Stressed (technically self-imposed) and ready to give up.Hey, sorry if this becomes a bit of a ramble, or seems kinda silly. I mostly just need to vent, and maybe get advice if anyone has any.

I've been planning my suicide to be on Wednesday, the 11th of July, but part of me is reconsidering, yet I feel like I'm screwed if I don't do it.

I'm mostly scared of hurting my family and my friend, not to mention potential costs and the trauma that I imagine would come from seeing any person dead, though I'd try to have it be as clean as possible. I'm also scared of it failing, since hospitals aren't cheap.

Moreover, life has been relatively decent recently, largely because it's summer break. For me, tasks such as washing dishes, showering, or cleaning my room aren't a problem at all like it can be with other folks -- and I am very grateful I have the energy for those things. Yet at the same time, I struggle to do the things that actually *require* doing.

See, I'm going into my senior year of high school, and the schoolwork has piled up because I can't get myself to do anything. I've never dealt with stress well, which makes me procrastinate more, making it a hellish cycle of never getting anything important done. I still have a lot of work, and I really don't think I can get it done in a month (for a bit more context, I'm in a somewhat high-pressure honours programme, so we get more work than the average class). And although I do try to get started, nothing I read seems to register. It's essentially in one ear, out the other...though I guess that phrase doesn't work with eyes. I try to start working, and I just *cannot* concentrate. I just remember everything else I have to do and shut down.

It seems really melodramatic -- and no, it's not *just* because of schoolwork -- but I cannot handle this stress. At all. I'm so scared of hurting anyone, but the stress is tearing me apart, and even if I manage to accomplish all that, I still have to go to school, which always makes me feel significantly worse mentally (especially because trying to talk to people sometimes makes me freeze up or unable to breathe).

I'd like to be able to talk to my parents about it, but last time I told my mum I was suicidal (when I was around 11-12), she just told me to go to sleep earlier, gave some meaningless platitudes, and never really talked about it again, which really didn't help much at all.


To the wider community, please help this group. Pray for us to feel happiness and joy like everyone else. If you have a friend like this, please guide them. Don't condemn or insult them. It's enough that they suffer from controlling their desires. But if someone openly commits a sin, just give them a slap hehehe joking. Pray that they will change even though it's impossible to change 100%, but at least they won't commit sins, that's already enough. Thank you for reading my insignificant confession. I hope it can benefit others :) Thank you and peace be upon you.


memula ingat anna rafalli yang nyanyi lagu ni..vokal dia sesuai lagu camni..BEST!


assalammualaikum. thanks to iium sbb siarkan confess aku. aku dah lama gak usya page ni. tapi takdelah terfikir nak confess itu ini. aku nak cerita kat sini sbb aku tak tahu nak luahkan kat siapa lagi. saja nak cerita , dan jangan lah kecam aku ya . aku rasa terseksa sangat. firstly. aku nak cerita pasal keluarga aku , bukan nak aib ke pe. sbb aku tak mention nama pun.


Translate and expand 'snow cap pun relaks je.. discussing about covering the head, usually people cover their heads for prayer because it is not valid to pray with hair covering the forehead.. that's why it becomes specific for prayer.. what is the Salafi view on the ruling that hair should not cover the forehead?'


Makeup mix, children must have a prepared face but they can't compete with Sasha's child, but... I am more interested in Yatt's child. Pure Malay face.


Silakan. Sila luahkan di sini. Kau tak keseorangan, sebabnya ramai yang mengalami seperti yang kau rasa. Bezanya, mereka masih takut. Kau....seorang berani. Saat kau pilih untuk luahkan, sebab kau tahu, ada penyelesaiannya. Cuma saat ini kau belum nampak. Mungkin jua, ada komen yang dapat bantu kau. Kalau ada sesiapa tawarkan diri untuk bantu kau, terima lah. Mungkin ada jawapan di sana. Biarpun kau tanpanama, tidak mengapa. Asalkan kau usaha cari jawapan.


Sekarang sudah 7 tahun aku bekerja disini. Aku tak tahu kenapa aku dah hilang segala perasaan teruja dan bersemangat ni. Padahal aku ada segala galanya, suami yang baik, baby yang comel dan aktif (semua baby comel okay).


Why aren't celebrations like this done by their own missionary people? For example, look at India, Malaysia, they don't do all these. Even the Hindu religion has been modified to suit local tastes. It's similar to celebrating Maulidur Rasul in Malaysia, but in the original country of the missionary, they don't have it.


Lepas tu sbb mulut manusia ni lah buat aku yg tak pernah stress smpi depressed then aku dpt rasa benda tu. And smpi fikir nak mati. Tapi sbb aku fikir gak kesian family, and sia2 amal yg mana aku buat kt dunia then aku pilih utk mati mcm tu.


xsesuwaii tau nak bukak citer ni..  sambung je la kat yg dah ado tu


d cockle shells shiok


It's a relief that I can finally sleep at night without having to wake up every hour to help my dad if he falls, but I still feel sad and disappointed because I feel like I haven't done enough to take care of him. When my dad was sick, I cried a lot because it was heartbreaking to see him in so much pain.


I am not perfect either and I never know, maybe one day I will fall into depression again. But what I know is that I am taking care of myself now and I will try to maintain this positive aura for as long as possible.


Sebab apa aku pentingkan kerja? Sebab boleh kata selama ni aku lebih banyak menanggung keluarga daripada dia. Smpai pernah buat loan sebab nak bayar rumah sewa n cukupkan keperluan aku dan anak2. Sebabtu kalau korang perasan cerita aku kat atas jarang ada suami. Pasal suami pun teringin nak buat confession tapi mesti ada yang kata macam krt la apa tu aku malas.


Suatu malam seorang lelaki yang sedang mabuk naik bas dan duduk di sebelahnya seorang nenek. Si nenak memandangnya dari atas ke bawah, lalu berkata,  "Kamu tahu tak, kamu akan ke neraka!"  Lelaki mabuk itu melompat terperanjat dan berteriak, "Berhenti!. Salah naik bas."


I hope those who read this won't get a headache from the overly melodramatic story. I hope you pray for me to change for the better, pray for my success and health, pray for my parents to understand me better, and also pray for the well-being of my parents so that we can all live in harmony forever.


I am also sick like my mother. When I was studying, I took a mental health test and was referred to a counselor because my results showed that I was too stressed. At that time, I was stressed about studying because of the toxic study environment and useless lecturers.


To be honest, I always hang out and have drinks with my male colleagues. I used to think that men don't gossip and that their world revolves around sports, phone games, cars, motorcycles, etc. But the longer I join them, the more scared I am of the topics they gossip about. Maybe they forgot that I am a woman. And they casually gossip about women's issues in front of me.


Sometimes, when I give advice too often, I forget myself without realizing it. When given advice, I become defensive and say things like "you don't know how I feel" or "you don't understand".


There is no need to label or associate the belief in God with seeking intercession through objects in this world, such as the spirits of the deceased, trees, carved stones, places/buildings as a direction (qibla), priests/scholars, relics of commanders, officers, leaders, and even the messengers like hair, swords, etc. This practice is not widely accepted by the majority of the world's population, with the hope that worshiping these objects can bring them closer to the universal God. Those whom they invoke, they themselves seek a way to their Lord, who among them is closer (to Allah) and hopes for His mercy and fears His punishment; indeed, the punishment of your Lord is something to be feared.


Reply 3# medangtamang  Eh, your child's face also resembles a Chinese person. Hahaha. My father also mentioned that if we are proficient in Mandarin, it would be easier to find a job in a Chinese company. The salary is also slightly higher compared to Malay companies, who are stingy and selfish!


Don't let the guy go viral teaching how to make a viral wedding video, Astaghfirullah..what a fate for the bride and groom now. If this is the result, the couple is willing to pay the videographer to not spread and delete the video.


As Muslims, we don't feel like raising prices. It's logical to take care of the child. The price is... Why do you compare religions? Does Islam have to be cheap? Please, every cent you pay for the caregiver is not your right. It should be weighed with fairness. If you want to sincerely take care of your child at a lower cost, then take care of them yourself. It's really frustrating when someone tries to label others as non-believers. If you feel unable, please plan ahead and use the brain that has been given to you.


you seem frustrated that the guy committing it is ang moh


Ok done my part  Tata


A is also blindly jealous. A has contacted my good friends on Facebook and badmouthed me, saying that I have changed, and A also found a picture of me with my ex and spread it to my friends, saying that I have cheated on him.


berterusan ke timur jatuh bahagian barat taman negara pada malam dilihat lapangan keesokan harinya


aiyo the cat cute


Nowadays, my parents are a bit better but my current habit is that I skip dinner and I have lost quite a bit of weight. I feel happy when my mom compliments me about my weight, which makes me think that starving myself is worth it.


don t say like that la


While those who do not fast, the perpetrators of sins and wickedness in this noble month... are the devils disguised as humans.


Kita ambil contoh kes-kes serangan seksual di tahfiz-tahfiz kita. Lelaki sesama lelaki. Ia menunjukkan, kalau perempuan tak ada pun, sama saja. Tetap tak boleh mengekang nafsu kerbau lelaki tu.


I use another current issue when writing this, which is the 'BTS religion' issue that is trending. It is said that Army's work is too obsessed to create a new religion. Upon investigation, it was revealed that the BTS religion group was created by BTS haters who hate BTS and Army too much.


Nasihat2 ni membuatkan hati aku sedikit tenang..aku kurang memikirkan sgt dgn kata2 doktor tu.. Tapi..usaha tetap diteruskan.. Aku x mmpu nk dptkan rwtn doktor yg mahal tu..maka aku mula la study mcmna nk hamil..ada yg suggest supplement mcm2..mahal..aku x mmpu..


Aku rasa nak gelak pun ada..Nak tau juga guna kaedah apa yg 2 inci tu dik non?


Gw takut
Takut pergi duluan
Disaat dosa lagi banyaknya https://t.co/qv2J0xNbOE


Just found out. Gigi Hadid is actually mixed race.. but looking at her father, he doesn't have the appearance of a Palestinian.


either food or like something there s limited edition lah definitely not iphones


Idealis nyatanya kalah dengan realis, sial.


But eventually, after several weeks of thinking about this patient, I was satisfied. I was satisfied that I could take care of the patient well, make him laugh, happy and strong in spirit. Some workers in the hospital feel that the death of patients is too frequent to the point where there is no feeling or emotion, sometimes to the point of not caring when a diagnosis is made and the patient has no hope. Ignored as if lazy to care.


I don't know what came out of my mouth when I said that 'he' wants me and my children dead... I was in a semi-conscious state.


Macam Mil I dlm surat beranak dia ada tulis jenis bangsa sub-etnik. Tp skg kan surat kelahiran dh xde tulis sub-etnik, cuma bangsa shj.


Terdetik dalam hati saya, setiap kali, setiap kali saya rasa sedih mesti ada benda comel macam ni jadi. Dapat makan ice cream free ke, ada orang puji tudung lawa ke, ada orang randomly tegur, are you okay ke. The very small gestures but they went straight to my heart sebab saya tahu Allah tengah pujuk. And setiap kali tu jugak saya rasa sedih. Rasa macam Allah has done a lot to me tapi saya ni a mere human yang banyak tak kenang budi. I enjoy a quiet life, saya tak ramai kawan, tak suka bercerita masalah jugak. Semua benda saya pendam tapi Allah faham. Allah terus jaga saya dengan cara dia sendiri.


Afraid of needles, afraid of flying, afraid of driving, afraid of lightning, etc... but I think the ultimate fear for me is if I have a serious illness.


jadi untuk mengatasi rumah yang bersepah dan rasa segan bila tetamu dtg umah, akk akan bangun tengah malam dalam kul 1 atau 2 sehingga subuh untuk mengemas. umah akk agak besar maka agak rasa nak pitam disitu.


