Jangan nak kata ganja tak diharamkan sebab tak bercukai. kalau korang orang islam korang takkan saja-saja nak ambil . Setiap benda yang memabukkan/mengkhayalkan tu haram kecuali atas sebab-sebab perubatan. Selalu tengok hujah mat-mat ganja nak mempertahankan ganja mereka. jangan samakan mentaliti kita dengan mentaliti orang negara luar. Tak sama langsung!. Sampai sekarang aku tak faham apa yang perlu dibanggakan sekiranya menghisap bahan-bahan ni. Ubat, dadah untuk orang yang berpenyakit. Kalau tak berpenyakit apa tujuannya untuk ambil? dan paling buruk yang korang kena faham ialah bahan-bahan ni memang akan memberi kesan kepada tubuh badan. siksa bila dah ketagih.


ya lah kan muslims percaya weddings, houris , fish liver ?? betul ke??  kalau ko dah tahu kenapa tanya pulak  weddings, houris , fish live tu semua ad eh ?  kharrrrrrr  kharrrr  kharrrrrrr


Adui kesepian sungguh si bang bad ni..umur hampir separuh abad masih nak bercinta persis bbnu. Baby b baby b I love u muah. Ayoo. Takpelah bang bad iols doakan semoga Uolls bentol2 temui kebahagiaan bersama tersayang yang sanggup terima kekurangan u


Walaupun musim covid, semua perlu pakai double facemask, pandangan mata Kelly sudah cukup buat aku tertarik. Pada awalnya, aku cuma tertarik sebab mata dia yang cantik dan dia orang baru.


Nauzubillah min zalik. Bagaikan langit dan bumi di samakan dengan retis kpop kulit licin mulus herlok dan muka muda tak cepat tua serta putih ala2 kapur sireh di bandingkan dengan kulit buah dukong.  Macam tapai basi dan ikan cencaru ada la.  Muka asas tetap la muka asas walaupun nak buat 10 majlis sekali pun.


Td sis, sepupu iols sibuk tanya mcm mn hidup di Penang.. kan sana ramai cina.. iols pun bls.. ak ..  Gud job sis! Kasi setepek jah kat puak2 teroris,  lagi2 dgan lobai. Baru tercengang


Anak lelaki ditatah bagai minyak yang penuh. Suruh belajar memandu lepas spm. Tapi fail. Lepas tu abah comfortkan cakap cikgu tu garang sangat. Adik2 laki aku malas pegi belajar. Abah pujuk anak2 lelaki siap bagi duit. Tapi kalau kami pompuan lain pulak.


sudah jelas dalam Quran Allah mengatakan Dia membenci hambanya yang mengatakan sesuatu yang tidak dia kerjakan. Allah membenci orang hipokrit. Dalam kita menghina seseorang wanita kerana dia seksi, kita juga melontarkan kata kata lucah, kita screenshot gambar pakaian dia yang ketat di bahagian punggung, kita malukan dia dan sebagainya, dan masa yang sama kita kata kita melakukan perkara itu untuk mencapai redha Allah?


I've noticed that as I've passed my 20s and gotten older, I feel like I'm getting closer and closer to death. Are you ready? Are you all ready?


I'm so tired, I can't even think straight.. headache from watching too much drama like that..


Altas Singapore really ripped me off here. I made an online purchase the moment I arrived at the hotel and they delivered it to my room the next day. I am very pleased with the quality and performance of the headphones, as no other headphones come close to it.


God will make it difficult for the man to meet good women.. he will meet books with pages.


... meningkatkan keinginan terhadap seks dengan meningkatkan penghasilan sperma dan ... swasta pada harga daripada ... kesusahan menelan serta keabnormalan ...


Earlier, I watched the History Channel's biography program about Dr. Mahathir. Today's episode highlighted an interesting point made by Tun, which was that many Chinese people express their gratitude towards him more than their own race. Hmy3:


Trying to help a suicidal friendI’m not sure if this was the right place to post this, but it seemed appropriate. A person I met online a few weeks ago has been saying some very concerning things about wanting to kill himself. He’s bulimic and eats less than 1000 calories a day, and a couple of days ago he started uncontrollably shaking due to low blood sugar (at least, that was his assessment). I’m not certain on all of the details, as he doesn’t want to talk about his personal life beyond the obvious cries for help he makes on a daily basis, but I have made a few educated guesses- everything from here on should be taken with a grain of salt. He lives with his parents (who don’t appear to like him very much by his account), has no job, and essentially no education. He feels like a leech with nothing to contribute and genuinely believes the world would be a better place without him. He said his parents would get over his death in a year and would have more freedom and money without him leeching. He used to be extremely overweight and lives in fear of becoming that way again. Unfortunately I can only talk to him online (and he doesn’t like to show his face at all and he hates his voice). I don’t know much about him or what his specific thoughts are but I want to help him any way I can. I genuinely believe he may do it.


There are various old men in the village, this particular one looks quite impressive.


Is it necessary to show off one's assets? What matters is not whether one is fat or thin, but to dress according to one's religion and personal comfort.


Marie Antoinette was reminded of the song 'Killer Queen' by Queen. Please continue, sis. Oh, is it a song for Antoinette?


I always wonder, what is my sin actually. I try not to hurt people's feelings, until I become quiet. I try to be open-minded with everyone. Try not to hold grudges.


Chinese faces, not even Christian. Everyone wants to have names like Westerners. The reason is that others can't pronounce and spell them. Here in the archipelago, our tongues are not accustomed to pronouncing Chinese names.


I once managed to resist for two or three weeks, but then she came back. Seriously, I don't know what else to do. I admit that when I did it, I felt guilty and at the same time my desire was overwhelming. But after doing it, I just feel like crying. Seriously, man.


nak buat mcm mana..dah akal pikiran nya sesingkat skirt nya tu..


Tapi sangat berbeza bila aku dengan orang yang aku tak kenal. even bila jumpa besfren yg dah lama tak jumpa pun, riak muka jadi lain. automatik. kita kan boleh rasa perubahan riak wajah kita. Aku pelik sungguh. padahal aku suka dan happy ape boleh jumpa kawan baik aku tu. ke ade monster bawah kulit muka aku ni? uwaaaaaa


Next episode on a life that was once very difficult and sad before becoming a millionaire lol


Entahlah kenapa saya jadi overthinking bila mahu melangkah keluar dari perkahwinan ini. Sedangkan saya sedar saya hidup dalam toxic marriage. Saya berangan saya boleh jadi perfect wife jika suami bagi saya peluang buat semua tu sebab saya ada kemahiran memasak juga.


1. Bagi yang sedang mengalami masalah yang kau rasa ada kaitan dengan kesihatan mental kau aku doakan kau tabah dan tetap teruskan untuk dapatkan rawatan, stick dengan rawatan, kalau dapat ubat kau makan, doktor suruh buat apa kau buat, doktor suruh tinggal apa kau tinggal. Doktor kau kerek, kaunselor kau tak dengar, kau cari lagi dan lagi dan lagi sampailah kau jumpa orang yang boleh bantu kau atasi masalah kau. Doktor pun manusia jugak. Mungkin nasib kau kurang baik dia bad mood masa hari kau jumpa dia. Yang penting kau terus dan terus dan terus doa dan ikhtiar supaya kau ok dan boleh function balik. Kesihatan mental SANGAT penting ok.


dah pompuan2 engkau pergi pick up tu  bohsia dik sah2 la dah pernah melambung sampai ke syiling dengan ramai jantan.. cuba suruh nek mah ke, leona ke, anak si rebonding lelemak ke buka pintu tu.. confirm la theyols tahu macam mana nak buka..  tak masuk akal langsung.. tak semua lelaki ada supercar.. kalau dia keluar dengan mat rempit je seumo hidup dia macam mana agak2 dia nak bukak pintu supercar?


Mak ayah aku antara penyumbang perangai teruk aku berleluasa. Mereka menambahkan geram dan stress aku. Setiap benda yang aku bagi tahu semua benda mereka tak tahu dan salah faham. Mak ayah aku dah biasa dengar aku mengamuk dan baling barang dalam rumah ni.


Until the beloved one, until the river stops flowing, until the heart stops beating, until the breath no longer exists... until the end of life... and hope, until reaching heaven... P/S: Yesterday, I wrote this on a card. My husband read it, smiled, and kissed my cheek. It felt so beautiful... my soul as a wife is so peaceful.


Please, if you're going to wear pants, wear ones that are decent and cover your behind. It's only mandatory for men to wear pants above their ankles, not women. Why are you trying to dress like that? If you want to wear a shirt, please wear your own. Don't be so eager to wear your sister's clothes. At some point, I wonder if they're not ashamed to dress like that. Don't be so proud to show off your curvy body to others, don't you feel sorry for your future husband? It's okay to be fashionable. You can wear loose clothes and long pants and still look beautiful.


jom kita keluar cari duit  utk beli perabot n beli makanan utk mlm nie


hehe comel sangat.. dgn helmet. memang unik


Can greeting become an issue? As sister Changa said, it can be complicated in Islamic culture.


Propa sgt. Sdgkan apple iphone pon blh letak dgn jelas made in california, assembled in China. For ..  Dia ingat melayu bodohhh


I cry every time I think about my own fate. Every time I hear my friends joking around on the phone with their fathers, I cry in secret. Because I am jealous. I wish I had a good father...


Although this survey may suggest that I have a Western appearance, I am proud to identify as a Singaporean at heart.


Bayangkan kos aku agak padat dan kelas aku bermula dari 8-7 petang, 3 hari begitu. Tambah lagi kelas hafazan 2kali. Aku stress juga sebab tak mampu nak hantar hafalan aku.


i love u  u love me  we are happy family


Pernah tak korang rasa hidup korang macam hollow? Korang rasa dari kecik sampai besar korang ni invincible? Takde sorang nampak korang? Ha aku macamtulah.


... ideal Orang hitam tua lucah, hq Orang hitam tua tiub ... Matang wanita dalam hitam paka ... Pembantu Rumah vids; Pemburu vids;


Ini kali lah. .. buang semua geng sakau. .


But in the long term, I cannot.


Hans carilah yg seagama.  Stop laaa cintun dgn malay.  Payah nak convert


These kind of situations make people like Jihah think multiple times before doing something. It feels like I am too materialistic, expecting perfection. I wonder if I need to change and be patient in waiting for my husband to change his attitude, or if I am just impatient in facing God's tests and trials.


Hello moderator SP.. I want to be the first person to win the prize. Thank you beautiful and sweet moderator SP.


muka dia mcm leona plak sekali imbas. ingatkan dia tadi haha


Aku pernah mohon semua peluang untuk jadi pendidik, tapi semuanya gagal. Kadang aku rasa sedih sangat dengan kegagalan tu sebab seolah-olah ia petunjuk bahawa pendidik bukan bidang aku, dan aku sedih sebab tak dapat tunaikan apa yang ibu bapa mahukan.


If you observe, Judaism seems to not have developed. Why is that? Perhaps they consider only their own nation to be the most noble in the eyes of God.


I see all of this, but I am not able to confront my mother and sister. Later, I will be blamed for not trying to understand my sister who struggles to take care of three children at the same time.


Selasa. Aku perlu buat sesuatu. Kelas kena pergi. Kena bar satu hal pula menjawab di embassy (pegawai latihan in charge student time tu sangat garang, strict tapi bagus. Kepimpinan beridentiti). Bayangkan. Keluar rumah berlari sekuat hati tutup mata. Balik rumah malam supaya tak nampak kelibat pokok tu dalam gelap malam. 3 hari straight rutin aku begitu.


Mar Ini Al Quran berbaris telah menghilangkan sebutan Arab yang sebenar dan menjadikan bacaan tidak lagi bermakna. setiap huruf memiliki nilai dan terdapat khadam huruf yang di datangkan dengannya. maka jika sebutan huruf itu berubah maka binasalah kelebihan yang terdapat padanya .


