Suicidal and nobody to go to.Thanksgiving my friend told me his grandma may have covid. We're pretty sure now that she doesn't. Since I have bipolar 2 when depression hits it doesn't go away for quite awhile. So right after that news I had gotten majorly depressed. I couldn't take it the day before yesterday so I self harmed and tried to be honest to my friend that I did so.

Now I've pissed him off understandably but am scared that I will have nobody to talk to for around 6 months till my friend feels like talking to me. I don't really have anyone to go to about me being suicidal. I have a therapist but I can't really tell them cause of the risk of hospitalization.

So I sit here alone scared if I might do something. I know I'm strong and I could probably make it through this. But with nobody to really go to I feel lost and hopeless for anything now.


Sedih sangat waktu tu tapi sekarang lagi sedih bila suami hanya bersama sebulan sekali sahaja. Normalkah sebulan sekali tu wahai sahabat iium sekalian? Nak kata saya tak pernah minta saya dah minta.


jogosandroid.mobi : Antara kaum : Lucah hitam wanita hitam


Dalam hati Kobis cakap, handsome jugak William ni sebenarnya. Tapi Kobis pelik kenapa William tak nak sebarkan kekacakan dia dekat fb.


buruk perangai awak tu perempuan sopan lah sikit


Aku teringat pasal confessor yang pasal "teknologi" tu. Yahh, mak aku mula berjinak dengan teknologi. Mak aku tak kerja, bila dia dah siap buat kerja dia, dia akan layan gadget sampaikan apa-apa aku nak cakap kat dia, dia tak endah. Malah, dia suruh aku buat kerja. Setiap hari benda yang aku dengar dari dia 'kemas2', 'mak, aku ni kuli ke kat rumah ni? '


because your ppt is based on your worst performance for last ippt window and ipt ippt not only must you fail you must fail until sibeh jialat


Menangis tk keluar suara tu sakit


iols xbulih tgk mimik ni.rasa nk komen jer.sheols xlawa pon.beser retis tinggi ni lawa tp sheols tak ..  Lol, ingat I sorang je rasa dia biasa2  Tapi sebab dia photogenic dan pandai bergaya(?), jadi nampak dia ‘cantik’.  Lagi2 bila kes weed dia tu, lagilah I macam mehhh


mmg berkesan la. tapi byk kena folo-up. kdg2 satu sesi je tak cukup sbb santau tu mungkin  ..
bzzts Post at 29-5-2010 08:49 AM  jenuh la kalau umah pesakit jauh dr Klinik Darul Syifa ni kan..nak kene ulang alik..  Biasalah Bzzts..kalau org dah dengki kat seseorang tahap dewa punya..dia akan buat org tu sengsara sampai dia meninggal dunia..kes yg sama berlaku kat Arwah Pakjang aku ( tahun 80-an )..masa tu belum dengar lagi ada Darul syifa ni..  Lagi satu nak tahu Bzzts ( kalau ko tahu la )..perawat tu boleh tahu jenis santau yg dihidapi pesakit x???


I like it when women cling to that sliver piece of hope. It boosts our ego even more. Honestly, it means that men have moved on, so women should also move on. Or maybe we can try to persuade them as much as possible. Men's hearts can be really stubborn if they focus on improving themselves first. While they are busy enhancing their appearance, they have already moved on completely.


Menonton warga yahudi lucah di Faraj Panas Hab.


how to 更新您的視窗補丁??..juz extract the patch and put in new folder???


Sebulan berlalu saya bagaikan mayat hidup. Makan untuk ibadat, solat apa je saya tak buat. Seolah memaksa Allah untuk jodohkan saya dengan Hasif. Ya saya khilaf. Sebulan saya paksa Allah untuk kuatkan ikatan jodoh kami.


Originally posted by Dan on 6-3-2007 at 10:02. Oh Abe, smile a little. I miss riding in your car, Abe.


Amin Amin said that PN will not be together with BN, Muhyiddin does not want to be with Zahid's traitorous gang. Muhyiddin clearly stated that he does not want PH. Some Malay men in this are really stupid. No wonder they were clearly deceived by DAP. They even want to vote for those who insult their religion.


"Sebelum ditangkap tertuduh adalah penceramah bebas dan selepas kes ini tular, dia hilang punca pendapatan. Tertuduh juga mempunyai tiga isteri dan lapan anak berusia satu hingga 11 tahun selain menanggung kedua-dua ibu bapa yang telah tua. ????


There is a reason. In short, our advice is no longer effective. There is no longer any respect for our own family, even our parents. We feel sorry for our parents. Our father is already sick, but he does whatever he wants. I am only 16 years old, so I think I can still change him. If possible, let's incorporate Islamic elements to make it easier for him to repent.


Ingin aku ingatkan kalian agar tidak polos (baca: naif) di dalam berlaku jujur kepada isterimu. Cukuplah sekadar jujur apabila pergi Mekkah, niatnya untuk melaksanakan rukun islam ke-5, dan pulangnya sendirian bersama julukan 'Haji' sahaja.


Tt ni bukan ke yg pnh bukak tred psl communication skill?  lara pernah baca tred pasal komunikasi tu. ada jugak lara try tips yang forumer suggest. awal2 bersemangat try tapi end up sampai sekarang belum ada improvement. makin kronik ni..huhuhuhusebab tu kalau boleh nak attend course utk yang bermasalah macam lara ni.


Bahan mewarna rambut tu juga perlu suci dan halal.. Lagi satu (kalau tak silap) haram mewarnakan rambut dengan warna hitam kecuali untuk pergi berperang..  OK, kalau salah tolong betulkan..  napa hitam haram kecuali masa perang? sebab hitam tuh..goth ka?  dulu zaman2 nabi guna inai kan?


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Skang kan musim hujan sejuk..normal la tu


Once upon a time, I was struggling and didn't have enough money. Everyone distanced themselves from me, even my mother only treated me with the bare minimum when I went back to the village. I didn't know what made my siblings more special than me or what I lacked.


Furthermore, proposing an environmental tax on SIA is not the most appropriate action to take during a worldwide pandemic.


My mistake and F's mistake in the past was that when we fell in love, we declared it without referring to the Almighty. It was a mistake. A terrible one.


Your friends have gone astray. It's true that buying a car requires testing, but these people... once they've tested, they lose their value. I'm tired of this issue. I feel sorry for those women who don't have any value. Men don't lose their worth, but it's the women who will suffer in the end. Once something happens, there's no turning back.


But that was the last time.


Hi Victorioussss, are you interested in handling the guessing game? If possible, I am willing to provide rewards in return. Feel free to continue guessing in this thread.


Hujung tahun 2015, ayah aku di diagnos dengan 1 penyakit kronik dan perlu berulang-alik ke hospital. Pada masa itu, keadaan kami tersangatlah susah kerana ayah aku tidak dapat bekerja dan ibu pula suri rumah. Aku ketika itu masih belajar di peringkat diploma dan adik2 aku masih lagi bersekolah. Mujurlah ketika itu aku sedang cuti semester dan dapatlah aku menguruskan adik-adik terutamanya hal2 persekolahan mereka.


I think there are many more important things for Muslims to focus on besides trivial matters. Hahaha. That's it, but it doesn't matter, he shows that atheists have such shallow and trivial thinking and 'do not need to master the concepts and core facts, just show the ability to ask questions for the sake of asking it.'


I want a cat so badly.. Do you have a dog cafe? Hahaha, not to offend, but is there one for non-Muslims? I really want to see it.


Reply 13# aLieNzDaToR  Hish..siap google tu..  Salah tu aLie..  Dari apa yang saya belajor setelah bertapa kat gunung Ledang sejak belum di lahirkan lagi, tu semua tak betul..  Kalau ada tahi lalat kat tapak tangan, maknanya kalau ada duit, senang hati, kalau tak de duit, cepat je nak melempang orang..


don’t look like singapore leh


Interracial marriage normal jah tapi yang jadi pelik biasanya perempuan putih gebu mcm ni kalau end  ..  macam nak mengata tin teletubbies ja


Stomper was in the wrong to cut in front of the ang moh and then try to act tough. He got what he deserved when the ang moh came out and dented his car. Stomper behaved like a coward, hiding in his car. What a joke.


Boleh sy bertanya.. kenapa belakang tudung tu melonjong ek? Derang letak apa apa ke? Kalau sanggul mustahil mcm tuh.


Ada la dulu i pernah pergi tempat token butik ni anta baju skirt jubah untuk jahit,yang jahit ni orang bangla,memang dorang mahir,1 jubah dorang bagi upah dalam rm5 gitu,siap ada yang tak bayar lagi ke bangla tu  I tengok brand2 apa tu dekat tag baju,memang terkejut la tengok nama brand2 tu buat khianat dekat orang bangla tu,duk menipu dorang,tak bayar upah semua,jual jubah sampai ratus2,muslimah sangat


aiyaaaa u punn dipertikaikan i ikan b apa babi


Input pertanian harga meninggal. Sial menteri kawal harga output je. Baja, dedak semua harga naik mencanak. Menteri takda functions.


Reply 1# ann_rose  ok jer..mcm my wife,dia ada kekurangan bab memasak dr dulu lagi & sy boleh terima tanpa kisah sedikit pon  apa kisah..x suka@x pandai masak,makan jer kat luar atau beli bungkus  tp sian skit kat budak2 jer..bila cikgu skolah tanya apa yg mak anda masak kat umah semlam  mereka terpinga pinga nak jawab..hahhahahah


... dalam talian asian filem, hd porn, terhangat ... Seksi wanita dalam stoking bad... 0 ... ayah menangkap langkah anak perempuan melancap lepas ...


Baru Kanak-kanak perempuan seksi lucah klip.


Masa tu aku naik basikal. Dia panggil nak bagi gula2, tapi aku dengan kawan aku tak nak ambik sebab mencurigakan. Lepastu, mereka nak tarik bawa masuk Van. Mujur aku dengan kawan aku sempat kayuh laju gila sampai rumah.


Hahaha Anwar is funny


Gula2 no1 tu masih wujud lagi .packaging pun tetap sama..bnyk dijual di asian groceries.harga pun murah..


Bukan macam tu true-x,  Kita ni dah di didik sejak kecik yang anak2 perempuan saja yang perlu menjaga maruah, sedangkan anak2 lelaki buat apa2 kat luar pun mak bapak tak berapa nak kisah..betul?  Lagipun mengikut pemikiran kebanyakkan orang, perempuan yang dah terlanjur seperti ada sesuatu yang dah kurang pada dia sedangkan lelaki tak ada sapa pun yang ambik kisah.  Pemikiran masyarakat lah sebenarnya yang menyebabkan ketidak adilan berlaku


Aku kunci mulut. Diam dan memerhati. Ditegurnya karang, takut tak makan. Aku diam, sampailah hubungan aku dengan dia macam takda apa2. Mana mau nya, dekat tempat study, class lain. Di rumah, selalu keluar.. bila balik rumah, terus masuk bilik n tidur. Dia macam terus lupa member yg dia selalu berkepit dulu.


weyhh switch dekat  penang Q.ys haram tak lanyan better lagi kat alor staq org nk beli la sial hg tak lanyan walau https://t.co/XD2CEPQ5dJ


Entahlah susah nak puaskan hati semua orang aku dah cuba ubah diri aku dah tapi Jib juga yg putus asa dulu. Aku dah lama move-on ni aku cuma cerita bahagian buruk aku di mata Jib pula kang korang cakap semua pasal Jib di mata aku ja. Korang nak kecam pun kecam lah tapi hutang Jib dah pun bagi aku kesan mcm2. Bab hutang Jib dgn aku ni, keluarga aku taktahu langsung sbb aku taknak keadaan jadi lebih teruk. Lagipun sekarang Jib dah pun berusaha bayar aku sikit-sikit walaupun dgn penuh drama. Kalau korang taknak hadap drama macam ni, korang jangan ikut aku bagi pinjam duit kat orang. Sampai sekarang dah 8 bulan aku masih paranoid takboleh lupa apa yg jadi membuatkan aku masih takboleh nak terima 3-4 org yg approach aku/parents aku dgn niat serius. Sebab doa tu senjata, aku nak minta korang doakan bekas calon suami aku ni dpt bayar aku sampai habis secepat mungkin, doakan jugak aku dapat jodoh yang baik dan doakan aku cepat terbuka hati untuk terima jodoh yg baik tu. Mak bapak aku pun tunggu aku kahwin, sama macam mak bapak lain. Aku cuma takut nak terima orang buat masa sekarang sebab taknak lalu proses sama lagi. Aku pun doakan semua yang tengah hadap ujian jodoh ni turut diberi jodoh yang baik dan dipermudahkan.