Thank God. May Allah always guide DSAI in safeguarding Malaysia.


Vibing to Mariam's song


Takpe ke tinggalkan anak bini utk bertabligh?  apa salahnya..ada yg tinggal anak bini berbulan2 untuk kerja cari dunia.setakat berapa hari cari akhirat tak kan tak boleh kot


stick that joss stick up the dead ancestor ass la


The Wahhabi ideology has influenced the Sultan of Perlis. That's why he emphasizes the Islamic Sultanate, the Islamic Sultanate. Are you allergic to Tawheed, my friend? I will later provide an explanation of the three aspects of Tawheed here.


Yat Ismail oooo...Rosak hati no bila Kita menyuarakan kepada pemimpin memohon perbanyakan aktiviti di masjid dan jauhkan dari benda lalai...nabi silap lah mcm tu..nabi suruh Cari pemimpin kalo nak ubah sesuatu kaum...mmg betul semua kelalaian atas diri sendiri...bila pemimpin benarkan kelalaian ini berterusan makin lalai lah umat nabi Muhammad... sebenarnya hati yg rosak, bila dia menduakan Allah...lebih fikirkan kebaikan kepada pemimpin dari kebaikan kepada suruhan Allah...


bangang haaa , bodo sial


dah duk serumah..tido sebantal..muke tu je npk ari2..so dah boring la kot  dulu duk lelain..tak npk asik merindu..asik calling2 mcm tak puas2..


warning hor whack got sound one


Tonsil aku ni boleh tahan besar jugakla and kerap sakit. Kadang-kadang akan keluar tonsil stone. Bau menatang tu busuk gile. Aku harap2 sangat doctor sahkan tonsil aku teruk sebab aku nak operate cepat2. Demi Allah aku teringin nak hidup macam orang normal. Aku teringin nak rasa bercakap tanpa rasa takut. Doakan aku gais.


Tak boleh ke kau buat aku happy lama sikit.  susah sangat ke? Aku just nak happy dgn kau. Tapi kenapa kau bunuh aku?


Setiap kali memori tu menerjah fikiran, aku akan down, menangis, dan rasa worthless. Aku selalu berharap semua ni berubah dengan doa.


Ooo ye ke..  Nti nk check fb tu


Jadi waktu mula-mula menjaga mereka ni, saya sendiri agak baran dan tak boleh nak control marah dengan budak-budak. Kadang-kadang marah secara excessive ataupun hukum/ rotan/ cubit berlebihan.


I'm operating a telehandler with a safety harness on, but I feel dizzy. It's so high up here. Oh dear, kids these days. Think carefully, don't just chase after likes and fame.


mane ko nk cari kebahagian kalo x de duit..x de duit..ko pakai baju koyak2..ko bahagie ker..  x de duit nk mamam..leh lagi ko bahagie yerk


Bro Jawa may have earned his money through work, but he also strives to help the people. As for the 1MDB issue, I don't want to get involved because I'm afraid of committing a sin. If he doesn't do anything about it, it might lead to false accusations and debts in the afterlife. It's better for us to focus on our own sins that we haven't yet atoned for. I'm afraid...


There are still many things that are not right and need to be corrected. Allah tests us according to our abilities, I know that.. but sometimes I feel tired.


That's deep, precious one, for you.


cryptoforum.pro : Dubur : Imam silikon seks


karate chop lol


However, we still require locals for executive roles. The low-level coding tasks can be assigned to overseas teams.


It's good for you guys to marry lazy girls like yourselves, just like this guy who criticizes. Soulmates like that.


... 67 % mengatakan saiz zakar adalah adalah faktor penting dalam mencapai kepuasan seks.


Sehingga kini saya dapat mengingati dengan jelas bentuk makhluk itu dan saya sangat fobia dengan kegelapan. Pada mulanya saya ingin menunjukkan makhluk itu kepada abang tetapi bimbang di ketawakan saya simpan sahaja niat saya.


I believed that all Kia Optima cars were fitted with x number of airbags.


brake in time n he was visibly shaken but juz siam his bike n drove off


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menang kali ni ptptn.....mansu
h.


Originally posted by merrissa at 10-6-2009 22:08  tgh nk tgk..hehe  http://i248.photobucket.com/albums/gg181/merrissa/daniel-henney.jpg  thx 4 support!


Keputihan biasa lazimnya berlaku pada waktu-waktu seperti beberapa hari sebelum haid, kehamilan, ketika ghairah seks, klimaks dan selepas menopaus.


Sometimes I am the one crying at the end of every call when I ask if he has eaten or not. His body is starting to shrink. With a schedule packed from before dawn until late at night. Energy can only be obtained by eating once a day. I am a very sympathetic person.


Percuma Air mani pada dubur faraj lucah dalam talian.


"Lagipun konsep jazz yang saya bawakan memang memerlukan ‘simple dressing’ seperti itu. Kalau anda perasan,mana-mana artis yang membawakan konsep jazz pastinya berpakaian seksi. Seperti contoh, Datuk Shiela Majid, Noryn Nor, Atilia dan ramai lagi.  so..perlu ke ko nak ikut pakai seksi..mengong..


Entahlah. Aku pun tak tahu apa nak jadi dengan aku ni. Dah setahun mak aku meninggal tapi aku masih tak move on lagi. Nombor telefon dia pun aku save lagi dalam phone. Tak ada kekuatan nak delete. Aku rindu nak dengar nasihat mak ayah aku. Diorang je yang berani nak tegur aku bila aku buat silap. Sekarang dah tak ada orang nak tegur aku yg baran ni. Makin menjadi-jadi la aku. Tolong bagi aku jalan ikhtiar nak fine tune diri aku.


memang kena tambah air untuk milo concentrate ni. satu kotak tu kena tambah satu liter air klu tidak silap. dia bukan mcm milo dlm kotak yg boleh minum terus. itu yg dia guna jag sukatan,lepas tu baru dia letak dlm mesin air.


Bila dah habis sekolah, takde makna nak hangout ke, duduk depan rumah ke. Tahanan rumah is a must. No friend in real life. Boleh bayang tak kalau aku kahwin nanti macam mana? Fenomena macam ni jugak berlaku. Lelaki ke mana2, kita stuck kat dalam rumah dan cuma boleh keluar bila suami izin je, itupun kalau dia bukak phone dia, atau dia angkat call. Selagi tak bukak phone, maknanya izin kau tak dapat. Shopping? Haha, macam explore race.


In short, I have a problem when I have to face people. I will feel embarrassed, scared and uncomfortable when I have to meet people. I can be considered an introvert. I will not say a word when I meet someone new, but when I start to get close to that person, I can have a conversation.


Sahabat sekalian, berbaloikah "cinta mati" jika nanti hakikat sebenar hanya membuat "hati mati?" Selagi mana pintu taubat itu Allah buka selapangnya, berlarilah ke Tangan Tuhan, yang sentiasa terbuka menanti tulus tangis taubat darimu. Betapa selama ini aku telah menyakiti diriku yang berharga. Betapa selama ini aku membiar hati dipijak henyak dek kerana "cinta mati" yang menghilangkan siapa aku sebelumnya.


Or they may come to the realization that their father is a racist.


Is it good to bring a turkey inside a mosque/surau? Even during prayers, there are various ringtone songs playing.


Yang Berhormat oii oii ya oii


Pada hari pertama saya menggunakan skuter saya untuk ke tempat kerja, saya dapati skuter saya dalam keadaan tidak elok dan akhirnya saya kemalangan.


Tolongla. Jangan hina mereka yang berkulit gelap. Bila ada iklan yang berkaitan dengan produk pemutihan ni, mesti bermula dari berkulit gelap dan dihina dan kemudian berkulit cerah dan disukai ramai. Kat situ dah nampak yang mereka yang berkulit gelap ni dilabelkan sebagai sebagai golongan yang tidak diinginkan. Orang belajar daripada situ. Awak buatkan seolah-olah mempunyai kulit yang gelap ni satu jenayah besar yang mesti dihindari.


After undergoing treatment, it turns out that demolition after demolition is happening. Even in my current family, they are doing the same thing. It's crazy. The world is getting more and more decrepit. My father and late mother separated because of my father's oath and magic. My father once tried to legally obtain custody of me (he's a lawyer).. but lacked evidence. When my lawyer and advisor came, everything was revealed. My father was in the process of taking legal action against my father.


i look at you can liao wub


Allahu Robbi.. Sedihnya laaa  Tak dpt bayangkan kalau ada anak kecil dlm kereta2 kat bawah tu.. Ya Allah..


Aku minta maaf la kalau korang tak faham, aku cuma menulis sekadar meluahkan sebab dada aku rasa berat dan kepala rasa sakit pada saat ini.


Do you think it is easy to get your home appliances repaired now, if you can, where?


Ye, memang yang salahnya atau kurang bijaknya isteri aku sebab pi percaya, tapi cubalah pandang macam kes orang kampung yang kena tipu haji furada tu; tetap kena tipu walau telah diterangkan berkali-kali-kasihanilah mereka.


mmm..sama jek kes ngan me dulu masa mengandungkan anak first..suami mmg x membantu..kita yg dimarahnya..kata mengada2..me paham perasaan TT..yer la yg menanggung nya kita..me mmg x boleh makan. ..
mamysarah Post at 26-12-2009 21:15  mcm mana mamysarah mkn supplement pill tu?..dah byk ari sy tak leh mkn..sian baby sy.. =(


I just can't do it, and I hate myself for it even moreFor the past 5 months I've been closeley postponing my death alá "I'll do it next week" or "after this weekend"  or "next morning". For the past month I've been saying "next morning I'll do it for sure" but I just can't. I've had the rope around my neck countless times, 3 times shortly before losing consciousness I've pussied out. I mostly don't want to seek help, I want to be dead, but somehow dying and pain still scares me. I can't seek for help even if I wanted to because lmao that doesn't really count as being suicidal or anything, I'm just a dramatic bitch that's quite literally running away from all their problems. The past week it's gotten slightly better, literally only because of World of Warcraft. Cliché that a loser like me plays that shitty life consuming game, I know. But there's literally nothing else I want to do, nothing else that I care about in the slightest, and I'm losing interest in that again aswell. There's no value in fixing anything in me either, because for what. I not only hate myself but also basically everyone and everything around a decent chunk of the time, I don't know how it came to be but yeah. I've seeked professional help a decent amount of time, the last therapist I had called the cops on me after telling him I want to die and afterwards ghosted me for 3 weeks and then told me that he can't help me, good shit. I'm completely out of money now, my very last money went to rent, I can't even afford food and I'm to prideful to ever ask anyone for money. I've been ghosting most people, all of my family too, but since they wanted help with minor things it's even worth than just ghosting "friends". Idk this is some random rambling that I just needed to get off my chest since I can't really tell anyone about it.

Hopefully I'll do it next morning but most likely won't but rather wallow in self pity. Sorry


Mungkin ada yang akan cakap, Islam ada galakkan. Tapi, I know that this is discouraged for those who can't treat the wives with a perfectly equal fairness.


Dulu cantik je.skrg portion muka dgn badan xbalance.muka jd lebar ke camne ntah.fail betul.


takde tips .. start hari ni saya nak jadi gay .. MOD bapok CI yg ban saya tu cakap dalam Quran ..
kudajantan77. Post at 7-1-2011 08:37  kalau boleh lagi spesifik, contohnya kudatop ke, kudabottom ke, lagi senang


As a 'religious expert', his mother used various sacred phrases such as 'we accept Allah's fate', 'we believe in Allah's fate', 'May Allah bless us' and many more. What I find quite funny is that his mother even informed me that her son had deleted my phone number, which meant that he was ready to vent to me. (As if I would still keep her son's number after the incident?)