Is my soulmate someone else's husband? Will I become a home wrecker? Am I willing to steal someone else's happiness? But I have fallen in love with a married man. These are the questions that often play in my mind until now.


Pussy menjilat XXX Filem-filem.


pukimak kau like kimak . whipping cream tk tau pakai then expect orang belikan sendiri puki buto sial anjir babi . https://t.co/VVtZhONRxz


Another lesson is Indon nampak sangat keje kuli jek boleh buat


Bg aku laa rkyt mesia ni baikk.. yg sial tuu haa menteli menteli tuu  terpaksa setuju.. hahaha..


Aku bukanlah seorang yang alim dan bukanlah seorang yang baik. Aku banyak melakukan kesalahan dan dosa yang aku kira agak melampaui batas. Walaupun ramai orang mengatakan bahawa aku ni baik,tapi aku tak rasa lansung yang aku ni baik.


To me, that sentence is mostly used by men. They get married just to use women and make them serve them.


Who was the previous TPM before Mior Muhamad Amir?


seingat aku driver waja tu org indonesia  agaknye dapat no berapa
weta_studio Post at 21-12-2009 11:22 AM  laaa bukan waja convert proton punya ke tu


"akan datang ummatku di akhir zaman terdiri dari kaum wanita yang mana mereka itu berpakaian dalam ... imej seksi dan erotik serta ... mini skirt untuk suami.


Soalan ini khas ditujukan kpd para penganut ajaran wahabi or so-claimed as salafiah yang mengatakan sifat 20 tiada dlm Quran/Hadis..  Kami ASWJ punyai 13 rukun utk setiap solat seperti yang telah diistinbatkan/ditahkikkan/disyarahkan oleh salah satu imam-imam kami, imam syafie. Berapa pula rukun solat dlm ajaran wahabi???  Kalau boleh bagikan dalil2 juga..  TK.  Last edited by mbhcsf on 3-8-2012 12:22 AM \n\n Last edited by mbhcsf on 3-8-2012 12:22 AM \n\n


Yep.. So far, from what I've seen, most of those who have joined are Chinese.. I haven't found any Malays yet..


oh, benda ni tak perlu didiskaskan lagi.  sah dan nyata dan sahih  Hanyalah Iman dan Taqwa sajalah yang menyelamatkan rumahtangga. bukan MONOGAMY atau POLIGAMY  yang bawa masalahnya cuma pengamaldan mangsanya sahaja


Our household runs as usual, although sometimes I get annoyed because he is quite lazy. He is a full-time homemaker but doesn't know how to manage the household and doesn't take care of my food and drink.


For me, it's not surprising at all. Men who don't like it probably lack understanding or interest in general knowledge, right? We need to assess their level of thinking before engaging in an intelligent conversation. It shouldn't be taken lightly. Huhuhu.


Dorang lebih stress adik, dorang lebih teruk dan sedih. Dorang lebih layak untuk cakap give up dengan hidup but they don't. Dorang terima dan move on.


Oh, she wore a Muslim attire, apparently worth asking when she will cover her head.


Tapi jawapan sy tetap sama, sy dah maafkan semua org, sy dah redha, jangan cari sy lagi. Malam tu dia call lagi selepas pukul 1 pagi. Sy angkat sebab time tu semua dh tido. Kalau sy tinggikan suara pun tiada siapa yang dengar. Malam tu dia cerita balik perkenalan kami, ingat tak mula-mula kita kenal macam mana. Dia bagitau dia saja je cakap tersilap call apa semua tu sebenarnya dia rindu, dia rindu nak dengar suara sy, dengar sy marah, sy bebel semua. Habis tu kenapa buang sy dulu. Dia cakap dia tak pernah buang sy, sy yang menghilangkan diri. Sy ingat, sy ingat sampai sekarang ayat dia,


The Korean girl was very attractive, like one of those actresses, and she was willing to assist you in tracking down whatever you needed.


Then my mission with my friend began. Haha we always go to McDonald's not just to eat vanilla sundae cone but also to window shop. haha


Hati aku dah kosong. Rasa macam tak ada perasaan cinta dan kasih sayang antara kami. Tiap kali gaduh akan keluar bahasa yang tak elok. Sama juga dengan Mad. Aku tak rasa dia sayangkan aku. Tapi dia nafikan.


knpa nasib baik tidak menyebelahi kita?  sebagai contoh, diri aku.. banyak 'nasib baik' tidak menyebelahi aku..knpa ini selalu berlaku? adakah ini satu ujian? dan bilakah nasib baik akan sentia ..  mengapa pada nasib kamu landaskan hidup kamu sedangkan TUHAN itu MAHA MENDENGAR dan MELIHAT? and I assume you are a Muslim.


Aku tinggalkan meja makan aku masuk bilik menangis menangis semua, Masa nangis tu aku cuba faham ayah aku and aku dapat paksa diri ni faham ayah. Gaji ayah tak macam orang lain bila payment masuk baru ada duit , kalau payment tak masuk takda lah duit. Aku faham dan kena faham yang masa tu ayah takda duit, aku tak salahkan Ayah mungkin aku takda rezeki nak sambung belajar tpi aku takkan giveup nak sambung belajar walaupun aku kene study dengan budak2 yang umur dia lagi muda dari aku aku tetap nak sambung study .Bulan depan aku nak daftar balik dalam course yang sama .In sha allah ada rezeki aku sambung bulan depan. DOAKAN AKU TAU KORANG , Doakan semua dipermudahkan. Semoga kali ni tak jadi macam dulu. Aminn!


Even without religion, a person is still a human being. There are only two types of human beings: if not good, then evil. Humans are the best creation. Allah would not make a mistake by creating a servant of Satan as the best creation. Let's talk about the greatness of Allah. Do not belittle Him and say that Allah made humans, the best creation, into servants of Satan. If someone becomes a servant of Satan, it means they are not human. Let's understand the concept of religion again. If there is a religion, then one must worship Allah, as only those without a religion worship Satan. And if someone does not have a religion, then they are not human.


So for those who comment with pure intentions, I pray for heaven for you. But for those who simply curse, I pray that the curse will turn back on you and your descendants, and your sins with me will not be forgiven until you personally apologize to me.


I don't want to wear a headscarf 24/7, even when sleeping in the living room. Who knows what might accidentally show and be seen by other men in the house. Isn't it the husband's responsibility to protect his wife?


Since giving birth to my child, I am not allowed to go out alone, even to drive my own car. Everything has to be done with a companion, a loyal friend to go here and there. The wife is resigned, but the truth is she longs for freedom.


Feels like heaven, haha


Dah banyak bebanan mereka tanggung. Aku minta kat ALLAH supaya tempatkan aku di alam roh. Alam di mana aku tidak pernah kenal erti kesedihan, kegelapan, kegembiraan tu semua.


Mixing with rich, Nutella and Biscoff, is indeed delicious.


Hancur hati aku kerana aku tak sangka dia ceraikan aku atas alasan yang remeh, kecil. Aku marah geram kecewa sedih kerana dia selalu menganggap aku isteri yang jahat, yang teruk.


What is the perception of non-Muslims if they receive vaccines in a mosque? It's like Muslims having to go to a church or temple to get vaccinated. If DAP is the current government, they would be accused of disrupting places of worship.


PU Abu ni br kne caci dh mnta mahkamah selesaikn. Zaman nabi dlu rilex and sabar nye baginda. Ko ceramah suh ikut adab rasulullah tp ko kne maki ckit mnta kne back up. Xsesuai la kopiah kamu kat kepala.


4-5 months in, Ucop makin segar. Bunyi dia jerit makin kuat. Kesabaran aku makin nipis. Aku rasa kalau Ucop ni dijaga oleh orang lain, dah lama kot orang tu naik tangan. Tapi aku tak agresif. Aku cakap elok-elok dengan Ucop, mintak dia diam.


kak lin ke sebelah kak bee tu..i loikeee kak lin..
hyexa Post at 21-1-2010 16:29  ngantuk hokeh akak dgr segmen dia.. rasa macam dengar radio rtm ja!


Sebenarnya benda itu betul, cuma kita yang tak sedar.. wallua'lam. Yang kita tahu kita exhausted, letih, rasa beban, banyak masalah dan macam2 lagilah.


Saya juga mudah kesiankan orang, apabila si dia menghantar "sticker" sedih-sedih melalui Whatsapp adakah saya memang tidak mencintainya lagi, saya jadi kesian.


My husband, on the other hand, when he doesn't have money, he will just sleep all day claiming that his body is in pain from hard work. So, I am the one who takes care of the children and the house alone even though I work.


At my age, I have been graduated for a long time but I just took a while to complete my degree. My peers have all finished their degrees and have good jobs, while I am still struggling to find my own path in life.


nanti ko jadi w41, aku panggil ko tuan @ puan..  respek wo..  [ Last edited by  hakeeya at 7-7-2008 10:13 PM ]


I arrived home crying uncontrollably. My mother panicked when she saw me crying. But when she scolded me, she told me not to bother her. I don't blame my mother for not knowing how to comfort me at that time. But I know in her heart she was praying for me to be strong. My parents are not the loving type. They were raised with tough love. I don't expect to be comforted. I might even get scolded if I complain. But I never blame them.


Masa tingkatan 5. Ayah aku meninggal secara tiba2 dalam tidur. Walaupun aku ni selalu bergaduh dengan ayah aku, aku sayang kan ayahku sebab dia la nadi dalam keluarga aku. Masa ayah aku tak ada, baru aku sedar bertapa pentingnya ada ayah. Selepas ayah aku meninggal, aku dilanggar kereta sewaktu melintas jalan ke sekolah. Masa aku jatuh tu, aku toleh belakang. Sebab selama ini aku tahu ayah aku akan sentiasa ada dibelakang aku untuk ke sekolah. Tapi sayang, masa tu aku teringat kembali yang ayah aku sudah tiada. Menangis aku waktu itu bukan kerana luka kemalangan tapi kerana sedar ayah aku tiada ketika aku sangat memerlukannya. Hidupku sekeluarga terumbang ambing selepas kematian ayahku. Kami dihalau dari rumah oleh adik beradik ayahku sebab tanah yang kami duduk adalah milik arwah nenek aku (emak ayah aku). Katanya keluarga aku tak ada hak nak duduk atas tanah tu sebab ayah aku sudah meninggal. Ibu aku pula hanya la surirumah. Dia tidak tahu drive. Naik basikal pun ibu aku tak tahu. Ni lebih menyukarkan hidup aku dan ibu aku sebab pergerakan kami terbatas. Abang aku masa tu tinggal di asrama universiti. Hanya aku dan ibu aku terpaksa hadap derita hidup tanpa ayah aku. Nasib baik aku ada lesen moto sebelum ayah aku meninggal. So dapat la aku bawak ibu aku pergi beli barang dapur. Melihat kereta ayah aku hanya terletak sahaja di garaj, adik beradik ayah aku tuntut supaya diberikan kereta tu kepada mereka.


Assalamualaikum and hello readers. Suddenly I miss blogging haha. I am not a UIA student but I like to read confessions here. I often wonder why some people pray, cover their aurah (wear long hijab, wear handsocks, wear ankle-length pants) but at the same time they still have a boyfriend/girlfriend. I have met many people like this. I feel like everyone already knows that having a boyfriend/girlfriend is HARAM. Or is there someone who still doesn't know?


There's no need to keep bragging about such practices. Just share a little bit, that's enough.


Because the popcorn is delicious,


Tetapi sebenarnya saya perlu berada di rumah untuk membuat kerja rumah. Saya sering cemburu dengan kawan-kawan saya serta sepupu saya. Dihadiahkan makeup dan apa sahaja. Sedangkan saya cuma diberikan makeup yang dah lama expired yang ibu punya.


