10. Kalau aku panas, aku akan menjadi terlalu panas. Masa ni, orang sekeliling aku akan hairan. Sebab dorang tak rasa panas pun. Aku panas yang jenis menggelupur tu. Aku berpeluh2. Pasang kipas sana sini pun, tak ada fungsi. Letaklah depan muka pun, peluh tetap meleleh. Ini bukan sentiasa terjadi, tapi boleh dikatakan kerap.


ni nak try jadi cik es dgn nenek kamsia tu ke? kemain tt taip siap buat ayat ala-ala novel?


wah knn cheap leh how many you bought


walaupun salah board..  Dari Ma’qil bin Yasaar katanya, “Rasulullah telah bersabda: “Sesungguhnya jika dicerca kepala salah seorang dari kamu dengan alat dari besi adalah masih lebih baik baginya daripada menyentuh perempuan yang tidak halal baginya (bukan mahramnya).” (HR At-Thabrani & al-Baihaqi, sahih)  ehehe


saya pun dah cuba buat,antara yang sudah dibuat..  -resize gif awak itu jadi paling kecil 100x10 ..  [AceHand SPECTaceLAR]  Kalau resize gif memang dia rosak jadi statik teros..  Jizzz.. Klong! Klong!


Doakan kekuatan untuk saya, doakan yang baik baik untuk saya, semoga akhirnya saya boleh kuat, boleh bangkit untuk diri saya dan anak.


The person who said 'lucky' then retracted their statement, saying something like 'fortunately it didn't turn out like Qarun'. Firstly, the point is that nowadays there are many wealthy people, but be careful not to admire business people who challenge the power of Allah. Secondly, being rich is not the goal of our lives. Let me share some input from when I attended ESQ training. Whatever we do, whether it's a salaried job or a business, should be based on the same vision and mission. Our vision is the journey towards our God and our mission is the same, which is lailahaillallah muhammadarasullullah.


If death is the only way, I am willing to sacrifice my life. I need support, I need words of encouragement. Please pray that I can find the strength within myself and the best path for myself and my children....


hahaa..  cikgu punya pasal.. saya cuba la --  lol @ simpan gambar jamal - cheh  tu pun kalau dapat good angle  saya ni pasal gambau gambau ni hampeh  hari tu gi melbourne  satu gambau pun tak snap  ingat kat kepala aje  ni ni ni --  but i shall try  ye!!! ---


I don't work, so I take care of all the household and children's affairs. My husband always comes back from work and gives the excuse of being tired to help me.


Hi! Thanks for the explanation. I just want to ask, where is the logic in covering the 'aurat' that cannot be seen (by non-Muslim women) but can be touched, if it is said that it does not invalidate the ablution? Isn't a touch a continuation of a gaze? Just want to hear your opinion. Thanks.


You shouldn't go there, it's not safe.


Zul will, God willing


Akan ada saja tak kena. Again, macam kebahagian tu hilang. Maka hari-hari lah kluar confession krt ulang alik cerita sama, cuma beza masa saja. Ada yang dah kawin 30 tahun, ada yang baru kawin 2 hari.


Hancurnya hati saya masa ni.. lepas bergaduh dengan mak saya tunang saya tambah lagi beban saya. Dalam situasi ni saya kena tambah lagi duit untuk majlis sebab nak ikut kehendak mak saya. Ditambah pula kena melayan ketidak puasan hati tunang saya pasal duit salam kaut yang tak seberapa dan yang belum ada pon lagi.


Ini yang kita cuba putuskan. Kaitan antara r0g0l dan aurat. Kaitan antara r0g0l dgn ikhtilat. Kaitan antara r0g0l dan salah mangsa. Kaitan r0g0l dan salah wanita. Kita nak wanita tutup aurat.


@abahlubna Hipokrit sial dorang ni, dulu kemain lagi marah kalau bail-out nak dibuat. Harini lain pula geram lak.


Walaupun muka aku dah elok heart aku masih sama, gemuk macam tu. Aku tau la aku berisi tapi aku tak rasa aku sampai tahap obesity. Dan aku asyik Knapa ejek perli sampai la aku abis sekolah n masuk u. Aku selalu nangis2 kat ibu aku sbb org n cikgu2 dok ejek aku kt sekolah. Ibu aku nak jumpa pengetua tp aku tak bg huhu. Aku cuma berdendam dgn org2 yg pernah kutuk n merendah2kn aku dulu. Bukan sng nk deal dgn sakit hati yg aku tanggung tujuh tahun nih.


I went back home and my mother found out that I was living with someone who doesn't pray. My older brother told her. Immediately, my mother asked me to move out. I had to comply.


It is true, but usually successful alpha males tend to have mistresses here and there.


Mula2 dia ckp keluarga dia hilang dan kisah kehilangan family dia viral di USA,kemudian dia ckp isteri dia bunuh anak2 dan beliau secara tidak sengaja cekik isteri sampai mati sbb dia, Chris Watts mintak cerai.Last2 citer sbnar dia cekik isteri sampai mati dan kemudian tekap


Pernah jgk..ai tgh lena tido tp mmpi..dlm mmpi tu terbatuk2 hingga terbawa ke alam nyata yee..tersedak,terbatuk,y paling lejen tu,nak terkencing laa..tp salu dlm mmpi tu ai ckp kt diri sendiri,nampak tandas,nak kencing ni kena bangun..kalau x,abes laaa..n ai cpt2 bangun g toilet..hehehe..kdg2 dtg mmpi gini..xtaw nape..


Oh girl, you're my baby. You must be tired after school. When you get on the bus and there's a seat available, just sit down. Don't worry about the old man standing there.


It's nice if you really change. Don't be like Timoh. I really like seeing her in loose clothes, wearing a cute hijab. But then, it's disappointing.


no problem one lah the oil and hot water will kill the germs


Aku jadi takut. Mungkin korang akan tanya, kenapa aku tak bagitau kat parents aku je? Aku cuma tak mahu mak aku kecewa dengan abang aku. Aku dengan abang aku ibarat langit dengan bumi. Aku pelajar pintar, dia pelajar corot. Aku anak yang mendengar kata, dia anak yang kuat melawan. Aku pengawas di sekolah, dia kaki ponteng sekolah. Pendek cerita, semua yang baik ada pada aku dan yang buruk ada pada abang aku. Aku tak tergamak dan cakap tentang perangai abang aku tu. Tapi aku cuba sampaikan juga tanpa beritahu cerita sebenar. Aku cuma mengadu kat mak aku yang kadang-kadang aku perasan abang aku masuk bilik aku malam-malam. Tapi aku tak bagitau apa yang dia dah buat. Mujur mak aku sangat mengambil berat tentang batas anak lelaki dan perempuan. Mak pernah tanya kat abang aku, apa yang dia buat masuk bilik aku malam-malam. Abang aku pusing cerita sebab nak ambil barang dan sebagainya. Sebab abang aku memang tidur di luar tetapi barang-barangnya disimpan dalam bilik aku. Mak aku cerita kat bapak aku dan bapak aku cepat-cepat pasang kunci kat pintu bilik aku. Malam-malam sebelum tidur mak minta aku kunci pintu.


Aku harap lps ni bila aku dh kurus, diorg dh x blh nk kate ape dh..aku bkn nak bukak aib adik beradik..tp just nk meluahkan ape yg t'buku d hati..sbb aku dh pendam lama..aku harap x de sapa kecam aku..and aku harapkan kwn2 yg lain dpt motivate & bg support kat aku utk kuruskan bdn aku & dpt hilangkan jerawat..thanx sbb sudi baca smpi habis..sape yg hbs bace confession ni, aku mohon doa kalian dlm bulan puasa yg tggl baki bbrp ari je lg..tqvm guys..


It's not an issue anymore.. what I know is that the culture in Indonesia is different from Malaysia.. over there, the word Allah is commonly used by Christians.. we need to make sure we understand this clearly.. so in the context of this song being brought to Malaysia.. it should be banned.. not because Islam prohibits it.. but because the Malaysian government does not allow it..


She said that her child can divorce her anytime, and she doesn't remember why he was angry because she had a headache. She wonders why everyone is attacking her when all she wants is attention that she doesn't get from her husband!


senang je. masing2 tengok kemaluan masing2.. ada lubang ada penis sesuai? maksudnye fitrah manusia tp kena salurkan cara halal bukan skandal2 dalam forum..  nk nikah je buat cara halal lg satu animal yang tak perlu pasangan nak hasilkan zuriat kebanyakannye tidak cukup sifat seperti haiwan melata atau manusia..  aku mcm faham.. tp nk terangkan ilmu biology dh lama xingat istilah istilah tu semua.. medulla, oblongata, roti john, kidneys, celluar membrane, nucleus, alfonso, semua tu aku ingat.. tp malas nk ingat sejarah hitam


ini disebabkan itu risau jika pihak menyiasat lebih tentang temapt mayat mayat asalnya disembunyikan


No, I have known someone who had a curfew even when they were in university.


baru tau dia ada keluarkan produk gak. Ingat mengarah jer


2019, tahun yang tidak akan aku lupa dalam lipatan sejarahku. Tahun dimana aku diuji dengan ibuku yang sakit, anakku yang sakit, pergolakkan yang maha dasyat dalam rumah tanggaku dan calarnya hubunganku dengan keluarga mertua.


Living just hurts too muchEvery single day I'm in pain. From the second I wake up to the moment I go to sleep. There is no break. There is no relief. It's always there. Even when I'm happy, even when I can push it to the back of my mind and pretend it doesn't exist, even when I block it out with alcohol or sex or causing myself physical pain to try and make it stop for just one minute it never goes away.

I feel like the whole world, the entire universe, simply exists to cause me pain. Every time I think that maybe life isn't so bad, maybe it's starting to get bearable, maybe I can learn to live with it one day, another bad thing happens. To me, or to someone I'm close to, or even just something that happens inside my head. It probably sounds narcissistic, but I wouldn't feel this way without a good reason. I am an optimist. I try to be an optimist. I try my fucking hardest to see the best in the shittiest of situations - I trust too much, let people into my heart, open myself up to everything life could possibly try to throw at me in the hopes that one day, something might be good enough to make me feel better. To make me feel okay. To make it so that I don't spend every single day suffering.

Everyone makes it sound so simple. "Just go and get help, this isn't the answer, people care about you, there's always an alternative" but I have tried. I have fucking tried time and time again. I have been to doctors. I have been to counsellors. I have been to my family, my friends, my partners, my social workers, "mental health specialists". Nothing has ever worked. Nothing has ever helped. It's been 10 years since I first started feeling this way. Nothing has changed. I've been sent to therapy where we've talked in circles and I've sat there for an hour every week staring at the ceiling wanting to leave. I've been given medication after medication with the promise that "this one is different, it might work for you this time, just try it". I've spoken to my boyfriend, my soulmate, the most important person in my life who I love so much it fucking hurts. I've told him how I feel. I regret it. I hate it. I hate thinking that I could be causing him the same pain I suffer through every day. He doesn't deserve that. He deserves the fucking world. More than I could ever give him. I hate myself so fucking much because he makes me feel things I've never felt before, he makes me happier than I've ever been in my entire life, but it still isn't enough to stop me waking up every morning wishing I was dead. Nothing is enough.

Sometimes I think I can imagine a future, a life where I could be happy, with him. But it would never work. I would never stop feeling like this and I would never stop hating myself for it. I think I'd just be in even more pain knowing that I was dragging him down with me, destroying the beautiful person I adore so much until he's just as broken as me. I couldn't live with myself if I did that.

I've attempted suicide multiple times. I don't know if I've ever been serious enough about it. I hate my optimism. Part of me always holds out hope that things will somehow get better when the world shows me so much evidence that they never will. I could tell you right now without looking anything up what the most and least effective methods are, which ones are most painful, how you would carry each one out properly. I have researched it extensively and obsessively. Even when I'm not actively suicidal and making plans, it's always there in the back of my mind. I'm always thinking well, if things start to go really wrong for me, that's my backup plan. I spend so much time fantasising about getting into some sort of tragic accident, so that I can finally be free without causing the people I love all the pain of knowing I did it to myself, without being thought of as selfish.