Tapi, apa2 pun aku bersyukur yg aku pernah lalui semua ni, dia ajr aku supaya tak jadi rasis hatta pada mana2 golongan pun, open minded dengan perbezaan, takde semangat kenegerian melampau, teruja belajar loghat2 negeri dan paling penting aku bleh rasa sakitnya bila kena judge macam tu. Segala pencapaian kau macam takde apa disebabkan latar belakang kau. Dan certain peluang terhad sgt2 utk org macam aku walaupun warganegara, tapi aku dah tak kisah dah.. rezeki Tuhan ada kat mana2 dan bukan ikut bangsa. Pasal jodoh pun aku dah tak risau , kalo katakan bakal suami dan keluarga aku kisah dgn background aku... tinggalkan aje. Tapi, aku percaya tak semua rasis dan judgmental... ada lagi yg open minded dan non-judgmental.


for you i gia siao you this one


Yess! Tepat sekali. Nabi bagitahu la sebab bini kan! Opkoslaa Nabi percaya. So, Kat mana kelemahan Nabi? Kelemahannya terletak pada rambut baginda yang panjang. Nabi Syam'un dikhianati isterinya sendiri. Rambut Nabi diikat oleh depa semua.


So...the wife shouldn't speak out of turn about anything...the expenses for the children should be requested from the husband...that's the husband's responsibility...men are used to it...they prefer their wives to be quiet.


My family is like a director, the men just give orders and the women have to do everything, especially during festive seasons like Hari Raya. The women are always busy cooking, serving, and even have to get up to add more rice while still eating. They also have to attend to other requests, and after everyone is done eating, they have to clean up and wash the dishes. If someone wants coffee, they have to make it too.


Orang pandang pelik je. Macam bermasalah je aku ni. Padahal aku daripada background educated. Cuma nak buat macam mana. Dah mak aku meninggal. Ayah aku kahwin lain & tak boleh jaga aku. Pastu atuk & mak cik aku yang kena jaga aku. Aku nak buat macam mne weh. Bukan aku pilih. Allah dah tulis cemni.


Aku rimas, tapi aku tak tahu jalan keluar. Aku kerap mimpi menakutkan.. Sampailah tahap aku mimpi manusia yang paling aku sayang. Dalam mimpi tu, Arwah hanya pandang aku dengan perasaan marah.


Bila berkumpul aku di selubungi negative vibes yang bagi tekanan pada emosi aku. Sikit sikit aku mula nampak suami pun sama, suka bagi negative thought pada setiap perkara.


Oh Allah, I feel annoyed with my parents. My mother is not feeling well, yet she still forces herself to cook. She still has an innocent face while borrowing things from others.


Lately, I have realized the need to have a companion as a husband. Especially since my career has taken me far away from my family in the village. Currently, I am facing emotional pressure due to conflicts at work. There is no one to confide in. My friends are also becoming more distant. It is at this point that I realize the importance of having a husband as a faithful companion during times of trial.


gua herman aja gt gini masi di tanyain di base kalo ujung ujungnya dia gugurin atau buang tu


Ask one of your Tinder matches, please.


After knowing Nina for a while, I decided to look for a part-time job too. Nina is like a friend who sets a good example for me, an inspiration for me to earn more income. Luckily, there wasn't much work in the office at that time. So, I worked part-time at a restaurant.


Lucah Model Dalam talian, Menonton ... - tubepornasian.com


X payah nk tahniah sangat lah.. buat mcm biasa je.. takut nanti ujung2 netizen dipersalahkan. Katan ..  Haha good betul tu takyah terkejut sgt kalau bertudung.  Bertudung je kot yang wajib tu menutup aurat.  Bertudung tu maknanya tutup kepala dengan kain 4 segi tu.


Hadis ke tu? Imam Syafie tu nabi ke?  Blegh bila sentap nk nmpk baik, sume pakat menggelupur guna hujah agama kan


Kes bunuh cuma denda 20k je? Undang2 apa nih


Dah jauh sangat aku bercerita. Dah bersimpang siuh dah. Aku nak cerita lain, tapi terluah emosi pulak. Tapi, kalau korang dah baca sampai sini, aku ucapkan terima kasih sebab sudi baca.


Long story short, my father caused trouble again. My siblings acted like crazy people. My mother cried like a crazy person. Do you understand, everyone was crying in front of you. What can I do? I didn't even shed a tear. I said it's okay if it's like that.


Out of the blue i realized I could kill myself discreetly by not taking my meds; suddenly suicidal againI've been doing better recently- very little self-harm or serious suicidal thoughts in the past while. Two weeks ago I had a sudden, serious, so-far unexplained medical emergency on top of my existing painful chronic condition.

I realized this morning that if I didn't take my pills I would die.

 **Instantly** I snapped back into obsessive suicidal thoughts. I guess I had been feeling mildly suicidal the past little while but it feels wierd and creepy that its come on so strong and so fast.

Right now the main thing that gives me pause is that there are three possible deaths from not taking the meds, and one is unacceptably slow and painful. The other two would be fine so long as no one found me too soon.

I have a tentative feeling like its probably a good thing that possibility is staying my hand. But my brain says thats ridiculous, I should be grateful to have such a subtle and effective way in my reach.

My family isnt a concern. I would leave my partner first and settle things out so its easier. Anywhere else Im replaceable. It would probably take a week or two to set it up.

I keep thinking- I shouldnt want this. But then I cant think of any convincing reasons why I shouldnt want this. All I can do is read, and write. Not go out, not do real shit. Physical and emotional pain worsening each other.

I see how fast I snapped back into suicidal ideation, and it does worry me a bit that it happened so suddenly as if it was outside of my control. The only times Ive felt that snap before is when my PTSD was triggered, but it hasnt been in a few months now. I dont know if Im so used to wanting to die that my mind falls into that rut when I have a good method, or if its just a sign that Ive been too tired for too long and cant continue.

Imagine the Twilight Zone episode Time Enough At Last if his glasses hadnt broke but he was hideous (or disfigured) and bedridden in the wreckage of his former life. How long do you think he would have actually lasted? Surely not so long as he assumed.


sm ambassador keyi give red velvet time off mah


Betul..kemewahan dunia mengaburi mata manusia sdgkn akhirat tue kekal kepada kita..video ade sy letak pd post no. 2


Ramai dak pompuan yg lagi tunggu dgn kaki terkangkang Di cabul oleh si Dai  ini.  Ape kesah.  Terketik ketik biji bila tengok jambang nya..


Kak Ezan is beautiful.


Syamim Abdullah ..60 years of BN ruling the Malay nation, what is there..Malays selling Malays, that's what there is


Because of Halloween week


Apabila kaki kanan kijang itu memijak ke permukaan daun, kaki kiri kijang itu tergantung dalam beberapa saat kemudian kaki kiri pula memijak dan kaki kanan tergantung. Kaki belakang kijang itu tidak memainkan peranan pun, hanya kaki hadapan sahaja.


Isn't it shameful that at almost 30 years old, you have never read Surah Al-Mulk? This surah is not even long, only 30 verses, and can be completed in less than 10 minutes.


Fuh real jugak aku tweet Arab ni. Terasa la dah berkarat tu terkial kial aku pikir each word in Arabic


Noraty Lesty yayyyy eating


bro, aq xpernah nikah. tp berdasarkan pengalaman aq couple. nasihat aq. belajar lah dari puan ainon. dakwah cara nabi. cerai ni jalan terakhir sahaja. cari jalan lain utk bg kesedaran pada isteri.. dakwah dia.. tunjukkan bro syg dia. kalau belanja dia/ tunjuk kan bro mmg betul2 ikhlas dan hargai dia. lg satu rajinkan buat lawak. sebab perempuan suka lelaki pandai ambl hati  kedua tlg check hp, social networking dia. sy takut dia CURANG. takut dia jd cmtu sebab faktor org lain. sy pernah kawan dgn isteri org. jd tau serba sikit masalah rumah tangga.. kalau dia curang maafkan dia. n ajak dia berubah.. bro ketua rumah tangga.buat dia hormat bro bukan paksa dia hormat bro. do u best be the best bro. wish gd luck ok


dah mental sangat tuh, iols takleh bila anak menangis2 n suami ignore memang iols akui sangat2 fragile n loosing grip time tu. suami2 disana janganlah abaikan emosi isteri yg dh preggy n beranak kecil. so sekarang baby die tu ok tak? kesian baby tuuuuu huwaa


5:00. seksi remaja ... jepun seks lucah; rock asia fuck; panas jepun seks; percuma ... asia fuck ...


Honestly, I'm really bad at sports. To the point where I hated P.E. classes. Weird, right? That's the time all students look forward to, especially boys. But for me, P.E. was torture.


So this problems, makin menjadi, jiran sekali masuk campur. So the pressure came from semua pelosok. Maki hari aku jadi makin lemau. Aku menangis tanpa sebab, aku jadi risau,. Aku jadi keep blaming my self without any reason, and i think a lot about my self, i alone, i love to being alone. And satu lagi masalah yang aku hadapi sekarang...


Make sure as a woman you look at his financial status. Is he employed or not. It is better to choose someone who has a stable job. And it is advisable to choose a man who lives a simple life. Not someone who is obsessed with luxury cars or expensive hobbies like pro video games, motorbikes, and other expensive assets.


You must be wondering why I'm telling such a long story, right? Sorry if my sharing is a bit boring. But, my point here is to never neglect or ignore someone we know and are close to, especially someone we suspect has depression. People we knew in the past, during school or university, may have been happy back then. But humans can change, guys. Many things can make someone change. I myself feel very guilty when I found out that Cokelat has become like this. People we see as strong on the outside may not necessarily be strong on the inside. Vice versa. Everyone has their own problems, but please at least share your problems with someone you trust. Just text, "hey, are you free? I have something to tell you. Can you spare some time?" Just send that text, I believe if that person is someone you trust, they will give you some time. Second point, please please please and please don't make things difficult for yourself. If you have the thought of not wanting to trouble others, then you must have the thought of not wanting to trouble yourself. What I mean here is, don't hurt yourself. Because the people closest to you, which are your parents, will also be hurt. As parents, they will feel like they have failed to be good parents to their children. Every action of the children is a reflection of the parent's upbringing. It's a pity for the parents. They have done their best for us, so let's not make them even sadder. As children, we are not perfect. But at least do something good for our parents. Can we? Also, if we hurt ourselves, do we want to repeat that pain? We remember the place where we fall, what more things that make us suffer. Right???


Haha takdelah aku nak dendam ke apa, just aku nak cakap in general, berdasarkan pengalaman aku sendiri, wanita ni sebenarnya lagi pintar dan bijak berbanding lelaki. Tambah lagi wanita ni selalunya lebih rajin dan sangat detail dalam kerja mereka berbanding lelaki.


Kesimpulannya,carilah lelaki bujang atau duda kalau anda rasa gedik nak kawin.Jangan duk rampas laki orang.Orang akan pandang hina dengan wanita macam ni,memangla tak tunjuk luaran tapi dalam hati .macam gunung berapi meletus.Jaga2


Sudah berkahwin dengan pemain badminton ... namun cemerlang dalam disiplin sukan masing ... Pakistani Heroine Moti Choot Xxx Video Kareena Kapoor Fucked Doggy ...


Holistic???  M|cKeY tak faham..  M|cKeY baca al-quran..tp M|cKeY tak faham maksudnya..  org ckp bila baca al-quran hati akan tenang..  tp M|cKeY tak tahu mcm mn ketenangan itu???  mcm mn nak baca al-quran dgn betul???


If it's Friday, I don't know what time Muslims will go for Friday prayers. If it's a meeting, is it a private place where only men and women are allowed?


