Dari sekolah rendah aku macam dpt layanan double standard.Aku sekolah kebangsaan,but mostly my friends were chinese.Jarang sangat aku ada kawan Melayu.Bagi aku chinese are more open and diorang tak judge kau based on your keturunan.Diorang tak pernah pandang aku pelik or hina just because I'm born in Indonesian family.Bukan aku sombong ke apa, but everytime aku cuba nak kawan dengan Melayu,mesti aku terasa.Diorang selalu perlekehkan keturunan aku. Well as in berdosa besar lah kalau berketurunan Indonesia kan ?Mula - mula memanglah tak rasa apa - apa tapi lama lama luka kecil kalau dibiarkan pun boleh jadi kudis kan?


Reply  zakilled  Benar. Tepat dan padat.
Al-Patih Post at 20-4-2011 14:39  semua yg benar dtg dari Allah. just if salh tlg tunjuk kan.


Muhammad Qayyum


Kalau makan sama2 pun mesti perempuan yang akan offer bayar. Lelaki tak pernah lagi. Pelik kan? Samada dia main blah saja or split bill.


There are some who pretend to be knowledgeable about bash in my essay, but they don't provide solutions. In my previous essay, I demanded from the beginning that if you want to criticize, provide solutions and explain your formula for achieving concentration, humility, and presence in prayer. I want to speak to those who are sincere, okay. To those who are insincere, "please leave".


Masa yang sesuai untuk baik pulih tebing Sungai Klang..

Supaya tragedi Dis 2021 tidak berulang


It's better for you to go to the mosque and listen to the preacher for a lecture rather than listening to some unknown hawk speaking.


Kanak-kanak belum baligh tak perlu dipaksa bertutup litup supaya tak jadi mangsa ped0phile. Non muslim yang terang2 tak tutup aurat bukan penyebab mereka atau wanita lain dir0g0l. Tak perlu tiba-tiba kena pakai tudung sebab takut merangsang adik beradik lelaki.


makan keropok pun cantik


but you dun drip saliva hor zac come back right after victoria secret finish


Cuma bila ibadah aku jadi mcmni merosot, aku tahu lah ada something wrong & aku tak tahu nak buat apa. Aku start melayari web - web yang sia - sia. Tak bermanfaat & mendatangkan dosa. Fhm - fhm lah website apa. Aku rasa berdosa, rasa takut, rasa malu dgn Allah. On my other side aku rindu aku yg dulu. Ni aku dah terbabas dah ni. So aku nekad, aku ambil Wudhu. Nak solat taubat. Last - last, lepas aku ambik wudhu, aku duduk, kat katil, ak perhati je sejadah aku. Aku tgk telekung pun rasa beratnya. Rasa berat lah. Malas. Benci. Taknak. Resah. Semua bercampur baur.


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5. I am ashamed to be Islamic. Previously, I used to post Islamic things, reminders, etc. But now I avoid such things. The reason is, I am afraid that I will become a source of slander for Islam itself because I am a loser in many aspects.


Betul ke nak bunuh diri? Ke alasan ja nak lepas...guna kad oku kad mental health?


How can someone not understand Malaysians? They will definitely want to pirate it.


10# wasntme If possible, we should avoid practices that have no religious basis and are only instructions from certain individuals. If there are religious texts, it's fine. Because, just imagine if someone specifically emphasizes a certain method, it doesn't feel right. ussopp Post at 9-4-2010 23:27 That's true, I also feel like something is not right, because why is it so difficult to practice certain verses to the point that every time I recite the Fatiha, I become hesitant. It doesn't feel sincere.


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The young man answered, "Actually, those two pigs are my biological parents. Because they committed a great sin, Allah has transformed their appearance into ugly pigs. Their sin with Allah is a different matter. That is between them and Allah."


A few tips for men who are looking for a potential wife, if possible, the wife should be slightly younger than you or around the same age..even if older, just 1-2 years older..because women who are too old have weak desires and are unable to take care of their husband and children well..


I can go a whole day without eating because I am tired and heartbroken from looking at my parents' faces. Am I wrong? I am stuck. What should I do now?


ikot jeklah cakap somi tue..  jgn jadik mcm aku, haritue laki aku cakap tayah lah bawak anak, aku lak yg berjujuran air mata..aku lak yg ada anixety separation, so, aku pujuk2 rayu sang suami, last2 somi mengalah kata haaa takperler bawakler anak..  hasilnyer? memula skalik jet lag. 13 jam travel dgn pertukaran cuaca dan timing sumer, bukan anak jek demam, ngn aku aku pon sama.  lepas tue, anak aku pulak, ntah aper tabiat (mungkin perubahan serba serbi kan) masa tuuuuue la dier nak berkeeeeepit jek ngn aku sampai pegi jamban pon nak ikot..sampai aku rasa rimas sokmooo ler walhal kat rumah, tadek heran pon nak kepit ngn aku..  dan masa tue aku terpk, hieeeee next time kalau laki aku cakap tayah bawak anak, ikot jeklaa..nanti anak merengek yg pelik2 nyer perangai bikin hati panassss jek..nak bercuti pon rasa mcm errrrr cepat2 ler balik mesia..


Orang biasa melihat sesuatu itu dari 'permukaan'nya saja. Sedangkan sepatutnya melihat dari berbagai sudut. Penghidupan itukan sendiri 3 dimensi. Sebab itu selalunya, dalam keadaan-keadaan tertentu, orang [bukan bermakna semua] akan menganggap 'peraturan' itu dari satu sudut saja, selalunya dari sudut negatiflah [kebanyakan manusia memang dilahirkan berfikir secara negatif, selalu-selalunya], memandang 'peraturan' itu dari sudut 'mengongkong' kebebasan.  Lainlah kalau peraturan itu dilihat boleh menguntungkan diri sendiri, itu baru tidak mengongkong.  Tapi tak hairanlah, peraturan di dalam Al-Quran, ciptaan Tuhan lagikan manusia sanggup / tak takut langgar, inikan pula peraturan rekaan manusia.  Wallahuallam.


Org yg ada suicidal thoughts ni bkn tak tau bunuh diri masuk neraka. Tapi with lack of support patu dtg pulak org judgemental cam ko ni, drg rasa mcm suicide is the only way to end all the pain. They are in a fragile state of mind, it’s either you help them to get better or stfu. https://x.com/Xzib8t/status//Xzib8t/status/1651539987383586818…


I like red and blue because of the combination of the contrasts... hehehehe... #spekanghauk


Kesian dengan sya ni sampai depress tapi tula lagi kesian kat mak dia lepas laki dia mati semuanya datang kat dia sya ni pun degil sgt memang perit nak terima tapi tula sumbang mahram


I feel like my mental state is breaking down.. I've tried to tell my husband many times, I send long messages, I express what's in my heart, but that's all.. no response..


4- Suruh dia bawak kita jumpa mak dia. Kenape? Syurga lelaki tu pada mak dia. Kalau mak dia tak restu dan setuju lebih baik mundur je. Keredhaan tu penting.. kalau mak dia tak redha rosak rumahtangga. Kalau mak dia suka kau, baru bawak jumpa parents kau. Pastikan dua belah pihak setuju baru buat langkah seterusnya. Kalau kau nak kawen Sangat.. kau nak jadi macam ecahhh??? Nak?? Amboiii..


The religious teacher supports DAP.. No wonder.


kenapa mesti cina dan malay sahaja.. india, orang asli, sabahan, sarawakian lain ke lidah dorang.. pelik2


Tt  Sy pun banyak masalah  Dulu partner sy bipolar  Semua sy uruskan satu satu  Setiap masalah ada penyelesaiannya  Skrg plan supaya jangan mengandung lagi  Kemudian set kpi paling rendah yg boleh dicapai  Sy xset kpi tinggi sebab saya xsuka serabut bila target rendah kita capai kita gembira.  Saya cenderung juga nak sebut di sini berbaik sangka lah dengan Allah  Dugaan tt hadap ni adalah ujian menguji kasih sayang dari Allah pada hambaNya  Tips murah rezeki 1- reda dan syukur serta sabar  Kemudian  baca alwaqiah dan yasin  Kemudian solat duha  Kemudian banyakkan sedekah


Don't be foolish. What's the turning point? Just remembered Allah, huh? You want to enjoy the benefits alone and then suffer alone.


Buat kaum adam, janganlah sesekali kalian mempermainkan perasaan dan menyakiti hati perempuan, dan paling penting jgn menghina. kerana once kita buat org, ALLAH akn balas balik setiap perbuatan kita. Bukankah agama memuliakan kaum wanita dan menyuruh kaum adam untuk menjaga dan menghormati wanita? Bagaimana jika ibu atau adik beradik perempuan anda di perlakukan begini? Sama-sama kita muhasabah.


Macammana tertuduh terselit sorang cina tu..


I really like the storyline, concept, and music of this series. It seems like this drama comes to life. However, I find the actors quite funny, each with their own quirks, and one of them is a bit stiff in acting. Hopefully, the director of this drama can create a Shariah-compliant version for Astro.


Cuba cara sy ni, ambil pc tu.. Baling kat dinding.. Esoknya pi kedai beli baru.. Kalu x dak duit, duk la kat ciber cafe..  Ahhahaha.. Sori, gurau je, jgn marah..


Punca 'yaya' dapat depression tu pun hasil dari perbuatan dia juga sebenarnya bukannya kesan dari orang lain yang utamanya. Mak aku walaupun masa kecil selalu kena dera tapi tak pernah selemah 'yaya' ni sampai menangis2 menggigil2.


I don't know. Hopefully there will be a light that makes me feel happy to face the day. Actually, there's only one thing, I don't want to hurt anyone I love.


Tetapi at the same time, aku melihat dengan bangga orang menghina orang lain tetapi yang menjadi tanda tanya..kenapa orang yang menasihati agama ini selalu dikecam dengan sindiran seperti" ustaz/ah fb, baget alim, wahabi tatkala dia menegur berlandaskan ketepatan 100% berdasarkan Al-Quran dan Hadis..


My wife works at the tax firm. She went to the IRB counter and the officer was even reading a HAI magazine while someone was in front of him. It happened at the IRB Jalan Duta branch. That's just ridiculous. They have a system that is so stupid. It's like all the salaries are blind. It's just embarrassing for our nation. Other races must be talking about it. When Malays are in charge, this is what happens.


Aku harap aku dapat teruskan ibadah aku walaupun aku rasa grieving period aku dah mula habis. Aku masih lagi berdoa agar Allah pulangkan perasaan aku dengan Elle dan izinkan kami bersama nanti.


= = peristiwa arah aliran = = perang sm pertempuran tentera menewaskan


Hidup seharian saya hanya family dan kerja. Keluar hujung minggu pon dengan family. Kadang2 tu ada la juga keluar sorang2, me-time gitu.


betul tu.. setuju tu lajim..  utk tt..  Masalahnya saya yang penah duk serumah pun hari-hari tertekan tak cukup tido dibuatnya.. sampai pukul 2 atau 3 pagi dia akan membebel kalau nak kan sesuatu.. saya ni bekerja xlama lagi saya nak ada baby..tak dapat saya gambarkan tekanan saya masa tu


Tetapi risau apabila mengenang amalan tidak cukup, bekalan hanya sebekas kecil. Semoga setiap kesakitan, kelukaan, kepedihan, kesengsaraan yang kita lalui dengan redha itu turut memberatkan timbangan amalan kita semua.


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Don't lose your dignity as a woman. Sitting around idly. Even though your parents are still alive! Living with someone who is not your mahram! Use your brain. You're already grown up. Not a child anymore.


Gila babi dah ada suami tapi cari duit dengan mengangkang, jijik sial


erm ..merapi ni yg dlu knunnyer dukun tu x mo pndah akhirnya djmpai mnggal dlm keadaan sjud kan ? ..  Bukan dukun..tapi 'PENJAGA KUNCI GUNUNG MERAPI'..Merepek jer kan..Tapi Islam..  tapak rumah dia yg musnah kena lava tu siap dikeliling jalur kuning..pastu ada org letak bunga2..mcm2 dlm tu..which is so khurafat..


However, in my fifth year of work, my stepmother and father divorced because my mother asked for a divorce due to my stepfather's failure to provide for us and his mental health issues. My mother then moved to the city with my second younger brother.


