. Kedudukan meniarap aku lakukan. Anak mata aku cuba fokus mencari kebenaran kali kedua. Pasti! Air tidak berwarna merah.


kelakar. ko cucuk vaksin semata kerana nak dapatkan duit bantuan.  apa kaitan kesihatan diri sendiri dengan bantuan?  tu la, ummah dah penat tunggu dajal beratus tahun tak datang2, lama2 diri sendiri jadi dajal


Sadness is indeed sad, imagine going to work in the morning with a normal heart, but coming home as an unemployed person. The man sheds tears with the fate that has befallen him, in my mind I only think of the children. How will I provide for them? Crying again in the car when sending the children to daycare in the morning.


Yang meninggal tu org indon sanya.  Nama seakan sama.


Seorang remaja ditahan selepas melanggar seorang anggota polis ketika cuba melarikan diri dari pemeriksaan jalan ra https://t.co/4fu4TkzJsN


Bukan sentimen perkauman sahaja tetapi sentimen agama. bahaya ini!


There is something about yana  Apa yg berubah nya  Very jelita the melayu


I actually feel sorry for their outpouring of emotions. Releasing their tiredness with disappointment. I know I can't change their fate.


Wife must always be by her husband's side, if you want to avoid the destruction of the marriage. Never talk about the negative aspects of your marriage to your parents. Only share positive things about your spouse. Suggestion: Write a heartfelt letter to your father. Pour out your feelings and ask him how he would feel if he were in your husband's position. Would he want his only daughter to bear the burden of sin? Seek forgiveness and permission to start a new life, just like your mother and father. Let the letter be written by you and your husband, with sincere intentions. Then, send it by mail with a stamp, do not hand it over.


Masa kepada Skirt lucah, kita perlindungan SKIRT seks tiub ...


Pdrm ni too much la.bbnu camtu pon ko nk tangkap. Isu sajat pun nk kena kerah sampai beratus polis.woi, isu besar mcm kartel daging, macau scam, kartel pdrm ko buat x nmpk je kan.mv judi ni jgk ko pandang serius plak.byk betul masa polis.kes lopak kemain lembab nk setel.


At the same time, I feel like I need a man who can 'control' me and whom I can respect. Someone like my father, a typical Asian father. That's my expectation for my husband.


Dia berani bawa sendiri live, tapi terkucil. Iols pun kesian dengar. Tapi takpelah nab, chuols banyak job lain. Berlakon la duta produk la masyukkkk


To cut the story short, my friend has been doing everything for his girlfriend. No matter what mistake she makes, he patiently deals with it. I just watch in amazement. In the end, the guy always apologizes even if it's not his fault. But because he's serious about getting married, he just puts up with it. Women are always like that, I'm also good at sulking with my boyfriend haha.


Pertama sekali, bukan niat saya nak mengutuk mana2 pihak mahupun melebihkan mana2 pihak. Kalau kita berlainan pendapat, saya meraikan pendapat anda wholeheartedly. Saya tidak ada masalah meraikan pendapat anda jika ia berbeza dengan saya tetapi sekali lagi, saya mohon supaya jangan kecam saya kerana confessions kali ni hanyalah merupakan pendapat saya terhadap sesuatu perkara. Bukankah Allah telah menciptakan manusia berbeza2? Jom raikan perbezaan ini. Wink2


Aku cuma ada motor dari zaman belajar dan isteri aku ada kereta terpakai yang ayah dia bagi sebagai hadiah dia habis belajar. Itu je pengangkutan kami.


Telefon yang di charge tu bukan milik isteri Tokan, Salmi. Tapi Tokan tak syak apa-apa cuma mandi dan berehat. Kemudian Tokan keluar buat job sampingan, Food Panda sementara menunggu petang isterinya balik.


nauzubillah min zalik.. kertunya heronya.. muka macam permukaan kawab bulan.. lepastu bekas bandu ..  Dia jimat duit la kakadud kalau ambil pelakon gred hauk dan juga akan jadi terpaling hebatlah.


wait later she tell u gotta pay back another loan for gt becos rms run road liao


Saya tau ada juga segelintir pihak yang pertikai kewajaran kami kaum hawa untuk 'demand' duit poket daripada suami, lagi2 isteri yang memang bekerja, deal pulak awal2 sebelum kahwin lagi.