Wanita dah kawin mmg x suka poligami.  Wanita yg dah umur lewat 20an. X der boypren lagi " Saya Pasrah Jodoh Di tangan tuhan"  Wanita muda "Tak hensem x pe, janji kaya"


It's okay to give advice, but don't be too harsh. You have the characteristics of someone who thinks they know more about religion. Learn to lower your tone when giving advice. It seems like Amin gets angry quickly.


do u trust what u see in a mirror??  not all mirror are what they are..some are concaved :cak:  girls / woman..yes we are a complicated being, doesn't that makes the life of male  so much interesting, trying to figured out what we want??  when we are saying.. that is in the opposite of what we want??


Mak mentua kawan baik jenis yang menangkan anaknya dan memburukkan menantu. Mak mentua menyatakan anaknya sangat rajin mengemas rumah padahal sepanjang saya berkunjung ke rumah mereka,


That there's a nice, gentle soul who will **smash a girl's skull if she doesn't APPRECIATE HOW GODDAMN NICE AND GENTLE HE IS!**


Each person has their own preferences and some have more while others have less.


penuh adat N kepercayaan meka..tp tiada perikemanusiaan  nmpk sgt ko x baca abis kn..  yg x perikemanusiaan tu yg zionis..  yg ni ortodox


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As a wife, check your words or actions. It is possible that the husband feels hurt or sad because he has a problem. The husband feels hurt but does not want to express it because he is afraid that the wife will be hurt, so he keeps it to himself. Or the husband is experiencing problems and stress.


Berkenaan makan gaji, saya tak sampai hati letak anak di nursery, hantar pukul 7am dan ambil 7pm. Saya tak kuat semangat seperti mommies di luar sana. saya tak kuat. tapi saya kagum dengan ibu di luar sana. Amat kagum!


Amatur tiub - Anna lucah, Anna seks video-video, klip


If I want to ask for a divorce, is it difficult? Can I take the child? I can't stand this mental torture anymore. He doesn't pray. His excuse is, why should I pray with a wife like this. He's not enthusiastic about doing good. I'm very down. I just want to move on.


Honestly, I have to admit that I'm not confident enough to upload a picture of my bad-looking face. I will edit it first to remove the pimples before uploading. Sometimes, I swear I feel embarrassed when someone comments on how pretty or beautiful I look. I'm so ashamed because they don't know the reality that my face is full of pimples.


tak rugi oi jadi anak dara yng rjin buat kerja rumah ni.tak cantik takpa tapi jangan malas dan hormat orang tua . kalau kau cantik , ,rajin fuhhh untung bakal suami kau. berubah dan latih diri dr skrg. abaikan mulut org yang berkata perempuan yg duduk dapur atau kemas rumah ni nnt kulit tangn kasar la tak moden la apa laa lantak pi depa . ingat tak cantik takpa jangn malas! cantik tu subjektif ja


Don't get trapped there, it seems like no one can help with the microphone issue except for finding a Malay person haha


Pastu yg melayu isle sibuk nak convert msk agama lain rata2 nak bebas, cakap islam byk sgt hukum hak ..  ehh dia still kat aust lagi kaa? sheol ni dlu bangga murtad, urut dada dgr masa tu.  lahhh hidup tak tenang juga ke? xpe laa dah bahagian dia. kat dunia dah di uji sebegini.


Lagi satu apabila ibubapa bertengkar aku akan dengar cacian makian. Jika bapaku terlupa untuk membeli barang yang dipesan ibuku dia akan meradang marah seperti budak budak.


Never Back Down..  muka hero mcm cristiano ronaldo.,heroin pun cun


ana ni pakai baju kurung sbg trademark bila nak nyanyi jah


This series is watchable


so.. salah ke menjadi rasis?  its part of human history from beginnging till end of the world


You're strange. Subhanallah. How will I teach you to speak, etc.? How is it possible that once one person learns, the other person will automatically learn too? But their brains must be different, right?


pada aku dayang lagi cantik cuma kulit dia gelap je..  gambar tiara tu tak pakai bra ek or dia pakai tube je..nampak dah lanjut..


Even after I made a demo, it's still like that. Sometimes, I don't even want to pee when my husband teases me with a cockroach. Now, I have to wait until next year... 4 years...


Anak babi la takboleh tekan negeri dari tadi . Jenkk


It's easy. Never let them be alone. You know, they're the ones who isolate themselves and shut people down, right? It's because they don't want to burden you with their attitude when depression hits.


Ape lagi. Belajar seni pertahankan diri ke. Sekarang banyak orang jahat. Berapa banyak kes ade ni kan. Tiap2 hari ade je cerita2 ngeri pasal perangai manusia ni. Tak kisahlah silat ke taekwondo ke ape2 ke at least korang tahu la sikit2 nak jaga diri kalau dalam situasi cmtu. Boleh juga korang gunakan skill tu kalo korang kahwin nnti. Kot2 dapat suami kaki dera. Nak tak nak terpaksalah korang silatkan diorang. Gituu.


Actually banyak lagi la perangai abnormal saya tapi saya boleh kawal dan behave professional apabila berhadapan orang luar. Saya pro bab2 memendam ni tau haaa *kenyit mata* hahahhaha.


After I gave birth, I almost had a breakdown. I saw a call list with Fara's number. I know Fara's number. Maybe Adam forgot to delete it. I got angry again. Adam scolded me.


He is still the best Guo Jing ever.


I am willing to travel with my Photoshop skills..hehehe


Jangan tampar je..ko sepak sekali


When he realized I was watching him, he immediately sped off. But I managed to capture a few pictures of his truck. There are so many people interested in this land.


I fell to my knees while trying to understand the concept of the power of Allah because I realized that even after this, the space in the universe is incredibly vast and immeasurable. What is the Day of Judgment? If the earth and all the planets are destroyed, there will still be empty, dark space in the outer space. As long as there is space, the Day of Judgment has not yet come.


Grant me a high appetite and the ability to eat anything, amen.


13. Do you know how I feel when I am cheated for the second time? I feel EMPTY. Allah takes away the feeling of love and affection for my husband and replaces it with emptiness. I have no feelings at all towards my husband. I don't even want to see his face anymore.


I feel uneasy. I keep thinking that my husband might be having an affair or spending money recklessly. See, I'm still blaming my husband. Sigh. So that night, I had a heart-to-heart talk with my husband about what I was thinking.


Kiri Gucci, kanan Chanel
Atas cukur, bawah hutan
Semalam Selangor, hari ni KL
Pantat mak kau anak anjing babi punya celaka laknat pukimak penyedut bijik kelentit babi punya menteri


Kadang tu saya rasa sedih bila tengok abang ipar saya ni di layan sebegitu oleh isteri. Hantaran 20k tapi satu kerje rumah pun malas. Semua harap laki. Bercakap dengan suami pun kasar. Kalau bergurau lagi lah kasar sampai berbodoh bodoh bagai. Pernah juga abang ipar saya ni tegur kak T ni ape je yang nak di penatkan sedangkan kerje rumah bukan dia yang buat. Di tempat kerje pula duduk je. Kak T cuma respon sengih je.


Tetiba je dia buka cerita pasal aku. Jarang dia nak tanya hal personal aku melainkan aku yang rasa nak bercerita tapi aku jawab jelaa susah sebab apa yang aku dapat tu kecewa dan sakit sangat. Kena pukul hampir separuh mati tu tak best! Aku tanya dia, kenapa dia nak tahu?


I use a Canon kit lens 18-55, Tamron 28-70, and Canon 70-200 only.


The video was performed by many people who spoke in a silly manner... hahaha. Maybe that's just their style to get into character. This one also looks quite silly.


I feel disgusted when Indonesian people do such things. They not only capture our fishermen in our waters but also take away our precious daughters to Lombok. It annoys me to see their beautiful faces in Pantene and Sunsilk advertisements. Has the beauty of Malaysian people faded away? If they want to save on budget, they should choose Heliza or Jehan, who are poor but can still be models.


Wirazam replied at 6-5-2023 11:46 PM. I said that I cannot build structures on graves. Only a tombstone can be placed. Islamic teachings do not encourage such construction. Refer to the fatwas of the muftis, it is considered forbidden to construct on public graves that are not private land. However, there is an exception if there is a fear of soil erosion or damage, a simple and low structure can be built. It is forbidden to construct excessive structures using materials like marble, etc.


Having dark skin has become too common in society. Many, or I should say, almost everyone, especially Malays, consider those with non-white or fair skin as not beautiful. I feel sorry for myself and those in the same boat. We have been living with this mentality for a long time.


Allah tidak menjamin hidup di dunia dengan mudah, tapi Allah berjanji akan menolong hambanya bila kita tidak putus asa dalam berusaha dan berdoa meminta pertolongan dari-Nya.

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim berusaha lagi, dan pasrah atas ketentuanmu.


I completely agree! She was trying so hard to make "White Privilege" (discrimination of racial minorities) and "Police 'Brutality'" a thing here. And painting herself as this "community advocate" fighting to correct "social injustices". It's disgusting how she sought to promote enmity and sow discord and erode trust in our public institutions. And hordes of young people here were enamoured by her faux "wokeness" during the GE. Cringe.


Lahanat lagu janda pun ada. Lagu pun not bad


He looks like a person from Myanmar.


Wobbuffet tersenyum sinis


i dont understand u..  simple, dont use allah to make muslim to accept christian


Dan perempuan-perempuan yang kamu bimbang melakukan perbuatan derhaka (nusyuz) hendaklah kamu menasihati mereka, dan (jika mereka berdegil) pulaukanlah mereka di tempat tidur, dan (kalau juga mereka masih degil) pukulah mereka (dengan pukulan ringan yang bertujuan mengajarnya). Kemudian jika mereka taat kepada kamu, maka janganlah kamu mencari-cari jalan untuk menyusahkan mereka. Sesungguhnya Allah Maha Tinggi, lagi Maha Besar. (4:34).


Confirm..Murai Kaki is still the best reporter now. Just copy news from forums only.. no need to work..


Fate has not given me many choices to be a pampered child or a rebellious teenager. It's different from my younger brother who is free to do anything. It's also different from my sister who can stand up against authority. I am the one who becomes a punching bag for anger and disappointment. So, I try my best not to make my parents worry about me.


So, my advice before marrying someone else is to make sure that all the wants and needs of your family are taken care of first. Not just financially, but emotionally as well.


kau anak dato kan..boleh lah sembang macam tu nyah..kalau perempuan tiada spm boleh jadi surirumah lagi nyah..kau tu..nak jadi apa? suribapak ke dah tua nanti nyah? mungkin ayah mak hayam ni ada syarikat kot..jadi ceo syarikat ayah sendiri tak perlu spm dan pengalaman kan nyah?..


Ustaz said that we should not hurt our mother's feelings and we should not make her cry. I try my best but there is always something wrong with the way I clean the house. If I sweep the floor, my mother will say, 'You swept the house poorly. It's still dusty.' Whatever I do, there is always something wrong in my mother's eyes. I am often looked down upon. I am in pain. I don't know who to talk to about this.


Secondly, I feel that as creatures, we don't need to be greedy. It's enough to have what we have and always be grateful. Even though many people feel sorry for me, I honestly feel more at peace now. Sometimes when I'm on call, I have to bring my child to the hospital, but I still feel that there are people who are worse off than me. So when I think about that, my heart is constantly grateful.


Macam mana aku cuba terus kuat untuk hidup walaupun kena tanggung sakit tu, aku nak orang lain yang sedang lalui situasi macamni untuk terus kuat jugak. Jangan give up dengan hidup kita sebab kita hidup bukan untuk lelaki saja.


It's as if I have to be ugly. That kid has to be pretty. Growing up, I felt like a character in a white person's fairytale. No wonder I feel jealous.


Then I cried my heart out in the quiet room and I would pat my chest saying "it's okay Aira, you're strong, don't cry". Yeah, I didn't have anyone to comfort me. I had to comfort myself.