Where is the reform agenda heading, they just bulldoze as they please. The manifesto is now only good for wrapping vegetables. Even the minimum wage is barely enough, it's extremely difficult to survive. Best of the best.


Literally nobody cares , youre so insensitive to the current genocide. Seronok ya sumbang duit dekat israel untuk bunuh saudara seislam sendiri? Nak beli ke pergi event ke lantak kau la , but posting it as if its a flex , girl u need to check yourself


penat sangat sampai rasa nak tidur selamanya


Alhamdulilah dengan apa yang terjadi dalam 3 bulan terakhir. Allah punya rencana yg tidak kita pahami. How wonderfull life.. bagaimana pun keadaan yg diberikan,itulah yg terbaik, jangan pernah putus asa bagaimana pun keadaan hidup.


People with fair skin are often criticized a lot. Especially if they have a dark complexion and don't bathe. The criticism becomes even worse. If you think about it, they should use perfume to cover up the unpleasant smell.


Lima mangsa dipercayai rentung apabila kereta dinaiki terbakar dalam kemalangan bersama dua treler membawa muatan b https://t.co/G2Z8gOtLZ2


I still do housework. I still cook. I still take care of my siblings. After school, I change clothes and immediately start working. What about my homework? I do it after everything else is settled. During exams, I memorize and do my work. I put the book I need to memorize aside and fold clothes. I put the book aside and cook. After washing clothes, I lower the heat on the stove and hang the clothes to dry. I have to do 2 to 3 things at once. In the past, I used to argue with my siblings because they were happy doing their own thing and didn't help me. It's like being Cinderella sometimes because when my mom comes home tired, my siblings make a mess that I have to clean up. They don't shower, and I have to remind them. Basically, anything that happens in the house falls on me.


pasukan meriam mula membedil sepanjang kawasan persisiran pantai laut sewaktu telah jelas bahawa tentera jepun sudah memulakan pendaratan mereka


Indahnya ciptaan tuhan  Dunia pon dah indah  Syurga x tau camno


Remember the story of Bilal, the dark-skinned Bilal who was looked down upon by Abu Dzar. Then, Abu Dzar was reprimanded by Prophet Muhammad. Bilal, who was once a slave, then sat alongside the companions. Bilal was noble for honoring Islam. At that time, it was strange that people of slave descent became noble with Islam. So much so that there was no difference between slaves and the Quraysh as noble people at that time.


My friend once told me that I might be under a spell. I don't want to jump to conclusions. Because I read that many women have similar problems, even in the country where I am staying now. Surely they are not all under a spell too.


Berdasarkan pengetahuan la. Org minyak ni dia amalkan ilmu kebal. Cuma sebelum ilmu tu jadi dia kena lumur minyak dan rogol anak dara saja. Dia boleh pukau jgk.


Ku lihat jari-jemarinya mengenggam saat aku meletakkan jari telunjukku di tapak tangannya. Dia berhenti menangis. Dia membulatkan matanya melihat aku yang kesedihan di situ. Dia tersenyum. Seolah-olah menyampaikan mesej "jangan risau" kepadaku. Aku tersenyum kembali....


Bunga bunga country Failed. It's like Indonesia, Philippines, India.


Nope. Maybe it's because when the department head is a woman, she tends to be more emotional. Many decisions are made based on personal feelings and emotions instead of considering the well-being of everyone. But when it's a man, there are many who are eager. Hahaha. It depends on the individual, not on gender factors.


Apabila bahagian anda tidak taat pada suami anda boleh katakan begitu, tapi bila sampai bab ingin nyatakan tanggungjawab suami untuk tanggung perbelanjaan keluarga, "mulalah keluar segala dalil dan hadis".


Back when I was working at a certain company, I was actually told not to wear my hijab too loosely because they said it didn't look neat if it was too loose.


If the electricity, water, or Astro gets cut off, let it be your responsibility to find money to pay the bills. Even though your salary is higher than mine, when it comes to responsibilities, you don't need to help. If your spouse asks you to return to the hometown, you don't have a budget, so don't bother going back. Let your spouse get upset, eventually, they will understand. My spouse calls me every week asking to return to the hometown, thinking that it only costs 10 or 20 ringgit. If there's no at least 300 ringgit, don't dream of going back. Eventually, they will understand and stop asking.


acik2 flexing di fb tersenyum sinis


Allahu filter tu kurg2 kan lah tokti..muka da cantik2 jadi pelik jer


Aku tidak ralat dengan keputusanku berhenti kerja yg bergaji agak tinggi. Tinggalkan dunia luar dan berkurung dalam rumah, mengulangi rutin yang sama setiap hari. Aku cuba lakukan kerana taat pada suami dan yakin dengan rezeki Allah. Namun sedikit sebanyak memang banyak yang aku pendamkan kerana tidak lagi bebas seperti dulu, duit dlm tangan tidak sebanyak dulu, waktu bekerja dulu bebas makan di mana2 suka, sekarang perlu memasak setiap hari.


Pernah hendak lari rumah. Aku sangat panas baran. Campak barang, hempas barang, merosakkan barang, mencederakan diri sendiri, hampir mencederakan orang lain.


Her smile really captivates my heart.


Benda dah bertahun jadi ingat lagi sial sakit hati aku sunyoul punyalah baik tapi asyik kena dgn fandom" babi


Sabankali aku menghabiskan masa, tanpa jemu kuhadap telefon pintar di tangan, tidak ku hiraukan sekeliling. Jiwaku semakin lama semakin disedut ke alam maya. Makan, minum, sehinggakan saat mandi tidak kulepaskan langsung apa yang terjadi di alam maya. Adakah hidupku kini di alam maya? Aku tersentak.


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At some point aku merasa gersang di tengah2 orang2 yg ga memberikan interaksi kekeluargaan semacam dulu di S1. Tapi di sisi lain aku mungkin disuruh belajar berlapang dada, ga self centered, dan memberikan contoh utk manusiakan manusia orang2 di sekitarku.


Dah tau gaji kecik jgn kawen,  2000 tu cukup utk diri sendiri utk bini anak x cukup, 3000 gaji minimum utk org berkahwen taw


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My monthly income is never enough. I can't save anything because I have to take care of everything, including my own expenses, my child's, and his as well. I feel disappointed and sad because what was discussed before marriage turned out to be different from what I am experiencing now.


It is true that I pray on time, but I only know the meaning of Al Fatihah. I don't know why I recite the others. I only memorize and recite them for each prayer. At the same time, I am busy pursuing a master's degree in my field, chasing after education in the world. But I take religious education lightly, especially when it comes to prayer.


Allah cemburu kita sayang orang lain melebihi Dia. Bukan hanya Dia cemburu apabila kita bercouple, tapi Dia cemburu bila kita letak seseorang dalam hati kita 'seiring' dengan Nya.


Topik TT di board ni ada macam merangsang kpd pebincangan yg sihat.. Topik macam:  =Umat Islam Nusan ..  Oh..begitu ke?  Kalau begitu Uncle mohon maaf kerana kekasaran bahasa Uncle..  Harap maaf  p/s : bagaimana pun, gambar pertama tu agak kurang sesuai untuk bod Islam..sekalipun untuk pengajaran..Bod yg terlampau terbuka pasti akan membawa keburukan gambar sebegitu.  just blankkan bgn yg tak patut nampak tu cukup lah..rasanya mesej tetap sampai..  (Lagipun gambar tu bukannya benar benar wanita zaman jahiliah pun..tu gambar modern camera tu.jahilianh modern tu..& yg kata begitupun .hanya "tafsiran" yg entah betul entah tidak juga utk mengatakan kaum arab dulu sebegitu..)


This year we celebrated Hari Raya in the Pink Village without my husband. He had to work, so he could only join us in the evening and had to leave for work early in the morning. But last year, we celebrated Raya together at my husband's village.


Dari sekolah rendah Saya dah biasa dengar Kakyang jangan galak sgt Kakyang jangan gedik sgt Kakyang jangan hingka sangat Awok tu org perempuan kena jaga Belajar tinggi2 last2 ke dapur jugak


Can we have a really good steak outside?


ada sesapa tak yang rasa mcm aku rasa..  aku rasa mcm aku tak berpijak di bumi yg nyata..rasa mcm berbayang2..pandangan rasa tak tetap..mcm di awang2an..apa penyakit aku nih..???


Dad tries various ways to overcome this feeling. Dad has been in this state for more than a year. A long period of time for Dad. A period of time that Dad can say, is a waste of time.


Maybe there are some Bengalis who smell nice? Even though I have never met Bengali guys who don't have body odor. Maybe she can go on a date with a Bengali guy.


3. Racist. Dia adalah seorang yang membenci kaum dari pantai timur. Tapi duk berkawan dengan aku yang berasal dari Terengganu ini boleh pulak?


From time to time, they always say behind my back that I am a cheap woman, deserving of such a low allowance, that villagers will laugh at me, and so on. My question is, is a woman really that demeaned if her allowance is low?


Pada malam itu, saya sedar yang saya tiada adab kepada Tuhan. Sebelum itu, saya percaya bahawa saya tidak mungkin akan mengawan secara haram tetapi buat juga akhirnya.


I was entertained by looking at Reynold's pictures.


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It's a good chair, it has a cool appearance, but it's slightly overpriced. Please don't be rude.


8. If you save the phone number of a friend of the opposite gender, also save their partner's number if they have one. If not, you can save their friend's number instead.


dah tau mental x kuat gigih gi baca cerita orang itu ini lepas tu murung depress, kalau aku ni ada kuasa aku bagi je racun biar mati secara beransur ansur nak sgt ajal sampai


Aku harap dia akan berjaya seperti mana yg aku harapkan.  zamzam,ko tahu tak juru mekap mana yg mekapkan muka si ina tu,aku nengok udah lebam macam kena penampo.


Sy akan diam je bila negative thinking tu datang, sy akan jadi sangat takut secara tiba-tiba dan muka sy cepat sangat berubah automatik macam nak menangis. Sampailah sekarang umur 23 tahun masih sama perasaan tu, sangat mengganggu kerjaya sy. Sy fikir nak kahwin nanti pun mesti susah, sebab sy takut bila orang ramai. Nak senyum pun kelat je. Automatik AD tu datang.


It seems like many people are riding the ADP... comfortably overtaking carts, followed by Remy and Aiman Hakim in third place.


Hari ni: Aku depress weyh.

Esok: Rasa nak mati.

Lusa: Bunuh diri tu dosa kan? Tapi kenapa still rasa nak buat. Tulat: Sumpah nak mati.

Tu bukan depression. Tu namanya ketagih simpati. Jadi manusia jangan selalu sangat harap orang kesian dekat kita.


so use nets lor since you have money in your bank account and you only want convenience no need to top up at all


There's no need to give a sermon with bombastic 4545 verses when someone needs it, just be a listener. There's no need to try hard to be a motivational expert by providing various solutions. Just let them know that many people love them and there's always an ear to listen to what they want to express.


Add a photo, which is white in color, on top.


Yes!!! Pergilah mampos ko dah kahwin ke ada anak bini ke, kerja ehailing je ke, who cares sial. Kau dah bunuh orang. Ah emosi la aku.


Those who came with falsehood are a group among you. Do not think it bad for you; rather it is good for you. Every person among them has what he has earned from sin. As for the one among them who had the greater share therein, his punishment will be great.


If there is a budget, it is better to take it... for future use.


Kalau korang rasa korang ada masalah atau sedih, ,mengadulah pada Allah sebab dia Maha Mendengar. Beri sepenuh hati pada Dia. Dia akan belai dengan baik. Nak cerita pada kawan pon boleh tapi pada kawan yang boleh bagi sokongan dan motivasi. Yang penting diri ni kene ada motivasi jugak. Jangan mengeluh. Anggaplah ujian tu hadiah Allah untuk kita.


Elok pun ..perangai mcm sial sekor2 kat situ..dri atas smp bawahan..bnyk sgt makan suap..


arwah moyang aku penah citer  masa zaman tu..tiap2 hari orang jepun masuk ke kg..cari yg muda2..yg tua2..bawak gi ke kem jepun..dan tup2 .. kalau selamat,kembali la..kalau tak..  tapi diaorang dulu2 pun cerdik gak..mase time jepun dtg selalunye malam..time org duk tdo..so moyang aku citer derang malam2 akan naik sampan dan tdo kat tepi2 sungai or kat laut sehingga la pagi


Lepas tingkatan 3 sampai tingkatan 5 sama jugak bila bergaduh dengan budak lelaki diorg akan panggil saya "negro". Kalau saya argue saja mula diorang nak ejek cakap 'eleh si negro ni.'