And the theory that men only respond to certain ways of being treated by women is accurate. And it's the same for every man, every time. Not complex. They are logical creatures. I always get what I want from them - as long as women understand how men are. To understand, you have to read. Sorry, I can't explain everything here. So, when women understand how men really are, which is not complex and only respond to how we treat them, automatically they will love us even though they don't know why they love us.


When a child is depressed, people will look at the mother and then at the father. Sometimes the mother becomes depressed/angry and forces the children to do chores because there are some husbands who only play games and don't help their wives. The first tier of household chores should be done by the husband and wife, and only then should the children help. From a young age, both boys and girls should be taught to do household chores. When they grow up, they should continue to help. I have already told my son to help me with chores now. When he grows up, he should not burden his mother and wife.


tahun lepas aku da simpan kat BSN harap nk dapat hadiah ke dapat yg satu juta tu ke haha . angan2 kuat. tp xdpt ape pon.. duit yg kat BSN ni patut ke aku keluarkan n masukkan sekali dalam ASB tu.tp duit tu cuma bole kuarkan bulan 6 nanti.


In her life, whenever I talk to a man, it means I have a feeling. Almost 22 years of her treating me like that has caused me to doubt myself, whether I really have a feeling when talking to men. It often happens, making it difficult for me to talk to people of the opposite sex on an eye level. She makes me feel dirty, like a bitch or a whore.


Dah ada  http://mforum.cari.com.my/forum.php?mod=viewthread&tid=946449&mobile=2


I think maybe his trials are greater than mine. My trials come from the people around me. His trials come from the heart. The darkness that befriends the corrupt desires.


Originally posted by Remy_3D at 11-4-2005 07:29 PM: Does anyone have a picture of Astora? I really want to see it.


skrang dh xbanyak nama pelik aku tgk.. org dh mula kasik nama2 Islam yg indah. mak bapak ramai yg b ..  Nama yang indah lagi panjang itu tentunya mempunyai pengertian yang baik..  Tapi yang menjadi my concern ialah..bila nama yang telah diberi ITU cukup sifatnya..say PARACETAMOL INDRA..tapi kenapa dipanggil sehari hari dengan laungan PARIN??????  Jika erti PARACETAMOL INDRA itu yang baik..bila dah jadi PARIN????? Tak ke sumbangseh??????  Ini contoh sahaja tau..


Talent is not really marketable, just controversy. Her voice is just average to me. Even her singing style is very Filipino. If she goes back there, there are plenty of people who can sing like the Indonesian market.


allahuakhbar. . sudah terang lagi bersuluh. . yang tetap mengokong kebatilan diharap sedarlah dari lamunan. . .


Apa apa pun, akak masih balik kerumah, layan mak baik baik. Aku percaya lama lama mak akan okay. Akak pun sebenarnya berfikir untuk pindah keluar negara tapi akak tak sampai hati berjauhan dengan mak dan bapak walaupun dia tak happy. Dan apa yang aku boleh buat sebagai adik, aku kurangkan kerja akak di rumah. dan kadang kadang aku happykan akak dengan ajak dia keluar tapi akak dah tak se fun masa kecik kecik dulu, Akak nampak murung. Cuma sekarang ni, mak dah tak push sangat akak bab kawin . setakat ni lah. Semoga mak akan bertambah baik hubungan dengan akak.


gambar sekitar konsert  Last edited by isabel on 9-11-2012 04:20 PM


Tapi kadang kawan-kawan aku bukan bising sangat pun. Tapi aku terjaga juga. Aku Cuba tidur balik tapi tak boleh. Kadang tu, memang aku tak boleh tidur dari awal. Aku just pejam mata. Tapi memang tak lelap. Dari pukul 12 am aku pejam Mata sampai 5 am. Aku just pejam mata tapi aku tak tidur. Naik lenguh mata aku. Kedaan tu berlarutan. So malam-malam, aku akan dengar macam-macam bunyi. Tapi aku ni jenis yang payah nak fikir hantu-hantu ni. Aku tak kan terfikir selagi orang tak cakap.


It looks beautiful when arranged so neatly, it looks like crystal glass.


I also realized that I don't really like my parents that much. Even hearing what my neighbors say about them sometimes hurts my feelings.


Nik Abduh has never lied. He speaks lies for the sake of strategy. That is deception.


What I heard was, 'It's uncomfortable to wear. If you wear something thin, it will show.' It's the same as wearing a hijab. There shouldn't be a term for not being ready or not yet the right time. Because, as you grow older, you must cover your head just as you must cover your private parts.


ai yeah let him have it lah


I feel like why didn't I try to do it, only then I know how difficult it is to calm a child. It's my fault, I thought my partner was trying just like me. Months passed, I became more stable in taking care of the child, I noticed something about my partner's behavior.


Budaya ini perlu dihentikan. Islam tidak pernah ajar bahawa perkahwinan adalah suatu yang MUDAH BAGI SUAMI. Ya, perkahwinan adalah sesuatu yang BERAT DAN MENAMBAH BEBAN buat suami, bukan tempat membuang beban ke bahu isteri.


without data network turn off mobile network google map cannot connect to the network leh


Dalam penceritaan ini, watak si Laaki boleh dikatakan lebih kurang ceritanya macam ongkol-ongkol yang lebih kurang lucunya cuma yang ini ada unsur XXX nya.


Oh dear.. I feel sorry for you. I can only hope that both of you can recover and reconcile. Thank you JDT. Please pray for me. I am very stressed out, there are still many other problems that I have to think about.


Kalah kalah kalah


heheh..syumul sis..moslem sunni malaysia..itu lah tu..


I am fortunate that Allah has guided me. He gave me a warning through a Facebook post by Ustaz Pahrol. It reminded readers about the sin of chatting with men and women who are not their mahram on social media. After reading the article, I repeatedly seek forgiveness through istighfar.


About this, if you want to continue condemning me, go ahead. I am willing to share, with the intention of giving a lesson. Don't easily fall for people whose faith and heart we don't know; like me - wearing a headscarf but defeated by the temptation of Satan.


ni menurut ct yg penah aku tgk .. klu xsilap..pkl 3 am menunjukkan iblis,syaitan tgh xtive..


Jembatan gantung ini menjadi saksi sejarah, yang sempat dirusak untuk menghambat gerak laju pergerakan pasukan Bela https://t.co/QAUPw8Yq3w


Cuti sem, aku sibukkan diri dengan baca buku-buku ilmiah. Aku anggap Allah sayang aku sebab tu Allah uji macam ni. Sakit sangat. Aku ambil berat pasal dia. Siap belanja macam-macam bila dia kata takde duit. Duit tinggal RM10 pun aku still usahakan jumpa dia dan belanja dia.


orrgh no dream lor [laugh]


Aduh darah melayu tkyah la acah perancis sgt la. Hantar tadika kemas dh lah paling2 pon hantar smart reader sial la diaorng ni


suruh kawan ko tu jangan bayar duit kereta..  da tentu kereta tu nama laki die..  asal gadoh je mengungkit.. :@  bagi muka sangat dekat laki camni..  ape semua masalah dalam ni lebih kurang sama je..  bini tanggung laki.. baik tol hati wanita2 kat malaysia ni,  patot la orang laki sekarang malas blaja malas kerja..  sebab in the end bini akan tanggung jugak..  alasan, laki terlalu baek, tak pernah curang, sayangkan rumahtangga blablablabla~


Don’t be shy, expose this mak cik zana punya info. Perangai cam sial jer dia ni.


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What they say is that Islam is moderate and balanced between this world and the hereafter. That's why even the aunties are not ashamed to admit their interest in celebrities nowadays, claiming it's because of Islamic influence. It's ridiculous.


I try and keep trying to develop feelings for her but still haven't succeeded. Now I'm in a dilemma. I'm quite stressed about all of this.


struggling againim struggling again with feeling hopeless and doomed. I tried to die in the far past and now it seems like everything I thought then about it useless in trying and that theres likely no future was true, struggling to shake off the feeling that theres no future for me. i hate being so alone.


... besar, tits, fucking.


Okay, he's engaged to a Caucasian girl. I used to be like that too, but it's just normal for others to say there's no tradition or custom, so we still have to follow the typical Malay engagement ceremony.


As the first child, I observed confinement at my in-laws' house. A week before giving birth, I moved in with them. Only my mother and father-in-law were in the house, while their children lived elsewhere. Before becoming a mother, life was peaceful, like still water in a river. Free to fly here and there. After giving birth, my life changed. As a first-time mother, I had no experience. Everything was chaotic. There were many things that were lacking. My husband was excited to buy clothes for the baby, but he only bought shirts, no pants. I asked where the pants were, and he said, "I thought the baby only needed a shirt." Oh, husbands.


Thank you to all the kind-hearted readers who took the time to read and share their thoughts. Please avoid using any negative words in the comments. I am currently seeking strength for myself. :)


Ini orang betul2 pukimak, babi, sial dan segala maki-makian yang sewaktu dengannya. Lebai hati busuk macam bangkai babi. Mulut busuk macam bangkai anjing. Berselindung dibalik ugama tapi jahat macam syaitan.


HAHA Rafizi is even stronger


Ikea bukan dah clearkan isu babi tu?


Momentary emotional disturbance. No words can describe it.


For the first 5 years of marriage, I will organize these activities to ensure that my wife does not fall into the trap of modern women's ideology that claims women's rights need to be protected and equality in the family.


Kepada lelaki lelaki kat luar sana, minta tolong, kalau jadi suami jangan jadi PEMALAS sangat. Kalau kau kaya dan mampu gajikan maid, sila teruskan sikap PEMALAS dan bossy.


3. Attached people. Wherever I go, they want to know what I am doing. They even come to my house to look for me. Every night they want to hang out, but I prefer to rest at night. If it's once a week, it's okay, but if I have to deal with your behavior every night, it hurts my soul. Sorry guys, my emotions are not stable sometimes when I think about my problems. I don't know how to escape.


Sherry Sherry oh icin. .. yes ke isu handsome & talented too


Not a sexy widow, okay. If she's a widow, I'll definitely propose. No need to commit adultery anymore. Whenever there's a chance, she'll never miss checking into a hotel and having sex, even recording the act of adultery.


Aku terjaga waktu magrib. Aku dengar org solat. Aku keluar tgk housemate aku tgh solat kt ruang tamu. Eh? Lagi aku pening. Kenapa dia baca kuat2 mcm lelaki ? Ni rumah unisex ke ape. Penyewa laki perempuan boleh sewa?


I am afraid of getting a response in my old age. I have complained to my sister, but I was blamed. How disappointed and hurt I am. I also complained to my mother in the village and she was sad. My mother prayed for me to be given a great fortune. May Allah grant it. Ameen.


patutla melayu tak maju2..  org lain kejar utk maju  depa kejar utk dapat pencen bila tua  terjamin katanya  macam org2 tua melayu zaman dulu kala.. bangga gila bila anak dapat keja gomen ..  Apasal sempit giler pemikiran orang tua ko haa Penyo???


Women are naive. They want to help everyone without thinking twice. But what if her husband puts drugs in it?


week after next hv break lah then your mid term haha


Dia hanya nk jaeab if awek tanya..awek x tanya pun dia miang pi bgtau betapa dia sayangkn awek tu..  Bese la typical malay man..suka take rhings for granted. Dah jd bini buat apa nk ssh2 jaga hati bagai..aku big boss dia kena dgr ckp aku..


Tidak mengapa, saya usahakan walaupun sukar dan mengambil masa kerana keengganan untuk suami bekerjasama. Sehingga kini, suami hilang entah ke mana... meninggalkan saya tanpa kabar berita.


TT stop this..jgn cuba bakar isu perkauman dlm site ni..@admin sila pantau and amik tindakan sewajarnya. TQ


I like this hero, I like Janna too.