Haha got slapped by Kusi


Your arguments are based on the idea that Allah s.w.t. should do this and that. The first thing to point out is that, from a logical perspective, the creation cannot decide what the Creator should or should not do. That is your own point of view. However, the fact remains that if Islam is the truth, the Creator would have done His job to open the human heart. In this case, the Creator has blessed the Jewish people to be a very successful nation, which is a kind blessing. On the other hand, Muslims are still living in poverty, which raises doubts about whether they are truly worshipping the true Creator.


Is the victim's house guarded? It's so scary... I can't trust anyone. I always think about it when I'm at the parking lot. I always come home late from work. The parking area near my house is so dark. I always quickly open the car door and run to the entrance.


tak ingat ayat apa.. iblis dah janji.. akan mendatangi dan menyesatkan anak adam.. dari hadapan dan belakang..dari kiri dan kanan..  so tak heran la.. ada bomoh boleh tau sebab tok jin kat sebelah dia bagitau..  TAPI.. tak semua tak betul..  ada gak yg betul ..tak pakai perantaraan jin2 pun..  tapi susah nak explain la.. tunggu org pakar je explain..


Selepas SPM, T sambung ke kolej kemahiran. Kami sekeluarga gembira sebab T rela nak sambung belajar lagi. Tapi gembira itu hanya seketika bila pihak kolej menelefon ibu bahawa T dibuang kolej atas sebab penyalahgunaan dadah.


Does even the fasting month want to cause a commotion? Even the religious scholars should reflect on themselves a little.


True. Sorry but I have to say, her face is sweet but not beautiful. It's better to just become a lawyer. Why bother being an Instagram influencer? Her ordinary face is more natural. Don't you agree that it's okay to just be a lawyer, sister?


Booommm! Lemas dlm undi banjir!


Create a poll, okay? But note that women and gay men are not allowed to vote.


Terus terang, dulu masa arwah ada, aku kategori orang senang. Lepas diorang tak ada, aku terkapai2. Memang jatuh terduduk. Pengalaman ni yang membuat aku rasa nak tolong orang yg lagi susah. Sebab jadi orang tak senang macam dulu2 sangat mencabar.


Bila kita buat perkara-perkara tersebut menunjukkan yang kita ada masalah hati atau masalah jiwa. So, rawat hati dan jiwa dengan pendidikan dan kerohanian.


Tahun kedua dan ketiga, bekas mertua mula tunjuk taring. Berturut-turut tahun mereka suruh bekas suami aku ceraikan aku. Tanpa sebab kukuh. Disuruhnya juga supaya bekas suami aku tinggalkan aku.


Aku solat istikharah 7 hari berturut turut. sampai hari ketujuh betapa kosongnya wajah suami dalam hati aku. Seolah olah Allah hapuskan memori indah hanya tinggal kenangan pahit dengan suami.


This time I am really depressed because all the symptoms are attacking non-stop, as I mentioned before, I even have a headache and my hands are sore, it's even painful to lift them.


11# Atifan  tapi.. yg peliknye aku.. dia ni jenis rock kapak.. tak pegi msjid pun, family dia lagi laa.. ape agaknye amalan yg dia buat smpai dpt mcm tu yek..


Ini paling teruk nak atasi. Sampai tiap-tiap malam aku nak tidur aku kena play ceramah pasal rezeki di tangan Allah, sentiasa bersyukur dan sebagainya. Alhamdulillah kurang sikit.


pendapat ko bagus.. aku boleh terima..  tp tula niat aku ni dah salah. rasa bersalah & berdosa p ..  belum terlambat nak betulkannya..  good luck


Itu dari sudut ibu. Kisah saya? Tanggungjawab untuk bawa ayah ke hospital ulang alik dah menjadi kerja saya. Sebab saya je dirumah. Yang lain ikut suami, tinggal jauh. Adik adik pula belajar jauh jauh. Susah. Saya dah berumur 27 tahun tapi tiada kerja yang kukuh. Terpaksa tukar tukar kerja sebab nak ikut jadual ayah ke hospital. Nak buat apa apa kena refer pada jadual ayah. Saya tak bebas.


Maka, aku cuba ikhlaskan diri untuk stay kat rumah je. Aku ok je, cuma sebab dah selalu sangat, rasa rimas tu tetap ada.


Kalau baju band baru underlisence xkn laa aku nk hentam jual harga mcm baju vintage sial  underlisence baru pn mak https://t.co/ovf0v6CLAa


I completely agree with Brother Safdar Alam's opinion on takaful versus conventional insurance. I would only be convinced if there is an academic article that supports the idea that takaful is truly Islamic and not just a sugarcoated version of conventional insurance. I am not convinced by the use of Arabic terms to justify the Islamic elements of takaful.


I feel like there were quite a few people who were wondering why there was a random Chinese girl in a Punjabi suit in their house, but they were too embarrassed to ask who I am.


jadual komuter cam sial salah PH, eskalator LRT xjalan 2thn pun salah PH gak


especially those ang moh or high end bicycles rider owner i believe most own a car and pays road tax


Mak always misses her prayers. In the family, only Mak praying is not enough. She rarely prays. When she goes out, she doesn't care about praying. All the children pray. Mak always wears a pad like wearing diapers. It bulges at the back. I asked, why does Mak wear a pad like that?


If it is not mentioned in the hadith, there is no need to do it. The Malays in the past had various beliefs. They were afraid of committing shirk (associating partners with Allah). I find it easier to give birth without doing those practices. That's what my mother said. Nowadays, even the religious scholars advise against it, saying it is more related to shirk. That's why people in the past had all sorts of beliefs.


You must set aside the judgement that Hana received, it's never-ending!


Allahurobbi..... sedihnya Ya Allahhh.. aku benci dengan diri aku yang sekarang. Lembik, lesu, tak semangat, selalu menangis, fikir bukan-bukan. Aku depressed, aku jadi anxiety dengan semua ni.


Aku brain kena bayar upah org solat jenazah..  Tapi rebranding jadi sedekah.


He is not really good. Sometimes on Fridays, he buys one and gets one free. Sometimes he just gives it for free. Whoever prays at the mosque... Hopefully, he will always have abundant blessings.


3- Be careful. Out there, there are many women who are desperate for our husbands. They are willing to accept a husband even if he is unable to provide financially.


I am abroad and my husband is in Malaysia, everything is fine. But before we got married, there were many twists and turns. My husband suddenly asked for a break up. What happened to me? I felt like going back to Malaysia at that time. Hahah but that wouldn't change anything and I was upset for a while because our relationship was serious before that for marriage and so on. Suddenly broke up. Cis.


Oh Allah.. I am speechless


The last time people from the mainland visited Hong Kong, they were always looked down upon. Now, when people from the People's Republic of China visit Hong Kong and spend money, they look down on Hong Kongers. It's simply unacceptable.


Those who don't understand, why don't they ask their own child, he is the man and the head of the family, ask him, why talk to the daughter-in-law, I am not the decision maker.


2. Saya anggap tugas saya sebagai surirumah ini tidaklah getir sangat. Kerana jika nak dibandingkan dengan pengorbanan isteri saya ketika nak melahirkan anak. Ketika itu dia mempertaruhkan nyawanya.


Masha Allah, a reflection for all of us, especially for those who still have their mothers. Don't wait until she's gone to regret it. This comes from me who no longer has a mother.


It's normal for people with depression to feel tired easily. Sometimes, even folding clothes can make me feel out of breath as if I just finished running a 100-meter sprint. And it's even worse when I have to take care of the entire house by myself.


Tgh suspend sambil layan mata nk lelap, ada pulak bunyi yg paling menyeramkan n yg paling dekat dgn kami. Bunyi Ju-On. sape yg x pnh tengok cite antu jepun ju on ni korang try la cari bunyi hantu ni mcm mane.


My work is noble in the eyes of Allah. It is a halal job and I will earn rewards in the afterlife. But I know many people look down on my type of work. They tell me to find another job and not stay in such a low position. Is it enough to just have enough to eat? They tell me to apply for a government job. I have interviewed for government jobs three times but I have not been successful. It makes me sad to hear these words from people. Many people look down on me and my colleagues at work. But it's okay, we just smile.


The concept of dressing and personal identity are not the same. We can wear whatever we want, it doesn't necessarily represent who we are. So, wearing a headscarf does not make a woman good. It is a misconception. Remember, appearances do not fully define the person wearing them.


Bukan lah kaum lain tak ada masalah semua tu, tapi majoritinye Melayu la. Cuba tengok selalu budak  ..  hala2 cuba sistur pergi jalan changkat ke jalan alor situ start kul 9 mlm sampai 4 pagi tgk bangsa apa yg ramai.  org cina india minum arak tu bagi diorg budaya diorg. benda tu tak elok bagi kita tapi elok bagi diorg. Kongkek liaw pun byk kat situ.


small toy is angkong kia


no wonder they so jialat now


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Jin tu kata dia sukakan saya dan dah lama bersemadi di dalam jasad saya. Dia bukan islam dan tidak ada agama (atheis). Ustaz paksa jin tu keluar dan mengucap syahadah serta halaunya pergi ke mekah mendalami agama islam. Selepas mengucap, jin tu menangis tersedu-sedan mungkin dia sebak dah jadi muslim


To be made into a story, one peaceful afternoon, my mood and my classmates' were disturbed due to censored issues. The issue was when our teacher talked about censored things (which may be common for male classmates), but for me and my female friends, it was very shameful especially because he talked about things that should not be said about women and his wife.


cina bisnes mmg duit je..melayu dh kaya..lupe diri..tukar pompuan tukar keta..bjln je pandang langit..org cina beniaga mmg cam2..  hehehe.. ape2 pun tahniahla kalau leh dpt 10 juta..


If aku nak mati cepat dengan satu cara je vaping ytjt kenapa, so yeah tengah usaha untuk tidak tros hidup


rough sex is a must !! https://x.com/MengNan368/sta/MengNan368/status/1759540350467854388…


I hope the readers won't judge me, my mental state is unstable thinking about this. I hope you can give me ideas regarding my problem.


Mengapa yang kaya masih korupsi? Mengapa yang terkenal masih bunuh diri? Mengapa yang istrinya atau suaminya cantik/gagah, hebat dll, tetap saja bercerai? Mengapa yang hidup sehat tetap saja suicidal?

Mereka tidak menemukan tempat kembali.


Agak2 la kot ye nak menegur pon.. takpayah la sampai nak nerakan orang.. rasulullah pon ada pesan bila nak berdakwah kne jaga adab & akhlak dulu.. kita taktau pon pengakhiran setiap org macam mana.. aiyoo


Until last year when I was pregnant with my fifth child, he didn't buy me anything from a single piece of clothing, baby equipment, or even a little confinement item. Even when I gave birth, he didn't provide me with any postpartum care, massage, or confinement food.


I think that THIS constitutes cultural appropriation.


Kalau budak Tik tok ni di heret ke mahkamah kerana ada unsur fitnah yang ancam keharmurnian negara, tolong lah ujudkan tong milo atau plastic hijau untuk bantu depa. Demi jihad


Waktu interview tu, aku dah cuak dan down sebab kat office tu, semua orang ca ya nun alif. Kirenye kalau ak masuk kerja. Aku sorang laa melayu.


Kalimat andalan berdebat dengan orang Indonesia pasti ngetik 'indon'


Nadzley Amn Dah la kena buat guard of honor kalah pulak dekat home lwn dngn 10 org.. yg gol kan pulak anak jati johor.. nk bg alasan ape lagi


setahu aku.. raja2 di negeri Perak, Pahang dan Terengganu berasal dari keturunan Rasulullah..itu sebabnya bendera di negeri tersebut mempunyai warna hitam..setahu aku warna bendera Rasulullah ..  ???raja perak,pahang dan terengganu keturunan rasulullah??sesetengah sikap "tengku tengku" dari keturunan raja raja tersebut (yang kononnya keturunan rasulullah) nih boleh aku katakan rakyat biasa punya sikap lagik bagus dari mereka..berlagak kaya,angkuh dengan kedudukan dan keturunan mereka..ini dikatakan keturunan rasulullah???jangan nak merepek la..hanya ALLAH taala yang maha mengetahui dimana keturunan rasulullah yang sebenarnya..