Until now, I still don't understand everything that happened and I don't know whether my repentance has been accepted or not.. but the events that happened this year have left a deep impression on my heart.


Makan pun abah aku yang buat. (Kalau korang perasan, kenapa bukan adik aku yang dia kata) Sebab kononnya anak bongsu, kena perajakan. Paling mulia. Tak boleh disuruh buat kerja.


Tak berapa nak paham..  Tapi tak pe lah..anggap je lah paham..  Dia dah ada pompuan lain kan?..dia tak kisahkan kau kan..  Habis tu, takkan kau nak terima dia jugak..nanti dah kawin, lagi teruk kau merana,..  Tiap-tiap hari kau buat solat hajat mintak Allah bagi balasan kat dia..  Mungkin Allah putuskan hubungan korang berdua sbb Allah sayangkan kau lah tu..& Allah dah bagi balasan le tu..  Baik kau buat solat hajat mintak Allah temukan kau dengan mamat yang lebih hensem & lebih kaya dari tunang kau tu..


Go and learn at NUS.


So untuk statement," Ah, macamlah kau tu baik sangat", aku dah ada jawapan siap2. Betul aku pun bukan baik sangat. Aku dah lalu sebuah dunia yang gelap gelita dengan pompuan2 melayu ni. But, kena ingat. Aku lelaki, tak boleh bunting beb, hahaha. Perception aku memang dah berubah, sebab experience aku dengan perempuan2 ni semua. Nak convince untuk serious relationship subhanallah, benda senang pun diorang boleh spin jadi susah. Tapi nak bawak naik katil, sejam je beb. Tak payah lama2. Aku bukan cakap semua, tapi kebanyakan. Come on la guys, bukaklah mata tu. Berubahlah.


bagus koleksi daripada kebatilan hitam berambut filem daripada videosz lucah ... gadis kecil mendapat batang ... Seks Dengan Rambut Lebat filem; Seks Di ...


those who jumped in are the do or die prospectors huat big big or die jialat jialat


He also knows what to do. A lady asked him what happened, but he did not reveal the truth and just said there was an extra security check.


masalah yg kerap aku fikir adalah..camner nak kurus kan badan..walaupun badan aku tak gemuk, tapi still aku nak lagi kurus dan kurus..kalu skrg pakai size XS or size Zero, aku nak pakai baju size double zero..


Indonesian Malay has long been colonized and oppressed by Java..as many as 3 times brutally by Java. That's a fact .. dude, this is Minang food..it has nothing to do with Malay. Minang people never claim to be Malay here..


From the pregnancy phase, giving birth, to even during the confinement period, she did not take care of the children at all. She couldn't even help for a moment to take them to the market.


Pada isteri Man, I'm proud of you for getting this far in life walaupun kisah silam Puan memberikan kesan yang mendalam, sampai PTSD and chronic depression. Aku tak sure kalau kisah aku ni nak cakap thank you ke Man atau nak kata thank you pada isteri Man.


Tidak sama sekali. Aku pun sayang bangsa Melayu. Bahasa Melayu, Tulisan jawi dan lain-lain lagi. Sedangkan banyak budaya pakaian tradisi sejarah dan lain lain bangsa kita. Yang hancurkan ni siapa? Orang Melayu kita sendiri.


She was a tomboyish girl who rarely smiled, never displayed emotions and acted as if she didn't care. However, I now feel like an enthusiastic child when I see how she can't conceal her joy around me, and how nervous and bashful she becomes when we meet.


muda lagi dia ni tp muka nmpk tua dan desa nan permai haha  pernah tertgk cite dolla tu Mak pak dia org alim2 juga dr ganu tp iman tak dpt diwarisi gituu


setuju dulu kena libas dengan getah paip kena rotan hanger tali pinggang semua takde pun kecoh hm


yang Segar koleksi daripada anak dara muda asian hebat seks filem untuk apa-apa rasa!


pai kai gang is very big they can even do assassination but we can t underestimate that he may not succeed


Masa itu, persoalan bagaimanakah keadaan ibu bapaku berlegar di fikiran. Aku terus balik. Sampai ke rumah satu lagi berita buruk aku terima; rumah mak bapak aku disita. Ya Allah! Lemah Longlai badan aku. Bukan kerana aku merasakan keluarga aku 'broke' tetapi mengenang nasib ibu dan ayah aku. Fikir punya fikir, aku tekad untuk sengaja menggagalkan exam aku. Exam final! Akhirnya 'cita-cita' aku tercapai. Surat layang ku terima dari Kolej menyatakan aku tidak dapat melanjutkan pengajaran.


I can't remember the last time I prayed willingly. Not because my friends asked me to, not because I was ashamed. I really want to pray on time. As soon as the prayer time comes, I want to pray without laziness or excuses.


Aku teringin nk tahajud.bila aku tau kelebihan tahajud ni,aku jadi semangat nk tahajud. Tapi.. Aku tak bangun.aku dah buat jam loceng.dah set kat otak mesti bangun solat tahajud.tapi aku x dengar jam loceng.terjaga pon langsung tak.aku memang nak tahajud. Sebelum ni.masa aku x de niat nk solat tahajud,aku selalu sangat terjaga tengah malam.tapi aku malas so aku x buat.aku tau Allah panggil aku masa tu.jahilnya aku.. bantulah aku..Allah dah tak nak jumpa aku ke? macam mana nk bangun tengah malam..ada idea tak?aku rasa berdosa sangat..


and the thing that makes him unable to accept is that he hasn't prayed for a long time. And this is the reason why he has difficulty accepting the truth. He once promised me that after he started driving a lorry, it would be easier for him to pray because his job is just driving and it's cleaner. But now I see that he's getting worse and he's forgotten that promise. When I ask him if he's prayed, he says no. When I confront him, he gets angry and says there's no place to stop and pray at the rest area, and it's hard to find parking. He once yelled at me when I argued with him and said that it was just an excuse. He said he would never pray again. Oh Allah..


Mebi depa terpengaruh dgn kebolehan Jesus menghidupkan org yg telah mati  Nabi Isa memang ada mu ..  depa ni seme bende yang tuhan buat nak wat..xabes2 nak melawan tuhan


penah rasa..n lil paham perasaan TT..


pedih burit


need to stay off for weeks leh but maybe lunch


he tripped and sprained his ankle


What else can I do but cry out in agony. Luckily, there were some Muslim and African women who helped me, I couldn't rely on the Malaysian women who just stood there silently.


kami adik beradik biasa didera dengan tidak diberi makanan lansung selama beberapa hari. jika kami lapar, apa yang kami buat, adalah mengetuk rumah jiran, dan meminta makanan. adik bongsu saya, pakaiannya dibakar, satu-satunya pakaian yang tinggal hanyalah dibadannya; makanan lansung tidak diberi dan rumah lansung tidak boleh singgah, apatah lagi tumpang tidur. kadangkala, si bongsu cuba untuk tidur di bawah rumah (rumah saya rumah kayu), tapi dihalau di hadapan mata saya sendiri..


Artikel sampah, poll sampah geng abah cow, bapak lockdown, double pengkhianat atok dan bosskur, no integrity at all


I can feel that many people dislike me because of my other side. My natural tendency to not hide my inner turmoil and being straightforward is seen as rude by some people.


sir bsnl ko g spectrum abhi tak kyu nahi diya gaya


pakwe aku kje jpn aku da carik..aku da jumpa dier dok mne..tp aku takot la kawan2..nk jumpa dier mana tahu dier x nk ngaku aku ank dier xpun dier ngaku tp cuma setakt tu..aper perlu aku buat..mcmner nk ckp ngan dier..actually aku nk sgt cari org yg bole kire jadi org tgah la..aku xnk la aku main dtg terjah anti bapk aku tu terkejot lak..aku da xmrah kat dier da cuma aku sdih n takot nk jumpa..mgkin aku x sdia lagi kot..bapk aku cerai ngan mak aku masa aku umo setahun..skang aku dok ngan bapk tiri aku n adik beradik tiri aku..yg aku tahu bapak aku skang ader ank 5..


We are waiting for RM30


Menjerit-jerit. Budak tu tenang sikit bila dibawa masuk ke bilik aku. Esoknya, kaki anak adik aku tu lebam-lebam dan penuh kesan calar. Kesian sebab masa tu dia baru berumur tiga bulan.


After that, Tok asked me if I was sick. I said no. I asked why and he said my hand was very hot when he shook it. I have always been someone who runs hot. My mom calls me a furnace. So I said I just have naturally warm skin. He insisted that it was something else. Tok saw something. I gulped nervously. What did Tok see? My mom looked surprised and asked Tok what he saw. He said he saw a companion with me, but I didn't know and never saw it.


I laughed so hard that my stomach hurts. It was really funny. Good morning on this Sunday.


Harini start already. I want to watch.


penangan menteri DAP. Ni yang ramai melayu takut


Why feel ashamed when the reality is that Malaysians, including the Malays, were originally animists and followers of other religions such as Hinduism and Buddhism? In Islam, they are considered as not yet receiving divine guidance or not yet being preached to. According to Islamic teachings, those who have not been preached to are not condemned to hell. The Malays of that time had never even heard of Islam, so they were forgiven by God.


Yep aku dah macam salahkan takdir, aku dah start tak solat dan mengaji untuk tenangkan hati. Aku bukan tak tau apa hukumnya tak solat, aku bukan tak tau makna bacaan dalam solat, aku dah macam tak leh fokus dah. Rasa lemah je. Aku nak diri aku yang dulu ceria, suka positif, tak terkesan dengan apa-apa.


You too, have a lovely day.


i really like to relax one corner and sleep during weekends leh


Memasak, mengemas, membersih itu semua kerja perempuan, tidak layak seorang lelaki untuk buat itu semua. Jika tidak dibuat, malah dibebelnya dikatakan pemalas.


Alahai takkan la marah sampai panggil orang anjing and babi? Aku pon pernah kena macam ni, relax la weii, bahasa tu biar la elok.


Naik heran, naik bas kali ni tgok pakat kena lompat lompat


Salam All,  Mod, thread ni bukan untuk tujuan provokasi kaum tapi lebih kepada perbincangan isu masa kini di Pulau Mutiara ni.  Sy perhatikan sejak akhir-akhir ni, org2 kita  yg berpelajaran tinggi yg asal/tinggal di pulau ni mcm susah sgt nk dpt kerja atau tempat dlm syarikat2 swasta yg established kt sini. Contoh terdekat adalah sy sendiri, sy ada pengalaman 13 tahun & lebih dari 100 applications sy dh submit tp satu pun tak panggil interview, kalau adapun lepas tu diam terus. Sedangkan bangsa lain yg baru lepas SPM pun senang2 dpt kerja dgn gaji yg tinggi.  Jom diskus pendapat anda kenapa ini terjadi?


The couple may not be beautiful. Their hearts are always restless. They do not experience true happiness. They always feel afraid and worried about whether their relationship will work out or not. Their hearts are always in turmoil. Love and lust are all mixed up.


Hello.. The turmoil will come knocking from time to time. I surrender in the whirlwind of my thoughts. Where are you? Why are you hiding? Oh dear, please reveal yourself to me.


3. Aku seorang yang pemarah. Aku tak tahu la kenapa. Tapi aku cuma tunjuk amarah aku tu bila dengan family aku je. Dengan orang luar memang orang tak percaya kalau aku cakap aku ni seorang pemarah. Nampak tak hipokrit kat situ?


Aku cuma takut pada masa depan aku.Adakah aku akan senang atau terus hidup susah dan bergantung pada gaji bulanan.Kerja yang tidak tetap,gaji yang cukup-cukup makan."hanya pembelajaran boleh mengubah dunia"


Teruk sekali ibu kena bantai dengan ayah sampaikan gegendang telinga ibu pernah pecah, mulut, mata berdarah. Leher ibu pernah dijerut dengan rantai motor.