Respect your wife just like how you were crazy about her when you were trying to win her over. Don't treat your wife like a maid. Because in Islam, Prophet Muhammad did not teach us to do so.


The current trend I see in the Islamic community is that many people aspire to become scholars and propagate authentic hadiths. Hahaha... those are not scholars, they are impostors.


suddenly now got some clues liao


I just want to tell you, at least A has shown his true colors, while you have just met E. Are you sure he will show his true behavior in front of you? Are you fighting with A because you rarely go on dates? It's better to go on fewer dates to avoid committing sins. At least be grateful to have a girlfriend like A because she doesn't go out with other guys. Where can you find girls like that nowadays? Anyway, just pray istikharah, bro.


bese la tu mek.. org yg bertudung ni.. kalo betul2 nak bertudung.. suma dia tutup..  baru ikhlas namanya.. tapi xde la cam wassini tu.. siap de cop LV..  tapi antu pun de dgr cite cenggitu.. yg dia ni bukan bertudung sgt.. tapi sebab dia 1st masuk seni ngn kumplan nasyid tu je.. so.. tpksa la.. nnti peminat marah lak.. serupa gak ngan penyanyi Yuna ni.. de 1 opis antu cakap anak sedara dia penah bcinta ngan Yuna ni.. Haru je budaknya.. ntah la mek.. donia la.. lelebih retis.. kalo cam kite ni.. de org heran???


Aku rimas bila kawan aku selalu mengadu pakwe dia curang, menangis, menangis, menangis. Dok menangis bergelen2 air mata sebab pihak sebelah, tapi still stay dalam perhubungan toksik dan anggap tu pasang surut hubungan.


best laa cerita nie..  sambung cepat tau..  :pompom:


Ibu: 106726 Video-video pada coolxxxsluts.com: laman 4


Should I post on Facebook?My effing car broken down which means I'm stranded alone until it's fixed and have to wait until Monday.

I was even going to try to get presents for people. I guess they'll have to pick me up.

Monday night, I guess.

I don't know why I keep going to work.

I wasn't going to leave a note. But then I saw someone I lived with defriended me on FB. I was thinking since so many people just effing hate me because of the abuse and/or because I started drinking again after I got back with him, to say if you know someone who's in an abusive relationship, don't turn away or blame them, learn about it and help them find support groups.

Woke up terrified from a nap (again). Just want this to be over.


siyes anak dia.. maaf bukan body shaming tp kalau kata bini muda aku percaya.. x mcm gaya anak, x menjaga body dan tatarias mcm seorang anak.  ayat org kampung "mcm mak orang"


wah hebat Ku Li nie..


Tan Sri Abdul Rahim Tamby Chik memberi amaran kepada Datuk Seri Anwar Ibrahim dan penulis blog supaya tidak melampaui batas dengan mengaitkan hal peribadinya dalam perbincangan mengenai isu pendedahan rakaman video seks didakwa membabitkan pemimpin pembangkang itu.


My experience and opinion is that if we come from a well-off family, it's okay to buy a new car. This is just my opinion and sharing. Right now, I'm looking for a motorcycle to use for work. My brother took my motorcycle, so I'm just using a car for now. I also told my mom about this. It's okay to buy a new motorcycle and pay for it gradually. Currently, I'm looking for a Yamaha SS motorcycle. Does anyone want to sell it? The important thing is that we need to calculate what we need to pay next month and what we need to face in the next five months. This is just my opinion. Thank you.


Bener2 darah biru badminton mengalir deras di bilqis


sian TT ye.. datang sini nak mintak pendapat last last kene 'nasihat' balik..  takpe ye cik TT.. sabor.. ubah sket perangai.. care taip pun dah tau macamane.. slalu english style american ni memang dah bleh agak macmane rupe tuan punye tulisan.. tapi takpe.. ubah sla prangai macam si suami ko nak tu.. kalau ubah ikut forumer ape la dapat.. macam la forumer ni same taste dengan ko nye suami.. tanye la baik baik.. bincang.. jangan kalau die tengah berapi, jangan la lawan dengan ape.. marak la jadinye.. curahkan air ke api torsobut.. ko isteri die kan.. mesti tau camne..