Sometimes I think, for those who are born with average intelligence, is there no way to become smart? Besides my hard way that even makes my body suffer but the results are just enough to survive, it scares me. If I don't do anything tomorrow, I will definitely fall hard. I could be kicked out of university, may Allah protect me, God forbid. I hope those who are smart and intelligent are willing to share their tips, whether it's studying smart, studying hard, or studying hard and smart. Because if possible, people like me need to try many ways until there are results, many of my friends are struggling just like me. Please share your experiences, thank you all.


tol jelapang ni jgk antara area jln bahaya kan?


Originally posted by Debmey at 2005-3-11 02:23 PM:  When I read Aisha's story and see how muslimahs all over the world are subjected to oppression, I pity them. I also read how muhamad treated women, its bad.  I know many muslimahs secretly wish the ..  My response:-  I can't help smiling. Sorry I didn't see this thread.  Whatever it's, never read anything that the Prophet oppressed women. In fact, women were free to question him, disagree & discuss with him during his period. Even women were given freedom to vote & voice out their opinions.  I really pity you Debmey.


I can only be friends casually, but when we become too close, I will quickly feel hurt when that friend starts using words that make me feel hurt.


Heavy rain affects low-income people in their fight against UMNO and PN.


Bukannya aku malas. Aku juga burnout di tempat kerja. Aku mengharapkan isteriku faham keadaan aku. Dan aku cukup memahami kepenatan isteriku.


Don't get carried away too much..remember God always..once you're trapped, afraid you won't be able to get out later..


Seniman veteran Nurul Kamal Mohamad Zainuddin atau lebih dikenali sebagai Kamal Pendek sedang dirawat di Hospital Kuala Lumpur. Beliau dijangka menjalani pembedahan tulang belakang pada hari ini.  Pada tahun 2005, Kamal Pendek telah mengalami kecelakaan tulang belakang apabila terjatuh dari tangga semasa sedang menjalankan tugas di Hotel Brisdale, Kuala Lumpur. Selepas kemalangan itu beliau terpaksa berkerusi roda dan menggunakan tongkat untuk bergerak. Malah, kerjayanya sebagai pelakon dan pelawak sebagai tugas kedua sejak tahun 1974 turut terjejas.  Sama-samalah kita doakan semoga beliau segera sembuh.


And yeah, it's different with white people. If a white person is in Malaysia, they'll even invite you to take pictures. But why not with Bangladeshis? Haha. When we meet white people, we smile because their skin is white and it means they're good, right? What about when we meet Bangladeshis? Do you smile and say 'hi'? I haven't even done that before.


And they say that salt can help to heal faster, you know.


Reply 10# unekspekted_III  kalo sebut janggut, jangan sekali2 sangka berjanggut itu alim..  mirza ghulam ahmed..berjanggut..salman rushdie..berjanggut..puak khawarij pun ramai berjanggut.. tapi? mereka musuh islam


Failureplease help me i want to kill myself so badly nothing in my life is right i am such a failure and im going to be alone forever i just want to cry every second of my life and i have anxiety attacks every fucking day and my parents emotionally abuse me PLEASE let it end already


Adakah dia sebenarnya sudah tawar hati dekat saya, tetapi dia nak lepaskan saya secara perlahan2 kerana bimbang saya tak kuat terima semua ni. Hmm. Saya sangat sangat perlukan bantuan. Terima kasih semua.


If we correct our mother, don't speak like that because those words are prayers. She might get angry and say that we are asking for bad things for our children.


Matang amatur lucah video-video program, seks kebimbangan ...


nak tau kisah awak dulu


Spa urut tawar khidmat seks - ZONFINITI


I am an educated woman, but why am I foolish when it comes to matters of the heart and feelings. I am swept away by temporary feelings of love. My affection towards him is always there, but love alone is not enough.


Nik Mohd Nadzri hahahahaha, crazy power-hungry leader. The ones who lose are the Malays. The advantage for PH is that the Malay votes are split. It serves the greedy Malay leaders right.


Letakkan suppository di dubur sebelum tidur.


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Kita sebagai lelaki jangan la jadi lemah, kalau setakat kerja duduk office menghadap laptop seharian, masih banyak lagi kudrat kau berbaki untuk tolong buat kerja rumah, jangan la bila kahwin harap isteri buat semua especially bila dia juga bekerja.

Ini buang sampah pon malas.


If they have already left, let them go. There's no need to cry and mourn every time you see their posts. It is also forbidden in Islam. Oh, there are so many things... At first, it is natural to feel sad about the departure of the deceased, but seeing Malaysian women excessively mourning and being overly obsessed, it feels wrong. Just offer prayers and that's enough. No need to exaggerate. These netizens are truly unreasonable.


4. Kepada netizen. Jgn dicemuh pengurusan dan pengetua pusat tahfiz. Ada yang meminta pengetua bertanggungjawab atas kematian anak2 ini. Ya betul, pengetua mengatakan ini anak2 syurga dan mereka mati syahid.


I am very stressed. I only intended to make this relationship halal. He really wants to make this relationship halal. He brought me to meet his family, and his family was very kind to me. In the end, my family treated him as if he didn't exist. I am sad.


2. I consider my role as a homemaker to be not very difficult. Because if compared to the sacrifice my wife made when giving birth to our child. At that time, she risked her life.


that was years ago so i was too meek to call him out but basically dark skinned people sure kena


Seks Siri.


Hubungan aku dengan mak, kalau tolak bab kebersihan rumah. Aku memang sngt rapat dengan mak. Rapat dia memang rapat betul. Kalau bergaduh pun mesti sebab rumah, sebab lain susah la nak gaduh. Tiap kali bergaduh mak aku akan sebut benda2 yang berkaitan dosa pahala, anak2 akhir zaman dan macam2 lagi lah. Pernah berhari2 tak bertegur sapa dengan aku sebab buang barang2 yg dia simpan (benda2 yang aku cerita tadi).


Semoga yg baik2 aja buatmu. Carik suami yg bukan kaki pukul ye


Mereka semua tu bersengkang mata, tak tidur malam, berkhidmat demi agama dan negara. Tak malukah kalian yang mengelak untuk bayar cukai, tapi masih mengharapkan mereka untuk berkhidmat pada kalian secara percuma.


This is the material for social media, ladies and gentlemen.


Lepastu diikuti ada benda yang perlahan-lahan menyentuh belakang tengkuk aku. Aku tak pasti sama ada, tangan atau apa, dia rasa macam ada benda tapi benda tu bukan objek keras. Dlm keadaan kedua belah tangan aku yang letak di belakang kepala, bleh plak benda tu tekan tangan kiri aku kuat giler, smpai aku tak boleh gerak. Aku mmg fikir, eh ni dah melebih ni, sebab tadi macam angin sepoi2 je. Ni main kasar plak.


The way the story was written made me imagine everything vividly and I felt the need to keep reading to know more and more. To the point where I became addicted to reading such novels. Some online novels even include pictures to give readers a better idea of the scenes being described.


Lepas tu diorang report kat bapak sedara aku yang aku ni mencuri duit. Bila bapak sedara aku tanya aku dan soal selidik sebab aku dah kena tuduh mencuri time tu, aku apa lagi, jawab sambil menangis la dengan bapak sedara aku takut kena pukul.


Time is advancing but society is regressing in terms of behavior, language, manners, and religion. If we look at the present time, technology surpasses everything. Everything is at our fingertips. Unfortunately, what we can see now is that this advancement causes us, especially the youth, to lose the sense of shame, manners, and humility. They become arrogant and boastful, and exhibit other negative traits. Celebrities and instafamous people, in particular, are idolized and praised to the extent of disregarding religious laws.


Tapi aku macam put Allah SWT as the last option or mana mana I see fit. Macam mana nak barakah dalam hidup?


Saya mintak siapa pun yang baca kisah saya ni, tolong la doakan kebaikan buat saya. Mungkin doa saya sebagai pendosa Allah tak makbul, tapi doa tuan puan yang baca kisah ni Allah makbul.


I am using Sweet Cherry only, heheh just passing by..


Usually when my parents ask when I'm getting married, I would politely say that I'm still looking for the right person. But this time, my aunt said, "You're already 29 and still no one wants you? From what I see, you're perfectly fine. There must be something that's making you unattractive, right?"


I regret calling him a rude child. He was only 5 years old when he was beaten, and he was beaten again until he was in 6th grade. Imagine how long he suffered? His mental state? His physical state? His heart?


Disebabkan respon-respon dari orang sebegitu lah yang membuatkan saya rasa saya ni teruk tak layak hidup, semua yang jadi salah saya, keluarga tak ada buat salah, yang salah hanya saya sorang, mesti ada benda yang saya buat sebab tu keluarga buat saya macam tu, blablabla..


Just like you and I are not representative of all Singaporeans, u/singxpat does not represent his community. I understand that you may have had a different experience, so I am not denying that there are unpleasant foreigners. However, please do not generalize and blame all of them.


Kebanyakan orang-orang Melayu tidak mempunyai pengetahuan dari sumber Melayu maka sebab itulah mereka mudah di tipu dan di peralat oleh penjajah .


Going to kill myselfProbably near future. Not sure what is going to set it off or how but I feel it coming like impending doom. I barely eat anymore. I barely leave the house. I barely speak to people. I just shot meth into my arm yesterday for literally no reason other than to feel something and I never mess with hard drugs. All I do is work and go home. My family is both on the East and West coast and I am in Montana. I have not seen the East family for 4 or 5 years now. The way I see it, when I am gone the Earth keeps turning. People move on. People forget eventually. Why do I even bother waking up? I left my rifle at my friends house and I intend on bringing it home tomorrow until I finally decide to punch a hole in my head. Figured Id post here to hopefully find even a glimmer of hope.


Lepas sebulan kenal, ibu tak tahu pasal ni. Ibu syak abah ade perempuan lain. Dia kata.. abah dah jemu ngan Dia. Bila abah terangkan pasal cerita sebemar yg perempuan tu untuk aku. Dia berubat jadi baik. Layan abah baik. Sebab Dia betul2 takut abah kahwin lain.


mbhcsf replied at 20-8-2016 10:26 AM  ___________________________________________________________________________________________________  ..  You should be educated by the stubborn people in the other forum who believe that according to their understanding of the Quran, the earth is flat. Those stubborn people in the other forum are all very influential when it comes to arguing!


Bila susah cari duit (lagi2 dalam ekonomi merudum gini) mak ayah jadi stress. Bila stress, hati senang panas, senang marah. Senang marah, mula lah gaduh. Gaduh perang meletup bang booom poongg kebabaoomm bagai nak rak. Bila marah kat husben/wife, tambah stress, turun plak kat anak2, then senang maki anak anak. Bila maki anak, anak terasa hati. Sedih. Mula lah pikir mak ayah tak syg. Semua punca dari kewangan sebenarnya. Dah la duit ciput, cukup2, stress gaduh lagi tu. Then masing2 start drifted away. Dan start jadi PENTINGKAN DIRI. Sebab masing2 tak nak terluka, taknak penat. Masing2 letih. Masing2 dah lupa, hidup berkeluarga utk apa, bila bahagia itu dasarnya duit, bukan kebahagiaan, susah nak maintain loving atmosphere in family. Itu. Itu je masalahnye.


Even though the southern administration is not good, they still have the audacity to take on the work of Allah.