I think I'm getting there though. To that point where I'm finally ready to do it, for real this time. I'm just so, so, so fucking tired. I'm hurting and I'm tired and I'm just done. Life is too much for me. I know how I'd do it. I know how I'm going to do it. I guess I'm just waiting for the right time.


Bertaubatlah, bagi muslim yang melakukan rasuah! Bukan sahaja 'penghianat negara' tetapi 'dilaknat' oleh Allah.. betapa beratnya dosa Rasuah itu sampai "dilaknat". sebab mempengaruhi dan merosakkan pelbagai aspek yang boleh meruntuhkan sebuah negara dan tamadun.


Jika diperangi musuhnya manusia, senang. dapat dilihat dengan mata kasar. Ini yang nak diperangi musuhnya, tak terlihat dek mata, tak rasa dek sentuh. Allah. kuatkanlah kami sekeluarga untuk mengharungi dugaanMu ini.


My point to you is that I stand with you in not discriminating based on race when it comes to renting a property. Homeowners may have concerns about certain smells, but in our case, as a Chinese family, we have a distinct aroma that is not easy to eliminate. It is much more challenging than you may realize.


Why is Allah hiding? Please give your opinion. Thank you.


Kepercayaan aku pada dia dah musnah. Aku pun tak tahu atas alasan apa lagi aku masih dengan dia sekarang. Boleh dikatakan hari2 gaduh.. Atas masalah trust issue. Aku masih tak yakin dia dah berubah.


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ko masak untuk org2 dlm umah ko kecuali kakak ko..  kalu dia nak mkn..biar dia masak sendiri..
J-bond Post at 13-11-2011 08:31  aku selalu berprinsip dalam hidup aku
biar orang buat kita jangan kita buat orang  (maksudnya jangan kita yang aniaya orang)  akhirnya aku jatuh jugak dengan prinsip aku. aku kalah dengan perjuangan ini.  perjuangan untuk jadi hamba yang sabar dalam setiap ujian yang Allah beri


My days are so boring! I feel like my life has no meaning... while my peers are enjoying their childhood, I am not! At the young age of eleven, I have become a victim of the greed of a man who is called my stepfather..


biasa la org2 asian ni kena diskriminate kalu travel ke negara2 omputih tu. Mcm la kat tpt kita ni sengkek sgt sampai nak kena jadi illegal immigrant kat tpt diaorg.  Selalunye kalu aku travel backpack or travel sorang2, aku akan prepare siap2 aku punye own itenary, so senang bila diaorg tanye ape2 je bole confident jawab. Pastu kena make sure confirmed flight balik. Jgn open tiket, nnti lagi byk soal. Then aku akan confirm hotel/hostel booking utk at least 1 or 2 hari. So kalu depa tanye nak dok mana, aku tunjuk je receipt/booking confirmation.


Ibuku naik berang dan mengheret aku keluar dalam keadaan aku langsung tak berpakaian menolak aku masuk ke kolam di hadapan semua orang.


After my unsuccessful attempt to move out to a rental house, I went back to my family home. At that point, I was determined to get a divorce if necessary. I couldn't stand living with my in-laws anymore. Shortly after that, my husband came to the house, took me out, and we talked.


Because I am angry, I am upset with him. I am afraid I cannot control my emotions when facing father. My sister and brother have tried to advise me, but I don't know...


Selalu mereka kata masa takcukup. Memang, hampir sejam kalau pergi surau dengan kakak2 office. Bukan sebab solat, tapi sebab berdandan. Saya pakai lipbalm je, tu pun sebab bibir saya pucat. Kalau saya pakai makeup pun, bila saya dtg bulan. Saya ni pemalas sikit haha. Mereka, solat 5minit makeup 50minit. Sambil gossip, dalam surau. Saya pun excuse diri pegi dulu biasanya. Pernah kawan saya terdengar mereka mengata tentang saya. Wallahualam. Takpe, Allah ada.


Dan kepada yang ade kawan yang korang rasa symptom dia cam aku seperti tangan sejuk,sakit perut atau berdebar,suara terketar-ketar even badan pun korang nampak dia cam x ok.Approach you friends and advise them.Bagi semangat kat dia.Jangan pinggirkan orang macam nie.Kalau kita tolong orang,maybe next time dia pun akan tolong kita. Sekian.


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Straight guys always takut like nak kena rogol like that. Because thats what they think of when they crush on girls.


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I regret buying Cosway membership..only used it once. It's troublesome to apply and spread this cream with such a texture, it's similar to the green Safi cream that was popular before.. I don't like it..


The name is Josiah Hogan. I don't think he's a Muslim. He looks very Chindian.


Dalam sujud aku menangis. Aku bersyukur dengan setiap limpahan dan hikmahNya. Jika aku buat keputusan untuk luahkan, adakah aku masih bekerja dia tempat yang sama? Adakah aku masih mampu untuk menghadap mukanya? Aku tahu jawapannya tidak. Dan mungkin aku akan berhenti kerja kerana malu. Walhal kerja ini sangat penting bagi aku untuk establish career aku, untuk kestabilan diri dan keluarga aku. Kan membazir dan kebudak budakan kalau aku berhenti kerja disebabkan malu selepas aku luahkan perasaan aku? "Maka nikmat Tuhanmu yang mana yang kamu dustakan?"


Cantik pulak dia i tengok. Nampak matsalleh. Maybe duk negara putih kot  Kalau tak sebelum ini n ..  Very singh banggali looking la


Why can't I accept his changes now? Why do I want to live far away from him in my head? I want to be alone.


Hmm what should I do. I don't have many friends, if I talk to them face to face, I might end up with no friends or I might have to stop being friends with them? I love my friends and I want them to pray hmm


When it's already evening, at my house the windows are usually closed and some of the outdoor lights need to be turned on. And I'm usually the one who is ordered by my father to close the windows and turn on the lights. Sometimes I wonder, why am I the one who is always targeted by my parents to do all the housework? Why do my parents rarely ask the boys to do housework?


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Sepet bodoh ni mesti ingat melayu jilat pak arab.

Walhal paka arab pun kami kutuk sebab perangai ada yang cam sial cam korang liberal lah.

Waklu punya sepet.


Rafizi. . the Melayus hate awak. .. because awak hammer them Kow Kow. .. keep doing ia. . dan will realize their corrupt practices. . ke respect awak. .


Bersyukurlah bahawa kita diceraikan kerana sekurang2nya satu doa terhapus dari dalam kita iaitu dosa seorang isteri kepada suami. Jangan rasa down, listkan setiap kebaikan dari penceraian ini agar hati kita mudah untuk redha.


Pengundi melayu B.pahat kena telan xda wakil melayu..Seolah olah xda undi melayu calon ni boleh menang


Wow.. Congratulations tt.. Love reading..


mine more jialat sial


Uncle, can you share some of your food with me?


Reply 11# saljuputih  aku lg ler tk takottttt, tp no wonder beb cz minah ni mmg peramah semua org nk ditegurnya..ringan muluttt..Pekerja Nepal kt opis aku  mostly dorg ni  guard sapew je name y dia tk tau..sgttt hebattt..tp aritu aku pernah nmpk bakal laki dia ni dtg opis amik brg pompuan ni pki hybrid uollssss..curlasstttttt nyahhhhh..bangla bkn sebarang bangla..


Just wait for a year and see when the truth comes out. lol. Let's break up for a while.. and reconsider our direction.. you're just like Ika.. Thanks, tiramisu, I've been feeling like I've been holding onto him with money for a year now.


And Yusuf's beauty shone on his face.


ayo, kena cakap dekat wife aku ni.. anak-anak aku suka ikan keli..  keli kolam ok dak?


Rumah mereka adalah banglow 10 bilik di kampung. Ayahnya dapat pampasan insuran akibat cacat kekal kemalangan ketika kerja. Lantas mereka membina rumah di tanah pusaka. Apabila isteri aku tidak mahu berpindah keluar, aku hanya menurut sahaja.


Afraid of getting involved in other people's religious matters. Just focus on strengthening your faith and your own religion.


P/s: Please pray for me to forget the dark events of my life and for me to be blessed with sustenance, so that I can repay my parents while they are still alive.


they slowly approached him


I'm really interested in these kinds of movies. Let's list Batman, X-Men, Hulk, Spiderman, Superman, The Mask, Fantastic 4, Transformers, Hellboy, Ironman, Ghost Rider, and what else?


just look at the remark by heng swee keat on how singapore was not ready for a non chinese pm and the furore it caused on facebook


What can I do, Acik? Uncle is the only one who loves father.. he keeps talking about his parents (but it's not wrong, his parents are indeed great actors).. but when it comes to other people, he pretends not to understand.


Takkan aku nak kena cakap macam tu setiap masa orang lalu. Dibuatnya kena pensyarah atau pengarah atau dekan, mampus aku... Hahahaha!!!!...


This Malay person is always like this.. even though they slander and curse others all the time.. they still have the audacity to judge others' faith.. haha


I love the subjects of art and literature. For me, they are like a therapy for the mind. Art never classifies a piece as brilliant or failed. Art is an expression of the heart.


Aku bersungguh sebenarnya bila sebelum ini ingin meminta cerai dari suami. Kerana terlalu banyak kesakitan yang aku pendam, tidak dapat terlupa yang kadang membuat aku menangis sendiri atau rasa sakit itu kadang ingin membawa aku untuk balas dendam.


7. Review and refresh the knowledge that has been learned during the early morning after performing the sunnah prayer and reading the Quran. This is because the brain is fresh and functioning at 100% during this time.


Chinese people don't need to learn how to use chopsticks, they are capable of providing spoons and forks instead. That's it. These people are probably ignorant. Some groups just like to provoke.


What is Bertaqqiya hehe? Pretending to practice religion, for example, Shia ummah will practice Bertaqqiya in a Sunni-majority country, from the outside they appear to be Sunni, but when among fellow Shia, they dare to show their Shia identity.


Feel sorry for Indian Muslims who still wear saris. Isn't the sari the national dress of India? And the bindi is definitely Hindu.


Yusril is feeling dizzy


Masker KN95 dan sejenisnya menawarkan perlindungan tinggi hanya jika digunakan secara rapat. Mubazir mengenakan masker jenis ini tapi ada celah di pangkal hidung atau malah sengaja diletakkan menumpang pada kaca mata.

Pastikan udara keluar/masuk hidung melewati penampang masker.


I thought it was my mistake for not practicing enough interview skills mixed with unstable emotions every time I interview. Besides being pressured by the expectations of those around me to get a job. As a master holder, I should get the best job. Supposedly!


Esok nya kami kena pi pekan beli barang sebab esoknya ada gotong royong dekat kolej kami . Kami pon beli macam macam kat pekan sampai balik lewat . Pukul lapan lebih baru kami gerak balik . Dalam perjalanan kawan aku dah pengsan . Sebab kami dah sampai kat kolej masa tu . Pastu kami kena angkat dia masuk dalam bilik . Bilik kami kat aras dua . Dalam perjalanan nak angkut die masa kat tangga tu , ya allah berat gila kawan aku . Badan kecik je . Tapi berat tu ya rabbi . Sampai tangga yang terakhir nak sampai pintu tu , die tolak aku . Masa tu lah aku jatuh tangga . Dan aku pengsan terus tak sedar apa dah .


Setiap hari waktu malam aku tak boleh tidur di asrama selalu fikir nak terjun bangunan asrama, kenapa Allah masih hidupkan aku masa tu, aku nak mati. Hari hari doa nak mati. Hari hari aku dibuli secara mental dan fizikal, pantang jumpa dipukul untuk mengisi masa lapang.


dapat adik semua perangai mcm sial


Studying at universities may not make you a pious or an expert in a field. Although it may teach you to become a writer or a researcher. However, to become pious, you need to sit and learn from a teacher, from one book to another, from one discourse to another. And the best place to do so is in a religious school.


I am useless, and I deserve to die (not currently in danger)I was doing well the last couple of days too, but I stumbled today, and I guess that's a perfect representation of how my life works as a whole - constantly stumbling and falling short. Always.

I wish I wasn't like this. I wish I wasn't such a monstrous screw up.

EDIT: I guess this is another time-wasting ranting wall for me, where I just dump bunch of my thoughts. But I also think that, well, I don't really want to though. I'm kinda tired of complaining about my life. There's really nothing wrong about it. Well, nothing wrong but the stuff that I do to myself that is. All the problems in my life are really just self inflicted. And they're catching up to me.