3) sosial Aku yang dulunya periang semakin hari semakin hilang senyuman dari bibir. Air wajah berubah kusam. Untuk memandang wajah orang sekeliling aku jadi gementar. Seolah otot2 mata dan kepala tidak boleh dikawal (like shaking) apabila berhadapan dengan orang sekeliling dan memaksa aku untuk tidak memandang kemata apabila bercakap. Ianya bertentangan dengan prinsip aku sebelum ini bahawa untuk membina keyakinan, pentingnya eye-contact. Oleh sebab itu,Aku lebih banyak menyendiri dan menghabiskan sisa2 masa di katil. Adakah aku depresi?


Sometimes I get tired of hearing my cousin complain about how much stuff she has to throw away with her mom. When she tries to find something, it's already in the trash. Even her new work socks disappear because her mom insists they can only be worn once before being thrown away. She's not allowed to wash them. Sometimes her mom saves some of her things to be washed, but if she catches her, she'll cry and guilt trip her kids for not listening to her.


The children of Adam and Eve were born into various races. The appearance of Qabil/Habil and their twin has already been described. The fair-skinned ones may be Caucasian, while the dark-skinned ones may be African. This pattern continued with their other children, with some being born as Chinese, Indian, and so on. However, it is said that the earliest races in the world originated from Africa, as many DNA tests trace their roots back there. What I want to know is how the world came to have such a variety of languages. All languages are believed to have originated from Adam and Eve, who descended from heaven (the language of heaven being Arabic). Therefore, the original language in the world must have been Arabic. But from Arabic, other languages emerged. Did the children of Adam create their own languages before separating and forming their own communities?


nasihat pada kawan tt  ramai kat luar tu belum bersuami n beranak..  yang dah adakeluarga ni jaga lah amanah Allah tu baik2..  kenapa la tak bole .nak kawal nafsu..  diuji sedikit sahaja sudah mengelabah..  isteri ni paling mudah nak masuk syurga jika ikut perintah Allah n suami..  jangan le hal yang remeh temeh ni memudahkan kawan tt ni masuk neraka..  kalau sibukkan diri dengan rumahtangga n pelajaran n keperluan anak2  pastinya tiada masa nak melayan perasaan godaan syaitan nih


Assalamualaikum. As the title suggests, I am very afraid of men. Since I was young, from the age of 5 until now in my mid-30s, I am still afraid of men. My perception is that men are intimidating and only want to be treated like kings.


Translate and expand 'convert sebab nak kahwin..bukan sebab nak islam..just nak share cite sedih tapi benar..ada staf kat sini kawin ngan convert..siap dah ada anak dua orang..usia perkahwinan maybe dalam 4-5 tahun..bini convert dia tue keja kat imigresen..kena transfer gi kl..suami kat sini lagi la..tak sampai setahun bini dia dah main kayu tiga kat kl..sekarang dalam proses penceraian..tanya kat staf tu tak nak cuba ubat kg ker..dia cakap tak nak la sebab tak nak 'bekas' orang..means?!?!..baru masuk mahkamah hari tue bini minta cerai tapi dia tak lafaz cerai depan hakim..kena tunda blan 11..ceritenyer pempuan tu meroyan kat mahkamah nak bunuh diri sebab tak kena cerai..bikin panas jer aku dengar citer nie..nauzubillah..' to standard English and standard Malay.


According to Muslims they not allowed to greet or wish pagan faith festivals because it is haram.  What about Christians point of view? Does the Bible says OK? YES, Jesus did give parable on this ..  It seems you are making your own conclusion on this. Who say HARAM? and halal haram on issues pertaining certain acts wont be based on indidvidual quote, we can simply just ignore that.


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Kalau nak sebut apa yang saya telah bagi pada dia orang. Rasanya tak ramai menantu perempuan yang sanggup buat hari ini. Serious .. kalau nak cerita, jenuh tangan nak tulis. Cukuplah saya kata, kalau ada sorang dua yang tahu hal saya, mereka akan geleng kepala. Dan kalau nak cerita apa yang mereka buat pada saya, hingga ada masa saya rasa mahu lari dari semua. Pun akan buat orang geleng kepala.


But to keep my mother's heart, I often keep quiet because it's tiring to argue with her since women always want to win.


Why do friends have to choose who gets into university and who doesn't? If someone doesn't get into university, does that mean they are not worthy of being friends with someone who does? In the eyes of God, all humans are the same, whether they get into university or not.


"..mencari ilmu ‘kerohanian’ untuk membuatkan ramai wanita jatuh cinta kepadanya."  Ptthuihh.. nampak naw pakai sihir.  Patut la kawin macam ayam.


7. You are very Islamic and pure, but why do you like to trouble people and make things difficult for your own benefit? The end does not justify the means.


Wearing a hijab makes it easier to cover the chest. Avoid wearing a hijab like a princess from UMNO that reveals the forehead.


Aku cuba untuk menumpukan sepenuh perhatian pada semua subject , habis sahaja kuliah aku terus pulang ke bilik , aku study balik apa yang aku tak faham masa dalam class , ada waktunya aku skip waktu makan sampai malam . Aku nak yang terbaik untuk aku dan jgk keluarga aku . Bila aku dipukul pada malam tuh , aku salahkan keluarga aku sebab mereka tidak faham naluri seorang anak . Aku dapatkan phone untuk memaklum kejadian tersebut pada keluarga aku , aku bernasib baik apabila bapa saudara ku menjemput aku pada awal pagi untuk membuat laporan polis . Aku dibenarkan cuti untuk beberapa hari .


Soalan yg tidak dapat aku jawab... kerana aku hanya solat apabila berada di sana dan jika saya pulang ke kampung aku mula alpa. Mungkin disbabkn suasana persekitaran . Pernah suatu ketika ak nekad untuk berubah tapi perubahan tidak kekal.


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Surely, if someone thinks about it, people of religion should not behave like that, because they should already know that it is bad, not good, and a sin! I do not deny that...


Aku call mak aku dekat kampung, masa tu aku menangis sampai tersedu-sedu. Aku mintak maaf dekat dia, sebab aku nama dia yang buruk walhal dia dah ajar aku sebaik mungkin.


So it sounds like you have no legitimate reasons to believe he will do anything to you (because you have never even met him) other than him being a guy, so i would say yes, YTA for being sexist.


He will scold my younger siblings but his sentence will always end with, "Do you want to end up like your sister who just sits in front of her phone and laptop all day without working or contributing any money to this household?"


It has crossed my mind that perhaps he doesn't want to let me go because he still needs me to satisfy his frequent desires. I apologize if this confession is a bit too open.


As someone who also works, I am forced to bear all the responsibilities of the family from A to Z alone. It's indescribably exhausting, especially with the increasing number of children. Due to the lack of time spent together, communication broke down.


There are times when I cry because it's too quiet. My friends are all in KL, while I'm far up north, in the countryside. We only meet occasionally.


Have you ever felt like your life is hollow? Do you feel like you're invincible from childhood to adulthood? No one sees you? That's how I feel.


Masing2 ada definition islam masing2. Masa tu aku tak boleh terima, dan rasa dia mempermainkan agama Allah. Sesuka hati jer nak divert definition of Islam. Masa tu, Allah je tahu perasaan aku. Cukup la aku boleh terima dia lembut dan berkawan dengan geng pondan, ni nak suruh aku terima dia berkelakuan sedemikian.


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Aku memang jenis malas sikit. Tambahan pregnant ni asik sakit je. Suami aku sikit pun tak pernah marah-marah kalau dia balik tengok rumah macam sepah sikit (sebab dia perfectionist). Dengan tenang dia yang kemas semua tu. kalau aku tak masak, dia tenang je. Tiap malam aku rasa berdosa sebab tak sempurna untuk dia. Tiap malam jugaklah aku tanya "awak marah saya ke?" Dia jawab "tak" sambil peluk aku. Menitik airmata tiap kali dia buat camtu.


Moga dipenjara pehtu denda 50k USD. Kena tegas. Baru orang lain tak ikut buat.


The messengers and the last prophet have already completed their mission.. the end of time.. it's good.. no wonder there are no more prophets.. hahaha


The number of children in hospital is extremely low. Even if we remove 85 individuals from the hospital, it does not change the fact that the remaining 532 unvaccinated individuals are putting themselves at risk due to their own choices and are in real danger of dying.


Sekor baruah ni konar baring, bajet dr kkm la sial nk repair ward , or topap lagi , awat takot sgt anwar tmbah duit untuk repair hosp pasai apa? Najib cuti duit buat 1mdb kau xmarah pun pukimak


I was really down during the middle of my internship. I even cried because I wanted to change my internship placement. I was so angry because I experienced gender discrimination. What's the point of studying engineering then? When I talked to my friends about their internship experiences, I felt ashamed and didn't want to share mine at all. They went to the plant, climbed this and that, did testing here and there. And me? I just faced the computer and helped print forms. Since finishing my internship, I've been determined to work hard and prove that women can also be engineers.


Cemburu? Takkanlah, kami bukan ada apa2 pun. Langsung tak terlintas dalam fikiran aku yang dia ada perasaan dengan aku. Sakit aku pulak macam mana? Aku selalu sakit kepala, selalu sakit2 badan. Makan ubat pun hasilnya kejap je lega, sakit lagi.


U nak rawatan macam mana?  secara komplmentary ke  atau secara islam..  hubungi uncle..by pm


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I have a big heart and enough love to give that I am able to love myself and him equally.


I don't see any wonder.


Ada satu perkara yang Maria buat, yang betul-betul mencabar kesabaran aku. Kalau dia ada depan aku masa tu, aku dah kukuskan dia.


Expression related to how adultery blocks blessings. I feel it. I feel how Allah withdraws the blessings I had before.


Who is Sarogini Naidu? If she wants people to gather around when the bell is sounded, then she should visit the local prison. Prisoners usually assemble in such a manner, in front of a warden who instructs them on what to do and how to do it.


Dia memilih untuk menceraikan saya dan pilihannya adalah yang kedua. Ketika itu isterinya menyerang saya di fb dan melemparkan fitnah yang Maha hebat kepada saya. Isterinya yang kedua mengatakan saya diceraikan dan saya pergi ke pejabat agama untuk memastikan status saya yang sebenarnya.


He saw my pale, lesioned face as if there was no blood. As if he just saw a ghost. Everything I saw seemed real, like it was happening in the world. Not a dream. Realistic.


Relax, brother, relax. Relax, brother, relax. Relax, brother, relax, lah. What caller ringtone is the best, right?


It is written that my soulmate is not with A and perhaps A is not the religious man I am looking for. Therefore, I accept it and my first search mission ends. That's all.


pukimak js sot sial


Negara Bintulu fefeeling KL jem namampus. Ada yang sampai habis minyak kereta gais


Assalamualaikum, I want to ask about non-Muslims giving salam. Case: Yesterday, my Indian colleague greeted his Indian friend by saying 'Assalamualaikum'. Perhaps their intention was just to joke around without realizing that I overheard them. I pretended not to notice, although deep down I felt guilty for remaining silent after hearing it. Question: What should I do in such a situation? Thank you for the explanation.


I promised my therapist two weeksI opened up deeper than I ever have before to my therapist today. I admitted  twice this week I had almost ended it all. She asked me why. I replied that I needed control. Self harm had been my control but I had to chose between cutting and my boyfriend. Let’s just say we are celebrating six months next week. Now the only control I feel is choosing to live or die. It is the fundamental choice that is mine alone. My therapist asked me” Can you stay safe these next two weeks?” I said maybe. She replied. “I want to see you at our next appointment. I look forward to hearing how things are with your job and boyfriend. I look forward to it. So can you promise me you will be here to tell me about it?” I said yes. She asked me to say the promise out loud. I said “I promise to stay alive”, then I broke down crying. She started crying as well. For the first time giving up that control felt like a release. I never thought promising someone to stay alive would bring me to such a state of tears and vulnerability. My therapist has helped me become so much more open. She has helped keep me alive. For that I am thankful.