After marriage, I am very patient. Maybe some women wonder why only the husband has the power to divorce. Because most women, when they are stressed, will ask for a divorce without thinking about their children or anything else. As a husband, I understand and I will not easily divorce my wife. Because I love her. I cannot express my love for her in words, but I show it through my actions. But I don't know if she understands or not? For me, even though I am a man with weak and wavering faith at times, I try to improve myself. I want to become a good husband and father. Because I feel sorry when I hear stories of wives being treated badly by their husbands. Some are treated like slaves by their husbands. For me, a wife is a queen, and she should be taken care of well because a woman's heart is fragile. Unlike a man's heart, even if it is stepped on, it is still okay.


Lhdn is one of my favorite organizations that sell scams. Sometimes it's strange how scammers can obtain our data related to Lhdn.


I keep myself away from everyone, suddenly I feel like crossing the main road with lots of cars. Just as I was about to cross, there's a voice saying that this is not right, I'm not like this. This is not right.


When I think about it, I feel like I want to, but I don't really need to. When I rely on God and ask for the qualities of a husband, I become anxious. Whereas before, when I prayed, I was never anxious and I was confident that God would give me what I need in His own time.


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pun / pas ini tiada isu lain, perkauman, sentimen agama, itu sahaja point nak dapat kerusi, puiikk


I should be happy right nowI have everything going for me right now. I have a caring family, girlfriend, a car, place to live, good school and amazing job. But it seems like I don't feel anything.

I was in a car crash recently and my car was totalled. Most people would be distraught and upset but I wasn't. It was like another thing that happened that day. Get milk, go to work, crash your car, get coffee, etc.

Sometimes if I am driving I will think about veering off the road. Or running into a building or hitting a pole. Thinking about if it would kill me or if I would be mutilated beyond recognition.

I have been getting other suicidal thoughts over the week but no desire to commit to them. I just need help I think.


cina komunis babi


At first I was okay. Maybe I am too sensitive towards my mother. I feel guilty every time I feel this way. I let this feeling pass.


Kali ni Anis bergaduh dengan seorang lagi murid perempuan, namanya Auni. Katanya, Auni ada curi pensel dia. Saya selongkar beg dia, akhirnya betul dia mencuri. Berbakul juga saya marah Auni. Dia diam.


pukimak ni off reply !!! takut kena maki ke babi !!
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I always think about "how to be social?" haha. I will think about this question every day and I will become anxious or flustered, it's very tiring you know.. But during vacation everything is okay. I still can talk like a normal person, but I just think too much about what if that person doesn't like us.... lol


No, you can ask for a different part of the meat. They seldom have the head piece.


Changing light bulbs, changing pipes, fixing wardrobe doors, changing fuses and other simple tasks that even men can't do. Does it make you upset? It's like us men.


haha ask this kind of question i paiseh leh


MAHA hebat ciptaan Allah.. klu ciptaan manusia, usik sikit jer roboh..


So cute, brother!


I did this check up because it has been a long time since I last checked and I felt something was not right with my body. Gerd and gastritis attacked again. In my past medical history, I have been hospitalized due to low hemoglobin and experienced problems with gastritis, gerd, and others.


Since I was little, I've lost count of how many times I've tried to jump off a bridge, tried to slit my wrists with a knife, and many other ways. I hate myself. I know as a Muslim, suicide is a major sin in Islam. It won't lead to heaven.


Ayahanda Abdul Rani Kulup jangan asyik nak pukul kiri kanan yah nanti kena tikam blakang


Saat itu, segala apa yang berkaitan agama aku ketepikan. Solat taubat atau bercakap mengenai Tuhan aku elakkan. Ahli neraka seperti aku pastinya tidak layak untuk berbicara mengenainya waima mengenangkannya pun.


Baguslah. Rajin dan hebat bertani.. Takde dia nak bajet2 classy macam MF..nak duit, pergi ambik suami orang, berlakon pulak nak jadi mak datin je.


But starting last month, I felt really stressed. I tried to become a dropshipper but there were no results at all. I only got 2 customers and earned less than RM10. I was really down. But I told myself it's okay, I'll keep trying until I succeed.


hahahahaha sorry la too epic liao


It hurts my heart, it keeps coming back forever..


Mohd Nawi KAU KELUPOQ KE BAGAI SETAN KEPANASAN LARI BILA DENGAR AZAN ....KEKEKE


What's strange about myself is that no matter how my mother treats me, I am still attached to her. I always call, ask about her well-being, and do whatever I can to serve her. I still feel unappreciated by her until now. When I tell her that I am sick, she never cares and always changes the subject. But when my younger siblings complain about being sick or pretend to be sick, she worries and calls them every day. Even when the doctor diagnoses me with an illness and prescribes medication, my mother still doubts and never cares. She only directs her anger towards me, whether it's towards my father or anyone else. I have no siblings.


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Sebelum ni wahai pembaca sekalian betapa 'struggle' nya aku berusaha. Macam-macam cara aku buat. Semuanya tak berjaya. Bayangkan tabiat dari darjah 6. Allah. Benaknya aku.


As for me, why do I only start talking about fixing things when he brings up breaking up? I tried to explain what I've been doing all this time, why I am like this, but I tried and A doesn't want to continue. A doesn't want to continue anymore.


No, anyone with half a brain does NOT want to physically cut the cables.


for me,tak jalan sangat kalau letak something warm pun,sebab sakit yang teramat sampai kaki kebas.Kena tido sebab  lepas tido je baru hilang sakit,tapi sebab sakit sgt tu,susah nak tido and take time le sebelum betul2 terlelap..Tapi,I just discover something,sometimes i tak dpt period pain tu kalau sebelum period tu I ada exercise cam jogging,bersenam ke..Tu my experienced la coz bila I dpt period pain tu,it was so bad that i couldn't do anything..


Assalamualaikum. Pertamanya aku ucapkan terima kasih pada admin jika sudi menyiarkan luahan ni. Sebenarnya aku berfikir panjang untuk menghantar tulisan ini. Mungkin takut dengan reaksi pembaca. Aku seorang gadis. Semuanya bermula dalam 4 tahun yang lepas. Aku start menulis. Aku ada satu buku rahsia yang bila aku tiada aku nak orang baca buku tu. Sepanjang 4 tahun aku guna buku sama untuk menulis apa yang aku rasa. Semua perasaan aku luahkan di dalam buku tu. Aku suka kerana no judgemental. Aku bebas menulis.


Ainna Lacosta who said there aren't any? But let's see how many Muslim MPs are there on both sides. Who has more, who has less? We have to choose, but choose the side with more non-Muslim MPs. Why? To win the teacher? Did the teacher make a promise? Or is the other side firm in not wanting to deal with the court cluster cases?


Masa zaman remaja, aku sering memberontak sebab selalu dikongkong. Di rumah ibu bapa kongkong. Di sekolah lagi teruk, asrama penuh. "Patutnya ada TV di asrama, barulah fikiran terbuka", aku zahirkan rasa tidak puas hati aku kepada rakan aku.


Tapi selepas dia orang balik, aku pulak yang kena. Mula-mula gatal sikit. Kat tangan. Dua hari lepas tu, kat kaki pulak. Tapi makin hari gatal-gatal dia jadi teruk sampai nak tidur pun tak boleh. Tak selesa walaupun bilik sejuk sebab on aircon. Nak pergi kerja pun aku kena sapu krim gatal-gatal. Bintat sana sini sampaikan celah-celah jari.


I don't know how other people's pain feels like, because this is the first time I experience emotional pain. But for me, it's very painful.


There is nothing wrong with women wanting to have a career, but they must maintain boundaries in their social interactions and respect their husband's rights, including not complaining about personal or work issues to men who have no right to interfere, as the husband provides for their livelihood and dowry.


Aku berbual dgn seorang pekerja sementara yang banyak menjadi saksi Elias dalam semua tuduhan kepada Ainna. Pekerja sementara ini dari gaya bercakapnya bolehlah dikatakan dengki dgn Ainna apabila dia memberitahu aku, dia terkejut melihat gaji Ainna pd satu borang claim out station Ainna. Banyaknya gaji!.. "Adik pekerja sementara".. Ainna tu lulusan tinggi dan ada pengalaman kerja lebih 10 thn. Apa yang kau mahu dengkikan?.. inilah orang Melayu.. lebih suka melihat bangsa sendiri diaibkan dan jatuh dari berjaya bersama-sama.


1. Haii kak zakiah zulkifli. Happy birthday kak! Semoga panjang umur, dimurahkan rezeki, bahagia di samping orang tersayang dan yam harap segala urusan akak dipermudahkan dunia akhirat. Aamiin! Thankyou atas support yang diberikan!


wah u don t anyhow go there hor not safe leh


Lagi keindahan taman Chateau du Versailles


Ok, sambung cerita niaga. Sekarang aku yang anak bongsu ni pun dah kahwin Pastu haritu ada lah aku pergi masjid berdekatan kedai mak aku ni. Niat aku ni punya lah suci murni nak solat. Tapi lepas solat, keluar dari masjid aku rasa sakit hati.


chao ang mo [laugh]


Although my school is all-girls, I am not a feminine type. Martial arts have been my hobby since primary school until university. When I reached puberty and started having breasts, I began to feel uneasy. I wanted to bind my chest, but because I always think about what people will say, I didn't do it.


Seram aku dengar confession kau. Kau kena betulkan balik niat dan ibadah kau. Serius. . Aku taknak sembang pasal dosa pahala sbb aku tau, kau tahu semua tu.


Why does Amyra look like Ruhainies with a wrinkled face when she wears that baju kurung? Amyra needs to gain some weight to look beautiful, I guess.


The picture looks like it's not taken in Malaysia because there is Chinese writing.


> He had a bundle of drugs strapped to his thigh.


Sometimes when love is lost, we become lost too.. losing our sense of direction in life, feeling down and crying endlessly... Sometimes we try to end our own lives....


I keep remembering my friend from school. He once told me that he was afraid because he knew his father took bribes. If he relied on his salary, how could he support himself and his siblings? He was afraid that the knowledge he had learned was not blessed because his father provided for him and his siblings with money from bribes. I felt sad for him, but I didn't know what to say because we were still in school. I could only listen to him.


Jangan lemah semangat. Kita ni bakal pengantin memang ada rasa nak jadi raja sehari. Nak dimekap, nak didandan cantik, pelamin berhias. Ya itu fitrah manusia. Tapi kita kena fikir hari esok. Saya pilih untuk tak guna make up artist. Hati menjerit nak. Saya tak guna sebab isu solat.


Tahun 2017. Tahun kedua aku sebagai suri rumah. Umur Manja sudah lebih setahun. Aku mula biasa dan seronok dengan Manja. Aku makin sibuk melayannya, melayan keletahnya. Manja sudah pandai berjalan. Jadi, perlu diberi lebih perhatian dari segi keselamatan di rumah. Semasa umurnya hampir 2 tahun, Manja mula tantrum. Kadang kadang teruji juga kesabaran aku mungkin kerana badan aku sangat penat. Aku memberi cubitan kecil padanya. Bukan niat untuk mendera. Entah...


JOHOR BAHRU – Dua rakaman video berdurasi satu minit 30 saat dan satu minit 38 saat menunjukkan insiden pergaduhan dua kumpulan tular di media sosial Facebook hari ini.  Berdasarkan kapsyen atau keterangan video yang dimuat naik pengguna laman sosial mendapati, kejadian itu berlaku di pekarangan Projek Perumahan Rakyat (PPR) Kempas Permai di sini.  Menerusi video terbabit, pada awalnya kejadian itu hanya perselisihan faham antara dua lelaki yang dilihat saling berbalas perang mulut.  Tidak lama kemudian kelihatan seorang wanita bertudung warna merah jambu bertindak memukul seorang lelaki sebelum berlaku pergaduhan.  Kosmo! sedang mendapatkan pengesahan lokasi kejadian dan bagaimana tindakan lanjut pihak Polis Johor. – K! ONLine  Info Roadblock JPJ/POLIS  https://m.facebook.com/story.php?story_fbid=1903821806462187&id=223545897823128&anchor_composer=false


Kena faham context kenapa conservative women jadi macam tu. Dia takda pendidikan. Orang macam ni, perception & penerimaan keluarga & masyarakat tulah dunia dia. Kalau kena shun away by society dia boleh depress rasa nak mati for real.