I wish I could stop making all these mistakes. I can't remember when the last time I did something right was. I'm fairly certain I never did anything right, but I used to have an answer for that kinda question. Maybe I just don't believe my answer anymore.

I've pushed away everyone in my life. I've told them all I'm fine, but the facade is cracking, it's breaking very fast and hard, and I don't know how much longer I can hold it. I'm tired, and I'm afraid. I wish I had someone to talk to, but I push everyone away by habit, by default, because it is better than having the poison in me infect and burn them.

I'm a monster. I should find my grave at the end of my story. I'm just waiting for the righteous hero to kill me, so I can go to sleep. Who ever heard a story with a suicidally depressed villain who's just looking to stop living.

I don't want to hurt anyone, I don't want to cost anyone anything, but I am. I'm costing so much every breath I take, every second I'm alive and awake.

I wish I had someone who could care, but I can't. I can't do that to anyone. How can I inflict upon my family and friends the knowledge of my suffering. I will force them to drop so much just to care for me. And I can't do that to them. I'm already a huge burden.

Every time I hear about suicide there's always the opinion that you shouldn't do it because if you just talk to people, they'll put in the time, the effort, there's things to live for. Etc. But there's a lot that's wrong with that, I think. I've tried talking. And I've tried looking for the things to live for. There's not much. I wish I was just brave enough, really courageous enough to kill myself. I wish I could. I really wish I could die.

I wish I could disappear, not suffer a painful death, but I hope one day I will be brave enough to not be afraid of pain. I will be brave enough to die regardless of what happens.

Edit 2: I dunno, I guess I'm just gonna waste a bit more time here, take up less space.

Edit 3: I don't know if what I wrote villifies the people in my life but I feel like it might, so I guess I want to say that I don't blame the people in my life. In my darkest moments I may hate them, but I don't think I blame them. I'm just tired. I don't want to hurt, to suffer anymore, but I don't see a good way to be a part of the world. It just doesn't seem like there's room for broken monsters like me.


Aku pernah bagitahu mek, aku tak nak drive sebab takut bunuh diri. Sedang kan aku dah hati hati. Aku semak balik, that week aku banyak tengok video acccident dan teringat arwah adik aku


Tak lama kemudian, pada suatu pagi saya mendapat panggilan telefon darinya. DS meminta maaf dan minta halal dari saya sekiranya selama kami menjadi rakan perniagaan, beliau ada salah dan silap. Saya tanya kenapa. Katanya mungkin ajal beliau sudah hampir kerana tangan kiri beliau sudah tidak dapat berfungsi penuh dan dadanya terasa teramat sakit bagaikan dicucuk jarum.


Buat malu la sial orang kampung aku vote kau


If possible, your desires should be reflected in your thoughts, but sometimes it is not possible.


As children grow older, they face more exams. Perhaps the exams are even more challenging than the fatigue of changing diapers when they were younger. It all depends on our behavior as parents. Let's not forget that sometimes Allah tests us through the sins of our children in the past.


Sekarang, Kadang kalau dia balik rumah pun, mak abah tak tahu. Senyap-senyap masuk, senyap-senyap keluar. Tahu tahu ada. Tahu tahu hilang. Pegi mana, dengan siapa, mak abah tak pernah tahu. Kalau ada kat rumah pun, memerap dalam bilik. Keluar semata berak kencing mandi.


tak!nama je bas cepat tapi lmbt betul.patutnya 4 jam tapi jd 8 jam  giler tul time tu.so b4 naik bas mesti beli burger kang kebulur.cuma bab solat tu..sedihnya..kalau pemandnya bkn islam lain cite ..  kena nasihat tu.. tak pun lapor je kat bahagian pengurusan syarikat tu.  Ni hak kita sebagai muslim, kalau iye pn drebar tu non-muslim.


Patutla @kuasasiswa kena blacklist dari pergi luar negara.

Patutlah Penyamun penyangak penipu mcm @NajibRazak siap boleh lepas pergi Singapore sambut cucu sambil main golf walaupun kena 12thn penjara denda 200juta.

Elok tuka ke 1MCB..

1Malaysia Corruption Berhad.


So, my dad told me that I am banned from riding a motorcycle because he's afraid of the saying 'lightning doesn't strike twice'. And they asked me to buy my own car. They said I am capable of it. Besides, I am a girl. Even a small car is fine as long as I don't ride a motorcycle.


I have many memories of my father when I was young. Because from a young age until I grew up, we rarely ate out. We always ate at home. Maybe my father never liked eating out. I also remember that during the day, my father worked in the office, and at night he designed at home. Even on weekends, it was the same. He even submitted drawings to clients before going back for the holidays. My father's life was full of work, but he sacrificed his life, burned the midnight oil, all for the sake of his family.


Enjoying his holiday in Rome


In conclusion, I know I was wrong to indulge from the beginning. I know I am weak for paving the way to sin. I am still trying to get rid of these feelings. I am still trying to ignore this thing.


Dah 4 tahun semua ini berlaku. Trauma aku belum pulih sepenuhnya. Adakala benda2 tu datang muncul merenjatkan tidur. Aku jadi meringkuk menahan tangis. Dada aku masih terasa sesak sekali sekala. Sakit sangat. Rasa ketat mencengkam dada.


anak pak arab warga israelpun join demo tu..org afrika biasalah mana2 pun perangai diorang sama,menipu,jual dadah dan ada kes merogol..yg kena rogol tu wanita israel tapi tak tahu wanita arab atau yahudi..


Fun, let's try it out. I won't get addicted, will I?


Ada bukti ke tu rambut rasulullah  Tak sesat ke beria nk simpan rambut. Nk wat azimat ke  Tu siap percaya bawa rambut awan menaungi mereka?  Kang bila diuji rezeki melimpah ruah kata sbb simpan rambut


1626 indon-pengakses-porno


1 production 2 nonsense if the prayer for the meal is mispronounced..how can anyone in the crowd know the correct pronunciation?..


Pastu Arif ada gak tunjuk mesej dari Laila bunyi lebih kurang macam ni la. 'jangan tipu2 i sebab satu hari Allah akan tunjuk gak. Kena tipu lagi sakit daripada tau hal sebenar. Tolong terus terang even susah macam mana sekali pun, even benda tu akan kecewakan i. Kita boleh berbincang'.


The saddest thing in my life is when I hear my mother crying in the bathroom. She turns on the water quickly so that the children won't hear her crying. I can't do anything. My mother is so patient with my father. She once said that she endures it because of the children. Can you imagine my father under the influence of drugs in front of the children? In front of my little brother who doesn't know what his father is doing. The mind of a little child who thinks his father is joking while talking nonsense... Right in front of me... I feel sad when I see my little brother who doesn't know anything... Do you think I should respect my father? Don't call me a disobedient child if you've never been in my shoes. You don't have to sit here too long. You might go crazy if it's too difficult. There might be news of a child killing his father because he can't stand seeing his father under the influence of drugs... hahahaha


Hai, nama aku Julia. Tahun ni aku 25 tahun. Aku start kerja dalam umur 22 tahun so dalam masa tu aku pikir aku dah boleh kahwin. Dari zaman belajar aku memang kureng kalau bab cinta ni. Entah laa asyik tak lekat je. Ada yang rapat tapi last2 jauhkan diri alasannya aku terlalu baik untuk dia . Tak lama lepas tu tengok2 dah ade gf baru. Patah hati jugak laa time tu.


disebabkan tajuk Topik ni berkait dengan Gathering..moh le kita berghatering..CIk Saat pilih tempat ..kita makan2 sambil dibelanja oleh Cik Saat..Amacam??


Selling cars is haram? Are you trying to provoke just because of a quote from hadith? Or because the world is in turmoil? If you truly hold on to the Quran and hadith, then you have the right and obligation to accept the truth.


That's why when I have free time on weekends and no activities to do at UIA, I try to go back home every week. People say I'm always going back. You don't understand the feeling of being the last child like me, even when I was studying, I always thought of my parents in the village. I've always had it in my mind that I have to go back every week to see my parents, so that I won't regret it when they're gone. In my heart, I have Allah, my religion, Prophet and my parents. The only one I can physically see is my parents. Please, not everyone understands how I feel. I'm so afraid of losing them. Yes, it's a part of life. But I don't want to regret it later.


"Semoga aku boleh terus bertahan dengan hidup, belajar pentingkan diri sendiri sebelum orang lain, jadi manusia yang low consideration dekat manusia2 jenis anjing tersepit ni, always bersyukur."


barai terukk


kadang aq terfikir kjap je masa aq ngn diaorg.aq dok jauh mcm ni..aq xdpt tmn mama aq.aq xdpt tgk ayh aq..mcm mna bila diorang dh xde nnti.aq ni ank yg baik ke..aq ada ajak suami aq pindah kesana but dia ada tangungjawab ngn parents dia di sini..


jialat time to take an off day


Untuk aku, aku perlukan someone untuk bersihkan hati aku.. untuk ingatkan aku.. ada orang cakap, dia kenal diri dia.. dia dan Allah je tahu apa yang dalam hati.. yes betul, kau dan Allah je tahu.. dan takutlah benda tu.. sebab kau dan Allah je tahu the truth. Even kalau kau deny apa orang nak sampaikan kebaikan, deep inside kau tahu yang dia sedang sampaikan benda yang betul..cuma bercanggah dengan nafsu sendiri... aku writing ni bukan lah aku orang yang baik.. cuma sekadar share..


no sound at night if got sound i start to play drums liao


Those who use AstraZeneca in Malaysia are like those who seek magical water or engage in idol worship, which is considered superstitious. They may die due to the side effects of the vaccine and suffer in the afterlife because of the unforgivable sin of polytheism. They will remain in hell. The punishment of hell that Allah has prepared cannot be compared to the pain of COVID-19. It is unimaginable. However, people are so afraid of COVID-19 that they are willing to endure eternal damnation in hell. Why is that?


Even the person I hate is just outside my bedroom. And everything they do and say disgusts me! Because I feel so full of disgust! Crazy man!


kk tu apa?kuala kangsar?kota kinabalu?kodiang kedah?  kota kinabalu rse nye berdasarkan cita


I am very stressed and I am not the type to talk about household problems to anyone. I used to be a cheerful person, but now I am still trying to be cheerful even though I am full of suppressed emotions. I also do not tell my family about it.


Bring a child with you and you will never be alone


I don't deserve to live. I'm the most pathetic person aliveI'm a complete waste of space, oxygen, money, and resources. There's nothing I have going for me in life. I dont want to live anymore knowing what's ahead of me. If I do continue to live, I'll just be the same lonely pathetic failure ive always been but for the next 60 years. Ill never have people that respect me or care about me. Never will I accomplish anything worthwhile. Never will I find love in my life. Never will I get cured of this sickness that makes my life a living hell. In the end, I'm just another insignificant human out of the billion other insignificant humans in this shitty world, so I guess there's no reason people should care about me.

 Might as well end it now instead of living a life like that for the next 60 years. The only thing that helps me deal with this pain is drugs. If it weren't for the acid and weed, I would've killed myself a long time ago. What a complete waste of life. After I blow my head off I hope I burn in hell for eternity for being such a pathetic piece of shit

There is absolutely no reason for me to continue living. I dont care if it might gets better. I want to die now, right this instant. Not live under the small hope that it gets better.  Just being alive hurts.

"people care about you" is another stupid thing people say for some reason. No one gives a shit about me. No one even knows I exist besides my family. Even if people did care about me then that still doesnt matter. It doesnt change the fact that my life is shit and I'm a waste of space.

Ending my life now would only be beneficial. One less insignificant human on the planet. Me dying now means there'll be so much resources being saved. Resources that could've been used for people that deserve it. I was never going to amount to anything any way. The world isnt going to lose anything of value.

Doubt I'll get any replies, but ill wait anyway. Today is my last day either way.


Aku pun kadang2 putus asa gak, tapi aku cuba positif dan muhasabah diri kenapa Allah bagi ujian macam ni kat kami suami isteri. Allah tahu apa yang terbaik untuk kami suami isteri sebab tu Dia hold dulu rezeki anak tu. Aku ada buat rawatan sebelum ni kt klinik tempat aku tinggal dan pernah makan clomid untuk 4 cycle, tapi masih belum berjaya. Setahu aku clomid hanya boleh makan untuk 6 cycle je kan.