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Post Last Edit by ParinAmat at 15-3-2010 15:28, I don't see the relevance of this as an issue. The man she married is supposed to be like a leader, yet he still divorces women. If he's already a husband, shouldn't he be responsible and not just interested in fooling around? Why attack women too?


8. Project management. This one is the most valuable because it taught me from A-Z. Sometimes I stayed at the site until midnight just to learn. If I didn't ask questions, I would get scolded because he knew I didn't know. Haha Sometimes it's not that I don't want to ask, but how can I ask if I don't know anything. Over time, I started asking more things because my brain was being washed every day. Now I feel confident because I have a little more knowledge so I can show off. exuse me!


7# zai_arhus  betul tu ustaz..saya seronok bersoal jawab dgn ustaz sebab jawapan ustaz sungguh bersederhana dan rendah diri..terima kasih sekali lagi..


Dan masa tu jugak aku dapat rasa, dugaan tunang sangat mencabar. Yes, it's real beb. Hampir2 aku putus tunang disebabkan emosi masing-masing.


After that, just talk to the child in front of him, 'look, daddy knows how to do bla bla.' Just want to boost his ego a little haha.


Ya, aku tak membentak, jauh sekali melenting. Aku diam, aku berlagak seperti biasa. Tapi jujur, aku kecewa. Aku tak dapat nak pandang wajah kedua duanya sebab aku sedih teramat. Orang nampak aku seolah olah seperti tiada masalah, seronok nak kahwin. Tapi orang tak tahu, aku rasa apa sekarang ni.


Imagine when we in Singapore are worried about millions of foreigners and non-talented individuals taking our jobs, why wouldn't Malaysians feel the same way too? If I understand correctly, our strong Singaporean economy directly or indirectly contributes to their higher inflation and crime rates. How many Singaporeans have been scammed by lottery scams? Do Malaysians really need us to drive over to buy their sugar and petrol? It's a shame that we are essentially stealing from the Malaysian government because their petrol is subsidized, and we are competing with the locals. Do Malaysians need their roads congested by our Singaporean cars? We Singaporeans don't like any of these things, and we shouldn't expect others to like them either. We have this attitude that we are above our neighbours and that they need us more than we need them, so they better open their legs wide. Think about it, Malaysia doesn't belong to Singaporeans.


Maafkan saya, jika tulisan saya bakal menyinggung perasaan kalian dalam keadaan saya tak sedar. Tujuan saya menulis di sini adalah untuk berkongsi hidup untuk kita bersama-sama ambil pengajaran dan pedoman, bukan untuk membuka pekung di dada.


How many Daniels do we have? I thought only one. Please don't be embarrassed.


It's like cream sold by weight


Mahu ke tandas atau makan pun tidak sampai 5/10 minit aku kena cepat cepat berada di meja kerana akan ada mulut mulut puaka yang akan membebel di mana aku? Tidak buat kerja kah?


stuckhub no auntie also kena jialat jialat don t cry when it broadcast to delist at price of


sian anak2 dia kurang kasih sayang  sian laki dia terpaksa bermanja ngan bibik


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It has been almost a year now.


If there is, I think that woman is unfortunate to only attract men who are interested in indecency. It's not just unfortunate, it's a lifetime of misery.


The original poster is potentially facing a problem with their means of earning a living. They are already under a significant amount of stress, so please be gentle with them.


Tengok live bawah khemah ini memang tidak dengar apa


Nobody caresThey all dumb down mental illness. Its not that serious right? Wrong this is not the case mom/dad... You been with me through it all and now if I mention it you all just say "cut it out" so I do and surpress my inner feelings once again. Until my breaking point where I end up in the ER or dead and then they care...


Jika ada yang berkelapangan untuk mencuri masa membaca kisah saya ini semoga berlapang dada kerana pastinya ada yang tak kena. Maklumlah saya ada penyakit mental dan saka.


Oh, I have a certain medicine that I keep taking non-stop. Sometimes it's embarrassing.


Tetapi lumrah seorang manusia, saya juga kadang-kadang letih, penat dan menangis tetapi saya lebih suka menyembunyikan perasaan kerana bila diceritakan, ia ditakuti menyakitkan hati orang yang saya sayang. saya harap wanita di luar saya dan mungkin awak (mungkin si dia membaca luahan ini) agar tahu bahawa saya sedang cuba bawa kita mencapai impian tetapi setiap impian akan ada pengorbanan dan dalam hal ini pengorbanan masa yang saya tidak dapat tunaikan buat masa ini. semoga pengorbanan kita menjadikan perhubungan kita lebih kuat.


Trauma yang tu menyebabkan aku tak mengenali mana2 lelaki sehingga aku bertemu lelaki yang kedua. Ya selepas beberapa tahun baru terbuka pintu hati ni. Memang aim aku nak kekal hubungan sampai kahwin, sampai syurga.


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Dia sedar yang dia tengah belai rambut dia tu ketika tidur tapi dia takdapat stop daripada belai rambut dia sendiri. Sampailah satu masa, dia stop sendiri. Bila tersedar dari tidur, hanya Tuhan yang tahu, penat dan lenguhnya tangan dia sebab duk belai rambut je. Dan yang paling teruk, rambut gugur tu merata tempat. Jenuh jugak la tiap hari kena kutip rambut gugur tu.


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Dari mula mengandung saya mabuk teruk. Tak mampu berbuat apa-apa kecuali terbaring selama 5 bulan. Ketika itu permainan emosi bermula. Saya rasa diri saya terikat, tak bebas seperti dulu untuk melakukan sesuatu.


Terasa seperti kawan tak guna, aku berjanji dengan diri aku akan support kawan-kawan sebaik mungkin. Tapi aku berharap juga kawan-kawan faham akan kemampuan aku.


It cannot be changed... it will happen naturally because God has created women like that.


Here, let's take a lesson. Women... don't care about what people say. We have dignity, we have rights. Don't bother about what others say. 1. If we get married late, people say we're picky. 2. If we don't have children soon, they say we're infertile. 3. If we get divorced, they say we can't take care of our husband. And so on..


Mak bapak kiter lainlah citer sebab dulu tak banyak pengaruh tapi sekarang ni lainlah pulak. Walaupun mender halal dah ada tapi nak try gak test mender haram yang banyak di luar sana. <-- ini teman tak mo komen.. macam teman kabokan kat mike td.. masing2 ade pendapat masing.. :handshake:


lelaki ckp blom kawen tp dah kawen tu bukan bodoh..tu cerdik menipu..  pompuan yg mudah percaya  ..  Hehe ye la kan. Tetap nk menegakkn benang basah. Skali kena kt adik pompuan,kakak atau anak pompuan sendiri,baru ada akal gamaknye ye. Ye la kan, baru ada akal sebab sebelum ni bodoh. Opps! Kuikui


Kesian aku b****h tak simpan kata budak2 sekarang. Korang doakan ya aku dalam perjuangan mohon fasakh dari Bakar. Kenapa aku mohon fasakh? Sebab aku jumpa benda pelik2 kat rumah macam bahan pujaan movie Thailand.


I feel compelled to write today because recently, our efforts to meet with a doctor for months to investigate what is hindering us from conceiving a child after several years of marriage have come to an end.


There were many guys who tried to approach me since school, older brothers, younger brothers, boyfriends or whatever, but none of them stuck and they immediately shut down and turn off when they see that I'm weird. Haha.


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I went in and out of the hospital several times before... The doctors just labeled me as having a normal illness (thanks to the doctors for understanding) because I didn't want people's opinions and at the same time, I met with specialists to get back to myself. I met... I found something that changed depression into something else. Thanks to those who stayed with me until the end while I was fighting depression despite many other disturbances. Being alone is not the answer to depression. Never... Ever... Leave someone who is in depression because we are not sure what is in their mind.


Okay, whatever it is, hopefully COVID-19 will disappear soon. Being stuck at home makes me feel even more lonely. I better keep myself busy with work. So that I won't feel upset. HAHAHA goodbye.


Indonesians, instead of being busy trying to be pioneers, it would be better to correct the basic Islamic beliefs there, such as interfaith marriages, and many more.


I'm hoping I can put an SX Core in.


For me, burgers must have cheese. It's nice, but okay lah, at least we won't need to eat those burgers with mole.


Saya dah jadi susah nak percayakan lelaki. Hari hari saya tanya pada Allah swt, adakah saya dapat rasa true love tu satu hari? Will i ever get married? Masih ada ke lelaki yang betul betul suka saya dengan setulus hati? (Macam tak ada harapan dah sebenarnya.)


Ila Kan jangan malukan kaum hawa yang bertudung. . .


Pasik sial haramjadah


So I cancelled my desire to pursue it. I told my wife that I would not be poor and hungry if I did not get my money back, because Allah will still provide sustenance for me.


Macam aku cakap, aku tak biar pun dia hidup aman damai bila dia balik tu. Memang salah cakap sikit je aku tembak terus.


Dia dah kawin dan ada 2 org anak. Untuk pengetahuan korang, dia ada cerita kat aku masalah rumah tangga dia. Dan masalah yg dia bg tau tu. Pada aku memang tak masuk akal. Dan lepas je tahu dia dah berkahwin. Aku terus buka satu acc fake (facebook). Aku cari nama dia dan nama wife dia. Mmg jumpa, aku add. Aku tgk muka anak dia dan bini dia. Setiap hari okay. Mungkin sebab tu otak aku dah berfungsi balik. Aku memang tak sampai hati nak buat anak dia macam tu. Sbb budak tu mmg x bersalah. Aku pernah msj dgn wife dia. Tapi tak sampai hati nak bgi tau. Sebab aku takut. Takut aku runtuhkan rumah tangga org.


He just smiles.. positive and enthusiastic!


But I am really fed up. I am a woman, a mother of 4 children. Been married for 15 years. I feel like only the first 2 years of marriage my husband was the head of the family. The remaining 13 years, it's been me.


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Selepas memasuki alam foundation, kami berjauhan. Dia di sebelah utara dan saya di selatan. Atas alasan lama tidak berjumpa (hampir 7 bulan). Dia mengajak saya untuk berjumpa di tengah-tengah negeri antara kami. Pertemuan pertama, pertemuan yang tidak disangka, dan bukan seperti yang saya gambarkan. Ajakan dia untuk kami bermalam di hotel saya terima dengan janji tiada apa-apa yang akan berlaku antara kami. Mungkin terlampau percaya dan naifnya saya sehingga kami terlanjur di malam pertemuan kami itu. Saya menjadi takut, takut atas kebodohan diri saya. Saya mula rasa hilang arah dan dia juga yang menyedapkan hati saya tiada apa-apa yang berlaku.


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Originally posted by topeng perak on 24/6/2006 at 22:05. Hey hey hey... I, who am a believer and God-fearing, am accused like this... well... sigh... damaging my image, huh... silently ~ just nagging, TP... don't try to hide behind your silver mask... hahaha.


Sulking? Guess what, men can't sulk. They'll be labeled as effeminate. And when men sulk, women just say "sorry" and everything will be back to normal. But when women sulk, they need to say "sorry" accompanied by a field of Cameron tea flowers, chocolates as big as a football field, a dinner as high as Mount Everest, and an iPhone 6 7 8 9 10s. Even then, they might not be forgiven.


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I have a two year old. I wonder what the long-term developmental effects will be for her generation.