Due to my family background, I feel unsure about getting to know any guys. There are guys who want to get close to me, but I don't feel confident about them.


Bro Jawa okay bro...forgive me...I just want bossku to read the silly comments


Sigh... Earlier, someone suggested that she could have gathered data and personal stories from AWARE, which would have left anyone who criticized her looking foolish and insensitive. It was a sensible and even praised approach to lobbying.


Sesampai aku di bilik perpustakaan itu, aku nampak satu susuk tubuh tua yang aku hormatinya. Wajahnya masih lagi seperti itu. Berkaca mata dengan senyuman yang masih sama.


Although I know it is forbidden, sometimes I cannot control my desires. Every time after doing it, I regret and perform repentance prayer, fast for atonement, and give charity as a penalty. I pray for strength of faith so that I will not repeat it again. However, I often fail.


Bermula kat sini la, kami jadi rapat. Adi pun rajin la tanya aku buat apa, dah makan ke. Yang aku suka pasal Adi sebab dia cuma wasap aku waktu malam saja.


Rahimah Junait xxxxxx-xx-5124


Pada awal-awal dulu aku ok je tapi bila selalu sangat ulang ayat yang sama buat aku jadi risau tentang masa depan aku. Ye la kan, "tua nanti siapa nak jaga?"


blockbuster watch in the cinema also more shiok


Bestnya jadi anak lelaki. Bila memberi duit atau hadiah, bertubi ucapan terima kasih dihulur. Malah dipukul canang anak lelaki membelanjanya. Bahagian anak perempuan pula bila hulur duit atau memberikan hadiah, satu ucapan terima kasih pun tidak kedengaran. Umpama tiada harga yang perlu dihargai.


cek gt curi ponsel dua pria mabuk di bekasi ditangkap polisi dua orang pria ditangkap


Their clothes are too big for Asians.


Tetapi aku tidak berkenan dengan Faruqi kerana dia seorang yang tidak solat lima waktu, tidak mengaji, tidak menjaga iktilat dan tidak menjaga aurat. Hal ini aku tahu sendiri dari pengakuan Faruqi dan ahli keluarganya serta selepas aku stalking daripada media sosialnya.


First of all, you are not Krishna. Secondly, He is God (Incarnated), you are just a snake. Furthermore, did I claim myself to be Krishna? All I ask is what are the differences between me stealing roti to survive and Krishna stealing butter and peeping at women bathing in the river? What is the moral of these stories? Moreover, unless you lived in Africa when you were young, I don't see how you would need to steal to survive in Malaysia. Even orphans here eat three times a day. So, stop making excuses for your crimes. Are you saying you have never committed any crime in your life? Are you completely pure and clean? As for me, I stole to eat because of my situation, and now I am paying back through charity. So, who are you to judge me?


The business money I spent only for meals for commitments is still not enough. There was one night when my wife and I cried because we felt stuck.


Reply 8# ryo_takahashi1  betul tu.. tapi klu dah Allah kat kunfayakun, maka terjadila jugak la tak kira atas sebab apa


Sebab tuuuuuuuuuuu..  Aku sumbat semua dlm poket.  Yes,SEMUA.  Ic,lesen,debit/cc,cash.  Everything sumbat poket.  Aku dh lama xberbaju kurung/berjubah.  Strictly pakai pants sbb nk byk poket.  Aku paranoid sbb kelig pernah dirampok depan umah sendri ngn parang.  Ngn kereta² kna rampok.  Henbeg/wallet aku got nothing yg valuable.  Hiasan semata² so xnampak awkward bila bjalan.  Don't leave urself vulnerable to perompak.


Tragis.

Murid perempuan darjah 4, maut slps motosikal ditunggang dengan ibu terbabit kemalangan dgn treler

Mangsa yang baru selesai majlis aidilfitri di sekolah terperosok di bawah treler manakala ibu cedera ringan.

Kejadian berlaku di depan SK ALMA, Bukit Mertajam, P.Pinang https://t.co/p8ZkBrLRfL


I'm fine, but my husband is immature. He always lives a bachelor's life. But now we are okay. It's just me who isn't. Please be patient, madam. Pray a lot and ask for help from Allah.