Our struggle may be lonely, but let's make that loneliness our 'quality time' with Allah. Depression is a test for you, suited to your strength, but perhaps you haven't realized it yet. Stop relying on humans. Tie your heart to Allah even if you lose hope and can't see the future. God willing, after everything is over, you will smile to see all your prayers answered. You will not believe how you managed to get through that moment... and finally realize that Allah has been taking care of you all along..


What is the Shariah-compliant way if starting a business again but becoming a scammer? La Vida Coin = running away with all the investors' money. Sooo??? In the end, taking a TikTok video cutting down a banana tree because it is believed to bring bad luck. If I am the person who planted it, I would plant another 1000 banana trees.


It's frustrating to deal with their behavior. What's the point of you being in the office when everyone is busy and you don't have the initiative to use common sense? If it's about wild tasks, just leave it to you. These are my two current problems that are giving me migraines. I want to resign, but my husband and I both have low salaries, and we've only been married for a year and are trying to stabilize our finances. So, I have to endure working even though I'm not very comfortable. I've been sending out resumes, but haven't had any luck yet. What should I do? Please don't judge me, I just want to express myself and ask for opinions. Thanks if this is published, admin.


During that time, Malaysia was experiencing a surge of independence rallies advocating for a Malay state. As a result, it was not well-received to have a non-Malay leader, especially due to the fear of losing their native land to a non-native. It is understandable why the people felt this way, as the trauma of colonialism was still fresh in their minds. It is unfortunate that a great leader was unable to rise to power due to the circumstances of the time.


The attitude of women who always become heroes is what breeds species of lazy husbands. 'Oh.. Why worry.. My wife can do everything.. Can do handy work.. Can earn money..'


Fuck skateboarders. I'm sick of every nice new piece of limestone architecture in my town having a day to shine before it's covered in black marks. Maybe if the little shits had some respect instead of pretending it's the height of cool to not care about anything I would feel like they didn't deserve to be harassed. As it is I'm sorry the old guy didn't take a fucking bat to their skulls.


It is good to know that eating kangtang in Singapore is considered slightly higher in socio-economic status.


oh ya ah i guess it s the body build also lah


kalau nak tau dara tgk kuar darah or x..
kalau teruna??kuar ape plak???  kuar tahi ke? ..
melinda_gordon Post at 20-9-2011 12:43  amboiiii!!! soklan kau mel!! berdekah kak una baca kat opis ni tau!!


And what's more, Grandma never misses a chance to curse me, calling me black, stubborn, and many other insults. And the best insult of all, Grandma says I'm the descendant of my father's ugly face. Sometimes I even answer back, saying it wasn't Grandma who arranged for my mother to marry my father. Haha.


but am sure they will think of sth for georgie lah and he will still be able to contribute


It's typical of a prince. Just remember how your own prince, Tengku Jamaika from Johor, behaves. Of course, his behavior must be strange. He probably even needs someone to help him with his bowel movements.


random thought while enjoying my pao pao cha before watching anime:


Comment on eating in... he is more angry at his relatives who took the pictures at the beginning, because they cannot take care of the child properly. I read a comment somewhere, his sentence is the best, CT can wait until the 11th when the person who spread the pictures of CT's child cannot wait for 7 days, you will be left sulking, sad MUA being criticized.


> The man got angry and pushed the boy out of the van, causing him to fall and suffer a bruise on his chin.


yah lah it is good to be competitive and the focus on results but if you have done everything in proper the rest is depend on spot performance on that day liao so stress up make it worse take it as just another safety ride lah


It's a retribution that cannot be avoided..the punishment from God is severe..it tortures the soul and body..feeling an uncontrollable longing..as if there are many things that one has to bear..


Pappppp! Bunyi tu tiba-tiba keluar. Bila aku toleh kat belakang, belakang kereta aku tu dah kena dengan kereta yang tengah parking. Wife aku pun panic dan begitu juga aku. Aku tengok kat sekeliling tak da orang masa tu aku pun cepat-cepat larikan diri. Aku takut masa tu tapi aku tak tunjuk kat wife aku sebab aku tak nak dia lagi panic. Aku cuba pujuk dia dia cakap tak de apa-apa yng teruk sangat.


Reply 8# carly_lah Crying tears of blood, yet politics remains his priority.. Last night, he even spoke ill of me when I briefly visited our ex-housemate's house. He called me a disobedient wife.. I can no longer tolerate his behavior.. Why has my husband become like this.. I am extremely sad.. I always confide in Uteh (the neighbor's cat) only.. he is my companion in times of solitude, even though he is just a cat..


I think i might kill myself tomorrow and i dont know what to doMaybe this is just a final cry for help, but i feel like I'm going to kill myself tomorrow. I keep thinking about it and i have it planned out. Im going to be really honest here and say that i dont want to die, i just want this pain to end. I'm torn between keeping myself self alive for the sake of my family and finally giving up. I want to give up so fucking bad. I dont know what to do. Maybe i should tell someone, but im afraid they'll make me go to the hospital again.

Im at the end of my rope. I've been trying so hard to get better with my depression/anxiety but nothing seems to work. I wake up every morning crying, and I'm still haunted by my past. There's something broken inside of me. It's been that way since i was a child. I'm only 21. Still young yet so ready to die. Inside I'm still a scared lonely kid. Im lost and i dont know what to do anymore.


Yes that train of thought always amazed me. But nationalists around the world tend not to be the most critical of thinkers. "Get rid of foreigners and the jobs will be ours!". I saw the same in the UK with the Brexit mentality, and what happens? The jobs just go to another country... sigh


Huhuhuhu..we're busy..the boss has arrived..give us the instructions, Intan, go and answer the quiz later..thank you, Riri..


haha can la den i also can bounce here and there ma


sial bgtttt tidur pagi lalu paginya kesiangan, ini semua grgr tugas babi yg susahnya gak ngotak


I really enjoyed playing. Thank you!


Bini dia mana?  Dah mampus ke tido mampus  Bertahun2 rosakkan ank kat ruang tamu je kot  Bkn tempat tertutup pun  Yg bapak tu mmg dah setan, kenapa buat bodoh je


no need so godly lah just hire more helper to assistant 头手 problem sort


Bila berdepan, saya jadi sedih dan tak mampu nak berkata2.. Saya masih sangat sayangkan dia, saya pujuk dia fikirlah anak2 tapi dia mahu teruskan juga.


contoh kalau saya letak tag “cikgu seksi” untuk entry ni, bila pembaca google “cikgu seksi”, entry ini akan muncul dengan tajuk “cikgu seksi”, padahal entry takde kaitan langsung dengan cikgu seksi.


I was once humiliated in front of my in-laws for supposedly being ignorant about religion. My mother-in-law openly told relatives that she doesn't like me.


What should I say if I'm not a Muslim?


But I didn't go straight home..I drove around because I was afraid that guy would follow me on his motorcycle. I only drove back to my rental house when I was sure no one was following me. My rental house has very tight security. As soon as I arrived home, I locked the door. I wrapped myself in a blanket. It was midday but I was cold. I was trembling. I cried again. What if I had been grabbed at that time? Then what? Would I have been raped? And then my body thrown away?


Aku fikir ibu tak akan lindung aku kalau apa-apa yang buruk terjadi kepada aku, jadi aku curi-curi belajar untuk lindung diri aku sendiri, belajar ilmu mempertahankan diri. Tapi ibu dan nenek aku label perempuan tak tahu malu sebab buat benda benda yang orang lelaki patut buat.


Sial la, dah tau orang punya takyah la chat aku babi. Nak muntah aku dengar kau nak geli geli ngan aku sebab aku pindah rumah, bini tak tau.

Aku tanak jumpa kat dah kalau boleh. Tunggu masa je ni nak block. Semak tengok muka gatal kau hari hari.


Hati aku ni sampai sudah lali. Aku sudah boleh "detect " lelaki yang datang nak singgah ini. Muka saja dewasa tapi tidak bagi aku. Aku berdoa mereka kahwin betul-betul lah dengan pasangan mereka.


He's not an ustaz. Read what he posts, already know his behavior. Likes to bark, mock. Only deserves to be called a stray, not an ustaz.


Masa tu.. Terus aku rasa berdosa sangat.. Eh.. Apa yg aku buat selama ni.. Layak ke aku dpt muslimah mcmni.. :'(


I also have other work to do. As soon as December comes, assignments pile up and due dates are near. Oh God. Physically and mentally exhausted. I'm stuck. Where is the solution, oh God.


Aku tak tahu apa akan terjadi pada pemghujung dunia aku.Adakah aku akan terselamat dari neraka jahanam akibat tindakan aku ini.Alangkah sedihnya jika di dunia aku telah mengalami kesedihan hampir seluruh kehidupan aku.


tak faham..maksudnya???  tengok nama mak apak abang dia..  bau indon pekat..  and area sana tu, memang penuh indon..  siap claim tanah buat rumah bagi sewa lagi..


paiyaa doa not torture yourself, just stay pada home


Luring men's sight is not why we dress up ourselves. Even if a Muslim woman dresses up beautifully with a colorful hijab and stylish pants or blouses, that does not mean she wants to be the center of attention! We dress like that to feel confident and also as one of our methods of spreading the message of Islam. But not like how Nisaa was dressed in the show. Her dress, at the end of the show (when I said I did not stay till the end of the show, I meant the appreciation posts and subtitles prepared by bla bla bla) was disappointing.


Sekolah2 patut guna kerusi dan meja plastik. Lagi ringan dan murah.  Yes ..sekolah I guna meja plastik biru dgn kerusi plastik..tapi tetap pelajar vandalism nih dimana2..tahun lepas dibuangnya meja plastik dari tingkat 3..budak spm gak.. perangai kurang ajar


Maybe there's nothing to feel about.. It's just that maybe the guy is shy by nature.. Sometimes, typical Malays tend to assume things that are not true.. Luckily, he still answered even though it was just a few words.. What if he acted foolishly, you would be the one embarrassed, right??? Sigh..


then i play golf also women play golf jialat man how to do it you know


Continue the legacy of YB...


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After getting married, my sister and her husband moved to their own rented house. I always keep in touch with my sister and ask about her well-being. She always tells me about everything she faces after becoming a wife. Sometimes, I hear her sobbing at the end of the line. I feel sad about what is happening, but time cannot be reversed. All I can do is advise her to be patient, patient, and patient. Sometimes, I feel like taking my sister back home to our mother's house. But what can I do? She is someone's wife. Her place is by her husband's side.


Musibatnya perangai. Elok benda ni highlights bg semua celik mata. Pastu elok dia tu kena kompaun


It's gotten to the point where it's awkward to play with kids! Even though I like kids. What if I make a joke that offends them and they tell me to leave? Why do I feel so bothered by something so trivial?


Ini kisah sebenar. Bukan jadi-jadian atau fiksyen seperti drama produksi Erma. Tetapi malangnya golongan selebriti wanita jugalah yang membantu menambahkan luka dan trauma wanita ini dengan mengangkat pemangsa seksual sebagai ikon masyarakat.  Gigih hendak mengajar iktibar kepada masyarakat melalui naskhah. Hakikatnya diri sendiri tidak mengamalkan pengajaran yang ingin diterapkan.


"U have anything to tell me? Is it because of work pressure of personal matters?" "both, Dr. But Im not sure what happen to me, doctor. Im just need a proper treatment for my mental health.''


Ade lg sorg telling me how to parent. Pegi mampus


Cair btul dengan dia ni. Tetek best, paha bsar. Herm. Taste gila


the last game so sudden n like for the sake of it only very bad let s beautify saturday morning with some of my bias gif bit version taetiseo new album can preorder liao


I have come to the conclusion that maybe I am tired of being independent. But the feeling of exhaustion doesn't last long, no matter what, life must go on and being independent is much easier than relying on others.