They will have a meeting once or twice a week. They will gather and share stories about themselves and also provide encouragement and help to each other. So I hope we don't just know how to throw stories about Prophet Lut, throw words that are forbidden and then leave. Then say that this group is trash and leave... sigh


Aku berharap agar tuhan, kutip aku kembali. Agar Tuhan izinkan aku kembali berasa nikmat menghayati al quran di kala aku sedih. Agar aku boleh berjaga di sepertiga malam untuk mengadukan nasib ku ini. Agar aku dapat mencintai lelaki yang lebih agung iaitu Nabi Muhammad Rasulullah.


Gugur jantung abam denga bini abam quote ayat rumet dia. Abam pon xd la tuduh pape lagi. Senanye bende tu bukan 1st time. Da banyak kali. Bini abam mmg cmtu, tunggu da parah baru nk gtau abam. Haihh. Desak jugak la korek cerite dgn bini abam. Nangis2 dalam kete dia bercerite. Sampai kne tahan dgn pak gad mlm tu. Ye la. Malam time dia cerita ad sportcheck mega. Satu2 kerete dia check. Nampak pulak kitorg dlm kete xd la tersorok mane pon. Kat parking simpang ruqayyah je pon. Kan situ port roadblock. Pak gad igt abam ape2 kan bini abam. Dalam kete. Berdua. Jenuh jugak la explain kat pak gad kami da kawen. Haih.


Selalu soalan itu saya tujukan kepada diri sendiri. "Kalau jadi apa-apa pada saya, ada orang kisah kah?" Those have always been my late night thoughts these days.


Post Last Edit by oceanflavour at 8-10-2010 00:18  Sigh, but not all Indonesian maids are bad because my sister used to have an Indonesian maid. She was very young but very kind and hardworking. She also loved my sister's children very much. Unfortunately, when it was time to renew her work permit, she had to undergo a medical check-up and was diagnosed with hepatitis B. So she couldn't work in Malaysia anymore. If she had been able to continue working in Malaysia, my sister and I would have fought over who gets to hire her. Haha. I have also heard many stories about terrible Indonesian maids from my cousins in Kuala Lumpur. They keep changing maids. In conclusion, out of 50 Indonesian maids, only one is good. I think reporting runaway maids to the immigration authorities is the right action, as you all mentioned.


Besar hitam lelaki pounds beliau putih ... Lesbian antara kaum bertiga dengan an lama gemuk wanita, putih remaja dan hitam ... Five hitam brothers fuck satu putih si ...


Jadi apa golongan orang yang kulit gelap macam aku ni akan buat bila stress? Kami akan cuba macam macam cara untuk diterima oleh golongan golongan "cantik" ni. Salah satu caranya adalah consume supplement pemutih, guna krim pencerah semata mata nak diterima oleh orang sekeliling supaya orang macam kami tak da lagi dengar usikkan yang kononnya biasa bagi telinga masyarakat. The struggle is real guys. Benda ni sangat mengguris hati dan memberi tekanan kepada kami.


Sejuk-sejuk ni buat I rasa macam nak mati.

Not depressed or anything just want someone to give me a bath.


Oh my! So cute! I really want to adopt one.


Let's eat, grandfather.


Alhamdulillah..dia beri kebenaran..tp biasala org perempuan, ada masa mood dia baik, ada masa dia moody pulak! sama jugak la dgn bakal bini..pening mmg pening tp dah sy pilih jln ni kan..kena machokan diri jgk hadapinya!  mungkin sbb sy tak menipu..sy tak sorok2


# and one more. I don't understand why the government established vernacular schools. I think the reason for this school segregation is what separates the races. I have a coursemate who doesn't even know how to speak Malay (if they're a foreigner, I understand).


YANG BAHAGIA SuweiNasi cucu selamat rakyat Kedah yang menaikkan MB Kedah karena usaha judi diharamkan. .. .. puak yang buat black market serah pada polis dan pihak berkuasa. .. .. . kenapa pergi anti nak asyik salahkan MB Kedah dan partinya walau mereka dah usahakan saham akhirat untuk diadili menunggu mereka yang tak guna akal yang dianugerahkan tetapi berpandukan pada hati kesumat yang pantang Islam nak serang. .. .. mi thoth. .. . .


Saya Wafa. Saya tak tau nak mula story dari mana. Saya dari kecil ada masalah hubungan dengan mak. Macam orang selalu cakap, buruk macam mana pun tetap mak kita, kena hormat. Saya dah cuba, sabar dan tahan. Sampai satu tahap, saya dah meletus.


ok la you come now la😂😂😂


kawen la..mungkin bapak anda risaukan dia x dpt nk jaga anda dgn sempurna gitu..  atleast da berlaki tenang dikit hati org tua tersebut


Kuala Selangor, can be considered as a rural area as well, in these areas of Selangor, the officers must be disrespectful, right? Uncle wearing a kopiah wouldn't want to be disrespectful, right?


My cousin doesn't participate in tabligh. He diligently goes to a faraway mosque, but he is lazy to go to the one near our house. He says he doesn't like the imam there. 'Don't like the imam.' Surely there is a reason behind it. Don't just listen to a fraction of the story. It's not easy to become an imam. There are certain requirements that need to be fulfilled. I once met a servant of Allah who didn't want to go to the mosque to pray in congregation, and he is not a member of the Tablighi Jamaat. The reason is... hehehe, I can't believe it. The reason is that he saw a bald-headed creature perched on the imam's shoulder. [Last edited by niceghost2005 at 28-9-2007 02:19 PM]


Senaman Konek Lelaki: Kesan lelaki melancap!


Hmm, that's what happened. I just had a chat with him. My boyfriend also seems uninterested in thinking about salary. He joked... If work reaches a stressful level, it's just like that. I used to work in the banking industry with the title of Assistant Manager, but I resigned and didn't work for 2 years. When I returned to work, I only took up an executive position with an average salary, but the work is not stressful and I can go home on time. But since I'm a woman, having my husband's support is okay.


nak tegur sikit  sikit jeeee  ISLAM kat malaysia ni  cakap je yang banyak  tapi amalan - kurang sangat  tu je


salam  memang tak layak pun masuk syurga  walaupun bau syurga itu dapat dicium sejauh 70 tahun perjalanan  yang layak adalah dalam api neraka  mau pun kepada yg beriman atau tidak  kerana  kerana  TIDAK MENJALANKAN AMAL MAKRUF NAHI MUNGKAR  Last edited by mr_evergreen on 19-10-2013 09:35 PM


yg no 2 tu baik rejek weh.. laki ni kalo dh pernah rasa ramai pompuan berbeza ( 2 org kan sblm ni ? ), dia akn gian lg nk cari yg berbeza..


mase me g wat buku merah nih..nurse tu kate kena jage leklok dan  kalo ilang kena wat report polis..takot pendatang haram (indon,bangla..etc) menyamar utk check n beranak kat mesia..


PH and BN together have 82 seats plus 30 seats which equals to 112 seats. DSAI is the Prime Minister.


List of things that easily offend Malay Muslim Malaysians: 1. The issue of dogs. 2. The issue of removing headscarves. Please continue.. thank you.


Listen!! This is the truth that you must accept! God will not abandon His servants while Pharaoh, the most wicked of men, was given time to repent until he drowned in the sea! Will God neglect His servants when they truly need Him? When they are lost without a compass of faith? What I believe is that He will definitely give you a chance to change - something that you yourself will not do!! Something that you yourself ignore for the sake of greedy desires. Isn't that right?! Isn't that the reality?! Face and digest this.


Let's change our mentality, oh women. Let's not be obsessed with worldly matters to the point that we forget the path that Allah has approved.


he holding up the cheng for duno how many years liao sial


Ph will win, God willing


HISAP GAM SEKO SEKO RULE TAK PERNAH NAK ELOK LANCAU PUNYA MANAGEMENT


need advicei wrote a huge post in detail about exactly why i wanted to die but ill make it shorter bc i actually need people to read, comment, just tell me what to do bc i dont know anymore..

\-im transgender (female to male), i tried really hard to accept myself as my gender but i dont think i can be happy unless i make the transition, i cant stand my body anymore

\-i have aspergers, been bullied for 2 schools years before for it, im not bullied anymore but it makes me so socially handicapped and guilty about it constantly

\-at one point i got a taste of what it was like to be happy, for 6 months i used to have a good life but lost everything at once. made me really depressed and i lost hope.

\-my parents treat me like an object they're holding hostage and they are terrible, i wish they could just kick me out already i feel so trapped

\-i used to have hobbies now im untalented and unmotivated and i gained weight from depression

\-i became lonely, i feel unlovable, i feel suicidal 24/7 bc of it

\-the thing that bought me here is bc at one point i was in such a bad place that i got plastic surgery, it was a chin implant and i hated it bc i wasnt thinking straight and it was something i never would have considered unless my parents werent so terrible to agree.. if i was in a good mental state, i wouldn't even have considered it..

what happened was i got it removed and was told that it would go back to normal but it didnt, my face almost looks more feminine, and im being called delusional for questioning the fact that it is different but i know my face, my friend agrees that its different, the surgeon is a friend of my father's so they might have done some shit to make my face more fem to 'cure me of my transness' or some shit because my parents have done insane shit like this before but i cant question it bc my parents will dismiss me.. even if it is just a genuine mistake or thing that happened  that led my chin not to go back to normal like scar tissue, i would like to know at least, but instead they're throwing me in a loop and dissing me for eve thinking that something is off.

it isn't a butchered surgery, it looks normal, it just doesnt look like me and im 17 ffs, even if later on in my life i decide to get it back to normal myself, my smile still changed because of the surgery, and its scary to think that it'll never be the same again.

i just want to be myself ffs, i attempted suicide before but it didnt work and made my parents more controlling and now i feel more trapped, im afraid to attempt again, i wasnt sure but after this surgery i know i want to die but im afraid because i might fail again.


It breaks my heart to see my mother like this. I can't bear to burden her with this. Besides, even if I were to tell her, there's nothing we can do about it now as it happened a long time ago and I have no evidence except for my memories of the incident.


Kalau di tempat2 dia duduk, oversea ke mana, anyone ada entitled to believe apa2 religion dorang n ..  Lgi2 dgn tokok tmbh para netz Ummah Mulayu Melesia, lgi lh org asek ingt Melesia ni cuma ada bngsa Mlayu & ugama Islam je, pdhl bnyk lgi bngsa & ugama yg wujud.


Why is it that lately, I always feel lazy to do work when I go to the office? I end up not doing any work and just browse the internet, forums, and search for things. I don't like this feeling, but I don't know why. The laziness seems to dominate, and I lack motivation. Sometimes I try to push myself to do the work and regain my enthusiasm, but it doesn't succeed. Why is that? How can I motivate myself again?


just do it lah sial


I'm not jealous or trying to say they're showing off, I understand that it's all the blessings that Allah has given them, but it's all about me. About me being desperate and not being so lucky in life.


Okay, noted. So, can the divorce process be expedited, sister? Because her husband doesn't want to divorce. She wants to quickly obtain the divorce certificate. Before getting married, do you remember if there was a clause in the marriage contract stating that if he harms his wife physically, she can complain to the religious office and request a divorce certificate by paying only RM1? As far as I remember, in the past, Bida had posted detailed information about the process of domestic violence. I forgot in which thread she wrote it.


The problem now is that everyone who wants to marry me doesn't have the looks. It's not that they're extremely ugly, it's just that they don't match my taste.


Returning to the rented house, I cursed, I raged, I was angry alone. I thought I didn't want to go to that lecturer's class anymore. I was extremely embarrassed. I cried uncontrollably until night. At that time, I thought of wanting to die, to die, to die, as living as a useless person was pointless.


Allahuakbar, Allahuakbar, I cried that week, I was happy that my father was safe, but I was ashamed of Allah... I doubted, but Allah saved my father. I believe that death will not be delayed for a moment, but perhaps if it were not for Allah's help, my father would have been seriously injured, paralyzed, and may not be able to work to support the family anymore. Yes, now I am typing while crying, still ashamed of Allah...


Furthermore, he added, "She also has a story. You should ask her if she accepted you or not. At that time, she was thinking about it but when she wanted to reply, it seemed too late, so she just kept quiet. Why didn't you ask her why she didn't reply back..hmm?"


Kiah - Siri Haruan Makan anak - Cerita Lucah


ram aku telah dicuri haramjad betul mamat tuh..siapla die kalau aku jumpe..


