why am I having suicidal thoughts and nervous breakdown
hello I can understand your concern for further information consult a psychiatrist online
hi doctor I was injured at work before four years and till date I have not received any treatment in the course of trying to get medical help I have been suffering with severe pain and have been on strong pain medication for over three years I also had two surgeries earlier for disc herniation before two years I was diagnosed with major depressive disorder and severe anxiety due to pain I am fighting for my treatment there is no support and I lost my career in 29 years of age I lost my home and I am living alone I have begun to have what I would describe as a nervous breakdown with thoughts of suicide overwhelming feelings of terror and hallucinations I am on klonopin buspirone risperidone hydromorphone and oxycodone er I also have been diagnosed with narcolepsy I am taking dexedrine for narcolepsy and I am unable to drive these horrifying feelings of abandonment a conspiracy involving my workers claim loneliness depression and anxiety is so bad and paralyzing I need to know what is wrong with me as my psychiatrist does not seem to put much urgency in my treatment please help