I'd like a narrative about an anime girl who asked out her boyfriend on their first date but doesn't feel right about it. In the end, the relationship ends before it began. Give me something in the area of 300 words. I'd like it to be heavy in tone. First person.
It was Sunday, and I was going on my first date with my boyfriend, Toya. I thought I should have butterflies in my stomach, evidence of my excitement. However, all I felt was anxiety. It was as though somewhere, somehow, I'd taken the wrong bus stop and wound up in an unfamiliar neighborhood. I felt uneasy and lost. When he eventually arrived, I wasn't any happier to see him. I kept thinking it would have been easier if something came up and we had to cancel. 

The date went well. We went to the aquarium and enjoyed each other's company while exploring the various tanks and reading cards about the fish. We got to touch some of the more harmless fish and were even allowed to dip our feet in a special pool where fish clean your feet. I enjoyed the experience. After the aquarium, we went for dinner, and he paid like a gentleman. Toya was that kind of person, after all. Yet the whole time, it simply didn't feel right. Why? I wondered. I had been the one who asked him out. I had been the one to arrange the date. There shouldn't have been any problems. 

At the end of the date, as I was preparing to head home, he stopped me. He explained that he was very happy that I had asked him out and that the date was great. He enjoyed it a lot. However, he came clean and said that he didn't feel like there was a spark between us- not a romantic one. I was shocked because my first emotion was relief. I was happy that he wanted to call everything off. It was then that I realized I didn't love Toya like I thought I did. I simply liked the idea of him from when I had fallen for him years before. I agreed with him, and my first relationship ended before it began.