Nak cuba gak  Saya cadangkan tagline berikut : Kawasan Peminat Meroyan  Saya cadangkan tagline berikut : For Fans Only


Order a coffee, please


Kadang kadang aku berfikir, tidak layak ke untuk aku bahagia macam orang lain. Apa dosa aku sampai aku di uji begini. Kenapa aku tidak boleh bahagia macam orang lain.


9. Adik angkat saya adik Sue juga pernah mengeluarkan kaca2 daripada kaki saya. Silap saya tak ambil gambar masa kejadian tu.


Sorry if it's too long and messy... My heart and mind are a bit tangled in forming sentences. I kindly ask for your help and prayers for my family's happiness. Thank you.


So, when pregnant, my emotions tend to be unstable. There are times when I lose my patience when students misbehave in class.


kes jeles la ni..cube elakkan..  aku pun salu gini..so kalau nak citer psl girl/boy lain..sgt2 dielakkan..


tang yg ini cemburu memang bertempat.. jgn terus tanya mendesak, itu akn menimbulkan kemarahan org lelaki.. ego katakan  cuba gunakan kata berkias bila dia sedang relax.. kita kan pompan mainkan lah peranan..jgn tunjukkan yg kita terancam dgn perbuatan dia tu, take it easy..  i know i've been there.. selalu2 cerita tentang anak2, org lelaki kalo pasal anak2 dia mesti nak ambil tahu kan n most important thing manjakan dia lebeh sikit.. slowly insya'allh dia akan tersedar


TERBAIK SEMUA CUTI2 MALAYSIA


Perangai macam celaka, muda2 lagi dah bawak sial


Buat golongan niqabis, mohon jaga peribadi kalian sebagaimana kalian menjaga sehelai kain itu di muka. sama2 kita tarbiah diri tanpa mencemarkan imej niqabis. Nak2 pulak akhit zaman ni.. sekian.


Org yg masuk syurga kebanyakkan nya org miskin2  redha miskin ok je. hidup dgn apa yg ada. Tapi sampai meminta2 , esp yg betul2 harap taxpayers’ money, loser okehhh


Malah, aku juga pernah bermimpi satu kejadian bunuh yang berlaku di kawasan perumahan aku. Orang yang dibunuh itu adalah anak murid kesayangan bonda aku. Aku dapat melihat bagaimana dia dibunuh, siapa yang membunuh dan keadaan selepas polis hadir ke rumah mangsa. Seriously aku sangat takut dan aku tidak mampu tidur selama beberapa hari. Malah, aku telah menceritakan peristiwa tersebut kepada bondaku tetapi masih tiada sesiapa yang mempercayai aku sehinggalah suspek yang ditangkap adalah sama seperti yang aku ceritakan.


Tiba2 aq rasa mcm nk jd imam..kitorang 6 org solat berjemaah kat belah penjuru..time tu dh pukul 10:00 .. Tgh2 solat aq rasa lain mcm..bulu Roma meremang..badan aq sejuk and menggigil..solat pon jd x khusyuk..mata aq terpandang belah tingkap hujung surau..pehh dia Kat situ beb...mcm nk nanges bangang time tu..emmbesar lg wrna hitam mmg buruk habes..habes solat ngan gigil2 aq baca DOA laju2 pastu trus ajak dorang blek..pastu kwn aq sorang ni tahan aq..aq lwn blek..aq jln laju dia kejar aq..dpt je aq dia trus tanye kau okehh x..kau nmpak bende ehh..time tu la..bende tu btol2 dpn aq..aq rasa dia x nampak..and bende ni aq x bagitau kwn aq..aq bagitau dorang sampai nampak kat tingkap surau je..xnk heboh2...last..esok subuh aq nampak si PON kat bahagian semak seblah..aq nmpak sorang pastu aq ketawa..aq ckp dlm hati.."apelah nasib aq"


affecting your daily life tak?  maybe ada anxiety ke leh g jumpa psychiatry amek ubat


kes ni dah jatuh taklik dah sis, refer ke pejabat agama.  barang pun ada expired sis inikan pernikah ..  Kalau aku sendiri ke pejabat agama mengadu sbg anak boleh ke? dah mak aku susah sgt nak pergi


When distance learning (PJJ) ends, I can't easily adapt. I'm not the type who can't be independent, but when my husband is around, I feel like being more dependent. Since I rarely see my husband, whenever he comes back, I want him to entertain me completely. Maybe from the beginning of our marriage, I didn't mind when my mother-in-law (MIL) didn't understand that my family needs space without her. Since the incident when my siblings got angry, I made up my mind not to live together even if my MIL is nice. Let me manage my own life and children. It's not easy to move to another house. Until now, my MIL always complains about being lonely at home alone. I still visit and call my MIL every week and stay overnight at least once a month because I feel guilty for not living with her. The distance between my house and my MIL's is a 2-hour journey. I can sense that my MIL will stay at my house throughout my childbirth, dividing my husband's attention. I have to restrain myself and my behavior in front of my MIL. Please pray for my patience and for my affairs to be made easier.


kepulauan Solomon ni yg penduduk2 nya mcm ala2 rupa org kulit hitam tu yer? dulu2 ada 1 grup pompuan dari sini kan? X ingat nama grup & lagu, tapi diorg cakap bahasa indonesia..walaupun kulit gelap, tapi cantik2..


haram hukumnya..  tak tau nak xplen dalam bahasa lembut.. tp, maksud dia.. binatang pun ada napsu gak.. 'siapa' kita nak tahan2 napsu depa.. nikmat yg di anugerahkan oleh Allah pada makhluk bernyawa..  klu kita manusia, islam, digalak kan berkahwin agar dapat mempunyai zuriat bagi menyambung generasi bagi menyampaikan dan mempertahankan ajaran islam,  tp apa akan jadi klu manusia pun buat mcm tu?sudah tentu apa yg diajarkan oleh Nabi kita terhenti begitu saja..  mmg ada gak manusia yg buat.. tp rasanya manusia buat atas alasan2 tertentu.. mungkin atas sbb kesihatan.. tp nak kasi binatang tu apa faedahnya? sepengetahuan saya, binatang peliharaan, spt kucing dan anjing adalah mangsa utama kasi ni kan..


Oh no.. another skinhead kid..


Saya boleh berbual dan bergelak ketawa dengan orang lain tetapi tidak dengan M. Terlalu kelu untuk saya menutur kata, saya takut saya berkata sesuatu yang tidak patut saya sebut.


Takpelah, kadang2 aku rasa memang aku gila, betul ke ni family aku? Kenapa aku kena macam ni? Hanya kerana duit atau kerana aku ada pendirian sendiri? Nasib baik aku punyai kawan. Aku nak tekankan kat sini yang mempunyai narcisstic parents memang akan affect mental health anak.


Idz Mazli, we don't need KOPI money. We spend our own money. This is what sets us apart from other parties. Because PAS is not just a political party, but also a party of education and charity. We are even poorer than the communist factions, but our spirit is strong and resilient. We won't be shaken even if we are insulted.


Tv3 ni bangang abadi kan pergi share scene kena rogol as nak promote drama diorg sial. Eh aku time tengok Sheriff bila sampai scene tu aku menggigil dalam wayang, triggered dah la sound system wayang kuat, nak dengar dia menjerit tu punya la lama bodoe betul lah


The best option is BN untuk rakyat malaysia yg berbilang bangsa & agama sbb dari awal penubuhannya BN sudah tolak PAS & DAP..sekarang rakyat memilih..hadaplah parti parti extremist ini..extremist cina & Islam  pemilihan PAS oleh org Islam adalah reaction dari tindakkan cina extremist dgn DAP..yr call..  Bagus bagus ada BN..BN need to reform & make a strong come back because BN the only parti for Malaysian..


... apartmant seks voyeur video.


Saya perhatikan ramai yang share stories berkenaan dengan niqabis. To be honest, sometimes saya rasa agak tersinggung. Yup, i'm one of them. Tersinggung dengan si niqabis yang orang ceritakan tu dan tersinggung dengan orang yang post comments.


swingerz.be : Lucah remaja : Seks muda kanak-kanak perempuan telanjang menonton dalam talian


At one point, I thought I should stop following trends/other people's desires. There are risks, I may lose friends, but I told myself to keep only friends who are serious about being beneficial to us, just like keeping trash in our pockets. I myself am trash, far from God, but it's impossible for one trash to become clean by being with other trash.


back to normal yeahhh


Can't accept my appearanceThe following is a giant word wall, which may make it a little more difficult to read but I'm sorry, I just don't even feel like formatting this correctly.

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 I am desperate. I can't get over my appearance. No matter what I try I just cannot. The dark cloud has been following me around for three years and won't leave me alone. I can't feel good about my appearance for even a single week. I cannot look at my face in the mirror without pointing out several features I despise and wish I was just born without. I don't feel hideous but I feel like I look bog-standard, mediocre and stale. I have been friend-zoned, ignored and rejected by every girl I've had genuine interest in. One pretended to feel the same way about me for several months. She led me on for a year.  just to end up taking one of my best friends to the high school prom. She fell in love with him. That in itself has been consuming me since it happened 10 months ago. Besides my appearance. I've been to the school counselor. She is very sweet and she makes me feel better. But it's always temporary. I feel like the type of guy that will be rejected by every single woman he is ever interested in, and will probably just have to settle for someone he doesn't even find slightly attractive. I have three sisters all of them are beautiful. I feel like I received lower quality versions of all their features. My lips look strange and they have a weird bump on the right side. My rows of teeth are an ugly, jagged, uneven circular shape while all of my sisters have square, perfectly symmetrical teeth & faces. I'm tired of feeling this way. I am tired of feeling like I'm not enough. I have had several self harm incidents in past months. I've managed to go through 2020 without doing so but I am just not in a good place right now. Please help me. If you can. I'll appreciate anything.


Akhir zaman ini, kita sebagai muslimah memang mudah untuk hanyut dengan arus kemodenan. Kalau tengok media sosial hari ini, jangan kata anak remaja malahan makcik-makcik pon sudah tidak segan silu untuk 'posing' menggoda dengan fesyen masa kini yang hanya 'membalut'aurat semata-mata.


Ello guys..  nak tanya..u all suka x gurls kulit hitam manis..  kadang2 gurl yg kulit mcm ni..cantek..tp kulit je yg color mcm tuh  bukan pe..mostly bile tye laki2 nih..ape pompuan idaman anda..nak yg kulit putih..alasan..nnt dpat anak putih..  so..ape la nasib gurl yg kulit hitam manis nih..dunia2..


It is indeed trustworthy. Actually, this car uses RON96 fuel (RON97 is considered too high for this car). Since..


Kamu cerita bab doa, tapi saya TAK NAMPAK ada doa yg Allah makbulkan pun.  Iyelah kan, kalau kit ..  Saranan tu i taip selepas dapat pesan dari ustaz-ustaz Tazkirah Malam Jumaat astro Oasis. Suruh amalkan, tajuk malam ni tadi Azab Neraka, berani check in?  Kau menaip sombong giler, ingat sikit, bab agama kot, tak perlulah sombong. Iblis pun pernah alim (banyak ilmu) jugak.


Memang nampak macam terdesak sangat mak aku buat macam tu. Katanya sebagai bukti nanti satu hari nanti kalau aku kata bukan pilihan aku mak aku tunjuk video tu.


Lima mangsa yang rentung apabila kereta yang dinaiki mereka terbakar selepas terlibat dalam kemalangan di KM 246 Le https://t.co/HECCYoS3g5


Dah pernah baca..tapi tetap tergelak juga


I remember my neighbor who has become a house husband this year. He used to seem tough, but now he appears to be gentle. Is that an infection caused by watching Malay dramas every day, where emotions are portrayed through audio-visual media? No matter how hard the song is, eventually it becomes enjoyable. Isn't it true? It's similar to how every day we are exposed to entertainment shows where flirtatious and cute girls perform on glamorous stages. Oh, the young ones, how irresistible they are to older men. Polygamy is the answer, isn't it? Ha ha ha. Just like how a stone can be softened by continuous dripping of water, as long as it is prolonged, it will eventually crack. Believe me.


Gila anak ayam menunjukkan segala-galanya mereka adalah dapat kepada melakukan dalam menarik seks filem-filem ...