In the end, I'm not sure what I can do. He's a good man, very respectful of others. His level of respect for older people is very high, rarely do you meet someone like him. I believe that's why my parents like him so much. He's also a patient person, even when I'm being difficult (even though he's the reason behind it), he never gets angry. But it's sad, I have nowhere to turn to. He should be the first person to hold my hand and save me. However, I believe he loves me but he's just rare, a very rare person maybe. I'm always researching why he's that way. I want to find out if there's any explainable reason why he is this way. Meanwhile, inside I am tormented. Sometimes, I struggle and come back to my senses. I don't know. Just pray for us, also pray that we will be blessed with children. Maybe things will change a bit with the arrival of a child, God willing.


One day there was no electricity.. it was quite nice. Boredom led to having a barbecue.


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If in Malaysia apostasy is not punishable by death... but if this country were to fully implement Islamic law, the natural disposition of humans is that there is no god.


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I'm too exhausted to keep trying.So here we are again. I've lost count of the amount of times I've completely broken down and felt the urge to throw myself off the nearest bridge and just be done with it. I'm so extremely tired, no matter how much I sleep I still want to close my eyes. I'd rather not wake up again.

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I've given life my everything for the past year and a half. I was depressed and miserable and still got admitted to two top 30 public universities in the US. But since I can't get things together financially to make it work it's yet another dream so close yet so far away from my reach. Sometimes I wonder what I could accomplish if I just found peace of mind. I know I have a lot of potential, I'm self aware enough to realize that.

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My 19 years in this world have been nothing but being abused, manipulated and lied to. Sometimes it becomes excruciatingly difficult to hold in my boiling rage. That's when I am most afraid that I'll snap one day and end the lives of those who've caused me to feel this miserable.

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I'm tired of the existential crises at one in the morning, the mental breakdowns and the moments when I feel a glimpse of hope only to have all my willpower fade away a few hours later.

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I get up every day, put on a fake mask and go to work where I try to pretend that everything's alright for nine hours before I go back home, to a family that's done nothing but make my life a living hell, only to have to do everything over again the next day.

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I can feel that I'm losing both physical and mental strength every single day that passes, nowadays I get tired from a mere ten push-ups. It's like I'm dying, probably on account of how I have no appetite, and the last time I had any energy to exercise was months ago.

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I just want to rest, I can't go on like this anymore.


For years I let it be. Until one day I had to go to the hospital again because the pain was unbearable. Oh yes, by this time I was almost done with my diploma. And when the MRI confirmed that there was a problem with my spine and nerves, it was quite serious. From there, they were shocked. Regretful for not believing me before. My heart swelled with the desire to fight their words. After all this time. After getting a new diagnosis, they finally realized and believed me. Now I am waiting for the results to see if surgery is necessary or not.


Dia buat dah tonggang melayu islam time2 election ni demi masing2 dpt pegang kuasa phuiiii


Mustaqim Abdul Rahman oii sifat. .. kemajuan dan kemakmuran satu Malaysia lah didahulukan. .. padan batu api sahaja melayu. . .


Although having blind or excessive faith in the talismanic properties of masks has been quite unhealthy, I hope that this practice will disappear soon, especially the ritual of making very young children wear masks.


TG malim perak hadir. .


Orix: I bet dalam 75% tu 80% adalah Melayu. Tgok komen pun tahu, semua complain psal gaji n kerja. Ummah cainis aman2 jah bukak bisnes sendiri, melabur main ..  Ummah melayu abis belajar terus aim nak masuk kerajaan masuk pagi punch card terus lepak mamak semedang 10 kaunter tp yg buka cuma 2 je.. pastu senang buat loan.. ada pencen.. walaupun pkp x kerja gaji jalan bla bla bla.. minda masih ditakuk yg sama seperti tahun 90an..


seems easy.. tp kenapa ade jugk point nak slahkan dri sendiri.. no no no..  Because i have walked away too many times  i hv no regrets. Cuma menharapkan kebahagian yg sama utk yg ditinggalkan dan yg meninggalkan.  Last edited by intriQue on 22-12-2014 12:56 PM


Thank you, benign! You are awesome, man.


If you look at Islamic artists in Malaysia, they seem to imitate Western artists, and even ordinary people who are not artists do the same. I have met many Muslims who do things that non-Muslims do.


When our parents grow old, we should take care of them just like how our children will take care of us. Remember how we treat our parents, that's how our children will treat us in the future.


terpaling sampahla zionis ni


Kadang saya fikir susah sangat ke untuk dia care pasal orang sekeliling yang ambil berat pasal dia. Saya cuba sesuaikan diri ambil hati dia.. tapi end up dia saja yang betul. Kadang sedapkan hati "xpelah orang tua kan" but sometimes she's too much.


Even the religious teacher rides a Mercedes to give lectures... and appears on TV shows. Let's create controversial topics... even though there are more important issues like divorces and conflicts!


ok its not ne its joel swee lin


Everyone in my office is beautiful (in my eyes) and has their own strengths, but what happened recently was a real wake-up call for all those who chase after just a pretty face. In my office, there is a hot girl named Kathy, who is very fair-skinned, wears heavy makeup, is very thin, and has a messy hairstyle. Another graduate from Gombak named Ita has dark skin, wears a hijab, is modestly dressed, but has sharp features, a pointed nose, round eyes, and a body that is neither thin nor fat, and is quite pretty. Her only flaw is her dark skin. I often see Kathy and Ita in the prayer room. If Kathy removes her makeup, the difference is noticeable. Whereas Ita looks the same without makeup. Therefore, the beautiful life in Malaysia often promotes the idea that being thin and fair-skinned is beautiful. Even if someone's face is unattractive, they are considered beautiful if they are fair-skinned. That's why slimming and whitening products are so popular here.


Ask him to get a pair of gloves, haha. It will make him look more professional too.


Those who didn't become housewives or couldn't have children are high in demand, don't judge others. You must be saying that they are not mentally strong. Fragile, unlike our mothers before. Can't handle children, can't manage time... many will comment like this.


The only thing that keeps me of ending the life is the fear of physical painI've written around 400 words before I deleted them. My mind is too messy right now to write anything that is understandable.

I'm early 20's but I feel so old. I feel like my life has passed away.. like I've finally ended it and I'm just waiting for the end. I don't care anymore if a nuclear war would wipe off the whole world because there is nothing worth fighting or living for.

Every day is nothing but emptyness. Sometimes there is devil in my head removing the emptyness with pictures and words.. I can't stand to see and hear anymore.

I always here this fucking crap like "others dream of the live you have", and this makes me feel like no one understands me. I know that there are people fighting cancer, poverty, wars.. But no one understands that what my head is doing to me makes me end it. End the suffering that I can't stand anymore.
A cancer patient takes his power off the will to have a live they dreamed of. But there are no dreams anymore. No hope. There is nothing that makes me want to fight this war anymore.

There is no fear of regretting the end of my life anymore, no fear of ending it before it gets better, no fear of missing anything the live has planned for me.
Just the fear of the pain of the rope around my neck.. or the street coming closer and closer.. the train not killing me instantly but giving me endless minutes of heavy suffering.
Maybe this fear is the last attempt of the small light inside my head fighting this eternal darkness.


Keno kencing lg melayu kito.. Cayo la lagi ko berkakas ni Rafizi Ramli


It is sad to see the gradual decline of Islamic manners and morals in our society. It seems like the end times are near. We just have to wait for Allah's punishment to come. Yes, gentlemen, we are living in the end times. The time when scholars are belittled and insulted as they please. Respect for the scholars, who are the heirs of the Prophet, has long been forgotten. They are criticized and condemned by fatwas that distance them from things that Allah hates. However, these fatwas contradict our desires. We still want those things. We want to 'legalize' all those forbidden things. We are looking for ways to make them permissible. We say,


I am reluctant to provide specific figures, but there are legitimate reasons why many Singaporean natives (like the OP) are expressing dissatisfaction with the fact that certain departments in their Singaporean companies appear to be predominantly staffed by foreigners. This is simply because there are indeed a significant number of foreign workers in these departments.


Everything was okay until I teased her about her family. I have mixed blood so I thought she could take my teasing when I said that they might also have mixed blood since they are close to a neighboring country.


It's because the government treat employers like parents and fine the employer 5k if their maid got pregnant. So basically giving the employer the parental role of ensuring their maid don't have sex that makes them act like parents.


Alhamdulillah. Ini adalah sebaik2nya. 2 thumbs up for you gal!


Zaman DSNR is the most blessed..


Wishing you a lifetime of happiness together, with both joyful moments and laughter that lasts.


farhan ada potensi ke final. tapi setakat ni farhan dapat lagu yang tak payah dia menari.  cuma aku tak setuju sangat bila pengkritik kata "awaklah juara AF4". tahun lepas adlin pun kata mcm tu jugak kat idayu. sebelum tu kudsia pun kata mcm tu jugak pada kaer.  aku takut kata2 pengkritik tu makan diri pelajar2. last2 dorang naik lemak & perasan bagus. ini jugak tak adil kepada pelajar2 lain. mereka boleh down. puji boleh puji tapi jangan kata "awaklah juara". ini belum final. tmbh2 undian sms. mcm2 boleh jadi


Yang! Take the knife! My mother screamed. I felt sad seeing my mother like that. She looked tired and hadn't even taken a shower yet. Everyone's face looked worse than a withered peach. Even scarier than someone possessed. I don't even want to talk about my own face. Even ghosts would think twice about bothering their own kind.


I ate a lot to calm myself down so now I'm hesitant to eat and share my food in fear of overeating... but people say I'm not good at taking care of others' feelings.


1. Is he going to Korea for work? Is learning the language just a side thing? Because he mentioned before that he works to pay for his studies. 2. You do have a heart and feelings. But is it only for yourself, dear? You lack empathy, you're egoistic, you don't care, and you have no sense of responsibility towards the people around you.


then my son will reprimand me, haha, like a little police officer


I apologize if my writing is messy. I would like to ask those who are reading my poor writing to pray for me to stay strong in my struggles. Later, I will share in more detail what has happened in my life.


So, asking for help from someone who is called a woman (because I am also a woman), before taking a 'soft' or 'sweet' or 'helpless' approach to the man... think about the man's wife and children at home.


Sometimes I feel like giving up on giving all this advice. Because there are times when I feel like my advice is not appreciated. Not taken seriously..


Kamu semua janganlah terlampau menghina perempuan seperti ini, kerana kamu tidak berada di tempat mereka. Mereka juga tidak pernah terfikir untuk berada di tempat gelap itu.


... ramai2 kisah seru sex dengan ibuku sendiri yang pantat tembam da tetek yang ... xwx gadis indonisa gan negro awek tetek besar wanita negro bontot tembam ...


Then there are people out there who say, "Oh, it's only 50, why is it so hard to get?" I am very fed up with people like this. But that's just it, maybe they don't understand that it's actually sensitive for those of us who go through it.


Because Islam is now lagging behind in terms of science and technology. So we don't have many choices and are forced to use medications that contain forbidden substances.


Sambil-sambil aku faham setiap slide, tuhan je tahu betapa aku risau dengan final kali ni. Semua midterm aku fail. Semua markah quiz bawah dari separuh markah penuh.


Disusun Terbaik XXX Katalog.


Sekarang ni aku masih bertahan dengan semua ni. Slow talk pun isteri tak layan. Nak luah kat adik beradik aku, takut buka aib keluarga isteri pulak. Nak luah kat isteri, merajuk pulak nanti. Kat sini je lah tempat aku mengadu dan luahkan. Lesson learnt dekat siapa-siapa yang belum berkahwin, pilih lah isteri dan keluarga mertua betul-betul. Pastikan agama diorang, walau tak alim, at least diorang tahu nafkah, tanggungjawab dan basic agama.