I kept watching the video on reels multiple times and still couldn't stop laughing at the guy... he really resembles Ropi during this time.


sape plak yang cakap dia ni masuk PAS?pegi himpunan hijau tu otomatik masuk PAS ke?ape ke punya pemikiran la  cantik dah bertudung penuh..siap pakai hand socks lagi..semoga istiqamah noryn


The most authoritative candidate is not running in this election, if not he would have become our prime minister. It would be easy for him to dominate in parliament. Did you take your SPM?


sedangkan melibatkan 2 pillar pong fail, inikan plak 6 pillar.. depan, tengah, belakang.. semua dah hancus..


Selepas beberapa tahun, ketika berumur 19 tahun ada seorang lelaki jatuh cinta pada saya, selepas setahun dia mengorat baru saya terima cinta dia.. sebab saya rasa saya tak layak. Dia bernasib baik ditawarkan ke Mesir dan saya pula dapat tawaran universiti tempatan. Waktu ini saya memang jaga peribadi, kami tak pernah berbicara perkara bernafsu. Hari- hari saya berdoa agar Allah jaga saya. Sebenarnya saya tak tahu pun wanita ada tanda 'dara'. Ketika berada di Universiti baru saya tahu.. Waktu itu saya menangis teresak- esak, saya rasa sangat tidak adil, saya dah jaga diri tapi saya tetap rosak.. walaupun saya sendiri tak ingat tentang 'pendarahan' yang berlaku. Tapi saya yakin saya sudah tiada dara.


Hello, good afternoon


Memanglah approve! Suami kau bukan ustaz bertauliah tapi ustaz self-claim. Sendiri mengaku diri tu ustaz. Mazhab mana pun tak tahu yang korang berdua pakai


8. Kadang2 aku kena tindih kalau tdur lepas subuh, atau tdur pagi2. Ada satu masa tu aku tak nak tdur lepas subuh sbb serik asyik kena tindih je. Baguslah tak tdur lepas subuh kan? Kalau aku ngntuk sgt aku dh prepared dah nnt kena tindih ni sbb tdur pagi. Tengok2 mmg kena haha. Alaa selalu nya kalau aku kena tindih biasa ni kan, aku buka mata. Tapi akan nampak benda2 pelik contoh nya lembaga hitam, batang penyapu ada mata, budak kulit hitam berbaju hijau terang. Semua ni aku nmpk sikit2 sbb badan aku tak boleh gerak, aku boleh nampak dgn hujung mata je. Tapi clean and clear aku nampak serius.


But the good thing is he never misses his prayers, meaning that whenever it's prayer time, he always volunteers to be the imam, and even when he opens his laptop, he plays Islamic songs and videos. Our class used to ignore him and not pay attention to him, but even though we treated him that way, he still smiled and approached us. One day, he complained of a fever and headache to me, but I didn't really pay attention. The next day, our class was shocked to hear that he had fainted in the restroom and was taken to the hospital. I started feeling uneasy and guilty about how we treated him. At the hospital, he was taken to the emergency room and was unconscious. Our class went to visit him, but he was still unconscious.


You can splice any data set to bring across a point. Even if you're not bringing across a point, some people will see what they want to see and reinforce their own biases.


Oh Allah, I am stunned... My heart is deeply hurt. I don't feel like eating the cake anymore. I put back the slice of cake. I went into my room and stayed there. No one noticed that I was absent from the event. It's okay... that's my fate.


>apparently, we are all sophisticated and racist anyway


As always, dewi remaja, yg cantik je maju ke depan. Mmg ni platform utk org2 cantik yg perlu dipolish pon. Tu mmg hakikat yg x bole dinafikan.


I am a man in my 30s who is married and has a pair of cute, healthy, and playful children who bring joy to my life. I have a beautiful, hardworking, and pleasant wife.


percuma Actress Video lucah, Actress filem seks, Actress


Maksudnya : Kaum lelaki itu adalah pemimpin dan pengawal yang bertanggungjawab terhadap kaum perempuan, oleh kerana Allah telah melebihkan orang-orang lelaki (dengan beberapa keistimewaan) atas orang-orang perempuan, dan juga kerana orang-orang lelaki telah membelanjakan (memberi nafkah) sebahagian dari harta mereka.


As a non-Singaporean of European descent, it appears to be a disadvantage to at least some of the voters based on the results of the last general election, and possibly a significant number beyond that.


Scam sial makan ubat tidur tak boleh tidur pun


What do they want, to have many children..the cost is high..and these Japanese people have a different work style than us. Just look at papa Nobita. Always tired when coming back home. Papa Shin-chan is the same. This is the fate of their mothers being housewives.


At that time, I didn't think anymore because I was too stressed, tense.. the pressure was increasing until the children became victims for me to release my anger and exhaustion.. At this time, my husband was also doing two jobs.


Baru tau ada non muslim kat palestin


Seks / persetubuhan seksi percuma Dalam pakaian lucah


You all know that no one likes to be criticized, but there is not always a negative side to it. Whether you like it or not, you have to swallow it.


Actually, I didn't provide much detail about my story before because it still makes me emotional when I think about everything that happened in the past. When I read Kak Lang's story, I couldn't help but cry. I am a very sensitive and empathetic person.


Fantastic watches and stylish shoes


Good.. It will be shared when it's ready later.. Still composing.. hehe~ Nice. Thank you, sis.. hehehe


All visas have been rejected by ICA.


Let's go back to sleep


so the guy sitting next to me in my itss class straight had his hand straight chilling down his pants i cannot get


Inilah mentality penyokong BN. Tahu rasis shj. Mcm lah penyokong BN semuanya pandai. Mulut semua kel ..  terima la hakikat..ramai anak2 Melayu sangat cemerlang dalam akademik..sebab itu Tun yang tukaq kepada sistem meritokrasi..kerana Tun pun nampak anak2 Melayu semakin hebat pada masa itu..persaingan sangat sengit dengan anak2 kaum lain khususnya sepet..wakakakakakakkakaka


Percuma dewasa tiub memberikan anda yang possibility kepada menonton betul-betul apa anda ...


aku klu dh kena marah..merajuk trus  dia pon  takot nak pelok


Menikmati lucah galeri daripada Melampau via kami laman: percuma kumpulan pelajar seks saluran, dalam talian hd lucah video, terhangat jepun tempat kejadian ...


aku pernah la dapat bertahan dua tiga minggu, tapi dia dtg balik. serius aku tak tahu lagi nak buat ape. mmg aku akui masa buat tu aku rasa bersalah n pd masa yg sama nafsu aku membuak2. tapi lepas buat rasa nak nangis je. serius weyh.


Assalamualaikum everyone, I don't know where to start because I have been through a lot. But I really need words of encouragement and advice from everyone.


I cannot accept it when my mother-in-law says, "It's okay, even if the wife allows her husband to practice this teaching, they will still go to heaven." Heaven is expensive, my dear mother-in-law. I repeatedly tell my husband, life in this world is very short. In the afterlife, that is eternal.


Aku dulu tukang angkat dulang, terkena dulang yg berat nasib laa..


I don't know both of them. Just want to congratulate the newlyweds.


What's the matter with the prayer outfit? The prayer outfit is not necessary, but praying is. Psst... did you not message sister Antique?


I really love the way she looks and the way she smiles.


If you don't want to be looked at, why not make your Instagram account private or filter your followers? Especially when men pretend to be religious and comment 'mashaaAllah you're beautiful sis' 'Allahu this is so beautiful' and nowadays men like to see women wearing niqab but in reality, you all understand, right? I don't wear niqab but I love to see ladies wearing niqab, but please do it in the right way. Please don't tarnish the name of religion.


I'm seriously considering suicide.21-Male

Ever since I can remember, I have felt fundamentally different, isolated, unlovable, awkward, unwanted, alien, and ugly. I feel physically, emotionally, and cognitively repulsive. I feel so different and strange that it's impossible for me to interact with others without feeling meretricious and dishonest.

I have synesthesia. It's a neurological condition that mixes senses; tasting sounds, hearing colors, physically feeling sound, etc. It has made me inextricably solipsistic, by making me very introverted and living in a sort of "haze". I am so caught up in all the strange things I experience that it makes life seem like a tired and feverish dream. The only time I feel "awake" from this dream is when I take Adderall, but I'm mortified to ask for a prescription, because I fear that it will have negative consequences on my health, and I fear becoming addicted.

I don't trust anyone, and I am constantly questioning the motives of others because I have no concept of self-worth. I am convinced that every compliment I receive is disingenuous, and is an attempt to use me. I have social anxiety, and it fucking sucks.

I feel that I have accomplished nothing in my life, and that to even endeavor to do so is futile. My personal standards for success are so unrealistic, I know I will never meet them. The strange part is, I am the only person I hold to these standards most of the time.

I'm quickly becoming a terrible student, because I can't focus for the life of m,e and I am being ruined by my own indecision and self-destructive perfectionism. I strive for a level of competency that probably doesn't exist, but for some selfish, idiotic, and gluttonous reason, that's my standard for success.

For the first time in my adult life, I feel convinced that it's time for me to die. I've read every plea I could find on the internet for people to not commit suicide, but at the end of the day I just can't be convinced otherwise. I'm just waiting for the day when I have the intrepidity to kick the chair. I feel that I would be doing the planet a service by leaving it. My family would be sad, but they probably wouldn't be as hurt as seeing their son / brother grow up to be a miserable failure.

At this point I either die a miserable and broken man working a dead-end job, or I pursue a career I'm passionate about and die a loveless pauper. My life is absent of everything I love, and I'm ready to die.

Why should I stay? I'm quickly losing all my friend(s), my future, and my hope. The only thing I have left is despair. Why shouldn't I kill myself?


Kalau xda bom atom tu.. jepun xkan mengalah..


Don't tell me about the rose. I don't need to strive to achieve RA4. You're always quick to open a thread and comment. Tomorrow, I'll open a thread too. Who is the real troublemaker? Welcome. It's a common story, a cheating wife and mother. It makes me wonder how a mother can stoop to such actions, even if she doesn't think about God, at least think about the innocent children. Opening a thread and using someone else's name, pretending to protect dignity, when in fact, she herself has degraded her own dignity worse than a prostitute. It's beyond my comprehension. May God protect us from that.


"Sesungguhnya isteri yang taat adalah tidak pernah meninggalkan suaminya. Tengok arwah ibu, abah tak bagi izin kan untuk ibu balik masa arwah mak kandung ibu sendiri meninggal". Begitulah yang selalu suamiku katakan padaku. Aku tidak mampu untuk melawan. Setiap kali aku ingin berkata kata kepadanya air mataku akan mengalir dengan derasnya. Aku tidak pandai bermain kata, tidak pandai aku berperang mulut , sebaliknya suamiku sangat pandai pusing cerita sangat pandai berbicara.


He also likes to read verses from the Quran for easy wealth and such without putting in effort to work, and the meaning of those verses seems a bit strange to him when he reads them..


5) Writing to bring down others. It's pitiful to see people like this. Their intention is to mock others. They forget that even if they use bombastic words, if their intention is not good, the writing will still have a negative impact. What I cannot accept is when they use Quranic verses and interpretations, usually taken from Google, to make their mockery seem good and more Islamic, when in reality their intention is to mock others!


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