Regarding the person who broke into my house before, I have started to build a good relationship with him. Alhamdulillah, he is very kind and understanding. He even apologized to me for cursing at me before. I feel embarrassed... My father owed him money and he accidentally blurted it out. I am very inspired by people like him. Even though he is of a different race than me, he treats me like his younger sibling.


Aku ni Allah takdirkan sekarang tercampak dekat satu pelusuk negara yang Malaysian keliling aku tak ramai sangat and jenis tak kisah sangat pasal agama. Ni yang buat aku culture shock. Aku tengok perempuan laki selamba je duk serumah, gi jalan sekali, satu kereta duduk langgar-langgar bahu tu dah jadi kebiasaan. Berparty, bertepuk tampar, ambil gambar berpeluk-peluk sesama Malaysian (kalau dengan mat saleh apatah lagi). Waktu first year, aku memang culture shock habis tengok Malaysian kat sini. Tapi setelah beberapa tahun, benda tu dah jadi biasa di mata aku. Dan itu buat aku sedih.


I just cant anymoreI am 24 years old and have been suicidal since i was 15 or so. Everytime i was faced with a overwhelming challange my mind goes straight through “how about we just die?”. Never acted on it obviously but i can say without a doubt that i think about killing myself at least 5 times a day on avarage. And things are worse than ever. I work 66 hours a week for 6 days. Customer representitive. Jesus fuck. You would say im lying if i told you what kind of morons i deal with on a daily basis. Trying to stay calm to a person who is literally screaming and swearing to you is exhausting. Im never offended but i wanna fight, scream back and humiliate the shit out them but all im supposed to say is “Yes sir you are right to be mad.”. Every night i genuienly hope i dont wake up. I literally fucking beg not wake up to a god that i dont believe in every single day.
How can i be expected to enjoy life find the happiness in small things or whatever.
I dont have the guts now but i cant do this anymore.

yes everyone is right. Im weak. i cant handle stressful situations. i cant provide. I keep losing the battle to my depression.

everyone around me is used to their life cycle and they always handle their problems but all i can do is fucking not talk and not smile for weeks. And my negative behaviour hurts my family and close friends. And then i feel guilty for feeling this way. whenever i try to open up people tell me to man up. God. Really? what a solution you got there. I cant man up. im weak, im tired, im numb. But when “that” day comes, i will be the selfish one, while all i wanted was to be calm and peaceful. I will be the one responsible to not reach up to them. I will be the one to scar them for their entire lives.
to sum up im in extreme mental pain and no psyhciartist could help one bit.


layankn ajela..tayah amek hati..hati pun da lama retak..iyokan aje la


Every night, I play PlayStation with my brothers and it's so enjoyable with all the jokes and casual conversations.


I'm confused, I'm stuck actually. What's the best choice for me to make? It's not that I haven't tried to forget about her, but it's not as easy as it sounds. I don't know if this is a test for our relationship or if she's just not the best for me.


Just ignore them..do whatever you want..the important thing is for you to make your husband happy..


What I noticed was that when I sincerely prayed like earlier in my heart, during prayer later on I was focused even though it was a bit late. Tears flowed because I was sad for praying late.


very beautiful well done you are cool


oooo..patut ler mcam related stori jer..  agak2 ape maksudnye tu ye?  tu yang aku bingung sekarang..hurm, kenapa aku nampak macamtu pulak.. biasa ade sesuatu..tp aku tak dapat nak detect pulak..


hahahaha.. Tu lah abil, pakai baju sama tema dengan staff.. Tunggu kat depan pintu pulak kan.. Mmg nampak macam staff jaga pintu je lah..


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lagi rajin pegi masjid, lagi hazab perangai.  itu tanda masjid akhir jaman jauh dari hidayah dan rahmat Tuhan.  DARIPADA Ali bin Abi Thalib RA, beliau mendengar Rasulullah SAW bersabda:"Sudah hampir tiba suatu zaman apabila tiada yang tinggal daripada Islam itu kecuali namanya sahaja dan tiada tinggal daripada al-Quran kecuali tulisannya sahaja. Masjid dibina indah, tetapi kosong daripada hidayah. Ulama mereka adalah sejahat-jahat makhluk yang berada di bawah langit. Daripada merekalah keluarnya segala fitnah dan kepada mereka fitnah itu kembali."


ako dah cite kat mak ako..  tapi entah lah..kesian juga kat mak ako.. mcm serba salah juga..  ..  no ako..  maksud aku la kan.. mintak duit adik badik mak ako.. bukan adik badik ako..  nenek ako kan mak dorg.. ako n adik badik pon da amek tanggungjawab jaga nenek.. why not diorg pay something in return for nenek sake..  bukan apa.. jenguk tidak, at least hulurkan lah..  sian ke ako.. nak tanggung diri sendiri.. nak pikir adik adik.. mak lagi..


In Malaysia, there are many Malays who are more superstitious than the Suluk people. However, they do not become terrorists.


Bodoh. Keris melayu paling banyak dipamer. Asal keris juga dari bangsa melayu. Bangsa tercanggih di dunia seribu tahun dulu


suka gilakkk tgk avvy2 kat sini


bising sial kipas ni babi tul


Seks antara kaum


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Nak bunuh diri terjun jelahh aiyoi menyusahkan hidup orang betul lag


It's hilarious, but I can't laugh because I'm fasting. This type of humour is not compliant with Sharia law.


post on fb then regret and take it down now immortalised on google cache and screenshot for reference liao


Okay, I understand. When he shows that he cares about you, it means he loves you more.


Oh, who are you? A child who doesn't know how to be grateful, that's for sure. I am willing to quit my job if my boss doesn't give me leave to take my mother to the hospital every month. That child should not behave like that. Prepare yourself, wife, to be scolded before giving birth.


Kita sebagai lelaki kena banyak berkorban.. Jangan ikut perasaan dan nafsu kita sendiri.. Maksud saya, dalam pembelian barang.. Jika anda masih dalam keadaan serba kekurangan.. Berbincanglah dengan isteri.. Walaupun pembelian tersebut hanya RM50.. Saya ni, nak beli barangan yang saya inginkan pujuk isteri berminggu baru dapat.. Ada yang sampai berbulan.. Itu pun dah bodek bermacam-macam cara.. Sebab si isteri lebih faham keadaan keluarga.. Sama ada benda itu patut beli sekarang atau kemudian.. Tapi kalau barang isteri.. Balik dari kerja je.. "Saya nak cakap sesuatu ni.. Saya dah beli 2 pasang tudung, bolehkan??".. Bayangkan dah beli tapi tanya soalan bolehkan?? Sebab tu saya kata, kita sebagai lelaki kena banyak berkorban.. Wanita ni pelbagai perangai.. Anda kena siap sedia.. Jangan hilang kawalan diri.. Bimbing biar betul.. Jangan sampai kedua belah kaki masuk ke neraka..


Year after year, I feel that my emotions only hurt me from day to day. Meanwhile, I need to prioritize the stability and sanity of my emotions for my children.


Semoga Allah melaknat penzalim LHDN. .. dia cari orang di dunia. .. orang akan tuntut balik di akhirat. .. siap ya yang untung ? ?


They brought their caste system here, sir/madam.


Then my mother-in-law said 'she likes to stay in the room all the time, even asking her to eat is difficult'. And I heard what my mother-in-law said. Sad? Yes, I am sad because I have become a burden and inconvenience.


if singapore imports so many ang moh that the proportion become we d dislike them too


That piece of writing was meant for As alone. Even if 7.7 billion readers leave negative comments after reading it, I don't care. If Allah permits, As will read that piece of writing.


If we look at it from an Islamic perspective, divorce is the most detested permissible act by Allah. It shakes the foundation of marriage with every utterance of the word 'talak'. This is according to my understanding, please correct me if I'm wrong.


Ya Allah. Anak sendiri yang buat dosa jangan tuduh saya tak menjaga tanggungjawab sedangkan anak sendiri tak bekerja tak pernah pula dinasihatkan dulu melainkan sindiran tajam kepada saya.


Acikgomen replied at 7-11-2019 08:26 PM  Bincang secara matang dgn si dia tu. Hala tuju masa depan anda berdua. Keinginan kedua2 belah piha ..  Yup memang tengah fikir ni nak bincang dengan dia, tapi apa yg saya akan bagitau dia nanti mungkin akan buat dia lebih merana, mungkin saya pun rasa pedihnya.  Sebab ni cinta terlarang dari segi agama & keluarga. Saya muslim & dia non muslim


Aku jalani hari-hari seterusnya selepas pemergian mak dengan hati yang kosong. Aku macam tak percaya dengan apa yang jadi. Aku mengharapkan mak akan kembali pulang dari cuti yang panjang keesokan hari nya. Begitulah tiap-tiap hari walaupun aku tahu benda tu pasti tak akan jadi.


But, since she keeps changing partners like changing clothes, it means she still wants to enjoy herself even though she's almost 40 years old...


Tapi itulah sebulan aja saya betul-betul insaf, selepas sebulan tu keadaan beransur pulih, tikar sejadah pun dah jarang nak jamah. Alquran pun dah jarang nak baca. Sekarang lagilah tak ada. Astagfirullah.


Oh my.. let me listen to her singing first.. it's a bit off-key.. her face is already beautiful.. so lovely..


I would like to ask for your opinion on how to bring my father to the hospital because sometimes he forgets and there are times when he remembers but we are too afraid to approach him. It is really sad to see my father in such a state, disheveled and sitting by the roadside lost in thought for hours. But we don't know what to do because my father is always angry and we don't understand why. Now I miss my dad a lot. Please help me.


Dia orang akan lebih percaya dengan hujah2 yang bukan professional berbanding doktor2 pakar dan mufti2 yang memang ada kelayakan dan pentauliahan. Dengan alasan makanan sunnah lebih neutral dengan badan.


Hello, Ikmal Amry is also here but I'm sure the leaked picture is not him because his face looks very different from the one in the leaked picture. Hopefully, there will be a real leak. Lucky him for getting married to a beautiful woman.


Bila tiada father figure yang ada leadership, wujudlah suami-suami macam suami aku tu. Circle of friends suami aku memang dari kalangan mereka-mereka yang kuat melepak, harap duit parents dan lain-lain.


The verse was once given to me. I know and admit that exercise is one of the ways and efforts in treating depression. However, for me, it requires step by step. Continuously telling patients to exercise is not appropriate.


Cabang yg ketiga pulak MENUNGGU PUTERA RAJA MASUK MEMINANG: Kau dah kenapa nak tunggu2 putera raja masuk memonang tapi bangun pun dah tengah hari. IF YOU WANT TO MARRY A PRINCE CHARMING, BEAR IN MIND PRINCES DON'T MARRY AMBITIONLESS GIRLS (Tuanku Zara Salim). Pergi rajinkan diri jadi independent. Then, you can walk the talk.


So message from a small and weak person like me, whatever business you do, please be honest. Don't deceive just to make sales. What will be the result? Blessings? Only Allah knows. And if there are any bosses or CEOs of any company reading this, please take care of your staff. Don't force them to work overtime without pay, okay!? Even though I no longer work there, I still feel guilty towards my ex-customers whom I used marketing words (deception) on. I apologize deeply..


This demo is really awesome..but not..it's good though..other people can do it too..thank you..thank you..:love:


that s it ya cause we also don t want many foreigner in our country lah too so many foreigner already lah


Can men fall asleep while playing games? Can they even fall asleep while writing? That's a sign of being unwell. It's not that they want to sleep or have a strong ability to sleep. It's a sign of illness. Tell him to see a doctor.


masa tu la first time kitaorang bergaduh teruk and aku tengok Fii menangis. Trauma aku, kadang-kadang aku sendiri takut yang aku ni ada sifat panas baran ke.


This is a special reminder, especially for those who have not yet found their identity in wearing the niqab. I know that some may not accept it, but I am willing to take the risk of being criticized just to remind and advise. Please accept it with an open heart. I do not intend to create any hostility after reading this.


dubur remaja lubang - penuh filem, percuma tegar lucah ...


To be honest, after my parents separated, I never really knew what it was like to have a mother in the true sense of the word. I had a caregiver, but she was quite strict with me as I was growing up and sometimes I felt like she didn't love me. However, seeing the sacrifices my caregiver made to provide for me besides my loving father (Alhamdulilah, my father is a very caring person), I tried to change my perception... Maybe my caregiver did love me, but she didn't know how to express it. Maybe she thought being strict was not the same as being harsh. But to me, her ways were harsh.