Ye or everyone should beware. Be secure. Don't get involved with shady people... But sometimes we can tell who can be friends and who to keep a distance from. We can tell from their manners. We don't have to observe and analyze for months... When do we want to make friends? Isn't it strange that foreigners from other countries can easily make friends with other foreigners from the same country, but not with Malaysians? Even though there are more Malaysians compared to foreigners.


my wedding haha how i wish anyway wife drove me back lah today sat tp ops leh


Just don't want to be me anymoreMy entire life I have felt like something was wrong with me and at this point in my life if things do not change soon I am just going to be done. I do not fit into a single place I go resulting in me being uncomfortable no matter where I am which is exhausting and causes me to isolate in my apartment. I do not have any friends who give a single shit about me besides my fiance but I am (as I have been told by multiple people) just dragging him down with me. I am unable to work because I am unable to function like every other person. I will get a job, be able to go for a few days, and then the meltdowns start. They are a mixture of panic attacks and utter frustration. I end up shaking and crying and usually throwing up from the panic but at the same time am so frustrated and angry with myself because I am so horrible I can't even manage a simple job. I have so much trauma in my past that I have very little memories from childhood and the ones I do have are hard to distinguish between reality and things I have said are "memories" that never actually happened and are just to occupy the space in my head. In the past two years I have been actively going to therapy every week, getting testing done, and trying medications to try and fix myself. While therapy has helped me cope in some ways, I do not see enough improvement to really think that it is helping me. Testing has proven to be a waste of time as every single time I go I am diagnosed with something new that doesn't fit my symptoms at all that just feels like a fucking band-aid of "let's try this i guess". Medication has been a fucking nightmare. I have adverse reactions to a lot of them and the only thing that has somewhat helped is stimulants but even then I do not feel normal in the slightest.

I am told constantly by family and those around me that I am just not trying hard enough, that I need to try harder and get over all of this and be like everyone else. It has gotten to the point where I don't know if they are ignorant or right. I feel like I have been doing everything I possibly can and none of it has helped or gotten me to a place of stability. I don't want to keep using everyone's time and money trying to fix myself if the fact is that I am never going to get better. I do not see a point in continuing any of this if things don't start to change. I cannot live my life like this, I am constantly at war with my own brain and everyone else. I am beyond exhausted and I just do not want to live if my entire life is going to be like this. It was supposed to get better once I moved out and was old enough to make decisions for myself but it turns out that I am just as useless as everyone said I would be.

I just want for once in my life to know why I am like this and how I can fix it. I want to be a better person and I want a life I feel like is worth living and right now I am not. It feels like absolutely no one has cared about me until now and now that someone does I am too fucking horrible to even try and get better for them. Everyone deserves a lot better than me if I do not get better soon I will be disappearing out of everyone's lives forever so they can move on and finally be happy.


Why wear a headscarf if the clothes do not cover the aurat?


I hope there will be a video uploaded to YouTube since the majority of students already have smartphones to upload. I'm afraid that the video might not look good because it was recorded while my hands were trembling while reciting Al-Fatihah.


2-3 houses of hope (bungalow is okay) and luxury cars. But very humble and loving towards people... The majority of his wealth will be put under the name of his late wife.


WOOOO~~ love love love ^^ thank you Airah for opening this thread, I will visit another house later.. and happy belated birthday to Tablo ^^


If the husband has to work 3-4 jobs just to fulfill the wife's demands, that's not right. Later on, if the husband is busy working, the wife might neglect the children. Children also need a father's touch, you know.


Sebelum tu, aku nak ucapkan tahniah and terima kasih pada korang yang berani cerita tentang mental illness, meskipun begitu banyak lagi stigma dalam masyarakat kita. Jujurnya, ramai orang dekat dengan aku cakap mereka lebih terbuka dan memahami keadaan orang yang ada mental illness. Tetapi cerita aku kali ini, bukanlah nak cerita tentang mental illness, tetapi salah satu golongan dalam mental illness. Aku nak cakap pasal 'malingering'


Org suka cakap aku ni pemalas bila nak buat kerja.. tapi yang sebenarnya aku bukannya pemalas.. Tapi bukan aku saja2 malas.. Masalahnya aku ni kuat sangat berpeluh.. Satu badan.. Tapi paling tak selesa dekat bahagian muka.. Ko bayangkan lah.. Even bila aku duduk lipat baju, dan bawah kipas sekali pun, aku still akan berpeluh.. Lagi2 kat bahagian muka..N aku tahu takde banyak rawatan yg berkesan tuk benda ni.. Kalau yang ade pun krim, botox n bedah.. krim aku dah try dah.. memang tak berkesan.. makin berminyak muka lagi ade lah.. Nak bedah pulak Doktor tak suggest sebab dekat bahagian muka.. Nanti lagi banyak complication..


What makes me feel unbelievable and unacceptable. He... LOST HIS MEMORY. Due to a strong blow to the head. Oh my God! What kind of test is this. I really feel lost. The person who is in my everyday life, may not remember me anymore.


pengepungan antwerpen adalah pertempuran antara jerman dan belgia pada perang dunia i = = pertempuran = = tentara jerman menginvasi belgia pada pagi tanggal agustus dua hari setelah keputusan pemerintah belgia untuk melarang tentara jerman melewati wilayahnya untuk memasuki prancis karena tentara belgia perlengkapannya kurang dan kalah jumlah dibandingkan tentara jerman maka mereka harus mundur dari benteng liège dikuasai jerman pada tanggal agustus dan namur namen yang jatuh ke tangan jerman pada tanggal agustus tidak mampu menahan serangan jerman raja albert dari belgia memerintahkan pasukan untuk mundur ke benteng antwerpen pada tanggal agustus kumpulan fortifikasi dan posisi defensif yang mengelilingi antwerpen ini dianggap sebagai reduit national dan tidak bisa ditembus benteng antwerp terdiri dari benteng benteng abad ke yang berada di lingkar dalam dan lingkar luar kota antwerpen dengan jarak beberapa kilometer satu sama lain sisa sisa benteng ini masih bisa dilihat saat ini dan sebagian besar menjadi area rekreasi sebagian besar benteng antwerpen dan posisi defensifnya ternyata sudah usang dan kekurangan daya tembak tentara jerman yang senjatanya lebih baik dan lebih canggih menyerang kota ini pada tanggal september didahului oleh pengeboman besar besaran antwerpen dikepung dan benteng di lingkar luar jatuh satu persatu antara tanggal oktober dan oktober tentara belgia menderita akibat kelelahan dan turunnya moral akibat banyaknya korban yang jatuh tanggal oktober adalah tanggal yang penting saat pengepungan antwerp tentara jerman menembus pertahanan belgia di kota lier kilometer tenggara antwerp dan bergerak ke kota dendermonde selatan antwerp dimana mereka mencoba untuk menyeberangi sungai scheldt gerakan putar tentara jerman ini mengancam rute mundur tentara belgia ke arah barat keluar dari antwerpen rute selatan dan timur telah ditutup oleh tentara jerman dan rute utara tertutup oleh perbatasan belgia belanda belanda tidak menawarkan bantuan apapun karena tidak ingin tertarik ke dalam konflik dan memilih posisi netral tentara belgia mundur sebelum terjebak dan meninggalkan kota antwerpen sendirian tentara belgia mundur ke barat menuju pantai pada tanggal oktober dan akhirnya menghentikan gerak maju jerman di pinggir sungai yser kota antwerpen dipertahankan oleh garisun yang tersisa sebagian besar pasukan sudah ditinggalkan perwiranya dan banyak prajurit yang desersi dan menghancurkan senjata dan amunisi mereka sendiri wali kota antwerpen de vos menawarkan kapitulasi pada tanggal oktober dan pengepungan antwerpen berakhir kota antwerpen tetap dikuasai oleh tentara jerman sampai tahun sepertiga dari total tentara belgia sekitar prajurit melarikan diri ke belanda diikuti oleh satu juta pengungsi pada tahun belanda menempatkan pengungsi belgia sejauh mungkin dari perbatasan belgia karena tidak mau terseret ke dalam konflik banyak di antaranya yang tetap tinggal di belanda setelah dan tidak pernah kembali ke belgia = = lihat pula = = daftar pertempuran pada perang dunia antwerpen antwerpen kategori perang dunia tahun menuju laut kategori belgia dalam tahun perang dunia melibatkan belgia perang dunia melibatkan jerman perang dunia melibatkan austria perang dunia melibatkan hongaria perang dunia melibatkan kategori jerman dalam tahun militer dan pertempuran perang dunia dalam tahun dalam tahun


Because I tried not to cry at that time, but my tears came out, because I missed my mother too much, her hugs and kisses on my cheeks and forehead.


I suspect that he likes Fikry Ibrahim. I've seen him hosting some TV program, but I can't remember the name of the show. When he was with Fikry, Sherry's face was glowing with a radiant light that came from within her heart, which had a garden. It was like love is in the air!


weather so jialat


video lucah melayu tidur lucah warga asia jepun lucah lucah melayu anak kecil lucah lucah ibu melayu dan ... Talian; Taman; Tampar; Tampon; ... Warga Arab; Warga ...


Alhamdulillah aku menulis ni dalam keadaan emosi yang lebih stabil. Sedih aku dah banyak kurang kalau nak dibandingkan dengan dulu. Tujuan aku menulis ni, sebab aku terlalu lemah untuk cerita pasal apa yang aku lalui pada orang2 yang rapat dengan aku, walaupun aku dah lebih stabil sekarang.


He was friends with her since their kindergarten days. Maybe she's already lost in her own world. You should tease her to bring her back. Take it easy, your wife will have an easier time. No need to keep applying for leave and such.


But as the wedding date drew closer, I felt more and more hesitant. Prior to that, I had performed istikharah several times, but it seemed like there was no answer. It was as if I didn't feel anything for Z.


Can I say that my mother will trigger me if it comes to me, it will be a big mistake, so I always look bad in the eyes of others....


Keep up the spirit, my love


From,sinopsis mcm bes..erin tu pembunuh ke maksudnya?


Without him realizing it, he has traumatized me. Traumatized me to the point where I am depressed again. To me, this world is too cruel. Where did I go wrong? That I am treated in such a way. Why is a married man approaching me?


Kan best dpt fuck sejuk2 lepastu cuddle tidur bogel sama2


Aku penat. Mana nak settle anak, mana nak jaga ayah, mana nak buat keje rumah. Tanah tu pula bukan tanah aku atau mak aku.


buah dada besar; seks oral; ibu; arab; jepun; blowjobs; seks remaja; my friends hot mom; matang; gadis asia; 20 inci; Bahasa malaysia.


I can handle it, I think my patience is better compared to the past. I feel like I have passed this test from Allah. My survival skills have improved, don't you think? What do you think my score is for this test? If not an A, I think I can at least get a B. Hahaha.


Mungkin berkat kesabaran dia bila di uji, Allah naikkan darjat dia, Allah mudahkan dia bila nak mati nanti. Kita tak tahu. Jadi macam mana kita boleh kata Allah tak adil?


Then saya tanya dekat adik sorang je ke yang dia buat macam tu? Tak lah, ada lagi yang lain. Macam member orang sorang tu baru balik Dari mekah, time tu Ustazah tu ajar Tajuk apa ntah. Dia pick nama member orang kata perangai sama je sebelum dan selepas balik Dari mekah Baik tak yah pegi.. Allahuu inikah orang kita panggil Ustazah? aku kata takpela adik maafkan jela dia, anggap je dia belum matang lagi. (style aku kalau nak tenangkan diri). So nila antara sebab dia lari ke rumah.


Susah gak nk jual keta klau bg kt cina senang je dia sakau duit kita hidup2


Seawal sekolah rendah lagi saya dibuli oleh rakan sekelas, oleh sebab saya bertubuh kecil dan pendek. Tubuh saya dicubit sehingga lebam, berkali-kali oleh rakan sekelas.


if terrorists bribe him to leak out secrets then die liao lo


Aduiiii skerinyaaaa kalo malam jd cenggini..  mau nti mana2 produser dapat idea & buat filem jenazah terbang dr van jenazah terbakar hangusss..


Ya, dengan adik sendiri pun saya takut jugak. Saya tak tau macam mana nak 'heal' perasaan ni . Sampai satu tahap, saya tak nak berkahwin bila dah besar nanti.


Tapi sekali tengah-tengah ko eksyen disitu, ada orang lain lagi up dari kau. Terus ko senyap kan. Kadang-kadang terus, 'Eleh, berlagak betul nak tunjuk gi shopping raya kat Milan. Orang time Ramadan ni la kita kena lebih konsentrasi untuk beribadah,' terus tetiba mode ko tu beribadah sangat.