Bila dekat family ibu pula. Aku jadi lain. Aku jadi pendiam dan aku akan duduk dengan ibu je. Tak tahu kenapa tapi jadi macam tak biasa. Setahu aku, kebanyakan orang yang dikatakan 'pendiam' ni dia akan start to selesa dan bising bila dah lama duduk dengan seseorang tu(baru orang tau diri sebenar dia). And then, bila jumpa lagi dia dah selesa. Tapi aku tak, aku jenis yang aku jumpa, aku diam dan bila aku dah selesa, aku cuba kawal diri aku tak jadi macam over sangat. Entah kenapa aku tetap tak boleh tunjuk diri aku yang huha huha tu depan diorang. And then, bila jumpa lagi cousins, aku jadi balik macam mula-mula. Aku tak tahu sampai bila aku akan jadi macam ni. Mungkin benda ni berlaku disebabkan aku anak tunggal dan cousins lain semua ada adik-beradik. Jadi, kalau ada cousin yang pendiam macam aku tu pun, orang tak nampak sangat sebab dia ada adik-beradik yang dia boleh borak atau apa-apa. Macam aku, aku sorang. And orang pun akan nampak 'pendiam' aku tu sebab aku sorang je. Aku borak pun dengan ibu je lah selalunya. Makanya, bila dekat family ibu, makcik-makcik pakcik-pakcik akan anggap aku seorang yang pemalu. Sedangkan, cousin-cousin aku belah ibu ni, lagi muda-muda. Kiranya, umur tak ada lah jauh sangat dengan aku tapi aku susah nak tunjukkan diri aku yang sebenar. Diorang bukan tak best, diorang best juga tapi aku ni entah kenapa. Aku pun tak faham kenapa dengan aku sedangkan tu family juga. Dan sama juga lah macam ni diri aku bila jumpa orang luar(tapi takkisah sangat sebab bukan family).


Then I said, 'Okay, nevermind. Actually, I'll treat her to Starbucks some more.'


Does PH offer a restructuring of the subsidy system? Will a more established method be implemented by PH in the future?


Aku yakin pasti ramai yang lalui pengalaman sedih ni. Susah kan korang nak move on sebab kenangan dengan mereka tu bermain-main je kat fikiran. Even dengan kawan yang tak berapa rapat pun kita still ingat. Lebih-lebih lagi bila kita ni jenis yang tak ramai kawan. Kadang-kadang kita rasa down sangat bila tak ada kawan lama yang sudi mesej kita whatsapp walaupun kita pernah mulakan mesej tanya kabar dan tanya update tentang life diorang.


dvd tu bleh di bace tak? maksud aku kuar tak die punye content kat my computer?


And masa pun dah tinggal 5, 6 minit camtu aku buat jugaklah bagi ada jawapan, gagahkan diri jugak walaupun nak pegang pen pun dah tak mampu, tak kuat.


saw a young ish ah beng looking dude who only rolled up one of his tshirt sleeves because i m assuming he s trying to show of his new tattoos quarter sleeve


Tapi saya sedar semuanya berpunca dari diri saya yang tidak menjaga mata. Tapi seingat saya saya hanya terpandang dia sekali je, itu pon 'ter ' bukan on purpose pon.Entah macam mana perasaan halus ini boleh bersarang dilubuk hati.


Kopi boy sounds like a South Asian to me, doesn't it?


That's why the household is in chaos, even lazy to worship. Another mistake is that you went to see another shaman for treatment. Instead of getting better, it worsened. We should follow the Islamic law if we want to seek treatment.


Salu i amek kontraktor cina je .. Berkualitas . Murah , cepat , tepat masa n advice yg betul(x piki ..  so far pengelaman I best contractor melayu.  contractor paling hampeh pun melayu  yang hampeh tu macam tu lah. salah kira harga. call mintak duit sebab nak beli barang. adeh. malu  pls pm contact contractor yang ko suggest


Sisi lain ibu keluar masa tu. Dah macam kena rasuk pun ada. Masa ni, lama aku berdiri depan pintu, membelakangkan ibu sambil telan semua caci maki dia kat aku. Aku ingat sebutir sebutir setiap caci maki ibu kat aku. Sepatah aku tak melawan.


It hurts her the most when non-Muslim passengers ask her, 'why do you cover your head?'. At that time, Nora feels very sad and doesn't know what to say. She feels humiliated for wearing a headscarf even though not many people support her decision to wear it, including her close friends. But luckily, her family gives her full support.


8. Kau kena banyak berkorban dan TERKORBAN. yes untuk berjaya you have to sacrifice a lot. bukan setakat berkorban je tapi terkorban sekali. makin lama aku dah makin rasa terkorban sikit2, dah makin terhakis dah makin kurus lah kot. ehh tetibe haha. kau kena berkorban time kau dengan family sebab kau memang jarang boleh balik rumah. ni kalau yg jauh2 lah.


Aku pernah hampir putus asa, aku pernah melakukan cubaan bunuh diri semasa remaja dan ditahan di wad hospital. Aku masih berhadapan breakdown berulang kali, aku akan mengasingkan diri ( self isolation) apabila aku mula rasa kurang 'sihat'.


So of course when stories like this are told, there will always be someone who says, "It's easy for you to say, try being in my shoes and you'll know how it feels." I understand, I felt the same way earlier. Even though we see someone's life and it appears happy, we shouldn't assume that they haven't faced great challenges.


sekali imbas aktiviti adalah suka sama suka, kenapa pasangan nya dihukum?  kalau dikatakan kecuaia ..  Panel hakim Mahkamah Rayuan menegaskan suspek hanya 'partner' dalam aktiviti seksual dan suspek tidak menggunakan keganasan melampau atau bertindak kejam terhadap mangsa. Apa yang berlaku hanyalah proses aktiviti seksual yang malangnya menyebabkan mangsa mati.  Jadi, suspek sebenarnya tiada niat untuk membunuh mangsa. Suspek sebaliknya dihukum penjara 12 tahun di bawah seksyen 304(a) Kanun Keseksaan ('culpable homicide not amounting to murder').


Fans of retis are really acting foolish..enough said


He has grown up so nicely, looking more manly now. Especially when he smokes while taking a bath. You know, many older women are waiting for him to turn 18 so they can act together. Hahaha.


tp si F ckp dia da bosan ngn perangai gf dia yg kuat majuk.benda kecik benda remeh jd besar.ini a ..  so.. sbb dia bg alasan cam nie ko ader alasan nak caras ler yer..  biasa ler pompuan mmg ler nak kuat merajuk.. nak mintak perhatian.. belum jadik laki dah malas nak pujuk..  erk dah dapat keje lom!


Aku ingat dah settle semua bila Allah datangkan ujian sedikit berkenaan kawan yang nak jaga anak aku, mungkin Allah nak tunjuk kawan tersilap hantar mesej kat aku umpama aku mementingkan diri bila minta dia jaga anak aku,


terjadinya letupan dalam kedai komputer


I completely agree. That is definitely my stance as well!


x betol  sbb kawan aku bukan stakat x smayg 5 waktu, smayg jumaat pun tak pegi; tp da kawin ujung tahun lepas


Please all Malays out there, stop believing in superstitions and idolatry, believe in sustenance, and most importantly hold fast to the ropes of Allah, Allah's wrath is greater for those who commit idolatry than those who fail to secure a business tender.


Still standing, Barron is damn handsome. CBBB, keep zooming in on Hillary's face. I hope Barron doesn't feel bored.


promised temple things must do lor


Aku nak bina semula hati dan jiwa aku, sendiri. Aku nak didik anak-anak aku sendiri. Aku tak nak anak-anaknya aku jadi macam aku, baran, tak ada keyakinan diri.


Woke up and getting horny..


takleh tido fikirkan hutang..  taun lepas, 2 kali nak tukar kereta.. sekali kereta ayah, sekali kereta mak.. yg kereta ayah, me jugaklah gerentornye.. tp sib baik tak lepas.. sbb income tak cukup.. yg kereta mak pon nak tukar tp loan atas nama aku, tp aku tak agree sbb kereta tu lagi 2 taun nak abis.. wat pe nak extend hutang lagi.. baru baru ni, adik yg byk hutang tu nak refinance lak kereta mak yg aku byr tiap2 bulan tu utk amik duit lebih utk buat apa tatau.. aku tak kisah byr kereta mak aku tu, tp terkilan sbb mcm tak appreciate.. diorg tak tau betapa la siksanya kita kerja cari duit..


genot.. lu tak penat ke melayan.. hahahaha.. gasak korang..


at news knew something we dunno pinky is direct descendant of 李世民 leh


You all know, right? Shahrul Anuar Mohd Zain/Wan Kaer Wan Azami is still in my heart. Luckily.


Akhirnya diorang percaya padahal asalnya aku yang tak nak. Dalam kata lain, aku play victim. Aku 18 ya, dah main play victim.


Allah.. Allah.. My heart is broken. Every time I hear it, I can't help but cry. How lowly they think of me. Allah..


I felt happy for the first time in ages and then all that went awayI was happy yesterday and a few hours this morning. I felt like I could do anything, i had so much energy and hope everything was wonderful.

I thought that the antidepressants finally worked, but it was just for a day? Now I'm really bad i feel like someone has beat me up with a bat. It was all so great and now it's not and I dont know what to do.

I tried doing the same things I did yesterday but it doesn't work. I'm desperately chasing happiness and I've never felt more miserable

How do I get it back? How do I become happy again? I felt amazing but now it's gone and I dont know what to do pls help


Terkadang pernah terlintas difikiran ini, adakah perasaan ini datang hanya kerana saya merasa kan dia hebat sebagai seorang pelindung kepada saya, kerana selama ini, hidup saya hanya ditemani keluarga, dia antara-antara orang asing yang begitu dekat dihati saya. Saya tidak biasa mempunyai seseorang yang lain dalam hidup. Atau adakah kerana saya hanya ingin membalas kembali perasaannya yang telah diluah kepada saya.


Menurut penulis, Naomi akan dipertahankan oleh Oscar Hammerstein (tetamu selamat datang dari Café Weltschmerz) kerana dia akan mempunyai hubungan seksual dengannya.


Pemeriksa Seks yang Sakit


sumpah esok aku exam mood barai gila babi siapa cari pasal memang fk srs aku cakap


I believe those agents are inquiring because their landlords have specified certain conditions. If there are no such conditions, then the agents have one less thing to follow up on or ask about. I also think that some agents are being more tactful in their approach now that the issue of race has been highlighted in the media. It's hard to believe that all agents are unaware of social or news media and are not sensitive to these issues.


Model Pantat Tetek Mainan Melancap.


The stars are beautiful tonight.


Greetings to all my brothers and sisters. I would like to ask about 'PLACING HOLY VERSES OF THE QURAN' on the rearview mirror. Is it considered HARAM according to Islamic law? I have heard an Islamic scholar saying that it is indeed HARAM. This is because the holy verses of the Quran should not be placed in inappropriate places, and they should be used for our own practice, not for others who follow us in our actions. Perhaps some of us are unaware of the ruling, so for those who know, please inform others to preserve the Quranic verses in their rightful place. If anyone has any opinions, please share them here. May we all receive guidance from Allah SWT. Amin.


So delicious..


I feel sorry for my team who are working hard on this project. At the office, even though I am busy, the act of deleting WhatsApp messages really bothers me. I am in pain.. The pain is piercing and I really feel it stabbing my chest.


My message is that helping those who are less fortunate and in need than us is a form of charity, and we should strive to be wise and thoughtful in our giving so that our charity can help someone become self-sufficient and no longer need to beg. It's embarrassing to see someone sitting on the side of the road with a donation box, dressed like a religious figure, reciting prayers, but begging for money. They claim that God hears their prayers and will provide for them, but we should help them break this cycle of dependency. Please, let's put an end to this addiction.


It's difficult like this, you know.. I don't know what comment to give. But that's what happens when someone becomes a Muslim just for marriage and doesn't practice it. Poor baby.. Just ask him to go to the religious office.


That's how my work environment is. Every day I face the same things. You probably think I'm exaggerating, but I'm trying. I've been enduring it for 6 years.