Adakah rafizi berjuang kerana Allah. ? semoga Allah dorong mulut rafizi untuk bercakap benar, amin .


I will not give up as long as I am still fighting. I kindly ask all my friends to give me constructive opinions and advice so that this broken heart can continue to rise and be strong.


This is how i feel now  Ta boleh buat apa kptsn idup..g sana mati,g sini mati  Kor ..  o.o.t sat  semoga sabar & tabah menghadapi ujian tuhan


Dan seeing all my friends who are my age achieving various accomplishments thanks to their mothers' prayers, I know... I won't be able to achieve all of that..


Yes. Bumiputera again. Can they enter UiTM and get scholarships for our Malay children? Oh wait, what is this confusion?


Maybe the Malay boss is already fed up with the antics of Malay vendors.. Your boss is doing business to make a profit, not for charity or to incur losses.


So I asked him about his favourite line and he told me with a straight face, 'That's what poor people say, you know. Do you ever hear rich people say that?'


I have to go now.


it s quite unstable leh sometimes poor internet connection sometimes it just cuts off out of a sudden


Setuju Yb Muhammad Sanusi Md Nor


nr guard used explosive one while the guard of that mongolian president still use sword leh how to fight


Uncle pernah depress and pernah stress..jauh beza dik. Uncle klau time depress; luar senyum, dlm mintak mati. Klau stress; luar mcm nak mati, dalam okay lg. Bezakan tu.


macam lukisan tapi inilah perlis foto oleh yusuf madi


Tolong BERSEDIA untuk menjadi seorang ibu pendidik bila memulakan kehidupan rumahtangga. Ini adalah antara tanggungjawab isteri membantu suaminya yang sedang keluar mencari nafkah. Aku sudah kongsikan perihal "Rezeki" di siri lepas, Jika ada yang tak dapat hadamkan. Aku minta maaf.


Ya Allah, aku tanye korang. Kalau korang kat tempat aku... adakah korang boleh berfikir secara waras? dorang pandai. Buat dalam diam. Pastu smear dengan yakin.


Kita bagi pancing dahulu itu olang melayu, lepas itu kita Bagi tahu mereka siapa kita woo


Setuju. Dia ckp mcm perempuan ni makhluk dungu.


We believe in the 5G chip agenda in vaccines, and strongly reject it, causing division in the Muslim community and even among families and relatives. We are busy studying the Zionist agenda.


Apa yang ingin aku katakan di sini ialah andai di dunia ini kamu masih mempunyai orang yang kamu sayang, lafazkan sahaja kerna ajal tak menunggu kita. Jangan disimpan saja dalam dada, takut dikesalkan shingga tua. Aku kata berdasarkan apa yang aku rasa. Aku tak sanggup lagi rasa kehilangan. Peritnya kehilangan itu sukar digambarkan kata.


Originally posted by Hana at 10-3-2009 08:54  ekekekeekekek..hana baru nak kembangkan otak..tapi, dah terbaca nie..gelihatilahh..  ko tu cakap jek nak kembang otakk..tapi mende lain yang kembang ler Hana


Dasar perempuan belen tak boleh tengok orang senang. Ya allah serabut. Mende takde apa pun ko je yang buat sial. Toxic trait tu datang dari ko la babi


korang pernah try mende ni? boleh ke buat duit dgn e book, macm www.TidakPerluKerja.com, wangblog.com..  kalau korang ada experience blhe syer,, aku igt nak try laa


tapi dulu xde la macm ni..sekarang ni baju yang dalam loker pun..pikir 2,3 kali nak pakai wat sembahyang..pagi tadi basuh balik kain pelikat 3 helai..ntah rase was2 lax..  ade 2 helai lagik xbasu ..  was2 mmg camni..sampai tahap teruk mmg teruk sgt..  pastu klau kita berjaya kurangkan semakin lama okla..tp kadang2 dia mai balik..tak kisahla was2 ni nAk dtg bila yg penting kita hadapi dgn baik..  hmmm..bab pakaian tu, klau rasa was2 cuba check betulka kena najis..  klau ada dlm locker cuba tgk locker tu ada najis tak..klau tak dak, cubalah yakinkan diri..pujuk2 skit..  pastu apa kata sediakan sepasang pakaian bersih utk pakai setiap kali solat..setiap kali solat guna pakaian tu pastu bila selesai, lipat/sangkut elok2..insyaAllah pakaian tu akan bebas dari najis..hehe


Aku pun tengok am hare tol ingat kostum cosplay sekali dia bagi furry haha


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My advice is, if you want to be in a relationship, get married. Then you won't feel guilty towards yourself and your family, or fear of getting caught in the act, and instead you may even earn rewards from Allah. I'm not saying this, it's already mentioned in the Quran 'Laa Taqrabuzzina'. Do not come near to adultery.


u string liddat pc will take very long bo


719 Buah dada payudara XXXL


Seronok dengar masalah pas haha


Let it be kept secret. I am tired of self-reflection, I don't know what else to do, all the time I criticize myself. I just want my mother to smile and be proud of me. Or at least not hurt my feelings. But those are all dreams and fantasies.


Once, while I was sleeping at 1am, my wife suddenly woke me up and asked me to go back to her mother's house. I had a feeling of why, but I just kept quiet and got ready. If I asked her "why?", she would become more scared because she was trying to act cool in front of me. Once, when I asked her why, she started crying and was very scared as if there was a ghost in front of her. She told me not to ask "why" because when she had to tell the story, she would be scared. But when we arrived at her mother's house, if I asked her "why", she would tell me the story and she wouldn't feel scared because there were many people around. As usual, I followed her because I didn't want her to stay up all night. When we arrived at her mother's house (we had the keys), while she was busy making the bed, I checked my wife's phone and saw that someone (in a group) had sent a picture of a ghost with a good night message. I immediately changed the settings on my wife's WhatsApp to not auto-download. Since then, my wife always asks me first what picture they sent in the group (most of our groups are the same except for work groups). If I'm not with my wife, I will immediately call her and tell her to delete the picture (even if it's blurry, we can still see it, right?).


awat org pg hospital beranak sampai 2 hari ek? just curious? kesian ibu2 kena cabul dengan doc ..  aku setuju brader..gomen kena cari solution terhadap perkara ni..membenarkan doktor lelaki melihat aurat isteri orang lain boleh dikira satu pencabulan hak di sisi agama..


Aku seperti terperangkap dalam penjara yang aku cipta sendiri. Terasa seolah- olah ada tali di leher yang menjerut tetapi tidak pula membuat Aku berhenti bernafas.


Dani never did anything


Cik R bertanya "parents aku ni emotionally available tak waktu aku kecil?" Aku jawab no. Berkasih sayang itu jarang, yang aku tahu dulu2 aku takut pada abah. Abah garang. Dirotan sebab tak siap latihan matematik itu biasa.


Dia ada cakap, kenapa pakai niqab tapi tayang diri? Bukan ke pakai niqab sebab nak tutup daripada dipandang? Aku terkedu taktahu nak jawab apa. See, betapa imej ini menjadi bualan hangat dan persoalan yang makin bertambah setiap hari.


Parliament approved Fica on Monday, three years after it was first proposed and three weeks after the extensive and controversial legislation was introduced.


yelah tak cukup sofa, kereta, ikan pari, kambing, sekarang biawak pulak kene rogol  mmg semua lelaki sebat eh


Ping Chong Tan can buy a drone from Turkey, boss..


Saat itu, aku tidaklah berapa kisah. Lagi pun baru di awal perkahwinan, dalam tempoh suai kenal gara-gara kami kawin tanpa proper dirancang.


takdelah..aku kesian jerk kat die..die bukannye selalu menangis or merengek..tp sejak die dapat demam pong selalu jerk die menangis dan merengek..


Trust me, aku tak jealous dengan pilihan papa. Muda tetapi hodoh rupa. Papa nak b*tina tu sebab b*tina tu desparate. Mana2 mistress pun mesti buat macam2 dan apa2 yang pasangan nak. Yelah, bila hodoh, kena extra effort.


My self-hatred truly ruined my life. Please send me off well.I'm repulsive, and I am very aware of it. I got great at doing makeup at a very young age, hoping that someone would say I'm pretty if I knew how to do it well. Turns out makeup can't cover up my hideous being.

I feel sorry for all the people who ever had to touch me because I'm utterly disgusting. Some of my friends hugged me in the past, and I feel guilty to this day.

I look like a sweaty wrinkley pig. I'm fat, and have stretch marks, my breasts are also absolutely repulsive. Luckily, nobody besides me has ever seen them, so that's good. But they're still there, and I know about them.

I'm unstable. I like to punish myself for simply existing. I hit myself, and used to self harm. I starve myself and throw up on purpose.

I have one last friend who makes me hate myself even more. I send her plenty of messages every day because there's nobody else I could share my thoughts with, and she usually replies once every two or three days with one cold short sentence. I try to cheer her up, and I tell her how beautiful she is. I keep telling her how talented and amazing she is. I write freaking essays to encourage her in doing what she loves. I check up on her if she eats and drinks properly. Yesterday, she disabled the 'let-others-see-you're-online' feature, but before that, she used to be online constantly without even bothering to read my messages.

I thought this was a puberty thing. But I'm turning 19 in a few months, and literally nothing changed. I despise myself exactly the same as when I was 13.

I saw two therapists. It didn't work for me.

I really fucking tried, Reddit. The worst thing is, my personality must be horrible as well because decent people don't do shit like this to themselves or others.


Sebelum tu novel cinta Melayu mungkin popular di kalangan peminat tegar saja, tetapi dengan adanya ... seks luar tabii ... berzina dengan seorang gadis je ...


I have been drinking for so many decades, and only now do I realize.


This is the first time I'm expressing everything after several years of our marriage. I told him that I don't like this cold relationship. I told him that I feel unloved.


Aku Bertudung Seksi - Cerita-xxx, lucah, berahi, bogel ...


Dah 2 malam blackout. Boleh je bagi notis gangguan bekalan elektrik, tapi takde buat. sial punya tnb muar


Aku jeles dengan kawan rapat aku sendiri. kitorang kawan rapat, so kat mana ada dia, kat situ ada aku. Kalau keluar, aku perhati je keliling dia.Dia cantik, pergi mana mana pun ada orang suka dia. Ada orang ngorat dia. Lelaki pandang pandang dia. Aku kat sebelah, macam kayu. Yelah, aku ni tak cantik, banyak jerawat, gemuk pulak tu. Mana lah ada orang yang suka..


Vepop Cta, pity... your perspective is getting worse... Allah made humans as the best and noblest creatures, you should speak of them... they are even nobler... is it just to defend your boss's 'nobility'? Are you sure...


4. Read the Quran every night. Yeah. I do read it, but I feel like my mouth is the only thing moving, my soul is somewhere else.


Ini yang buat saya rasa berdosa bila fikir macam ni sebab saya tau ini semua dosa, haram dan agama larang untuk kita dekati zina. Saya rindu waktu saya tak suka kan sesiapa sebab boleh fokus untuk diri sendiri.


Nama betul ariel ni x mcm nama tipikal orang Indonesia.. Lebih kepada orang2 Malaysian


I really like your definition - indeed, power is generally relative. But I disagree with the example that Allah has power because there are creatures that are powerless. The relativity of something is true for all things except Allah. My 2 cents.


I hope someone is willing to give their opinion, advice, or share their experience because I am lost and don't know what to do. At the same time, I feel like it's impossible that I have it. But I couldn't resist and went to Google and found the term 'pelalau'. I'm even more scared now... to be honest, I have about 70% of the listed symptoms. I hope someone is willing to help. Sorry if someone asks me to PM to tell more. I can't PM because I want to protect the dignity of my friend and family. Thank you if someone is willing to help. Only Allah can repay your kindness. (Tears)


Ya, kenapa tajuk luahan aku tersangat sinis kerana aku hendak merujuk kepada sikap ibu bapa yang lebih mementingkan bahasa PENJAJAH (Inggeris) berbanding bahasa melayu.