Demi Allah terlalu banyak rezeki yang Allah bagi pada saya tak putus-putus. Saya selalu minta pada Allah nak jadi Billionaire (bak kata Donald Trump think big) dan demi Allah saya dapat melampaui status Billionaire. Maha suci Allah yang jadikan Tabung Tin Susu Tepung saya duit syilling yang tak pernah kering. InsyaaAllah ceduk hari hari tak habis.


TT..ko ni gila tak besyukur sioottt..btol kata cik kiah..org lain berebut nak keja government..ko la ..
asyura_85 Post at 21-2-2011 13:38  abeh ujung bln den nak mkn apo????  huwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!


Just want to share my interest. I am a female, 22 years old, currently pursuing a degree at a university in Selangor. I enjoy playing console games such as PSone, PS2, and PS3, as well as watching anime occasionally. However, not many people know about my interest because I am a girl. Some of my friends have commented negatively, saying things like "you're like a kid", "girls shouldn't play violent games like that", "you're too old to be playing games, especially as a girl", and "it's childish to play games".


but shiok lah the foam party was heaven


Cerita dia macam ni, pada lebih kurang pukul 2 pagi, aku tengah tidur nyenyak. Tapi tidur aku diganggu dengan bunyi perempuan menangis. Bilik gelap masa tu lampu dah tutup. Aku suluh katil sebelah guna phone punya torchlight, tapi Maria dengan Lisa takda dekat katil. Aku cuba suluh locker dengan meja dan teka apa aku nampak. Aku nampak SAKA tengah mencangkung antara meja dengan locker tu, tengah-tengah tu, tengah menangis!


In the past, whenever I wanted to eat something, I had to find it myself because we were doing distance learning. Once, I asked my husband to eat ABC ice cream with me, but he said I was being silly. I felt hurt. After that, I just bought or made everything I wanted to eat myself without asking him. Can you see how hurt I was? The elders say that when a pregnant woman can't eat what she wants, her child's saliva will flow uncontrollably. Is that true? Because my child's saliva is always dripping and wetting my clothes.


ha..????! aku ingatkan tu semua sebab dia cuai..  tapi bapa aku rajin mengaji,baca khutbah jumaa ..  erm.. betul dia tak lupa solat apa segala.. tapi bila umur da meningkat.. ada orang tua sakit nyanyuk, sakit tu sakit ni.. jangan amik hati kalau dia marah marah anak akak tu sebab dia sebenarnya tak sedar.. sabar jek tau dengan kerenah dia sebab it could get even more worse.. bukan menakutkan, tapi just to be safe akak tengok jek perlakuan dia.. kalau start cakap berulang ke, lupa tu ini haa, tolong la pegi jumpa doktor ..


Cukuplah 6 ini dulu saya dapat rasakan perubahan dalam diri. Saya cuba istiqamah dengan erti kata bersikit sikit dari yang banyak2 tapi terus tinggal.


You know, when you told me he had reconciled with his wife, I was very happy even though it was difficult for me to accept... I even went to see a Thai shaman to cast a spell so that I could forget him...


Dia cuma mahu rumah sentiasa bersih dan kemas, dapur bersih, sinki tiada pinggan kotor. Dia akan complain kalau di lantai ada sisa rambut, dapur kotor. Senang cakap, aku kena pastikan semuanya sempurna. Jika aku sedang baring dan ada kerja yang belum aku selesaikan, dia mula bising. Dia cakap aku asyik baring dan tak larat buat kerja rumah.


You must have thought that it was all your fault. Yes, I admit that it was my mistake. I was foolish to judge. I took out the car, personal loan, and credit card in the beginning to help my family. I don't need to explain in detail why. God forbid, I don't want my original intention to help my family to be affected by my desire to buy a house. Yes, my salary slip is flawed... even the bank can see that I'm not eligible. I'm bankrupt at a young age.


Lepas makan aku kemas bilik bongsu. Bongsu ni bukan pemalas tapi aku rasa sebab tak ada orang ajar dia buat kerja rumah. Aku tak pernah nampak dia pegang penyapu kalau tak disuruh. Masuk dapur lagilah. Dah atas-atas semua lelaki.


Okey, kalini iols setuju dengan Hajah. Tapi apakata Hajah tarbiah sikit abang ipar chuols tu. Buat malu jer keluarkan statement bodoh. Karang orang beli tudung chuols yang fake kaitkan dengan statement abang ipar chuols, hah guano?


... isteri orang yang sudah berumur VIDEO PANTAT AWEK IBAN ... tembam gambar budak 12 tahun bogel hot jepun tetek kecil ...


suruh persatuan jiran tetanga..  ke teda persatuan?


Assalamualaikum and greetings. My name is Ada. Lately, I have been reading a lot about depression on IIUM Confession. It's good because I get to know that not all people with black hair are happy, they have their own struggles and problems that only they know. The stories shared also open my eyes and heart to understand the people around me.


Dalam perbualan tersebut, S maklum kepada H, rumah tangga tak bahagia dan bagaimana dia kahwin kerana terpaksa. Aku senyum sendirian membaca. Begitu rupanya sikap lelaki apabila memerlukan perhatian dari seorang wanita, perkara yang tiada di ada-adakan untuk meraih simpati. Aku puji H, sebab dia berlagak biasa sahaja dan tidak berapa mahu melayan S.


Kadang2 aku jadi futur nak berdoa sebab Abah aku still tak solat. Tapi aku kuatkan hati, yakin Allah ada bersama-sama orang yang sabar. Ya, dalam berdoa kita kena bersabar tunggu Allah makbulkan. Aku dah nak habis bachelor degree, aku start perasan yang abah dah start solat tapi tak penuh. Allah, mengalir airmata aku tengok abah solat 5 waktu even tak penuh. Bertahun weh aku DOA. Plus, aku rase macam takda harapan sebab umur abah makin tua. Aku fikir orang tua mesti dah malas nak SOLAT kalau dari dulu memang tak solat (ok jahat gila aku fikir macam tu).


forget korea lah full of drunkards and barbarians


lain mcm topik pagi ni. kena fikir dulu power apa yg aku ada..  aku rasa.. aku ada power blh tahan tk tido 2/3 ari.  tu kira super power ke?


Cantiknya gambar  Masjid negerikah?


These thoughts have been circulating in my mind for years. I even considered not having any children because I'm afraid they will be confused as to why they have the surname Abdullah while their siblings have a different surname and their father's name.


it is important to instill right actions and values into the child but showing anger is just not a good example la you show displeasure use a firmer tone of voice to tell the kid that his actions is not acceptable they will get the drift last resort would be a short canning loh a little canning wont die want la otherwise i wont be here typing leow


Hasilnya memadai Raudhah aku ziarah. Dapat ganti solat sunat 4 rakaat sebelum kena halau oleh penjaga Raudhah.. Esok lagi sekali kesempatan aku ada.. Sebelum aku tinggalkan bumi Anbiya ni.. Esok masuk Raudhah, aku dah sedia siap-siap tenaga.. Tuhan bantu Tuhan.. Aku nak rasa tenang damai doa kat sini. Aku niat sebelum jejak masuk Raudhah. Menangis aku satu sudut. Aku rasa macam orang tak nampak aku. Aku masuk Raudhah tadi berasak juga.


Who is that person with the Bruneian?


Dan sekarang aku sama macam dulu. Takde tempat aku cerita masalah aku.. perasaan aku. Doakan aku kuat. Sehingga hari ini aku sangat-sangat rindukan lelaki2 aku itu.


Sarah.. Abang tahu sarah suka baca IIUM confession ni. Sarah tolonglah hubungi abang semula. Sarah minta semua orang sorokkan sarah dari abang. Abang menyesal. Maafkan abang. Abang tunggu Sarah. Maafkan abang Sarah. Tolong hubungi abang semula. Maafkan abang.


Jujur aku kata, skrg perempuan byk habis duit utk brg2 kecantikan. semua nk kulit putih gebu mulus. kalau kau lahirkan anak, usah kau risau lah anak kau tu hodoh, hitam legam ke, esok lusa, celik je mata dia, tahu lah dia nk cari dato vida ke, kak ton ke, pandai lah dia repair muka dia. Tp dalam masa yg sama, bg aku its useless, sbb it is fake. perempuan zaman skrg x mcm dulu. blh aku kata kalau cantik tu, mmg asli, kalau yg biasa2 tu pun sbnrnya cantik. as long as kau ada budi pekerti yg baik. cantik tu akan reflect balik pd wajah kau. tu lah yg aku blh kata wanita sebenar n muslimah sejati.


watch after midnight jin feel wor this ep of kang xi this week is epic funny


Amin..harap² aku pon sama juga...penat la hidup dalam dosa dan menyusahkan orang keliling kadang² jadi serabut ada Smpai tahap rasa nak bunuh diri tapi iman masih Kuat kata jangan bunuh diri nanti jasad tak diterima bumi


My lips never fade from a smile. No matter what kind of "game" the thorns and their companions play on me, I still smile. Even if I am scolded, beaten, or pinched by the teacher, I am still able to carve a smile.


--sebenarnya kena jadi ex atheist utk menasihati atheist  --atheist yg lemah bagi aku yg lahir daripada kekecewaan kepada Tuhan, eg kenapa Tuhan dtg bala, kenapa nasib dia malang. Maksudnya dia ni sesorang yg sangat percaya Tuhan  sampaikan bila ada benda buruk berlaku terus ambil jalan mudah dengan menajdi atheist  --golongan diatas senang sikit untuk berdakwah sbb asasnya dah ada  -- atheist yg kuat ialah mereka yg telah mengkaji sejarah dan dapat membuktikan agama kitab hanya himpunan kisah kisah dan nasihat dari kitab kuno.Ditrambah lagi dengan pengetahuan sains yg tinggi, golongan ini susah nak diperbetulkan silap silap kita yg mati akal.  --siapa siapa atheist boleh pm gua


If you're already familiar with the Caucasian race, it's easy to distinguish who comes from the UK, US, or Italy.


Mesti ada yang persoalkan, kenapa tak tuntut fasakh atau minta dia ceraikan terus. Kalau lah sesenang itu, aku dah buat. Terlalu banyak sudut dan penjuru yang perlu aku titikberatkan.


Aku hanya nak dia saja. Dia tak bagi pun duit. Kadang dia balik dia cerita dia gaduh dengan kekasih dia la. Aku dengar je walau sakit hati. Aku cakap pujukla baik-baik. Aku tak nak aku jadi macam terlalu marah dia walau hati ini sakitnya Allah je tahu.


Manalah tahu perlukan rujukan,” terang Morgan, termengah sedikit.


I'm tired. I'm already 24 years old. I also want to be successful. When I was studying at a public university, I faced many problems. I had no motivation. As a result, I dropped out of school and didn't take my job seriously. I've resigned many times because of my unpredictable behavior and mood.


Daih kaki dia dato


I won't start first, let's check the timing.


Aku sedih dengan family aku ni, ayah aku tak pernah terlintas untuk solat, tapi dia selalu marah adik aku kalau mereka tak solat, sedangkan diri dia sendiri yang meninggalkan solat.


While there is already a thread, mommy also has a problem. This month, mommy's child has had a fever twice. The first time, it lasted for 3 days and then got better. After a week or so, the child got sick again, accompanied by cough and cold. The problem now is that today is the 6th day of the fever. We have already finished two bottles of fever medicine, but it hasn't improved. We don't know what to do anymore. When the child has a fever, he/she becomes completely inactive and doesn't move at all. Even when going to the bathroom, he/she needs to be carried. It's sad to see him/her in this condition. We went to the clinic and the doctor prescribed fever medicine and antibiotics, but it didn't help either. I'm worried. People say that maybe the current weather conditions are unpredictable. Please help!


double penembusan untuk yang panas warga itali si rambut coklat ... pertama lucah video.


When I was in high school, students of the same race often ostracized me and every time they saw me, they would only say nasty things to me.