Haha.. all kinds of assumptions you guys have about me.. this is definitely my good friend's case.. we are really close.. and what's more, bro, if you have the means, just ask him to get married again.. even Ustaz Azhar Idrus said it's recommended to marry a virgin.. it's even better if your friend can find one.


Earlier, I made stir-fried onions and added water. Then, I added curry paste. I wanted to try stir-frying onions with this curry paste. It might taste even better. Thank you for the recipe.


Smoking while sipping Starbucks, like 1 Starbucks = 1 bullet for the blood of the ummah, so savage. Then they forget that Mark Zuckerberg is also Jewish, even though he owns FB.


Aku nak hidup tenang2 saja sambil menikmati kehidupan. Dunia huru hara buatkan jiwa aku tak tenteram. Bila aku baca pasal artikel yang explain semua benda ni tenang sikit jiwa aku ni.


At first, I thought this was my chance to enter heaven. I learned to accept. I wanted to make peace with fate even though in my heart I was struggling with the question 'why me?'


I am getting more tired but can't rest enough, only complaining in front of Jebat's face, I thought Jebat was listening. Turns out he was just playing with his phone and looking sleepy.


sekali tgk mmg mcm laki..


Orang bukit gambir som balik tidur


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Benda halal kau haramkan..


So, I certainly cannot accept something that sounds illogical. But are we aware that something small can destroy something bigger, and what we obtain is not ours, but belongs to the Almighty.


Ya benar.. Allah S.W.T merujuk pada Tuhan Yang Satu  biar saya jelas di sini tidak salah untuk menggunakan Kalimah Allah S.W.T tapi perlu merujuk pada-Nya yg satu tidak diperanakkan n tidak pula memperanakkan..  dalam agama Samawi iaitu agama langit mmg ia merujuk pada Allah S.W.T sebagai Pencipta tapi agama Kristian (pd masa ini) ia tidak mengakui tiada tuhan melainkan Allah S.W.T n Muhammad itu Persuruh-Nya..  jika kalian yg beragama Kristian mendalami n mencari kebenaran carilah bible yg asli yg tidak dicemari dgn tangan2 Tuan Paderi kalian,maka anda akan mengetahui bahawa Islam adalah agama yg diterima oleh-Nya..  Maha Suci Allah S.W.T  Aku Naik Saksi bahawa Tiada Tuhan yang disembah Melainkan Allah S.W.T dan Nabi Muhammad S.A.W itu Pesuruh-Nya..


maaflah tpksa curi masa korg baca kisah hdup sy yg xsberapa ni..sbb dah xtaw nk cter kat sapa lgi n skali lg tq admin..ok tu je stakat ni sbb masa type ni pun air mata xbenti2 mengalir..sekian,terima kasih.


wow you really jialat


How do you keep from wanting to kill yourself?Ok, I’m at the end of my rope.

I’m 22, for the last 5 years, I’ve been profoundly miserable, and my body dysmorphia has been ruining my life for the entire time. In addition to this, I’ve spent these years experimenting with every drug I could get my hands on, (LSD and cocaine are the big two) As well as weed, Molly, sass, shrooms, alcohol, lean, Xanax, adderall, crack. My relationships have all been abusive and horrible, but that’s probably just me being a narcissistic piece of garbage. I’ve also sustained at least 3 concussions from football and just being careless around heavy furniture. I’m pretty sure I cracked my skull. I’m in constant pain, my face is aging so fucking fast and I think the drugs and concussions have made me slow and cognitively fucking retarded where I used to be congenial and popular with my peers. Now I get shakes, my hands and arms are always in pain, as well as my knees. I’m super sensitive to light, I don’t appreciate art the way I used to. I spend hours looking at photos on my phone of better times. I had to move away from all my friends, who are just about sick of me, and now I live with my formerly abusive mother and her unemployed negging husband.  What can I do for myself? Why live? Give me a reason, please, because otherwise this life is garbage and I don’t care about anything. Please, guys I just want to be healthy, but if it can’t happen fast, I’m just gonna off myself, because I’m not working for anything ahaha


Hahaha betul semua tu.. Sebab tu jarang tengok tibi dah..


Umno has been planning government projects for a long time..this time they involve Pas..Recently, young Pas leaders issued a fatwa that those who vote for BN will go to hell..Meanwhile, their own boss is going to approve a 2 billion project to an Umno proxy..the backbone of BN..


anyway just enjoy life lah


No, Zicong and Fangfang should not be blamed for the failure. They did their best.


junior saya dulu kena tuju sihir burung..perut burung pecah..dia pun meninggal..bahana c ..  Allah sedih dengar.. Sapa yang buat tu, tak ingag nak mati kan


Saya menulis bukan kerana saya sempurna. Tapi saya risau bila keadaan sekarang muslimah tenat. Kurang didikan agama, bangga tayang aurat, tayang maksiat, kecantikan yang sementara.


every hrs turn out them give them jialat jialat


I saw some topics on the stock market but I don't think I'll participate.


short itu pendek tol itu jalan kalo ga salah si


Semua kata-kata negetive tu Saya sambut dengan senyuman tapi dalam hati Allah sahaja yang tahu bertapa sedih, pedih, tertekan, hina, rendah diri nya Saya. Mereka-mereka yang bercakap sesuka hati itu mengocak keimanan, keredhaan dan kebersyukuran Saya serta kebergantungan Kepada Allah.


Tommy is such a cute baby cat.


Is what he said true? But this tourism minister is actually Malaysia's minister to China? He even gave goodies to Chinese tourists at KLIA. And the other day he said not to criticize Chinese tourists. I bet the ones who complained to him were also Chinese tourists.


Not at will, Dik.. KDaa is also a loyal visitor to this place.. so KDaa knows.. when it comes to daily household items.. it's very suitable here.. there are many knowledgeable people here.. even a.. :agree::agree::agree: freekey, kak noor agrees with amirdaa.. this is the most suitable place to discuss this matter.. moreover, usually it's women who use these things, but men are more skilled and knowledgeable about tools and equipment.. and here we have men who are good at this.. so hopefully everyone can give their opinion..


18# haniriell  tu la  no komen sangat la  suka je bekawan,tapi kang tak sure lak kita ni suka kat sape sebenornya  tapi kalo nak try to move on,kene la begaul balik dengan mane2 kawan  laki ke,pompuan ke  hopefully as time goes by,hati pun tebukak  tapi harap2 gak ade orang nak kat kita ni


Mungkin ada yang akan kata menda-menda yang aku alami ni sekadar perkara biasa. Tapi bila menda ni terlampau kerap terjadi, aku jadi bimbang. Aku harap ada yang sudi bagi pendapat dan cadangan apa yang patut lakukan. IN SHAA ALLAH aku akan baca komen korang semua.


Saya sebenarnya bukan apa, terkesan sungguh dengan gadis-gadis sekarang yang suka selfie dan dimuat naik ke laman sosial. Risau saya, apalah pandangan lelaki2 di luar sana. Semoga Allah menjaga kita, dunia akhir zaman ini benar-benar menakutkan. Semoga anak-anak kita juga terlindung dari fitnah ini semua.


Setiap dosa kecil mahupun besar pasti ada balasan menanti..insaflah sebelum terlambat.


I conclude that my relationship with Jebat is very complicated, even before marriage, and I thought it would get better after marriage, but it became even more complicated. I myself cannot read Jebat's behavior until now.


I am guilty towards my mother and father. They wanted to send me to religious school before, but I refused and became rebellious. Now, I want to change. I really want to change. I want them to see the change in me when I come home, so that their hearts can be at peace. I don't want to see the worry on their faces anymore.


Nak keluar tak boleh senang lenang macam orang lain. Perlu ada orang lain baru saya boleh keluar. Saya demam, penat atau tak sihat, tetap kena masak.


Post Last Edit by ussopp at 19-12-2009 02:23, is it an authentic hadith? No. http://aburuqayya.wordpress.com/2009/10/14/is-arabic-the-language-of-the-people-of-heaven/


Aku ingat lagi, masa aku tengah round dengan MO aku, aku burst, aku menangis depan dia. Last tu, MO aku bawa aku jumpa Pakar yang jaga HO, then aku ambil EL sebab nak cari ex-suami aku. Kemudian aku berbincang dengan ex-suami aku. Aku dapat tahu ada sesuatu terjadi dekat jabatan dia bekerja, buat dia down dan rasa tak layak nak bekerja. Aku pujuk ex-suami aku.


salah salah..  klue: racism..


nana kelihatan resah sedikit. tapi, dia bagi jugak. aku selak sikit baju dia dan betul! ade kesan pukulandi pergelangan tangan dan di siku. aku perhati lamaaaa. pastu aku pandang muka dia. ade kesan tamparan kat kedua belah pipi. aku istigfar panjang.


kalau nak bercinta selepas kawen, kena duduk sekali.  kalau duduk jauh2 or PJJ, itu utk orang2 yang mmg bercinta sakan seblum kawen mcm aku nie ha..  kalau ada duit, gi ler lawat laki ko tu. duduk hotel.  best ape gi sabah tu.. leh gi kundasang.. leh gi labuan..leh gi karambunai..leh gi sipadan..  ko harapkan laki ko ajer ke dtg selangor?  laki ko tu stone. ko ler kena gerak kan stone itu.  dahhh ko terkawen dgn laki stone. kena la ko yang buat "the move"


Why be so brave to place your heart in a fragile place? After 4 years of being in a relationship, the family still doesn't approve? To make it worse, the 'older brother' has found someone better? Even in a month, many things can happen, what more in years. The heart is only one, my dear. If it breaks, it will leave scars forever. If it's meant to be, even if we're at opposite ends of the earth, Allah will bring us together. If both are ready, go ahead and get married quickly. Don't just be a couple, sending messages, being sweet without any commitment.


Keep it up, Edy. There are surely many people interested in knowing more, like myself who may not be knowledgeable but have an interest.


Alhamdulillah, lepas sebulan aku cuba move on and now I'm much better than before. Bila aku nampak gambar dia aku jadi sakit hati. Rasa tu dah tak sama walaupun kadang hadir sekejap rasa rindu. Aku cuba elak. Aku cuba ubah cara hidup aku. Aku cuba buat sesuatu yg mampu utk tenangkan hati aku. Aku cuba dekatkan diri pd Allah. Aku cuba utk solat diawal waktu. Aku akan dengar surah Ar-rahman tiap kali aku rasa aku gelisah atau mula timbul rasa rindu pd Izan. Bila aku duduk sorang, aku cuba elak untuk dengar lagu-lagu patah hati or lagu yang mengingatkan aku pd dia tapi aku akan dengar alunan ayat Al-Quran. Aku cuba buat sesuatu yang boleh aku hargai dan sayang diri aku sendiri.Alhamdulillah, Allah tu Maha Mendengar. Semakin lama aku mampu utk terima yang dia memang bukan utk aku. Aku yakin ini ujian hati yang Allah saja beri untuk lihat sejauh mana aku mampu hadapi. Ujian ini mendekatkan aku pd Allah. Allah tak pernah kejam. Mungkin DIA rindu nak dengar aku menangis mengadu dihadapaanNya. Sabar itu indah. Aku akan terus bersangka baik pdNya. Rezeki itu ada cuma mungkin lambat.


Sial geram ku setter sarawak eh


Elok la kalau betul2 berubah.  Jgn mcm timoh.  Aku betul2 suke tgk die baju longgar, pakai tudung comel je.  Sat2, terus hampeh


Rasa macam mau menangis, mau berteriak, mau histeria segila-gilanya. Saya rasa seperti dihina. Harga diri dicalar-calar. Tapi saya tak dapat buat apa-apa. Saya benar-benar rasa seperti dikunci.


... dianggap oleh kerajaan sebagai "lucah, ... direkodkan dalam masa sembilan bulan pertama ... dan dalam pada masa yang sama pesalah itu ...


Aku pernah ditahan di dalam wad selama seminggu. Di sana aku nampak dan dengar bermacam-macam. Aku sempat mengaku diri aku dajjal dan firaun sebab aku fikirkan dosa aku tak Allah ampunkan. Aku betul-betul ingat yang aku tengah hadapi sakaratul maut. Aku selalu rasa ada benda nak keluar daripada kerongkong aku.


apesal aku tgk melayu diorg lain haaaa..tak control2 sgt cam player msia..  main pun bersungguh2..aku tabik gila2 team spore..  jarang tengok diorg buat silap in basic football..walaupun diorang blum kelas dunia, kurang2 player boleh drive bola elok, pass elok, tahan pun elok..  and player diorg bersungguh..  msia ??? takpa la negara aku jugak..haish..