This matter continues until the parents are blessed with a child. From after giving birth until the child grows up. The father doesn't mind if the mother quits her job. Because at least there is someone who can take care of the house and children. However, the opposite happens. The mother doesn't clean the house, doesn't prepare food and drinks for the father, and doesn't serve the father properly.


Do not care about what people say, human tongues are always wrong. Do what Allah commands, for Allah's words will surely come true. It is a trust that needs to be fulfilled and answered before Him later. Allah is just and all-knowing. Follow the punishments set by Allah in the Quran, for there is no perfection except in Allah's decrees, which are more perfect for us as His creations. The implicit commandments are full of perfection for us as His servants and stewards on earth. We must fulfill these demands before we are punished and destroyed by His wrath.


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I don't know, guys. I really feel like my life has no meaning anymore. I feel hopeless about fixing my life when my husband doesn't guide me. But I don't want to continue like this. I want to rise up on my own, not just depend and make excuses for my husband.


It's so difficult to stay in a hotel when I go back to the village. The house is big but very dirty, it's disgusting. I wonder how they pray. I really want to pray, but the elderly person feels offended. As a result, my husband's name has to be removed from the will. We can only pray on the dusty floor. The secret state. Even the prayer veil smells musty when I wear it from the closet. It's not that dirty like feces on the floor, but it's sandy like that. Sometimes there are cockroach carcasses in between.


Before this, N also had a Malay girlfriend, but they had to break up because the girl's parents couldn't accept N as he is from Nigeria. He even got chased out of the house when the girl's father saw him. It's all about mentality. If N was a white person, I bet the girl's family would have even organized a ceremony.


having said that my ang moh colleague was probably the most popular guy in my office


Hold on, I don't want to appear on TV again


Kes autisme ni semakin meningkat saban hari. Kalau anda semua di sini terutamanya muda-mudi yang tengok ada kelakuan anak-anak yang pelik contohnya mengamuk dikedai makan atau pasaraya janganlah mudah menghukum mengatakan ibu bapa tidak pandai didik anak. Mungkin anak-anak tersebut adalah penghidap autisme. Percayalah kami sentiasa berusaha memberi didikan terbaik buat anak kami.


Surirumah ni seolah olah yang paling buruk di mata masyarakat. Kalau ada surirumah yang kata penatnya di rumah buat kerja mesti akan ada wanita yang bekerjaya balas 'kami pon balik kerja buat kerja rumah lagi berganda penat!'


The next day we went to town to buy some things. While we were in the car, my mother asked, "Don't you wear colorful clothes? Mom's friend wears the same style as you but in different colors." I remained silent. Later, not long after that, the lady said, "Mom is always straightforward. Mom wears revealing clothes without a hijab, but Mom wants to say that not everyone who wears a hijab like you is good. Sometimes it's even worse. Mom is not saying that she doesn't like the way you dress, but Mom has a cousin who dresses just like you. But after her child died, she stopped wearing the hijab and dressed revealingly. What we do, only Allah knows. Because sometimes death is better than wearing a hijab." As usual, I remained silent and just smiled. In my heart, I felt like crying. I feel sorry for people like this.


i like the videoclip.  simple tapi cantik. cute jerrr muka bengang akim


Aku anak ke 5 dari 6 orang adik beradik. Kak long, kak ngah, abang, kak z, aku dan adik aku. Aku seorang introvert. Aku lagi suka menyendiri. Aku kurang suka bergaul dengan adik beradik aku kerana masing-masing suka membawang mengumpat. Aku rimas. Jadi aku banyak habiskan masa aku dalam bilik.


BANGSAT BRENGSEK ANJING


Aku nak bercakap tentang perempuan. Ye. Perempuan. Aku hormat dan salute bila aku nampak perempuan solat. Especially orang yg suka solat awal waktu. You've earned my respect. Tapi satu benda aku terkilan. Sifat sesetengah mereka semasa solat.


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But mom and my siblings rarely talk about home problems because they're afraid I won't be able to focus on studying. But when I'm far away every day, I think about how my mom and siblings are doing. Are they okay at home? What are they eating?


pekan pasir mas so scary sial. traumatizing. very.


24/5/2014; He held me. He stroked my hand. He comforted me not to cry. He nodded. He looked at me. I didn't understand. I didn't know that was a sign he was going to leave. How foolish of me.. My heart was heavy. I went back. I slept. I dreamt. I dreamt I recited Yasin for him.


Sebab aku jadikan kejayaan & kebahagiaan orang lain sebagai pengukur di mana kah aku 'berdiri' ketika ini. Di zaman media sosial ni hampir semua benda orang akan share. Zuriatlah, buat ibadat lah, sweet laki bini, masakan dan sebagainya. Kadang- kadang aku rasa kesian dengan diri aku yang dulu. Kenapalah perlu aku membandingkan diri sendiri dengan orang lain? Keji sangat ke jadi suri rumah ni?Ingatlah kalian yang sama seperti aku, aku faham kadang kala kita rasa down. Tipu lah tak down dengan penat kerja rumah yang tak pernah habis. Melayankan kerenah anak lagi dan sebagainya.


19, estranged from the world, and feeling like leaving everything behind.My name is Charley, I'm nineteen years old.
I don't feel like I love my family, nor do I feel loved. I feel very emotionally numb sometimes, and the only time I thaw is when I cry, only to psych myself up afterwards to ignore the real issues.
I live with my parents, which I feel isn't really all that unacceptable. They're normal parents, and I don't feel "under their thumb", nor do I feel restricted because of them.
I've always been sort of an easy kid.

I go to a community college, which is something I should feel very grateful and interested in, and at times I am.
But nights like this just really bring me down, and make me very passionate about just getting in my car and driving nowhere in particular, regardless of what becomes of me.
At some points I do feel suicidal, but it's sort of just an aggressive recklessness (like driving extremely fast down back roads).

On a more personal note, I play guitar. I'm an aspired musician and I love music passionately, though I feel like I let it consume me in negative ways. I feel very sexually frustrated as well, and I have suspicions that I'm bipolar, because my emotions go up and down throughout the day.
I'm against medications, or telling me parents anything because all they'll suggest is to put me on medications.
I tell myself alot, and am told by people alot (online) that I should just wait it out, and that I well find my place soon.
But this sort of reclusive life has been going on for about 5 to 6 years, and it's gotten really intense the last several months.
I'm pretty quiet in the public, I have no friends, nor do I feel like I could handle some at this point. Sometimes I hate people alot, other times I desperately need them, and want love and support and just good old fashioned fun, something I've never really experienced since I was 10-13.
I procrastinate alot, and cannot find myself able to just sit down and study. My mind feels like it runs constantly, making it hard to sleep sometimes.
If I need to calm down, I find that I just can't, and must wait until it just works itself out.

I honestly and truly don't know what to do. I'm sure tomorrow I'll feel different, and the next day the same, but tonight I'm just going through the idea of just packing up my stuff and just leaving town and let the reality of the world have me. Sometimes I find some kind of romanticism in going out on my own and changing, maybe growing up a little more. But I know staying put is the RIGHT choice, but its a choice my body and mind just repel with a passion.

I'd appreciate any words of advice or encouragement.
This whole post is being driven while listening to music,
so I'm feeling somewhat vulnerable.

P.S The only reason I'm posting on SuicideWatch is because sometimes I do put myself in danger, and have uncontrollable urges and fits of frustration against myself.


dulu aku tertunggu-tunggu pengumuman rentas negeri ni, excited sgt, sekarang dah tak bermakna dah,  ..  Allahuakbar. Sabar ye. Semoga ayah ditempatkan dikalangan hamba2 yg dikasihi Allah


If you look at her, she doesn't immediately appear to be a woman who would betray her own people. She is beautiful, with a gentle and sweet face, and her words are kind. She dresses modestly.


Twitter quickly removed that account


The widow who has no sense of shame questioned her husband's body odor and his salary being insufficient to support the household, even though her two brothers were living with them. Her husband had been the sole provider while working on a ship.


Agak2 cai-cai dan walapun-walapun kerja dengan cina, tetapi dalam facebook makin elaun rm150, kesian


Anak aku ramai jugak, so mungkin dia ingat aku tak akan meroyan teruk sebab dah biasa bersalin. Bersalin dan menjaga diri selepas bersalin tu tak mudah yer. Lagi-lagi bila aku berpantang jauh di kampung jauh daripada dia.


mahalnya mengaji skrg nih  kt kg free je takde teknik2 pun mai beramai2 umah jiran yg ngajor org ngaji..  sygnya zaman nih xde dah yg nk ngajor ngaji free gituhhhh  yg xbestnya bayaran mahal tp 1-2 kali je seminggu kt kg free tp everyday huhuh


Next point aku pasal orang melayu, selalu aku tengok kat page2 mcm siakap keli, penmerah semua orang comment "biasala melayu jarang on time", "melayu memang ada phd -penyakit hasad dengki", sudah2 la dengan kata2 hina terhadap bangsa sendiri, tanpa kita sedar kita sendiri merosakkan maruah bangsa, sebenarnya perkara macam tu berlaku je kat semua tempat tapi kita anggap macam hanya orang kita yang kelakuanya begini, tetiba jadi baku pulak bila cakap pasal bangsa, huhu.


Company tak appreciate staff la. Boss tak ngam la. Jauh nak travel la. Aku jadi stress, sebab tiap kali dia menganggur, aku yang kena spend, dari keperluan sampai la kehendak. Tanpa support/second income dari dia.


Aku selalu membandingkan hidup aku. Boleh kata setiap hari. Bab duit, financial ni aku selalu sebole ..  Kita amek yang positif,,, bandingkan diri kita dgn orang yang lebih susah, kat situ kita nampak hikmah


Ni betul-betul sampai mati pun dia cekik. Gila punya manusia sampai gini perangai jadi hamba duit


Aku terlampau takut kalau aku tak dapat puaskan hati semua orang akan menyebabkan orang tak nak berkawan dengan aku. Aku takut orang itu marah, atau pergi dari hidup aku.


Except access to higher end is stunted as u/syanda describes


Sorry, I can't have a good opinion when I see TikTok and the content must include 'Subhanallah Allahuakbar' to make it more emotional. Try putting the phone number of the person who made the booking, if you dare, so that netizens can call Ayu continuously until she goes crazy. Just yesterday, I saw Ayu's post claiming that her newly launched product, weighing a kilogram, was sold out with 1000 boxes. Then, the next scene showed old books being eaten by termites while the packaging of the still good kilogram products scattered around. She said that the products were damaged because they were left at home for two weeks and eaten by termites. Wait, in the beginning, she said that 1000 boxes were sold out quickly, but now she herself admitted that the stock was ruined at home for two weeks and didn't sell. Hahaha.


Huh.. mati lagi sakit u .. hanya apabila kita redha akan kesakitan yang amat pedih ( semua anggot ..  Alhamdulillah..skrg ni amat2 bnyk dah kelegaan..ku pun dah semakin kuat InsyaAllah  dulu kot terlalu lemah tu yg mudah ajer sangkut menda2 mcmtu..  iyalah bak kata rdzaccess..skg ni ku  bnyk redha and anggap itu dugaan  demi utk mendekatkan lagi diriku pada sang pencipta..


Dpt dosa free je tunggu setahun kuar maki2 tu.lol. Break up la skjp..tgk balik hala tuju..ko mcm ika ..  Tq tiramisu mmg aku pon rs sejak sjak setahun baik ni rs aku byk ikat dia ngan duit..