Lillahi aku sayang kat Ivy sebagai kawan aku, punyalah baik Ivy ni kat aku dia yang tolong aku masa aku ditimpa musibah sedangkan boyfriend aku tinggalkan aku masa aku tengah jatuh. Setiap kali aku fikir pasal Ivy, mesti aku menangis. Yela, berjuta kat luar sana yang mencari-cari kebenaran & hidayah Allah, sedangkan Ivy yang lahir dalam agama Islam, yang tahu asas agama tapi seolah-olah tak dapat cahaya hidayah. Apa yang aku mampu buat setiap kali lepas solat aku akan doakan untuk Ivy, semoga Allah beri hidayah pada dia.


Pertama Orang Rusia Dubur Pancut Di Muka ... Hisap Konek Berkumpulan Pertama Luar Rumah.


No way. Men who are married usually only want virgins for their bodies. Tell him, I like you too.. but if you want to be with me, you have to divorce your wife.. deal? Hahahaaaa.. no no no.. 1st, does his wife know? 2nd, if you become the second wife, do your parents agree? 3rd, if he is serious, ask him to introduce you to his first wife and discuss it in a good manner.. When a woman gets married, her main obedience is to her husband but before getting married, you must respect and honor your parents the most.. and a marriage without the blessings of both parents is difficult to find happiness.. Think carefully..


Aku ni siap baca wikipedia semua rider MotoGP. Sebut je Marc Marquez, Marverick Vinales, Fabio Quartararo semua aku kenal, Hafiz Syahrin turun Moto2 aku tau.


Suddenly I became afraid and then I reflected on my intention to just read. I don't want to believe and I strengthen my heart not to believe. At first, I was so scared that I didn't want to do anything, afraid that something would suddenly happen. Eventually, I strengthened my heart to act foolishly. I just wanted to share with you all. If something like this happens, don't believe it too quickly. We don't know, maybe it's all the devil's play. And sometimes, our eyes blink but nothing happens.


Reply 6# CikSiti07  mcm kawan2 forum ni komen, bersyukurlah dengan hidayah itu.  seterusnya, pada aku, pertama sekali TT (tuan thread/tanah) mungkin ada masalah emosi. TT MESTI terima dengan redha pemergian kawan itu. hidup murung bukan cara hidup islam. tu baru kawan yang bersemadi, nanti giliran ibu bapa, adik beradik, apa lak nak jadi pada TT?! Macam ni la, andai kata TT ada kanser, 2 minggu lagi je tinggal, apa nasihat TT pada orang-orang tersayang? aku rasa mesti galakan-galakan positif, jangan murung, hidup dengan ceria dan gembira. So, fikirlah wahai TT. redha.  pasal hidayah tu, aku cadangkan TT banyak berdoa, iaitu meminta pada tuhan agar mengekalkan keimanan, kerna sesungguhnya 'iman' itu berbolak balik, kejap tinggi, kejap lupa terus.. mcm isteriku cerita, dia pernah mimpi kematian diri sendiri, pastu jadi macam TT la. sekarang..hm, tanggungjawab aku la paksa dia bangun subuh. ahahaha


Cuba imagine if we were in their shoes, it's easy for us Malaysians to work abroad, but how do we view foreigners? Similarly, white people view us the same way. We get angry when foreigners can't speak Malay, but what if we were working abroad and a white person made fun of us for not being able to speak English? They are trying to make a living because their country is struggling or in turmoil.


Tapi jauh di sudut kecil hati aku tetap merasa aku adalah kakak yang gagal untuk adik aku. Allah. Jika di ingat kan kembali setiap kenangan sungguh aku menangis untuk di kenang kan kembali.


Ya Memang aku tak puashati. Hmm aku cuba hadam selumat lumatnya apa segala bagai yang kau buat pada aku and anak aku. Dan aku tahu, kau (ex husband) tw yang aku mmg tak puashati.(dia bilang pada kawan kawan akuni dah gila meroyan)


Why do you like to expose things that shouldn't be exposed? Are you afraid that no one will notice? Dude, men do like to see women with heavy makeup and red lips. But when it comes to choosing a wife, the man might think twice or thrice before making you his spouse.


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Saya ada pengalaman 2 kali kena report kt boss perempuan and my say is  Oh no oh no  Oh no no no no  Oh no oh no  Oh no no no no  No no  No no  No no  Never again pls. Trauma is real


Lagu Fiona menjadi popular dalam ... rakaman lucah sendiri.


IMC is extremely amusing. For the longest time, it was believed that he was an American, but it turns out that he is actually a Malaysian attempting to appease the Right wing.


Dear ustaz and ustazah, if one wishes to live a happy life, it is very important to have the blessings and approval of one's parents. I often wonder about myself, as I seem to not receive any prayers from my parents and they even say that I bring bad luck to the family.


Senaman melayu..I like..  bagus gak untuk kesihatan bathin


Yes, especially from tea break time until night, there are Indian shows.


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Drawing with Japan was fortunate until we couldn't avoid being unlucky by Singapore bribing the referee or something similar.


Mampuslah ko pemimpin durjana! Aku benci politisyen macam ni!


kesiannya..mana family dia..punyalah hensem masa muda2 dulu, suara pun best..  banyak versi kan cerita dia ni.. x tau mana satu yg sahih.  Tapi kesian la.. dah peluk Islam, tp lepas tu macam hilang arah.


Since that new realization, I have become lazy to talk to people. I am lazy to meet people. Even replying to my friends' messages, I am already lazy.


... semua lebih yang web mencari untuk anda kegemaran seks dengan payu dara video-video dalam HD sebagai kita mempunyai dikumpul atas lucah klip betul di sini ...


Saya terbabit dalam kemalangan pada isnin lepas 22hb Januari 2013. Kejadian berlaku di Jalan Damansara berdekatan dengan Taman Tun Dr Ismail di mana sebahagian jalan tersebut terlibat dalam kerja-kerja pembinaan MRT. Pada ketika itu saya menunggang motosikal dan motosikal saya melanggar lubang di kawasan projek MRT tersebut. Kemalangan tersebut menyebabkan tulang bahu sebelah kanan patah, tulang pinggul mengalami sedikit keretakan dan luka-luka kecil. Pertanyaan saya, selain daripada laporan polis, patutkah saya membuat aduan atau tuntutan daripada pihak MRT memandangkan lubang yang saya langgar itu memang di kawasan pembinaan. Kawan-kawan saya sempat mengambil gambar di lokasi kejadian.Kemalangan ini telah menyebabkan saya tidak dapat menjalankan pekerjan harian serta rutin kehidupan seperti biasa. Minta pendapat saudara saudari. Terima kasih. - Zaihan -


So I pray every day while crying like a mother who lost her child. I pray to get a job that is commensurate and suitable for me. I can't run away from Customer Service anymore because this is the only experience with skills that I have. It's also sad because you know how stressful it is to work as a CS...


sial ar kau niey..bca jew la


Lisa Kelly 2 is the most beautiful.. even if she is a female driver, Malaysian men would still underestimate her.


Sedap..sy suke kaki ayam..


ini milf seems sehingga untuk ia dengan ini muda seorang ...


One day, I cried uncontrollably because I missed my mother and brothers so much that even Doctor Ahmad, who was treating another patient, had to come and console me in the ward. He asked, "What's wrong with you, Iman? Can you be strong for me just this once? Do you want to see me cry because of you?" After he said that, he started crying uncontrollably while kneeling on the floor and watching me like that. I was stunned and didn't know what to say. Because for the first time, a man cried because of me. Even my father is not like that, you know if you followed my story before.


kadang2 kalau belah perempuan tak berkenan ngan si laki mmg die akan letak hantaran tinggi nk kasi si laki tu turn off. adelah sebabnye tu.  tu yg kekdg kalau jumpe post pasal lelaki keje biasa2 buat macam2 part time nk halalkan awek tu, better muhasabah diri sebenarnya wali tu tak nak pun kat ko. wallahualam


I VOTE FOR PRO AJAX!:pompom:


Changed to a new class, I am very happy. Got a new seat, but still at the back with some mischievous male students.


It's embarrassing when ordinary people calmly respond that even dogs are creatures of Allah, who supposedly possess religious wisdom. If a situation like that arises, people would accuse you of slandering religious scholars. I have observed this for a long time.


hahaha sure ai lah


Although it's like that, tears still flow when I remember. It's really humiliating to be poor one day. When the professor said that, it reminded me of a long flashback.


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No komen di sini..Bergantung juga, yang nak menjaganya juga bukan maksum, hanya manusia biasa..susah luka nak terpadam andai pengabaian dulu menyakitkan..susah mereka nak menjaga dengan redha, hadap muka tiap-tiap hari, takut perkara lain yang jadi, lebih haru..Tapi andai mereka boleh menjadi yang lebih baik, yang mampu melihat menjangkaui dendam, mungkin..


As usual, the guys at work were amused by me. Some even tried to pull me aside and say, "There are plenty of women at home, you don't need to do this." Honestly, their attitude is so outdated. The men finish eating and throw their dishes in the sink. They take off their shirts and toss them aside. The women work and express their emotions by yelling and breaking cups during the holidays. Hahaha...


chiness kot mamat ni,,, ayat tunggang langan..
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From love and affection, they failed and abandoned me before time. So don't ask if one day I can't shed tears anymore. Because whether they are there or not, it's the same. One day I will have my own family, I want to be a career mom. But I will also be an emotional supportive mom. I will also make sure my husband makes my children feel loved. Even if I am destined to be a single mother, I will still make sure I have my career, but my children can always count on me to love them.


Is having beautiful legs enough to satisfy a husband? Should the wife also have beautiful breasts or a beautiful character? Why focus on beautiful legs? Shouldn't one aspire to be like Ronaldinho or a supermodel?


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Haha, kelakar kan. Kadang saya tak faham bila orang kata, "goreng je, cakap je apa apa" saya tak boleh brain ayat tu. Nak fikir perkataan pun saya susah, inikan pulak nak menggoreng. Idea pun takda. Ibarat macam orang suruh masak nasi goreng tapi nasi pun takda. Begitulah.


Dialetika tanpa Kopi itu sama seperti aku tanpa kamu.

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Cantik betul zuriat dia ni.. Mata biru MasyaAllah. Percaya pulak dia aku jagakan. Kalau aku culik buat lari ni mau menagis mak dia.. Hahaha.. Sudah je si mak ambil wudu' dia ucap terima kasih kat aku.. Aku perlawa dia maghrib dulu sambil aku jagakan lagi anak dia. Kalau tak aku dah bayang dia solat sambil dukung anak kecil dia. Tu memang biasa bagi Mazhab mereka. Kita Mazhab syafie' jangan heran pulak, pastu jangan cakap depa syiah pulak. Benda ada keringanan dalam ibadah kenapa tak guna kan? hehe


Actually, it is not the culture of people from Melaka to speak like that. People say that if you meet someone from Melaka, they speak politely. That is because they are descendants of nobility, so their conversations are gentle there. Those who are descendants of low caste workers speak loudly. That's why not many people speak loudly there. It's about the low caste during the time of the Sultan of Melaka.


Your Mum probably hated you for that. "Die son"


so no offense if it happens to be hor


Ok back to the topic, to be honest I am grateful for being tested with many difficult trials, but I understand that others may have even more difficult trials than me. Before I moved to a new house, when I was 7 years old, I saw my father's health deteriorating day by day. My father was a hardworking man who never complained, but I heard my mother say that he was unable to go to work.


Ramai yang penjual-jual disana adalah bukan pun orang Arab tetapi Bangladesh, Pakistan dan India. Mereka dah lama menetap disana dan berpendudukan disana telah berikan kesan pada tutur kata dan peribadi mereka. Bukan saya hendak katakan penduduk di Mekah tidak sopan tetapi kalau nak dilihat dari segi ramah mereka di Madinah adalah lebih lagi.


Taula spm bodoh cam sekor un ni habis dia sapu, apa punya sial la walaun skang, paling pukimak xde sekor pun ustaz dorg tegur, cakap takbir raya Aidilfitri hnya smpai solat sunat Aidilfitri yg lama aidiladha , aku jmp mmg aku nk pijak budak ni bg mampus


I see the problem in Malaysia. POLITICS. MEDIA. Politicians shape society, what is the education curriculum developed by the government? The OBSCENE politics are stupid, displayed to the public, and fueled by propaganda media. Society is educated with injected thoughts that become a political weapon for the MALAY party to survive. In the end, the Malay race is belittled. Whereas the Malay race should be admired and respected. ALL THESE POLITICAL LEADERS NEED TO CHANGE AND BE CHANGED.