Reply 2# MissLibra  dia bukannya muslim nak percaya qadha dan qadar tu


When I think back, I feel like laughing. But at the same time, I feel sad. My questions were left unanswered until I grew up and learned to think for myself.


Months later, my condition worsened. I became thinner because I wasn't eating. I fainted before. I had on-and-off fever. And I still saw "things". I once saw the figure of a corpse passing by. I quickly recited the Ayatul Kursi. Suddenly, my hair stood on end. Sometimes, I feel like someone is watching me no matter what I do. And I still miss him. I still cry day and night.


Alamak..dasatnya..  Tt post dlm ni ada mintak/bincang sama hasben tak?  Ada.. husband ckp cr lah tempat boleh share..jgn pendam..sbb dia takut dia busy kerja.. dia harap ada org yg tau tempat berubat kat mana2, so dia nak bawa pergi berubat..


Abdullah bin Saba was a fluent Arabic speaker and a great orator. With a high degree in Torah studies, his knowledge was easily reflected in his speeches. He influenced many uneducated companions to believe that there was no difference between Judaism and Islam. The companions were amazed and more and more people started to gather around him to become his followers. And so, Abdullah bin Saba began to gain fame.


Nape aku dengar tak sama pon.. sore jantan nyanyi meliuk lentok je aku dengar


Hopefully TT cepat UP semula. Kadang kalau letih sgt pun boleh buat rasa down dan tak rasa nak cakap apa. Nak baring diam sendiri.


I created a purple creature on the side of the road...


go out won t kena hentam


Malays need to change...until when will they keep blaming DAP? Those who say DAP is dangerous are just politicians who have lost power...when they gain power, DAP is no longer a threat. Especially UMNO, they always scare the Malays...but when they are desperate, they beg for help from DAP like in Perak.


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Selalu menangis sendiri mengenangkan nasib mengapa dipertemukan dengan orang yang tidak setia sedangkan aku seorang yang sangat setia. Aku tak pandai bermain kata-kata, bagiku andai aku setia, pastinya jodoh ku nanti juga seorang yang setia.


But now I'm worried that I might lose my wife, because she's been a bit cold towards me lately. The intimacy we used to have isn't there as much anymore, even though I try to reignite it, but it never lasts long.


hehehehe.. yeah..  but let's just hope Allah give them the hidayah..


ehh nabil handsome nya  Haah..baju pun cantik..


Drowning people need saving.. right?Me and my S/O got into it tonight, about something little I will admit... but we fought and now I feel so fucking terrible... I literally want to injure/beat myself to death.. I feel like he doesn't listen, like really really listen. I feel like he tells me shit he thinks I want to hear all the time and otherwise I get ignored. I think my feelings 90% of the time ultimately end up shoved off until i apologize for being how I am.(My depression, Amount of clinginess, My B.D.D/B.E.D, and my self consciousness.(result of b.d.(e)d.)  I get told constantly to work on my self and my own feelings in things, but how the fuck do I do this when I am literally DROWNING in my feelings. Someone that is drowning needs help, they're drowning, not purposely holding themselves underwater trying to die.  I am struggling, I need a lifeguard and yet I have nothing. I'm tired of feeling alone in this, I'm tired of being repetitive and saying the same stuff to even you guys.. I'm sorry.

I'm sad, seems my posts are getting closer together... Eh..


I can't believe that Lupe is a Muslim.


Too much of it is troublesome to use, so just give it to me.


I started hearing a voice telling me to do things. The voice, which I initially thought was my own, changed into someone else's voice inside my head.


As far as I know, Malaysia has never declared itself as an Islamic country, but Islam is its official religion. I... Sarcasm, sis..


If even black people can do it, why not Chinese men?


I'm so fed up with these shallow-minded women. Don't you understand? Men are never satisfied and if he's the type who doesn't know how to take care of his eyes, heart, faith, household, and desires, no matter how perfect you are, he will still wander and stare at other women.


Lagi satu, aku takot, tak selesa bila bilik bertutup. kalau roomate aku tutup pintu bilik, mesti aku bukak pintu balik. Entahla. Aku rasa macam tak boleh tutup pintu.


bodonye..  kalau dia ckp camtu, ko ckp la kt dia..  nk saman, saman je la..  ada pulak mintak duit kopi..  ko bleh buat aduan kat bpr tau tak..  buat malu jek pakai lencana "saya anti rasuah" kononnye tuhhhh


Hey stupid. The only ones working in the factory across the sea are Kedah Malays. In Sofala, BotakChinPeng posted at 17-7-2012 15:10 asking if the teenage labor and their servants are cheap???


I will give you one red dot.


itamrazali posted at 8-2-2011 13:23, this is funny.. what does it mean, anyway? by the way, I haven't met anyone with dark skin yet.. it's a special case


Naive question: Does the Quran mention the existence of humanoid creatures on other planets? What about the so-called seven twin universes mentioned in the Quran? If true, wow, the existence of a multiverse is confirmed.


elephant fight elephant. .. MAHF juz si suffer


Husband can only listen, not help. He's not coming back yet. I feel like my life has no meaning. Like I have no family.


I smile. I'm okay. Even the way I tell my husband is cheerful and excited.. well.. at least, Doc knows this is a serious matter. It's tiring to always be in pain...


Begitulah juga penulisan kawan2 kita disini. Berhati2 lah menulis. Pasal niqab... niqab itu x salah satu sen pon. Yg salah tuan badan. Tapi apabila kita biasa highlighkn perkataan niqabis itu sendiri, maka seolah2 niqab itu yg membuat dia rosak. Padahal niqab adalah perkara yg sgt mulia dan kemungkinan kerana dia memakai niqab itulah telah banyak menyelamatkan dia dari perkara yg lebih buruk.


Tiba-tiba ketukan kuat di pintu dan namaku di laung kuat. Guru itu seakan tersedar dan cepat-cepat membuka pintu. Dia bagi alasan, tombol pintu rosak. Aku tanpa menoleh kebelakang terus keluar laju.


Eid Mubarak to all the beautiful and gorgeous sisters in ATW. Lox believes that many of the sisters here have lost a lot of excess fat in their bodies as we have been fasting for almost a month during the blessed month of Ramadan. So, on this Sunday, let's not indulge in adding calories and becoming overweight again, because for Lox, a slim woman is a woman who captivates the appetite and increases the motivation of men or husbands. Alright, before Ramadan leaves us this time, Lox wants to ask the sisters of ATW to click on the poll above while sharing stories about the celebration of Eid. This time, Lox will conclude with a wish to bring back the joy of married life by increasing good deeds and intimacy (sexual relations) after Ramadan. Amen! Apologies for any wrongdoings, from Loxlaxman in Southeast Tasmania.


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look at the bloody situation in clip how many chinese vs how many ang moh


ok lah bab oon


salima, apsal penari nak pakai ala-ala arab  dalam klip video penyanyi asal, pakai very western, ada class  tetiba kita ni, nak pakai purdah2 plak..  bukak minda le


Saya ada pelbagai kebahagiaan yang orang impikan tapi hati saya tak bahagia. Peringatan yang ada di ceramah2 masjid, youtube, hanya lah meninggalkan kesan sementara.


Let's go to Club Pop and have fun.. I can't wait to find it.


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babi kerajaan malaysia ni mai tang org melayu raya mcm2 sop yg ada


I want to succeed in doing something but I don't know what. I want my life to have improvement. I want to provide for my children like how my late parents provided for me. I want to have something in my life that allows people to not look down on me.


dan keputusan nya..DPT SURAT AMARAN SAHAJA..amaran shj..kamu bygkan lah  perasaan kami suami istri.setelah berusaha mengumpul bukti..hanya tu je yg pihak jais bagi kat org2 yg takde perasaan takut pd tuhan..


Just in time for my bday haha, thanks lawrence wong


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Nor Hasnida masih lg nak sokong pemimpin yg menipu..benarla
h nabi kata akhir zaman pemimpin yg penipu akn diangkat dan dijulang..pemim
pin yg jujur akn dibuang..hadis nabi tepat dan tak pernah tersasar..berta
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Thats why rumah tangga pun porak peranda,nak beribadat pun malas.kesalahan yg lain ialah sis pegi jumpa bomoh lain plak utk berubat.bkn sembuh malah tambah teruk.kita klu nak berubat kena ikut syarie


Bahagian paling susah adalah nak replan hidup..mati jelah senang..xyh plan apa dah..sakit jiwa..aku dah tak tau nak lari mana


Kalau laki aku ada adik angkat pompuan mampuslah aku nak suruh dia hantar balik berdua aje. Gila ke apa. Naik grab la balik. Kaki spin. Eloklah berambus


During my commute, I have the option to either surf the web, read my Kindle, or message people on WhatsApp. Alternatively, I could choose to gaze at attractive women.


I am a man and I am not writing to advocate for my gender. It cannot be denied that there are men who are lazy to help with household chores, just as not all women are diligent in doing household chores. Simply blame your lazy younger brother, older brother, and father. Also blame your parents who raised their sons to be masters. Blame your family who likes to oppress women.


Aku harap sangat ini semua mimpi tapi aku salah nie alam nyata yang aku kena terima hakikat sebenarnya. Terima kasih abah bagi aku peluang menjaga kau. Terima kasih abah bagi aku rasa erti sabar. Terima kasih abah bagi kami adik beradik menguruskan kamu sebelum abah ke rumah yang kekal abadi disana. Aku dah redha abah pergi tapi aku rindu sangat itu sahaja. Aku rindu nk bergurau dengan abah. Gelak tawar dengan abah. Pergi minum dengan abah. Bawak abah jalan-jalan naik kereta merah. Abah banyak kenangan kita bersama abah.


Menangis lagi. Itu saja lah yang aku mampu. Esoknya hari assessment. Lima minit sebelum assessment mula si A dan si Q datang duduk sebelah aku. Jadi aku di tengah.


I understand. But maybe his in-laws are also old and unable to take care of feeding, changing diapers, and cleaning. Right? It seems like his wife's condition is much better now compared to before. He should make an effort to find a job to support his family, as it is the responsibility of a husband and father. May the families who are helping them have their affairs made easier.


Reply 6# CikSiti07, it seems like the friends in this forum are commenting, be grateful for the guidance. Furthermore, in my opinion, firstly, the OP (original poster/owner) might have emotional issues. The OP MUST accept the departure of their friend with contentment. Living in sadness is not the Islamic way of life. That was just a friend who has passed away, what will happen to the OP when it's their parents or siblings? It will be the same. If, for example, the OP has cancer and only has two weeks left, what advice would the OP give to their loved ones? I believe it should be positive encouragement, not sadness, living with joy and happiness. So, think about it, dear OP. Acceptance. Regarding guidance, I suggest the OP to pray a lot, asking God to maintain their faith, because indeed 'faith' fluctuates, sometimes high, sometimes forgotten completely... like my wife's story, she once dreamt of her own death, then became like the OP. Now... hm, it's my responsibility to force her to wake up for Fajr prayer. Ahahaha.


Selayaknya lah.. Sila target foreigners kaya. Yg miskin2 tu menyemak je kat tanahair ni.


Since I was young, I have always hated and been afraid of insects. It doesn't matter if they are big or small, even as small as a speck of dust. I only hope that you won't prank or play with people who are afraid of insects with insects. You may not understand the feeling of fear. I'm not asking for much, just understand the feelings of people who are afraid of insects. Maybe for you, it's a small matter, but not for people like me. I'm disgusted with myself, but it's just the way it is. I hope I can change one day.


I am not tested by a third party. But I am tested with unstable emotions... Marriage matters also face many obstacles due to the Covid season.


Why does even mentioning that become controversial? There was nothing in UAS's statement that implied calling someone a kafir was forbidden to be used, that statement was just plain stupid.


Hahahaha macam lahanat ! Keras dah tu taikk


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Tapi aku x nampak knp perlu bayar tinggi gaji pekerja tasks ni..dah korang pun x de kelulusan tinggi..ke ada yg ada degree?..kerja pun jaga budak..  Kenapa korang x jaga budak kat rumah je..  Jaga 5 orang budak boleh dpt RM2k kalau sorang budak korang ambil RM400..