Cara ini aku guna baru-baru ni. Hari tu aku sedih sebab terasa hati bila orang puji adik aku lebih berjaya dari aku. Orang tu bukan niat nak mengata aku pun sebenarnya tapi aku je yang sentap lebih. Nangis sendiri jugak la malam tu. Hahaha. Tapi nak dijadikan kebetulannya, aku bukak Facebook dan tiba-tiba terdetik nak baca kisah dari iium confession. Aku pun bacalah perkongsian sahabat-sahabat dekat page ni. Dalam hati aku, rupa-rupanya ujian aku ni tak lah sebesar mana nak dibandingkan dengan orang lain. Orang lain ada masalah roommate, ada masalah keluarga yang lebih besar dan berat lagi tapi aku, saja je ngada-ngada nak terasa hati dah kenapa.


It's so frustrating when my heart feels small. Not everyone is fortunate like me to be celebrated. Sometimes, I feel like collapsing with the boss's tantrums, but don't expect any treats from the boss. Not even a wish.


kne pukul ke atau waterboarding


Boleh kata hampir tiap2 hari aku akan menangis sampai satu tahap tu mata rasa pedih sangat, urat mata pun rasa berdenyut lain macam & air mata pun merajuk nak keluar.


Masa ni aku tak tahu nak gelak ke nak takut. Kalau kat rumah mungkin la aku gelak sebab kelakar. Tapi bila kat rumah ustaz ni dan tengah berubat, scary wehhh. Mata terpejam, mulut mengunyah sabil senyum-senyum, badan goyang-goyang. Aishh, rasa nak ketuk je suruh dia bangun. Tok aku cakap cara dia duk mengunyah tu macam orang tua dulu-dulu yang tengah makan sireh. Mungkin jin nenek tua yang dalam badan kakak aku ni.


AWEK MELAYU GERSANG LANCAP PANTAT TEMBAM.wmv http:///50574


Originally posted by ajinomotonosuga at 6-4-2009 12:39  maksud acik mimik ialah suami  - must be always humble, humility gitu yer?  nanti lembik sangat bini tu queen control lak camna? nak2 dia badan beso dan suami tu keding cam seman kering  ..  bukan lah..  just simply jangan perasan bagus udah lah..  kuku besi gitu!! tarak kompromi.. dia nak orang jer ikut cakap dia! dia nak orang jer yang ikut mood dia!!  mentang2 dia laki, bini kena sentiasa serve untuk dia jah walau bini udah nyawa2 ikan gitu..


ada 1 nama tempat , taman OUG,


Betul, nak lap hingus pon aku tak boleh gerakkan tangan. Walaupun mulut aku menangis, ketawa mengilai atau menjerit sakit tapi dalam hati aku sangat berharap semua perawat teruskan usaha merawat aku. Tolong aku sehingga sembuh.


Level sampah tiktok pn


Assalamualaikum, harap2 admin approve since confession haritu aku cnp satu status yg sgt bermanfaat utk semua tp tak diapprove. Ape pun xpelah. Yg ni pun xapprove xtaulaa...


Aku perlukan seseorang yang sudi mendengar luahan aku tanpa menghakimi aku. Aku sering menangis. Suara aku tidak kedengaran. Yang pastinya airmata aku tidak pernah kering.


Vote for Jho Low to defend Malay rights


mmg takleh tahan diri kalau dah kumpul ramai2 borak2 happy2 tangan and mulut pun laju je capai makanan kt depan mata. bagusla yg reti kawal diri n berpijak kt dunia nyata. tu belum kena paksa2 eh tambah lagi, eh amik nie, eh rasa nie..  klu boleh semua gathering cam xnak join dah. hahahaa! lagi2 yg jenis2 potluck or buffet. bahaya bahaya.


I always get scolded even though I didn't do anything wrong. My emotions are quite disturbed because I also have my own problems in life, and I have to deal with many problems other than the ones my sister creates.


cikgu linda yang cun dan seksi


Anyway, I have to go to bed. I have an early start tomorrow. I'm sure we'll cross paths again in a discussion about the Death Penalty.


buh dalam mp4 player..fiqa da convert xleh gak


Wow, it's been a long time since I last saw you. Welcome to Cari. I'm currently listening to Samsons' album 'Penantian Hidup'. I'm completely captivated by it. I really enjoy listening to the choir parts. I don't know why, but I just love songs with choir elements.


I read that article multiple times and still feel sad about it. Sebab rasa dekat. Rasa sama. Kejayaan yang dikejar adakah pasti mampu dikongsi bersama nanti? Adakah berbaloi?


Okay bilamana benda ni selalu jadi dia buatkan aku pun immune and malas nak fikir pelik pasal benda ni. Boleh faham tak? Adalah aku complain dkt kawan and family tapi setakat tu jelah, lepastu malas nak fikir panjang. Ye ye aku memang simple minded. Aku mengaku.


astagfigrullah. kau dah bunuh member. sempat lagi kau berumah tangga ada anak. tiada hati perut betul. time buat tak fikir.


ex-bini tiak lecak  bersorak gembira


Since sekolah aku kena ejek dengan budak budak lelaki yang mulut tak ada insurans. Jongang, jerawat, gemuk gedempol itu semua makanan aku. Memang pernah je aku persoalkan kenapa Tuhan bagi aku rupa yang macam ni. Aku teringin nak cantik macam kawan2 perempuan aku. Fyi, kawan perempuan aku semua jenis muka flawless susah nak tumbuh jerawat and gigi dorang cantik and of course dorang kurus. Aku bersyukur sangat dapat kawan yang terima aku seadanya. Till now pun aku masih berkawan dengan dorang.


I remained silent for 3 months. Finally, I gathered the courage to write an email to Dahlia. She had completed her studies at UKM while I was still studying at UIA every day. I received an offer to work overseas with a very lucrative salary, and I agreed.


Lima rentung apabila kereta dinaiki mereka terbakar selepas terlibat dalam kemalangan dengan dua treler membawa mua https://t.co/78oVX29ggb


uhuhuhu..ok..mmmm..tp kan semerbak..kalau gambar tu diedit oleh org yg pro..mesti die akan amik kire tu sumer..die akan tutup segala kelemahan yg org akan biasa tgk..x gitu?


To female readers, if this happens, never blame yourself for not knowing how to handle your husband. People like this always make us feel like we are wrong, even though we have done everything we can.


Last night the nurse also experienced it, their chairs were dragged around by themselves. Upstairs in the regular ward, there were one or two children. At this point, I knew it wasn't construction. So the next night, I pretended not to hear any strange noises. I just said, "Do whatever you want. Don't disturb me anymore."


@johnnabes @amende_sial @Polychr0me_ dia lagi padu kalau KL tu jadi Kuala Langat


Waktu tu aku tertanya-tanya, apa bezanya Aina dengan si kakak. Kedua-duanya cucu dia. Dari jauh aku lihat kakak duduk dibangku batu tepi kolam ikan. Aku nampak dia menangis.


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Only one person got an A+ 99 while the rest got an F-


Jujur saya pernah ikut kata hati saya beberapa bulan yang lepas. Perasaan saya masa tu langsung tak tenang. Saya rasa ngeri, gelap, seolah- olah akan ada petir yang memanah diri.


Girl looking for Bangladeshi or African men but not interested in Malay men. Poor Malay men... all they do is race motorcycles every two days and they don't even want to work despite earning RM 1200.


I wanted to say this but I had to say it. No wonder every month you dress like a member of the 'nuraka' group. During the fasting month, you suddenly become religious. I saw a discussion the other day where someone asked the ustaz about completing the Quran. The ustaz replied that completing the Quran is the second priority, the first priority is understanding the content of the Quran. It's like ND (referring to someone) here. Just reading but not understanding. If you understand, you wouldn't be showing off on Instagram for the remaining 11 months.


Many things happened to her. One by one. Imagine, she just started a new semester, broke off her engagement, her father got sick, and all the subjects were killers. At that time, it was the first time I saw her unable to adopt and adapt. She never messaged me to ask about assignments, class schedules, or what the lecturer taught. Never! It was always me who asked. I was so worried about her. She was a candidate for the best student, but her style this semester made me worried when she was like that.


Uwaa.. I'm currently trying my best here.. It's not easy.. Maybe it's that time of the month, who knows, hopefully it won't be a problem.. If it happens, it will be really frustrating.. Please pray for me.. Do you know if it's painful or just normal when fertilization occurs?


hehehe..part nak cari makan kedarah semua ala2 Islamik..kacau rezeki orang la..


Today, the issue is about racial discrimination.


If you feel doubtful, it's better not to go. It's not because of anything, but I suspect that he might manipulate something that is not right. I really feel uneasy about it. My siblings and I don't want to seek treatment, but our parents are a bit difficult. They believe in that 'Ustaz' and I'm afraid he might send something to make it seem like proof. So far, our family hasn't experienced any supernatural occurrences. But when he mentioned the presence of supernatural entities, I started feeling like I've been affected.


Today I am very sad... my future boss called me yesterday morning and said that he urgently needs a highly skilled worker. He asked if I could come to work for him in two days. I was overjoyed and speechless. But unfortunately, today he called back and said that the headquarters instructed him to hire someone internally first before considering external candidates. I feel like my heart is about to stop... my world has turned dark again. Who will help me pay off my mounting debts?


I don't have any friends at work anymore since I started working from home with my online business. My children have become my friends, but it's difficult to communicate with them like talking to ducks and cats. So for the past 9 months, I haven't had any friends. My friends from UIA and high school used to give me support and tell me to be patient, that God wouldn't test me if He didn't think I could handle it. Even my close friends from school, we rarely contact each other since I got married. But not contacting each other doesn't mean we're not friends anymore. My priority is my small family, and they understand because I have a bigger commitment, which is to raise my children with love and guidance.


This problem still persists because they do not want to reconcile and I am tired of trying. Let it be as long as I am happy. Having in-law problems, no matter how small, can still have a significant impact on a marriage. Especially if the husband prioritizes his family and they take advantage of the situation. It hurts. I am just patient and pray for strength and for our marriage to last, even though I have given up many times. Please pray for us.


Perempuan itu telah whatsapp aku dan dia mengatakan hanya meminta tolong suamiku untuk booking hotel. Aku kira settle sampai disitu sahaja dan beranggapan mereka hanya kawan biasa sahaja. Siapa sangka kan lelaki melayu nak skandal dengan perempuan cina.


ustaz celebrity malaysia dan tegur aurat org mcm dia confirm masuk syurga itu berpisah tiada.. 1 word i can say is bodoh


Every time it happens, I will cry. I once packed my clothes to go back to my mother's house but Adi persuaded me not to leave him. He said that sometimes he needs me time. I couldn't accept his words.


Party GTA itu yang main langgar-langgar lepas itu boleh tembak-tembak orang itu ke .


Shafiq Wahab haha jangan lah nya nanti depa kata kita racist


Jadi kena bawa keluar juga. Dia beli buku kpop guna duit upah yang dia dapat dari saya hasil dari ikut jadual yang dia tak ikut pun. Haha.


A sleeps more and daydreams. A's only activity is going back and forth to work, continuing necessary work at home. When I see A sleeping, I know that he/she is trying to hold back the pressure he/she feels, especially since all activities are very limited during this Covid season.


What's the difference? It's really fun being an opposition.. we can just do whatever we want..


selamat datang ke industri hiburan malaysia..im sure u'll gonna make it  menang atau tidak..hope she can add colour to our industry


While waiting, I was lost in thought. I felt guilty for asking her out during Ramadan, I should have continued with my Tarawih prayers. What if we end up doing something inappropriate? I could just take her back to my hotel room.


Tell her to update her Facebook, change her status to single.. Then divorce husband number 3 and marry for the 4th time.. She's lucky to have a line of husbands arranged for her..


I have noticed that only Caucasian girls seem to enjoy it based on my time in Australia.


But I realize that I am just a child and have no right to control my mother's life. That's why I feel pressured because I am unable to guide my mother towards the right path. I try to pay attention to her and invite her out, but she quickly wants to go back home.


Please go and make this one public, take a picture of it.


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