... melayu seksi cerita lucah janda ... cerita seks pelakon gersang cina buta lucah amoi jual ... masih dara paling siuk gambar seksi jasmine ...


bossini need to order from hk meh


Layannn plak lagu tu


Buat pilihan bijak


I laughed so much today


Which way to go to this museum? It's already visible on the map: http://wikimapia.org/#y=6190219&x=100325689&z=14&l=0&m=a&v=2 [Last edited by ninjamerah at 6-4-2007 10:59 PM]


contoh salah guna kuasa parents pada anak2..  mementang dia dah lahirkan anak2 ke dunia neh..suka suki je nak maki hamun..kunci syurga/neraka kat tangan dia kah?  sendiri senget menget ada hati nak betulkan orang..


Another thing, I have a problem with low confidence. I can't look at a beautiful, tall, smooth-faced girl. I feel like I don't deserve to live in this world.


Lahanat lebai ni. Sakit kepala


I have the utmost respect for the late Goh Keng Swee, but who decides that our late president is undeserving of this honour?


I asked my father to investigate this man's background, as I found his behavior strange. What did the religious teacher say? And why is your sister being led like a cow with a nose ring? Everyone wants someone else to provide for them. There is no effort made to truly understand the man she is involved with. You are currently undergoing chemotherapy. It's not good to be too stressed about your sister's situation. It's no wonder you're losing your hair. Huhu.


Dilraba dimarah sebab tak bagi komen apa-apa tentang penganiayaan terhadap Uighyur.  Ramai artis China yang cut ties dengan jenama seperti Nike, Adidas dan lain-lain. Rasa macam paksarela.


Most of the buyers are Chinese and they eat pork or make fun of it by saying 'oink oink'.


Salam..  Kamek heran la kenak la miak malaya tok mcm sik berkenan ngn miak swk..Kenak oh? Tuk pengtahuan kitak semua kamek tok keja d malaya ngn gomen dh masuk 3 tahun.Selalu mun duk ngn miak malaya tok ok jak la bgaul kamek sikda hal.Yang hairan tok bila cdak nya kedak sik puas ati madah yg org swak tok untung..Duit byk.Mun keja smnjg dpt elaun..Gaji Besar.Then bila kamek madah mun mok gaji besar keja la d sarawak sama juak ko dapat juak elaun..Pas ya cdak jawab balit cdak nya madah kedak tok.."ish tak nak la..kang kena hantar kat tmpt pedalaman..naik sampan berjam2.." So kenak sik puas ati mun gaji aku lebih sikit dr cdaknya??? Aku bkn mtk duit cdaknya pn..Cdaknya empun sik mok keja negeri org..Dah la cara cdak nyaut ya kedak hina miak sarawak jak..Mcm la cdak ya bgus lam smua hal..  Kenak la cdak sik puas ati tok ngn miak sarawak..????? Byk g yg cdak nya sik puas ati..Tapi malas jak mok madah.Mun kitak org yg pernah merasa tau la gaya cdak nya tok..


Baju kotor dah disediakan tempat khas. Tapi baju kotor diletak merata. Atas sofa atau atas lipatan kain baru yang saya baru siap lipat. Saya nak masak lagi, nak cuci baju, cuci pinggan nak siram pokok ayah, kemas tempat kucing... saya tak mampu buat semua tu dalam satu masa. Dah la diaorang langsung tak membantu.


Oops, I just noticed that the pronoun has changed to 'you' suddenly. To BAIM, I don't think you're ready yet to be a husband and head of the family. Read the Sirah a lot, make good prayers. If you're already married, reflect on your wife and change. Following the example I gave is already good enough. I'm not asking you to memorize the Quran's 30 juzuk or provide gold and diamonds. I feel sorry for your wife/future wife. Change, this kind of behavior is not acceptable for men. Be a righteous and qawwam man for your wife. Don't keep asking for this and that. Wassalam.


semoga ph kalah dekat padang serai..


Imagine Ruby eating bean curd jelly and it dribbling down the sides of their lips.


Ini meols tak nafikan. Meols sbg contoh, last week cuti2 Penang, tido lena oi sepanjang malam walaupun bising kat Georgetown tu, tapi bangun pagi fresh. Balik rumah, hari2 bangun lesu jer, padahal tido cukup. Otak berjalan 24 jam non stop. Tak sabar nak retire kat kampung, hidup laid back. Sekarang pulun aje lah selagi boleh.


For those who suddenly become good at massaging others... Go find an ustaz (religious teacher) instead. Because it's not you who is good at massaging, but something else...


hahaha.. kesian owner


For me Hub and Spoke with a Brompton as the spoke


Dad shouldn't treat his children like this. All this time, we have had to schedule our activities so as not to disturb his work hours or burden him with small tasks like settling bills or going to the post office, choosing university subjects, planning trips, and taking care of household chores.


er..rasa nak terkucil pun ada..


- Since I only brought 2 pieces of clothing (1 for Arafah and 3 for Mina), I had to wash my clothes. I brought a rope to hang my clothes and they were dry in just an hour. The rope that I hung in my tent became a popular spot for others to hang their towels, scarves, and so on. Our tent was located at the end, so it became like a checkpoint. Those who were in the middle had nowhere to hang their clothes, so many of them used our rope. My tent was fine though, haha.


I don't mind if his hobby doesn't inconvenience anyone...let me tell you...our rented house only has a fan, because the cats keep lining up to come in...we have to close all the windows and doors...it's very hot especially during the dry season...the heat is unbearable inside the house..


Ada every year, but don't want to believe, afraid of committing shirk. Sorry to those who have experience, hmm? How is it, shirk? Don't want to believe, afraid of shirk? Lailatul Qadr exists. How can one not believe?


Malays je la yg akan serang, tapi bukan dia kisah pun. Asalkan kawasan dia terjaga & walk the talk ..  Apa pulak Malays saja..sama je dgn parti politic yg lain.  Hang rasa pasal pa Hannah Teo tu pakai baju kurung?  Semua ni utk build perception. Politic is all about perception.


aku rasa dia ni bila berisi mcm ni, barulah selesa nak tgk seksi..sila pakai baju yg boleh menyembol kan apa apa yg patut ye..  yg dulu tu kering sangat.. tetek takde ada hati nak tayang.. hahahaha


mngment kat uni di malaysia ni mmg bangang aku rasa, lengai nak mampus. aku pernah kena dulu dgn UM, dlm borg kata registration dan kelas start bulan 9, bila dtg nak register, staf dorg bagitau registration bulan 10. dorg tak update dlm sistem. habis burn sewa bilik sebulan.


Ini perspektif aku sebagai adik yang Salam and happy deepavali para readers. Harini merupakan hari yang paling sedih dalam family aku. Aku student and harini aku balik sebab deepavali. Aku rindu sangat kat family aku and sebab stress, aku balik. Aku dapat tahu abang aku balik dari luar negara sebab nak hantar isteri dia balik malaysia. Ya, aku adik anak terluka. Abang aku boleh dikatakan hutang keliling pinggang. First time aku dapat tahu aku marah sgt. Mak sembunyikan hal ni daripada kitorg.


How can I improve myself when my heart has turned so dark that Allah has closed the door to His mercy and guidance?


14. I tried. I listened to talks (on YouTube, you know, lectures). I bought Islamic books. I read them. But it didn't work. I don't know if I have a jinx or if my heart is dead.


Who is Apekk?


hmmm..sedih memang sedih..perpisahan sama ada dari pihak kita atau dia, mana ada yang manisnya..  pengalaman paling pahit i, bila dia yg mintak perpisahan..dia yg suruh i lupakan dia..tapi dia story kat orang lain..i yg tinggalkan dia..  orang yang pernah mengalami perpisahan berulang kali ni biasanya malas nak memulakanny a lagi kan?..tapi macamana kalau ada yang berjanji dirinya bukan seperti mereka2 yang pernah hadir dalam hidup kita? macamana kalau dia bersungguh2 meyakinkan kita bahawa dia akan merawat hati kita? adakah u all semua akan memulakan satu lagi episod baru setelah melihat kesungguhan dari orang baru ini?


I mean the apostates...rejecting Islam completely


Thank you, biscuit .. hehehe


It's not enjoyable when you do this. But because her family asked her to, she followed along. Her intention is not to seek affection, but to ask the guy to stop 'admiring' her because he's been obsessing over her. No matter what, she can't forget about it completely, and it's affecting her life. She said she has prayed for guidance and saw the guy in her dreams. Then the nurse said, if someone's spirit is being admired, the heart will constantly think about that person. It's not impossible to see that guy. But it's common for our people, even though we live in a modern era, to still resort to such things, even though we don't know the authenticity and true methods practiced by the nurse.


Ibu bola sepak dengan tits semula jadi besar dan pussy juga ... MILFs.


Zahin Shaharuddin PIC, supervisor, bila kita rehat2 sikit dia mari tegur macam takde kisah langsung pasal solat, hakikatnya org tua2 yg kerja kilang kebanyakan tak solat, bukan kata solat jumaat, solat wajib pun xpernah, itu saya kat bodoh ke apa tegur org, tp bab solat diri sendiri xnk ambik kisah pulak...


My mom also got triggered and became tense at the dining table. One of her friends had to calm her down (may Allah bless Auntie G). Alhamdulillah, there was someone in the circle who had worked in my dad's industry, and when my mom asked him, he said that the thing was nonsense. There was no basis. Do you see how foolish it is to gossip? Not only is it gossiping, but it's also lying.


We wait and see who will take this coach.


Simpati kt penduduk2 flat yg still ada civic conscious. Yg suka campak sampah & pengotor ni patutnya kene denda, name & shame. Jahat sgt smpi x peduli org lain.


Until today, every time after Asr prayer, my back feels extremely heavy like I'm carrying a burden. My waist and stomach ache, sometimes I have to walk hunched over. My heart often races. I went to a heart specialist, had heart scans and everything, but everything was normal. It turns out what the ustaz said was a sign of being disturbed. Allah.


One morning, a male colleague pondered, 'I feel like Singaporean women tend to adopt their husband's surname after marriage if their husband is Caucasian.'


haracter and smile niceeee marketing is go buy groceries one the latest gal nt bad cute this bake guy jin handsome


Until it got worse, then I had a flashback and realized why it happened like that. There were many symptoms, and if I were to list them, you might even feel nauseous. If you want to know more, just request for part 2. Haha. Be confident, will you?


Aku sedar perasaan tu salah. Sebab tu aku kata tolong aku bantu aku. Aku juga sebut aku sedang berusaha untuk buang perasaan aku pada dia.


i mostly get thrown the ang moh card followed that i don t understand


Banyak dalam kedai jepun. Miniso yubiso macamtu i tak berapa ingat


Ok tu ja. Harap tak lalui dah kot benda ni. Seram bila ingat balik. Memang murung. Badan tak mampu nak buat apa, yang tinggal hanyalah fikiran yang sangat toxic. Memang confirm depress. Alhamdulillah, Allah jaga nyawa. Memang risau mati bunuh diri sebab saya Bipolar Disorder.


It's a shame that in Singapore, all Indians are considered the same without any differentiation based on caste or region.


Sekarang aku dah jadi orang yang baru dengan semangat yang baru.. Seolah aku bukan yang dulu.. Andai adat tu yang jadi pemisah antara aku ngan dia.. Aku yakin ada lagi lelaki yang impikan sebuah majlis perkahwinan yang simple.. Next week ak dah masuk kerja balik.. Doakan aku terus kuat korang..


What is the distance to the sea?


tq tt sbb sudi berkongsi..


ada kemungkinan jugak sakit jiwa ni berpunca dari gangguan..tp kedua-dua kaedah rawatan iaitu sains ..  kalau panas minum la air cap badak..kehkehkehhhh..


I think maybe this is a punishment because when Allah brought my fiancé into my life, I forgot about HIM. I spent less time with my family to the point where my mother complained that I rarely had time for her. Allahu.... Only now do I realize that there is wisdom in all of this. Alhamdulillah.. Now I am gathering my strength to move on. Especially to move on from all of this. Please pray for me. Pray that I will get a job after this.


Hello.. This morning there is a new idea for us to reflect and discuss together.. I always read and hear that as a wife, we should always prioritize our husband's feelings. The law states that even in the heart, a wife must obey her husband as long as it does not contradict the Shariah.. but the husband is not obligated to obey the wife.. it seems like the husband has it easy, right?????.. but be warned.. you (the husbands) will be questioned first about your leadership through your example to your wife and children in the field of gathering later.. this is even more challenging..