Aku terus cari & beli. Aku baca satu helai ke satu helai.. sampai lah ke topik kecil..."tanda awal anda menjadi mangsa gangguan jin".. salah satunya bermimpi tentang rumah ibadat agama lain. Bila aku rujuk para agamawan, mereka pun bersependapat yang sama bila aku cerita A to Z bermula dari mimpi sampai tiba2 iman goyah.


Bantu. Everyday we ask how you're doing...try to create conversation...we don't want you to feel lonely...to show we care...to let you know we are here if you need us...but believe me, it's not easy and it drains our energy to help people in depression...but they need someone to rely on...so just be patient...help as much as we can.


Wasalam saudaraku, semoga Allah memberkati anda.  Kita tidak dapat lari daripada kebenaran. Justru ..
pendakwa Post at 8-9-2011 13:06  Sedarlah wahai saudara ku..Lihatlah dunia hari ini..Even perkara yang berlaku hari ini pun kita tidak boleh nak cari kebenarannya..Di zaman yang serba canggih dengan segala alat teknologi..Fitnah masih berleluasa..kes liwat, bunuh, rasuah dan macam macam kes lagi..Tetap tiada bukti konkrit untuk membuktikannya..Yang timbul hanyalah fitnah demi fitnah..  Kata-kata ahli politik hari ini pun boleh di twist oleh media..Walaupun siap dengan rakaman video dan sebagainya..Rakaman itu pun boleh di potong sekerat-sekerat untuk menimbulkan fitnah..Ini kan pula cerita 1400 tahun dahulu..  Kalau saudara tetap memilih untuk hidup dalam fitnah dan sangkaan saudara terhadap golongan-golongan yang digelar muhajirin dan ansar ini..Terpulanglah pada saudara..Saya cuma ingatkan sahaja..Mana tahu saudara terlepas pandang ke..  Peace..


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Aku masih ingat lagi tika ayah ku turun dari trak polis sambil tangan bergari dan muka yang lebam. Cermin mata dia senget. Aku ingat lagi bebelan dan omelan polis tentang jenayah ayah aku. Apatah lagi hinaaan ahli keluarga dan masyarakat terhadap kami sekeluarga.


I forgot a lot already.


Saya dengar ayat ini, saya baca dan hayati, saya terus menangis. Minta ampun kepadaNya kerana mempersoalkan setiap kerjanya. Saya berdoa agar dikuatkan hati dan diberikan jalan untum setiap masalah yang dihadapi.


Dalam masa aku tak ada kerja tetap tu aku ada la buat kerja part time jual takaful dan freelance work juga, tapi bulanan tak sampai 1k pun. Jadi aku ada la pengalaman buat sales, sebab jual takaful pun kira sales jugak kan, jadi kat jobstreet aku apply jugak sales position. Tapi susah nak dapat position ni, sebab kebanyakan syarikat nak Mandarin speaker. "must be able to speak Malay, English and Mandarin" "Mandarin speakers only".


If killing terrorists is a problem then you're probably a terrorist. Or you're just stupid.


Yesterday, we had a meeting with the state director. One of the other issues faced by the Ministry of Health is the outstanding debts of foreign patients, amounting to millions of ringgit per month. They claim that employers often abandon their foreign workers when they fall ill and refuse to pay for their medical expenses. Most of these patients are undocumented immigrants.


Recently, there was an article in the newspaper about getting married late due to having too many sins. When I read the title, I already felt skeptical about this statement. Are those who are already married free from sins? What about those who have divorced? Yes, I understand that the statement is meant to make us reflect and become better individuals. However, generalizing the statement to those who get married late seems unnecessary.


First tu aku tak ambik port sangat sebab aku rasa aku tak sesuai dengan deodorant yang aku pakai, so aku stop pakai deodorant tu. Pastu after few weeks, lump aku tak hilang dan aku perasan ketiak aku tu macam bengkak semacam.


Patut pemimpin islam mendakwahkan kepada islam. bukan sebak dengan kuasa


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Berhentilah, kdg2 kesian aku tengok orang yg xmampu beli mcmtu . Bila duit banyak mula tayang sane sini ( untuk urusan bisnes mungkin lebih selamat kalau tidak menunjuk berlebihan ).


I am completely full of pride and arrogance. I will never accept dirty girls like this. Think about it. On top of that, I have to pay a high dowry.


But I always give chances. And he got caught twice still taking those things. Until my feelings became empty. (For those with MDD, it is difficult to describe what they feel)


For those who have problems like me, I hope you don't give up on striving for healing. Stay positive with Allah. I'm sorry if my story confuses those who read it. Hopefully those who read my story will pray for my skin to heal. So that I no longer feel tightness, itching, swollen face and big pus pimples on my face. Please pray for me. I'm not a rich person to go for facial treatments. Let's pray together in this holy month. May Allah accept it.


2nd year aku kwen.. plajaran masih sama. Aku makin xberminat dgn blajar. Makin seronok jdi suri rumah.aku nk berenti. Family aku xbagi. Dorg desak aku habiskan jugak... so nak xnak aku sambung jgk..


must give asians a chance mah and not all the ladies i know really prefer am


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Babi kau la bodoh sial dah bodoh macam bangang lancau apa muka demigod apa bodoh kafir ke? Patut bodoh kafir


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Saya sampai menyalahkan kenapa abang angkat saya waktu sekolah dulu tidak datang jumpa saya. Janji dia tolong saya dulu masih saya ingat.. Saya penat tanggung begitu lama..


aku rasa ko masih dlm kesedihan atas pemergian arwah. jadi aku nasihat ko mintak tangguh sem nih kalau ko rasa ko akan fail paper sem nih. pergi lepak dgn kawan2 ( jgn gi clubbing pulak), bykkan lepak masjid. cari dan buat sesuatu yg ko suka. lepak dgn ibunda kat rumah pun ok gak. cari semangat utk ko dan ibunda ko dulu. aku tak leh ckp byk sebab aku tak mengalaminya benda yg sama cuma benda lain yg buat aku hilang semangat dulu. dan aku recover lepas almost setahun.( aku siap lari bawa diri sampai pi mekah)  member aku yg mengalami kes sama mcm ko ni 4 bulan baru balik office ( cuti tanpa gaji). lepas tuh tak perform langsung sampai kena buang. masa kena beri kata dua tuh pun dia mcm takde perasaan. cuma lepas setahun baru dia comeback semangat dia. dan sekarang kerja kat middle east.


After many arguments, my family dragged me back with them. At that point, it felt like a scene from Laila Majnun and I cried, not wanting to go back with them. When I returned to my family's embrace, other episodes occurred. I rambled and often heard Mat's voice calling me.


for a fact uk aus and a whole lot of other states have had of late racism as the hot topic so singling us out well so be it lah


I prefer it to rain heavily rather than just a light drizzle.


Returning to the glowing mud object in Jennifer's hand. It was as if in a cooking show with two chefs, Kathy took on the task of explaining. The condom was passed between them. The girl with curly strawberry blonde hair wrapped the object, which now looked like a long balloon.


Aku solat. Aku mengaji. Tapi jiwa aku tak tenang. Korang nak kata solat aku tak sempurna ye? Menangis2 aku kat sejadah setiap kali solat sampaikan anak aku takut, dia diam je, pastu pujuk aku & usap2 bahu aku then cakap "ummi jangan la nangis, ummi diam ye.. Syyhhh syhhh". Anak aku umur 3 tahun wei...aku kesian tengok dia.


Kepada anak babi yang rembat kat tng aku sampai aku takleh nak keluar car park, kau memang bangsat


Don't vote for the wrong friend


Ok aku bab main nombor 1. Tapi bab belajar, aku manusia paling pemalas. Sebab aku tak suka belajar dalam kelas aku tak boleh beri tumpuan apa yang cikgu mengajar didalam kelas. Aku gelisah dowh, kelas dari pagi sampai ke tengah hari. Lepas tu, memerlukan otak aku berfikir dan memberi tumpuan sepenuhnya pula tu masa cikgu mengajar.


Do you know that every night he cries, thinking about the test that Allah has given and they comfort each other's hearts, having to swallow hurtful words from people like you? What kind of heart do you have?


Who is the owner of that?? ...just a young kid..


weh ke mhj bang pd tu pernah couple dulu pastu dah jadi ex, biasa la kalau dah jadi ex masing perangai cam sial sikit bukak bukak aib


I agree. No normal man owns mace in the first place. He should of just kicked her in the cunt.


Nasib baik waktu tu rumah aku penuh dengan lelaki. Jiran2 mmg ada kat luar nak membantu. Lagi2 budak2 muda ni banyak yamg berkenan kat si Ana ni sebab Ana kan boleh tahan cun. Time ni la masing2 pakat nak tunjuk hero. Semua tarik Ana. Angkut badan Ana masuk semula ke dalam.


manure kena ripped apart


Wah she really damn jialat. The behaviour really reprehensible


Organic Coffee Scrub / Lips Scrub I don't buy kilo coffee scrub. I studied where's the coffee comes from first before buying the product. So, I decided to buy this coffee scrub from my senior. I trust her because I know her. She's a super nice woman. She sold me her Irissential coffee scrub which is super good for my skin. It's home made too. Hihi.. It contains olive oil, almond oil, organic sugar and coffee which makes my skin not just moisturize but brighter after one apply. Hihi. Super amazing right? I apply scrub 2-3 times per week. It's important to remove dead skin cells and also to ensure that all the nutrients are fully absorbed into my skin. I use brown sugar to scrub my lips because i also wear lip cream, lipstick and lip balm. Especially the one that is long-lasting and matte makes my lips dry. I hate it! I need a smooth lips! So what do I do? I scrub my lips every night to peal off any dry skin and lipstick residue. It's very important guys.


I know this place.. it's in my village.. this place is really poor!.. thank you for creating a thread about this..


Contohnya lepas kahwin ya nenek aku mintak duit gaji ayah aku semua diserahkan pada dia untuk dia uruskan. Dia rasa dia berhak pegang duit anak dia since mak aku tak bekerja. Melampau kan nenek aku haha. Selalu perli mak aku menghabiskan duit ayah.


indon nie selalunya kalau dia sorang2 ok..tapi bab biler bawak kaum tu yang tak tahan..dorang kalau bedua jer pun dah riuh macam 5-6 org..macam maid mak aku..biler jumper jer makcik sepupu aku yang indon tu kecoh ah rumah..


Masa saya lepas SPM, saya eksiden patah kaki. Saya tahu Ma marah, kecewa dengan saya sebab saya pergi pekan tak minta kebenaran kat Ma.


Dalam ayat 47 tu Allah bagitau Allah akan cabut ghil itu supaya dalam syurga kita bersama sama saudara mara sahabat handai ex boss ex colleague kita mertua pak mertua pakcik makcik jiran tetangga netizen netizen yang pernah kita rasa ghil kat dunia dulu kita akan mampu bermesra dengan mereka, dengan syarat dua2 pihak masuk syurga lah.


Tapi sungguh ketika itu saya benar-benar tidak tahu yang menangis berlebih-lebihan adalah dilarang. Sebulan saya berduka mengenangkan pemergiannya. Apa sahaja berkaitan adik, saya akan menangis.


However, they created a character named Captain Hong Kong but played by a non-Chinese actor and on the millionaire side.


6. Mat Salleh is not a person's name, but rather a colloquial term in Malaysia referring to white foreigners, commonly used to refer specifically to tourists from Europe or America.


Yeayyyy, checking in at the new bar.. Assalamualaikum Kay Sumeee.. Wsalam.. Why do I feel like you're pretending to be someone else?


laki umur 60 beum tentu monopos..sempat lagi tu qi nk tunggu..


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Where can I buy this..do drugstores sell it?


I seek forgiveness from Allah... Many worship money and wealth.


Kalau ada pilihan, aku pilih untuk tidur selamanya. Penat nak tnggung beban yang tak pernah habis. Sakit yang tak pernah hilang. When you get older, aku lgi rasa letih. Letih sngat. Tapi again aku tk de pilihan.


Why isn't TT working?.. How about having different religions?..