Then I thought, could the foul smell be coming from my jealous heart? Oh Allah, if my heart is as putrid as a corpse even in matters of worship, how much worse would it be if I were jealous for worldly reasons? How foul would it be? I immediately seek forgiveness. Seeking forgiveness and seeking forgiveness.


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I'm feeling sick.. it's really bothering me.. I think I need to ask for some remedies from the religious scholars.. but I'm afraid that your mother won't cooperate.. it will be difficult if she keeps objecting like this..


What I want to say here is that if you still have someone you love in this world, just say it because death does not wait for us. Don't keep it in your heart, afraid of regretting it when you're old. I'm saying this based on how I feel. I can't bear the pain of losing someone anymore. The pain of loss is indescribable.


This is just my point of view, whether you want to accept it or not. There is a difference between college students and students from religious schools when it comes to exams.


Aku harap, takde la sesiapa yang kena macam aku. Diperkotak katikkan bos, direndahkan orang atasan,diperli dalam meeting sebab mintak tukar, saja dera emosi aku sampai aku hampir gila bila benda ni jadi kat aku. Mujur family aku sokong aku sepenuhnya lepas apa yang jadi. Thanks to my family. :)


Miss, would you like to collaborate on a song after Ramadan? I love the style of your voice. Also, when you sang 'I'm Yours', it was amazing.


Aku menangis sampai tertidur. Aku tak sangka aku seorang suami yang tak guna. Dalam pemikiran aku, aku lah suami yang paling sempurna.. aku ada rupa, Sab biasa-biasa saja dari segi rupa.


@razi_amir @501Awani Mampus... makin jem


It's pressure on children. Imagine the pressure faced by a wife with a husband like that. These days, wanting to become a husband... oh, how emotional you are in this hot weather during the day..


I imagine two 2B pencils that are not quite the same size as my friend Khan's. Someone said Khan or mixed Arab is big. Even Harris Baba feels uncomfortable.


Kesimpulannya, aku nak state kat sini. Bersyukurlah untuk siapa yang mempunyai seorang insan yang bernama ibu. Al Quran sendiri ada sebut, hatta perkataan 'ah' sendiri tak boleh sebut. Aku selalu tengok kawan kawan aku cakap kasar kasar dengan mak dia. Ada yang tu buat macam mak dia jadi orang gaji. Angkatkan barang barang dia, arahkan itu ini. Marah mak dia kalau tak ikut cakap dia. Ingatlah bahawa, ada insan yang teringin sangat untuk mendengar bebelan dan marah seorang ibu. Aku kira beruntung ada pengganti, ada je insan lain yang terus tiada mak dan mendapat mak tiri yang menyeksakan.


Reading the title already makes me feel nauseous. This person looks like a complete mix of Malay features. But because of the name, there are some Syeds and fair-skinned women associated with him.


Assalamualaikum..  huhuhu niat nak bercerita terbantut dek kerja..  Hi Delores  Tahun 2002 - 2003  Hi Zizadin  Insyaallah nak sambung 1 cerita ni..


Anak istimewaku juga akan mengamuk dan menangis tiba tiba. Pening dan stress aku dengar nangis tak henti2. Aku sebenarnya fed up dengar tangisan dah sebab anak istimewa aku semasa kecil juga menangis menangis tanpa henti selama 2 hingga 3 jam. Kadang aku marah, kadang aku pekakkan aje telinga.


much yandao


Aku nak pegi jumpa kaunselor tp diorg tak buka weekend. Sbb tu aku tulis kat sini dgn harapan dapat legakan sikit apa yg terbuku di hati. Selama ni aku meluahkan semua atas sejadah je sampai basah kain telekung aku menangis sorang2. Lepas nangis tu rasa lega sikit. Lepas tu aku buat macam biasa, macam takde apa2 yg jadi. Tapi jauh dalam sudut hati ni ada lagi perasaan tak tenteram tu, walaupon aku dah cuba buang jauh2.


Tu tu thread luar sana. Berapa banyak kes rogol sumbang mahram dan zina, tu murtad gak tu. Korang nak salahkan sapa pulak? Tokong buddha?  (posted by mobile)


Mendapatkan familiar dengan yang terhangat si rambut coklat lucah filem.


Dear lelaki. Kalau kau dgr ada perempuan kata dia OCD better kau periksa. Ni serious sbb mmg ada perempuan kata dia ni OCD sbb nk dpt perhatian konon-kononnya dia pengemas ETC. Hakikatnya.... pemalas, pengotor, nk dpt perhatian jantan-jantan suka bakal suri kononnya pengemas. Nampak pakaian kat luar gosok cantik, tak berkedut bagai kau jangan la percaya dia pengemas sgt. Kau tanya la org2 terdekat dgn dia mcmana keadaan dia sebenar.


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Nope the government is still providing free medical treatment for those infected with covid.


Tapi mak mertua aku ni, bila aku mengadu dan luah rasa bengang, dia mula la cakap "isteri tak boleh berkira dengan suami, jadi isteri yang baik etc".


His family seems to want me to break up with him because they feel that their younger sibling is not yet mature and still has many negative traits. He is not yet capable of being an imam.


Lebih baik Neelopek tu guna pengaruh, vast networking & good connection yg.dia ada utk.cakap dgn. Menteri2 yg.berkenaan agar guna lebih banyak budibicara & lebihkan elemen kemanusiaan bila buat peraturan.  Tolong bayar denda tak.settle isu ni sebab akan terjadi lagi bebende hukuman tak masuk akal begini masa depan sebab ramai penjawat awam melayu gred 17 yg.bodo tak tau logik.  Tang isu kalimah allah tau pulak cakap cara perundangan tak sesuai. Sama lah kes mat burger ni esp.diwaktu pandemik gini.


Cik Naz only blames herself. She says she's not pretty anymore. She's old. Her husband no longer finds her attractive. I hold Cik Naz's hand and say, 'Cik Naz... I'm sorry if my words hurt you. You're not at fault, it's not your fault! Cik Naz is strong. That's why Allah has given her this test. Her husband's uncontrollable desires are the test. Cik Naz bows her head and trembles as she cries. Allah...'


I take the positive side, maybe they are all busy, but when I open Facebook, there are many updates. Hmm, where are you all who used to be here? I really hope we can unite again. To those of you who have friends to be happy with, appreciate them. Unlike me, just a loner.


Aku tunggu nak bagi dekat boss aku... mungkin sebab aku give up dah kot.. Aku pun tak tau aku layak lagi ke tak dapat kerja kat luar sebab yelah aku incompetent.


Kepada pembaca2 sekalian, doakan agar aku dipermudahkan untuk pulang dan tinggal bersama suami dan anak2. Dan doakan juga aku kuat harungi semua ni demi sayang ku pada suami dan anak anak ku. Andai kata pekerjaan bukan lagi rezeki, maka aku kena redha.. dan bersedia dengan apa jua yang akan berlaku pada masa akan datang. InsyaaAllah.. rezeki Allah itu maha luas..


There is a glass ceiling and good jobs are reserved for the white people.


Allah... I feel very heavy because I never expected to be breastfeeding at a young age and have no children with cancer, but Allah is testing me at this moment.


I ate a meat pie


now that i’ve attempted suicide and am seriously considering it, i’m scared that there may actually be an afterlife.i’m an atheist so i don’t believe in an afterlife, but having discussed opinions with others before, i don’t deny that there are events that cannot be explained.

as said in the title, i’m afraid that there is an afterlife, ‘cause i don’t wanna die just to plunge into even greater suffering down in hell when i could have delayed it for a few more decades.


Masuk minggu kedua lepas Ziqa pergi, seolah-olah Tuhan jentik hati aku. Banyak benda2 lepas flashback dalam kepala aku. Dan semua yang datang balik dekat kepala ingatan aku adalah benda2 yang tak indah pun kalau nak dikenang.


Ni parah. Sorry aku terpaksa sentuh isu ni. Memalukan tapi ini reality. Kau ingat bila dapat isteri lawa, flawless, putih melepak, pandai bergaya lepas kahwin pandai layan ke?


yang melayu sejati dlm gadis melayu pon nan hado jah.pakai skirt,suar sendat mendat,terjojol sana sini..baik amik mix cam fika..


Seriously, this YB is funny but the best!! Support!


Sebelum ini semua superhero kulit putih, dari superman, batman, plasticman dan semua man, semuanya kulit putih.. tetapi mengapa 2 thn lepas superhero "Hancock" kulit hitam lak?  Nampak tak macamana media di US di manipulate untuk menaikkan Obama, mereka memang dah pilih Obama dr awal lagi, cuma ingin menambah keyakinan pada rakyatny yg org kulit hitam "power" gak mcm org kulit putih.. hypnotise by the media.


When the ustaz said to have the family give the last kiss, everyone started crying. When it was my turn, I didn't want to. I said my father looked different, he wasn't moving. He was wrapped in a shroud, with cotton near his nose, his skin was pale yellow, and I became scared.


Well, sangat makan dalam.


fwah this charlie zhang jin satki


Cerita aib sendiri ke itu


Kadang-kadang ada suara-suara hati, or mungkin bisikan syaitan sebab kita layan sangat perasaan yang membisik-bisik dan membuat benda-benda kecik jadi besar, kita jadi makin sensitive, cepat terasa, pastu down, lama lama rasa inferior, jadi berkira, tak happy.


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That night I cried, feeling very oppressed. Why am I being treated like this just because I'm Malay? What did I do wrong in that company?


Bila dia terlalu penyabar itu yang jadi bahayanya. pada satu tahap mama awak tak tertahan dan tertan ..  betul tu..sbb dah terlampau byk bkorban.. bersabar..tiba2 dtg yg indah2 mama jd culture shock. ..  dia ingt klo dia dah jd janda ..nk ke bf dia buat dia jd bini no.2.. mampu ke bf dia tu nk bkorban sejauh itu.. takot mama tertipu je..  ada tak rasa2 mama sy ni kn mendrem???


1) Kalau tonton drama tv/filem kebanyakan artis2 kita muka cam hindustan/Asia Selatan terutamanya artis lelaki. Remy Ishak,Bront,Azlee etc.  2) Pompuan sila share pendapat.lelaki pun leh beri pandangan.


Melihat sangat menarik bibir faraj seks klip daripada ini ...


eeee..gediks nya bini2 yg booking doc ni nak mengangkang masa bersalin hanya sbb dia hensem..


Sometimes I feel regretful for following my dream to work in my field. It's very painful what I have to face, but I try to strengthen my heart and bear it in mind. Allah wants to test me, so be patient, just a little more.


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tudung awning ariani tuh dah berkurun kene ciplak..ko pon ciplak jugak idea awning tuh kan..takde lak ariani ni nk rampas merampas..ko mmg poyo la fareeda..same poyo ngan pengikut fanatik ko..tudung yg tak tutup ketet tu jugak ko bangga kan..puiiii..


Baru-baru ni tanpa ibu sedar ibu rupanya mimpikan anak syurga ibu. Dalam mimpi tu, ibu bersalin dan ade seorang bayi disebelah ibu. (mase ni ibu ingat,ibu mimpi bersalin anak ke 2). Tapi ibu pelik, dalam mimpi tu baby yang ibu bersalinkan tu da pandai dan agak besar sedikit. Pandai senyum, pandai ketawe dan pandai mengaji. Agak pelik kan... Sampai dalam mimpi tu ibu tampar muke ibu sendiri,adekah ini realiti atau mimpi... tibe-tibe ibu dikejutkan oleh en.suami... merengek,lapar lapar.... haizz kacau laa...baru nak mimpi lame-lame.


Let's sing together


Org2 forum is quick to judge these kids even before anything happens. They immediately assume the worst of them. But when someone from a different religion is in the wrong, they are immediately supported as if there's no tomorrow. However, when a Muslim is being bullied, there is always a negative assumption that the Muslim is at fault.


Hahaha, I just want to contribute to the thread. I can be very quiet too, Pruss Huan.


banjir di underpass kemayoran jakarta pusat sementara tidak bisa dilintasi semua jenis ranmor ketinggian air di underpass kemayoran sudah mencapai meter nies terjebak sunatulloh