Walaupun result tak la teruk di mata orang lain, tapi saya rasa ada sedikit down kerana tak handle stress, depression betul2 saya da mula dapat masalah2 kesihatan ni.


Salam... Terima kasih for the approval.. Sedikit amaran.. JANGAN CARI PASAL NAK BERKAPEL KALAU DAH TAHU NANTI AKAN MENYESAL.. Menyesal bukan sebab kena tinggal, tapi sebab menyesal buat salah dengan Tuhan.. Menduakan Tuhan, leka dgn kekasih sampai msg lewat solat.. Menyesal.. Tapi kapel lagi pastu putus pastu kapel lagi.. Dgn org sama.. Sbb setia .. Lagi menyesal kapel sebab mesej ada unsur2 lucah sebab tiba2 best cakap camtu sebab nafsu .. menyesal ya rabbi, buat salah dengan Tuhan tapi tetap syg si dia macam rasa macam tak boleh kalau x contact tapi at least sekarang dah jarang sangat contact.. Sebab menyesal.. Dia pun menyesal.. Tapi dua2 masih sayang satu sama lain(hope so) sampai takut nak plan kawen dengan orang lain sebab takut teringat dengan kekasih yang ni.. Hmmm.. Masih menunggu pinangan si dia tapi belum ada khabar sebab dia baru dpt kumpul duit.. Mungkin menunggu lagi.. Takut nak terima orang lain sebab takut nanti dengan suami, termelatah nama kekasih yang ni.. ADUHHHHH!!! Menyesal betul kapel2 ni.. Hopefully this is my second and last!! InsyaAllah!!


walau sibuk macamanapun takkanla smpai 4 jam terlupa..ni jenis pelupa tahap apa dah ni..  jgn la ckp camtu bam zul..  saya sendiri pun mcm tu..  the moment sy duduk je dlm my office pagi2 tu, terus buat kerja..  sedar2 dah jam 12.. bila kerja ni kdg2 kita mmg xsempat nak fokus kpd benda lain dah..  cuma me selalu berdoa kpd Allah, jgn la diuji mcm ni.. takut sgt..


mak n arwah bapak aku ponn probs same.. siap kteorg tuka kunci gril sume die bole bukak n tuka kunci pintu sume la.. pastu nak soh kuar.. dihalaunye kteorg.. nak tau brape lame die xbyr umah sew ..  itew la pasai.. aku ni memula kesian la kekononnya.. ye la, kita pun kekadang bila susah2 harapkan jugak kesian orang.. tapi ini kes tak seda diuntung aku rasa. petang ni orang lain nak datang tgk bilik tu, hopefully menjadikla ndaknya.. aku dah penat dah asik dok kisahkan hal bilik lama aku ni..


Skodeng ibu japan sedang tidur lucah video-video kesan ...


True, the issue of racialism is very dangerous.


Why does he look stressed when he acts? That's it. Even in happy scenes, he looks stressed. Those who watch him also feel stressed.


Because before they got married, they were beautiful. They had good jobs, one was a doctor and the other was a teacher, but now their faces are pale and covered in lesions, and they wear their hijabs carelessly. I could accept it if they were just going to a grocery store or a market, but when they attend a wedding, they still dress carelessly, and it's really annoying.


Check in at home, PomPom. LOL.


Ramai ibu ayah penunggang agama, tapi nak buat macam mana, isu macam ni masih taboo, anak-anak yang mempertikaikan secara matang pasti di cop bukan-bukan dan di tarbiahkan dengan nasihat keagamaan untuk memuliakan ibu ayah.


nerikutan perang itu jaluran diilhakkan oleh mesir manakala tebing barat diilhakkan oleh


Niche; Hebat kanak-kanak perempuan; Lastest lucah; Popular klip; Hari Krismas


Sekarang dia masih minum methadone & amik barang tu.Aku sebagai anak sulung tak tahu macam mane nak bercakap menggunakan dengan abah ,suruh abah berhenti,setiap sujud aku mendoakan abah berubah,setiap saat aku berharap abah menjadi manusia yang normal.Allah SWT menjadi pendengar luahan hati aku.Aku tak salahkan Abah,aku tahu abah mencuba tapi najis dadah ni seolah magnet besar yang akan menarik dia untuk terus berdamping & seolah - olah orang terkena sihir,betapa kuatnya penangan dadah ni.Kami semua dah tak tahu cara untuk nasihatkan Abah.


citer hendon ke?citer islamik tp mcm terover2 nafsu kat perempuan jer..


Although I have dreamed that my husband has another woman, although my intuition often says that my husband has another woman, I consider all of it just a game.. A game of Satan that deliberately wants to destroy my already happy marriage.


Semoga orang yang tepat lepasni. No more patah hati dah. Sebab rasa macam nak mati je kalau hati patah lagi sekali. Lol.


Berbalik pada cerita semalam, lepas ibu berleter, ibu terus minta telefon bimbit R, dan memberi aku periksa apa yang ada dalam telefon itu. Ibu aku menyerahkan padaku untuk berbuat apa pada R. Aku meminta R bagitahu password telefonnya dan aku sangat tegas semalam kerana sebelum ini aku sudah lakukan perkara yang sama, namun R berkeras tidak mahu maklumkan passwordnya dan dia merajuk. Tapi semalam dia akur dengan semuanya lepas ibuku sangat marah dengan R.


Aku selalu menangis bila teringat benda ni. Kat rumah mama sekarang, ada ayah and kakak je. Adik kerja dan abang kerja dan menyewa diluar. Aku tahu kakak sibuk dengan kerja dia, jadi dia kurang habiskan masa dengan mama. Ayah lain la, bukan mama tak nak luahkan apa-apa dekat ayah, kadang-kadang apa yang mama luah tu ada jugak berkaitan dengan ayah.


Kami bawa pulang jenazah Madiha ke Terengganu atas permintaan keluarganya. Malam pertama tahlil Madiha, saya, suami, besan, adik beradik Madiha dan Basit berkumpul di ruang tamu keluarga Madiha. Malam itu, Basit memberitahu, simpanan Madiha sudah pun mencecah RM25k dalam Tabung Haji.


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manak zaman sekarang orang pompuan memang suka keje lah..  kalau tak mana mampu handbag coach.. mana ..  Sebab itu Manak tanya para suami..sampai bila nak si isteri keluar bekerja????  So far sejauh ini yang Manak nampak..yang masuk thread nee jumlah 'lembu lembu, overpowering  pengembala2 'lembu'..  How????  P.S..Kurang ajaq..???mimik, You are not being the pot calling the kettle black kan??? Kalau Sasha yang tegur atau KEMAL..got meaning jugak..  Last edited by ManakBR995m on 22-10-2013 03:22 PM


But my husband tried and stayed with me until now. He understands the pain in my heart because of my unfulfilled love in the past. My husband knows everything and I often apologize for still thinking about the old story.


Tegur atau nasihat maksudnya kita perlu mentaati. Mentaati suami adalah ujian berat untuk isteri. Lebih-lebih lagi kalau suami yang berperangai menyakitkan hati.


Mungkin ramai tak tahu dikalangan Pelajar Pelajar Kolej dan Universiti ramai dah berpaling dari Agama Islam sebab telah berjaya Dimurtadkan oleh Missionary/Mubaligh Kristian dan Pendakwah Bebas Atheis. Benda ni kita mungkin tak nampak dan anggap remeh benda yang kita tak tahu. Tak mustahil Melayu hanya tinggal nama tanpa Agama Islam. Sebab kita masih berfikiran takpelah kerja Dakwah ni kerja Ustaz, Ulama, Daei, PU dan sebagainya.


Refund duit hotel n report polis. Banned terus hotel ni. Ghisauuu wehh, kalau tgh naked mcm manaa


So bila aku tengah minta ampun kat Allah masa ni, aku bayangkan semua famili yang aku sayang tengah berkumpul nak masuk syurga, aku nak ikut tapi tiba-tiba aku diseret nak dibawa ke tempat paling buruk tu.


Get toasted, then spread some butter and jam on top


Anon, your feeling soo valid. I dulu pun independent sbb semua benda byk buat sendiri. Dpt bekas bf yg care and buat macam2, jd pompuan mmg auto rely dekat lelaki. We are not always that strong pun kan. I nak bgtahu you, bf u tu sampah. Tu jee… from sisterhood yg dah 30s ni


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Reply 15# hakass009 I'm not actually strong, but I try to be strong. It's not just once or twice that I cried facing various challenges in this business. Sometimes people bully me, and some even make sour faces when we have many customers and they don't. Sometimes I can't even sleep when I think about all of that. When someone took my spot the other day, I quickly got into my car because tears were streaming down my face. My child even said, 'Mom, you're crying like that?' I felt embarrassed for a moment, hehe.


Hmm it’s not about race. And Singapore hasn’t experienced a terrorist attack by a Muslim radical yet (touchwood) so it’s not really a similar comparison.


terbaik la iklan kalau camni..cam dh jadi drama plak..mmg full with emotion..lagi2 lelaki tu ensem plak kan..


Ini kocak bangettttt


It cannot be denied that I will cry more during this counseling session, but they will calm me down and try to solve this problem or difficulty together.


Masa kepada Murid lucah, kita perlindungan MURID seks tiub ...


padan muka  ko tipu orang, orang buat ko pulak.  harap semuaaaaa tu da dihantar balik ke negara deme


I have tried to get out of this problem, but I am still trapped. What have I done to get out? Like I said earlier, I avoid getting too close to men, and I never stop praying for a way out after every prayer, asking Allah to purify my heart from this kind of desire.


Surely at that time, my husband will ask us to be more frugal. Our rights and our children's rights will be taken away. Because my husband surely won't be considerate towards his own family. Not to mention the issue of modesty.


Ada satu peristiwa dimana Wina terpaksa luahkan masalah dia kat aku. Ye lah kan sebab selalu dalam kereta almost 3 jam sehari. Dia pulak; aku nampak terkulat-kulat, tak senang duduk macam cacing kepanasan. So aku pon tanyalah apa masalah dia. Sambil cerita teresak-esak bagitau yang kecurangan dia telah diketahui keluarga.


Hahaha ada betulnya juga tu


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Hello and good morning everyone. Ieza is reporting in. Hihihi.


hani pernah terbaca yang beliau sekarang aktif dengan khidmat sosial yang berkaitan dengan pemuliharaan alam sekitar dan scuba diving..  dia juga aktif berkonvoi dengan motorsikal berkuasa besar..


omputih makan nasi gunakan garfu.. orang cina makan nasi gunakan chopstick.  orang malaysia aje ..bila cara orang tak sama macam mereka ia jadi fake lah, jadi pelik lah.  #katakbawahtempurung


Pagi tadi, kakak aku dah pergi kerja. Aku call lah mak aku, nak cerita pasal apa yang jadi. Ni lah asbab kenapa aku tulis confession ni. Mak aku menangis, sedih dengan apa yang jadi kat kakak kakak aku. Mak aku kata, dia dah besarkan anak dia elok, cukup ilmu dunia dan akhirat, kenapa buat anak dia macam ni.


The panda is so adorable


It really seeps into us, right? This morning, it's seeping again. It's been a while since we've indulged in this seeping feeling... phew


Ramai suami ingat mereka seorang yang penat. Isteri pun penat juga. Mungkin sebab suami yang keluarkan duit, maka isteri ialah hamba. Pergh, sadis gila dapat lelaki gini. Suami bekerja di syarikat, bos bayar gaji. Isteri bekerja di rumah, ada suami bagi gaji? Tak ada. (Kalau ada, korang memang terbaik). Kalau sediakan tempat tinggal dan makan itu gaji, jadi kenapa pembantu rumah dapat gaji bulanan?


Hello, baper kerat jer dalam Malaysia ni yg Hotel tu betul2 melayu punya.. So biarlah dia nk review hotel Apa2 pon.. Asalkan dia x promote beer or alcohol promotion pada aku dh OK.. Kena ingat kita duduk malaysia, multi racial..


Everyone has their own problems, including myself. Thank you for saying that I am lucky, but I have never felt lucky because I often feel inferior to others. But your words made me realize that I am very lucky.


Stephen chow ni sial je


Panjang juga rasanya aku tulis. Bukan rasa diri terlalu bagus. Aku ulang. Sekadar teguran. Sekadar peringatan. Nak setuju atau tidak, terpulang pada diri masing-masing. Nak ikut atau tidak, perlu juga ikut kerana Islam suruh kita jaga pandangan, jaga kehormatan diri. "Alah, artis tu, ustazah selebriti, penuh gambar di media sosial". Siapa pun dia, seeloknya, sebaiknya, dia perlu jaga kehormatan diri. Firman Allah dalam surah al-Nur, ayat 31:


Setelah ibu aku, insan yang paling aku sayangi, hormati dan yang paling aku banggakan telah menjadi seorang yang sebaliknya kepada aku. Dia telah bertukar menjadi manusia yang paling aku benci, hina dan yang paling aku nak rahsiakan kewujudan dia. Sampai satu tahap tu bila orang tanya aku, "Ayah kerja mana? Sihat ke? Ada lagi ke?" Aku nak jawab aku dah tak ada ayah. Dah mati. Tapi aku tak boleh cakap macam tu. Belum mampu.


Hopefully, have some cash for Langkawi.


Cerita kisah sex wanita nenek ... curang cerita memantat ibu tua buah dada ogy cerita sex melayu urut tetek gambar wanita seksi ... seorang lelaki dalam hidup mak ...


To those yang jual insurans kat luar sana, pekerjaan korang halal dan bagus je cuma jangan lah jadi seperti kawan-risau-aku-mati-just-nak-aku-beli-insurans-je. In real life, takde pun kisah pasal hal aku. Hargai lah kawan-kawan even dah kahwin dan beranak-pinak pun. Sesekali ajak lah jumpa update life masing-masing. Haha rindu pulak zaman belajar dulu. Aku harap satu hari nanti keadaan akan pulih seperti biasa. Korang ada ke pengalaman macam aku ni? .


Then have another drink, please.


And for you girls, don't easily trust men. It's not that you can't trust them, but keep your trust with strong and firm evidence! If you blindly trust, it will only make things worse for you later on. The most important point is never to have expectations on men, you know?


I seek forgiveness and look at my husband. I ask again, does mother always see that figure? According to her, it could be an object or its spirits that come to stay, because the big house is not used, and father is sick. I ask again about my brother's heart disease, whether it is caused by 'saka' (supernatural force). She said Wallahualam (only God knows), but it is not impossible if there is an old agreement in our family. I don't know what to say, I just look at my husband. He just relaxes and smiles, because he has also felt something, but there is no proof. As for my children suddenly crying and being scared, it's already normal. I just don't want to speak up about this issue yet.


Just report him for making racial hate comments and he will be locked away. See, our law minister just said this.


He said that he didn't hit her to cause injury, but hit her with a prayer mat. He even showed videos of religious lectures where the speaker said it was permissible to hit one's wife. He said that he used to be gentle with his wife, but over time she became uncontrollable and they eventually divorced.


Macam remeh saja isu ni kan, tapi bulan puasa ni kesabaran kau nak menghadap isu remeh-temeh ni memang boleh menipis. Geram saja tengok perangai masing-masing.


Aku pergi membawa diri. Masa drive kereta rasa nak belok langgar divider jatuh gaung. Mungkin Allah SWT sayangkan aku, Azan berkumandang tepat aku berniat nak bunuh diri dengan cara tu.


Pemenang pertandingan foto bikini itu akan meraih wang tunai RM500, ... 314 ulasan.


Mula-mula nak berubah ni agak bertabah la juga ada je dugaan. Tapi lama-lama akan terbiasa dan rasa susah nak tinggal. Paling tak boleh blah rasa masa Allah Bagi Cuti (period) aku akan rasa rinduuuuuu sangat nak sujud pada sejadah. Tak sabar-sabar nak habis period cepat.


Saya sedih dan menjadi seorang wanita yang marah2 dan suka buat muka garang dengan dia, jika dia call ada sahaja perbalahan. Saya tidak boleh terima apa yang dia lakukan, bagi saya dia pentingkan diri. Saya bekerja, menjaga anak, merawat anak, semua saya lakukan seorang diri.


Don't worry too much.


Lee Kuan Yew certainly did not attempt to challenge his beliefs. It is widely believed that the notion of the 'lazy Malay' was created by the British, as the Malays were unwilling to engage in the economic activities of the East India Company, such as working as laborers for low wages and poor working conditions.


I used to be sad. Very sad. The way people around me looked at Indonesians really affected me, even until now. The impact was really bad for me. Sometimes I lie about my heritage because I am traumatized by people's looks. I know I am wrong. But you won't understand if you're not in my shoes, you won't feel what I feel. I am not ashamed of my family or my heritage, but when people keep insulting and looking down on us, I become vengeful. I once had a close friend who made fun of Indonesians, saying they were sloppy and poor.


I saw many Malaysians and Bangladeshis coming out of the buildings with red numbers in Lorong Geylang.


But I try not to show others that I am just like any other kid because I am afraid that they will use me as a benchmark for my peers and future peers... Am I being hypocritical?


pasni mst kuar citer dayah bakar pulak..


Imo la, sebenarnya sebelum kes DaddyAsh ni lagi perempuan selalu kena kecam lebih especially bab² seks ni, bila lelaki ramai giler komen lucah "bulat ni" "sedap ni" "tak tahan" "nak puting pink" "ada yg tegak tp bukan kebenaran" "hampir² nak masuk toilet" (dah boleh hafal dah)


Telur pun mahal


He he, I also want to read this topic but there is no response. Everyone here is still young. I am also a child and don't have a job yet. While waiting for the SPM (Malaysian Certificate of Education) exam, he managed to work at McDonald's. He gave me RM50 for a month, and his father gave him RM50 as well. On his birthday, he bought a beautiful big brooch with a matching crystal bracelet. Previously, he only gave me a card or a self-made bookmark for my birthday. Alhamdulillah (Thank God).


In short, the characteristics she possesses are the best qualities to be a wife. And I am sure, no one would choose an ordinary woman like me if there is an extraordinary woman like her.


Post Last Edit by siputsedut at 12-5-2011 13:20  iols pon ckp mende sama..padan muka ko adi ngn nana..hamikkkk sebijikkk..rimau kat dalam utan jangan ko kacau2..  tuh baru kene belasah sket.. dosa berzina walaupon suami orang tuh?  ntah kan dah terbalas ntah kan tidak..


Sorry kalau aku kedengaran emosi. Aku cuma mengharapkan isteri sekarang lebih menghargai suami mereka dan tolong lah mengerti bahawa suami itu lah asbab kalian ke syurga atau ke neraka. Perempuan senang masuk syurga, tapi at the same time perempuan juga lah paling banyak dalam neraka. Ambil yang baik dan semoga kita menjadi isteri yang solehah.. inshaa Allah aamin.


He accused me of trying to tarnish his dignity. I accidentally called him a hypocrite because he only prays in front of people but is only a Muslim on paper.


Memang mak ayah aku pandang harta sangat-sangat. Siapa yang kahwin dengan anak dia kena kaya, kerja bagus, cantik/ handsome dengan harapan mereka boleh tumpang kesenangan tu.


Why torture yourself by holding grudges? It's better to be honest and straightforward. Because once you start holding grudges, it will consume you from within. Eventually, your heart won't be happy, your face will be sad, you'll lose your appetite, and eventually, you'll fall ill. It's painful, really. Pray to Him abundantly so that our partners will open their hearts and take good care of us in the future. Hehe.


Kadang aku baring sebelah dia terus bangun trun katil bentang tilam kat bawah. Aku cuba sangka baik panas kot tapi bila kerap sangat aku paham la isyarat dia tak suka aku dekat dekat.


I don't know, this information is just from my specifications. For all I know, once I go in, it could be the same as well. Three tests in five days seems way too much in my opinion.


Ada ja akta lain boleh guna nak juga guna akta cubaan bunuh diri.


Oh dah dengar ceramah ustaz ini. Hopefully laki bajet alem kat luar tu pun dengar ceramah yg sama.  Dah busan, dgn propa lelaki. Pompuan malas, taraweh, solat jumaat, dok rumah nak iron baju pun layan sinetron.. sigh  Laki my asben, tak propa sgt sbb i preggy 8months now. Tapi bosan kat jantan2 kat opis dok bebel pompuan rugi tk terawih dan bagai.


Luka kaki aku memijak lantai berserpihan kaca. Luka tangan dan kaki aku akibat dihempas pada lantai dan dinding. Sakit tekak menjerit dan menyumpah seranah makhluk bernama 'kakak kembar'


Astagfirullah.. aku menjadi tertekan ekoran terpaksa menjaga dua orang anak ku dengan suami yang kejauhan. Banyak hal-hal menguruskan anak-anak diuruskan oleh ku tambahan pula kewangan yang agak kurang sebab gajiku kecil sahaja.


De Muz'e is not crazy, the government is unstable. Even the cabinet looks like clowns. At the beginning, they said they wanted to appoint those who are pure and honest. But now, Kumin holds the ministerial position, so his people, the Chinese, will regret it later as it will be useless.


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In the morning, I become lonely. I wake up and busy myself with taking care of my child and getting ready for online learning. I feel stuck. My head feels empty. There's no one I want to talk to, to chat with. I feel alone, and my world feels dark.


Maybe if someone doesn't have a phobia of this thing, they would just feel a shiver and tickle. But for someone with a problem, they would cry while scratching their whole body. There's one person who is really bad. Their body is completely scratched because of that thing. What's the reason? Yup, the people around them think that thing is funny. They share and post pictures of it to them. Every time they see that thing, they will scream while scratching their body.


Dad, I have received an offer to enter a public university. I remember that this time I won't be a burden to you but unfortunately...Allah is testing our family. I am facing some disturbances...early in the morning, dad drives me to the campus. I cried non-stop and when dad saw me crying, he hugged me immediately. Dad said he will always protect me.


Saya wanita. Dah berumur 20 tahun ke atas. Belum berkahwin. Dari kecil (sekolah rendah) saya rasa seronok nya lah jadi lelaki. Saya tak tahu apa faktor yang membuatkan saya fikir sebegini kerana adik beradik saya majoriti perempuan. Sejujurnya saya melihat banyak kelebihan yang ada pada seorang lelaki. Lelaki kuat, tenang, aktif dan boleh buat aktiviti2 lasak extreme yang melibatkan air dan sukan-sukan yang mencabar tanpa perlu memikirkan aurat dan kesihatan(perempuan selalu tak boleh buat aktiviti2 lasak sebab bimbang rahim dan sbgainya). Memang ada yang kata perempuan pun boleh bermain bola, hiking, berenang dan sebagainya. Tapi sebagai seorang muslimah yang menjaga aurat dengan sempurna.. saya tidak dapat menjaga aurat saya dengan sempurna ketika melakukan aktiviti2 tersebut. Sangat2 susah. Menyebabkan saya berputus asa untuk aktif dalam minat saya terhadap sukan extreme dan sukan biasa. Saya juga cemburu dengan sifat semulajadi lelaki yang sentiasa tenang dan berfikiran lapang. Setenang - tenang mana pun seorang wanita.. dia akan diganggu emosi kewanitaannya dalam diam. Lagi-lagi ketika datang bulan. Dan saya sangat tak suka dengan sikap semulajadi wanita yang gelabah dan gedik. Saya sering berusaha menyorokkan segala perasaan saya dihadapan orang hakikatnya saya lah orang yang paling selalu overthinking dan gelabah.


Sekian telah lama aku tinggalkan semua amalan-amalan sunat kerana apa? Kerana satu ayat dari influencer-influencer terkenal iaitu "kita ni buat solat & amalan-amalan sunat lain semata-mata sebab dunia. Nak kejar dunia". Sambil tersenyum.


Masa aku dan suami pergi uruskan surat berhenti sekolah kakak... pk hem ada bagi tahu " setiap minggu ada 4 aduan kami terima" " hari ni saja dah 3 aduan kes cikgu tampar murid, cikgu baling pen terkoyak pipi"


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Buat isteriku (abang tau sayang baca), abang mohon berhentilah bersedih dan rasa rendah diri.. Percayalah yang abang sangat mencintaimu & menerima kekuranganmu dengan lapang hati.. Sayang tidak keseorangan, ramai di luar sana sedang berjuang bersama sayang. Kita akan terus usaha & doa bersama, abang yakin sampai masanya sayang akan sembuh, insya'Allah..


At that time, I was also haunted by it. But we didn't continue. I broke off my engagement in early December, if I'm not mistaken. And until today, I still hope for him, even though my friends say to forget him. If my behavior is annoying, is it my fault or his?


...I’m thinking about taking my own life. But I can’t help but wonder if people will only start caring after I’m dead.. hmm


Benar lah orang yang kedekut dan bakhil serta memandang darjat tidak kemana. Rumah ibu bapa mertua ku sering dimasuki pencuri, barang emas pernah diragut, nak ke mana- mana sentiasa bimbang pada rumah di biarkan tiada penghuni walaupun telah dipagar konkrit dan segala kunci.


Come on Malaysia, come on young people of Kuala Pilah


But, the longer it goes, the more excessive it becomes. I feel like my mindset is wrong. If I always think that my younger sibling is still a child, then do I have to think that I am an adult? This thing is eating me up. It's not wrong to think like that, but don't overdo it. Now, whatever my younger sibling does wrong, my parents will say that I am showing my bad behavior in front of my younger sibling. Even if they steal money, they say that I am not good at taking care of my younger sibling. Again... what?


This is the first time I feel a loss that has a profound impact on my life after losing my eldest brother. I lost the love of a father. All the memories with him are playing back in my head. All the beautiful moments I had with my father are still embedded in my heart. Truly, tonight my tears flow because I miss him too much.


"Kemungkinan kepala mangsa cedera akibat terkena pada batu bawah air semasa terjun ke dalam lubuk itu."

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Eloklah berbesan korang ni

Pasal masing-masing pun perangai macam gampang, macam sial


Kalau ada kilat stop. bahaya


Cannot go out, cannot meet friends and the most pitiful is my child, how many times have I taken him out. He has circled the house thousands of times.


SURAH AN NAJM adalah jawapan bagi mereka yg menafikan Nabi SAW melihat ALLAH SWT .. sesungguhnya Nabi Saw itu benar2 melihat ALLAH swt dgn mata kepalanya dan Nabi musa AS itu mendgr KALAM ALLAH dgn telinga fizikalnya .. janganlah kamu hairan dan percayalah .. jika kamu menafi kannya .. itu menunjukkan kamu jahil dan tidak percaya kpd Baginda Nabi SAW ..  ALLAH SWT BERFIRMAN :" ..DAN ALLAH SEKALI2 TIDAK AKAN MEMPERLIHATKAN KPD KAMU HAL2 YG GHAIB, AKAN TETAPI ALLAH MEMILIH SIAPA YG DI KEHENDAKINYA DI ANTARA RASUL2NYA,  KERANA ITU BERIMANLAH KPD ALLAH DAN RASUL2NYA, DAN JIKA KAMU BERIMAN DAN BERTAQWA, MAKA BAGI MU PAHALA YG BESAR .. " SURAH ALI IMRON AYAT179  [ Last edited by  sirri_khafi at 14-6-2008 07:37 PM ]


To those that have Autism/Aspergers, does anyone feel overwhelmed?It's sometimes overwhelming to have to deal with stuff on an everyday basis, especially with the prejudice we face constantly.


Originally posted by ibnur at 5-3-2007 19:22  saya rasa ini serupa label-melabel.  ini yang boleh jadi gaduh lagi ni.  setahu kita, mana-mana kita pergi, orang islam tahu arak tu haram.  yang kata boleh tu memang dah kaki minum, maka .. org mabuk, mana tau diri sendiri tu mabuk?


Kecewa juga saya bila selongkar media sosial si quote. Minum arak. G4y. Ada boyfriend tinggal serumah. Halal haram dibuat main. Saya terfikir barangkali si quote mempunyai latar belakang yang kurang baik.


Actually, they want to call Halimah but the navy is superstitious about Malays.


Haa.. I forgot to tell you.. the thing is, when someone is rude to me, I just stay quiet.. I'll just be angry inside.. but if someone is rude to my friend or people around me, I will definitely fight back.. what's wrong with me? I can't even stand up for myself..


Cooking three times a day, sweeping, mopping the floor, washing clothes, hanging clothes, cleaning the bathroom, folding clothes, and so on are all women's responsibilities.


kat Indon tu penganut islam palin ramai didunia tapi dalam bab2 gini ramai penyokong dari penentang. ..  setuju..islam paling ramai, tapi layak buat penendang jer..buat peleceh..


5.Suka duduk mengelamun bersendirian melayan perasaan dibawah bulan purnama. Ini dululah aku selalu buat, setiap kali sebelum tidur. Aku akan buka tingkap dan pandang tingkap. Kalau ada bulan, aku akan bercakap dan mengelamun seorang diri. Kalau bulan tak ada, aku macam tak ada mood nak cakap ataupun mengelamun. Katakan malam tu ada bulan, aku akan duduk dekat tingkap tu dan aku akan cakap macam-macam. Aku jadikan bulan tu macam kawan, cerita apa jadi harini, masalah aku semua. Semua aku cerita dekat bulan, tapi tak tahulah waktu dulu dulu tu bulan purnama ataupun tidak.


Ni kalau betullah mekdi dan facebook menyumbang kepada zionism etc.  Pendapat saya:  1. Mulia pada Allah hanya bila ada iman dan takwa.  2. Nak relate mekdi/facebook, mana lebih mulia kena tengok affect dia pada iman dan takwa.  3. Antara cabang2 iman:  Dari sudut makan minum ----> kita kenalah makan benda yang halalan dan toyyiban. Sedangkan mekdi hanyalah harus dan tidaklah menepati konsep toyyiban.  Dari sudut penggunaan teknologi moden ----> Konsepnya, (sekiranya ianya adalah produk zionis/yahudi/nasrani ie kafirun), ianya adalah satu bentuk istidraj pada kaum2 ini. Maka sebagai umat Islam, yang sengaja nak paksa guna (especially dalam kes facebook), kita wajar berhati-hati menggunakan produk istidraj ini.  Secara peribadi, dua-dua produk ni umat Islam can do without kalau betul2 nak jaga iman dan taqwa.  Kalau nak guna jugak, mungkin kita bukanlah golongan yang boleh dianggap MULIA disisi Allah.  Wallahualam.


Alhamdulillah. Already arrived at YB's village. But it's in Kelantan. Bachok Parliament. InshaAllah we can meet tomorrow.


Ni bukan bundle sial, tu baju anak orang


betul ke boleh tapis? dan filter dalam tu mesti kena tukar lepas pakai kut tapi best ler produk ni


Alhamdulillah, so far I am in the process of taking care of myself. If not me, who else will help me? Alhamdulillah, I have made a lot of improvements even though I am not fully recovered. So to those who are experiencing shyness, androphobia, anxiety disorder or any related problems, try to talk and socialize with people. We need to overcome our problems, my friend! Fighting!


Aku terpaksa duduk uma sedara sini, adik sana, abang situ, balik kampung nak elak dari dia yang boleh dipanggilkan gila talak tu. Gangguan dia sangat extreme sampai ada masa nak hunus pisau ke leher aku kalau tak nak balik dengan dia. Report polis jangan cakapla. Banyak dah buat.


Penah sekali tu lalu kuala pilah dari rembau, nasib tergerak buka lampu tinggi ,kalau x, hancur bumper langgar kambing


What is so extreme about it. Of course, it is a competition to commemorate the victory of the war in the R era. The mistake is only using a political logo, there is no problem in organizing a parade to commemorate the struggle of Islam as long as it is not a political body, in fact, it is encouraged to introduce Islam more.


"Parti kotor, walaupun ahli atau pemimpinnya mengugut polis, mengganggu wanita dengan mesej-mesej lucah atau tertangkap rasuah, parti mereka tidak dipalit kerana telahpun kotor dari awal," bidasnya.


the truth is u all believe on what religion u were born with because u grew up with it and  your parent has brainwashed you guys ! just like theirs did ..


Ugh, the issue of emotions just never ends. I thought once I got married, I wouldn't have to go through these episodes anymore. Do I like him or not? Does he still like me? It seems like Allah is testing me again.


u got some pigture to post here sia


Help those other peopleWith everything going on I know there a LOT who are suicidal. People far, far more important than me.

 I’m suicidal over the fact that I’m either going to be homeless (worse; crazy and homeless, not going have the medical care I need to survive (underlying medical issues) or catch COVID-19, which will kill me.

I’ve been having a lot of thoughts about just going ahead and ending my life. I posted about this before on Reddit and people have offered a lot of support. They’ve listened to my never ending crazy - I’m grateful.

I’m still full nothing but fear , insecurity, abandonment issues and tears, I think I can put a better face on it for everyone else for now. I’ll still fall apart at home by myself, which is everyday now.

My job has evaporated like smoke, no unemployment yet (long story), no money,  soon no insurance or medication access either. Started taking meds every other day to stretch things out.

I’m going try and put a brave face on for everybody in my life - hide everything I can for as long as i can.

I don’t think I’ll have a choice soon.

I hope, I’m wrong. I’m really really really hope I’m wrong.

I wanted to take a moment to thank everybody for listening. I wish I could give each of you a hug and say thank you for the gifts you’ve given me.

Forgot about me - help those other folks out there.


This is all I want to express. To those of you who are reading this and still have parents, appreciate them. Don't hurt their feelings. If you disagree, use the kindest words. Sit down and talk. Don't raise your voice in front of them. Check on them often. They are the ones who always pray for us. But I have lost someone who always prayed for me. I am not unhappy with his departure, but I miss him very much. At this moment, I still remember the smell of my father when I last kissed his forehead.


Are there any phrases that can soften the heart of a husband, so that he does not deviate from the true teachings? I advise you to address the serious issues in your husband's faith. a) He has stopped performing obligatory acts. b) He allows non-mahram individuals to stay in the house - I don't know if only you, as his wife, are allowed to have non-mahram individuals in the house or even when your husband is not at home. c) It's either he has been influenced by false teachings or he has a delusional problem - this seems to require psychiatric help. But was your husband like this before associating with these bad influences, or has he changed since being with them?


Oh.. this is a problem that I can't do anything about.. huhuhuhuh maybe it's because I used to sleep late during my university days!!!! Who can understand my personal problem!!!!! My father doesn't want to be friends with me anymore!!!!


Wow, her legs are amazing. I can't stop admiring them.


But at that time, my husband was like a puppet, obeying all the orders or instructions of his mother-in-law. Even if it hurt me as a wife... for example, when my husband received his salary, his mother-in-law would ask him to give it to his siblings.


Ayah aku dera abang masa kecil. Salah sikit, pukul dengan tali pinggang. Atau tendang dengan kasut but. Seteruk mana abang aku kena pukul ? Bagi aku, adalah satu keajaiban yang abang aku tak mati disebabkan penderaan.


Ish.. tak sabar rasanya nak ke sana lagi. Mummy nak pakat ah dengan sepupu, pi sana ramai2. Boleh bbq, main2 air laut. Seronoknya!!!


Aku sekarang sudah tidak ke masjid lagi, hanya ke surau terdekat. Aku sekarang sudah jarang sekali solat dhuha. Aku sekarang kurang mengaji, kadang bila aku sedar aku sudah berhari hari tidak buka al Quran yang dulu aku cari cari. Aku sekarang sudah kurang berdoa, doa yang aku sering ulang ulang waktu dulu aku sangat berkehendak akan sesuatu, sudah aku tidak lakukan lagi bila sesuatu itu Dia telah beri. Allah. Allah. Aku sekarang sudah jarang memotivasikan diri, hanya sibuk berwassap, berinternet. Allah.


And the scent of heaven will not be upon the wife who asks for divorce from her husband without reason... in my head I thought, of course you're a man. It's natural to support men, right...


Can one mistake end your future?A while back, a somewhat well known internet personality (lets call him Max) was giving mean people room to vent on me. I tried to stay away and block people, but it became overwhelming. Eventually, I told him to stay out of my life and to "kill the connection with me". He didn't take that kindly, as he threatened to call the authorities on me. I realized later that it was a lie, as no one came. I felt so guilty, nonetheless, that I almost turned to self injury to cope with the guilt. Even though it has been months since that confrontation, I just feel like that person ruined any chance I have at a successful career knowing mob mentality, even though that situation has since been a dead topic. Is it worth trying to be successful anymore?