Come up with an internal conversation a person might have with themselves about their mental health. The tone of the conversation is that of the person trying to figure out the purpose of their existence, and how they can live a successful life.
It seems like my days are constantly filled with situations that test my patience as if the universe were trying to tell me to change the way I live.

I got stuck behind numerous drivers on the road who were driving either too slow or too erratically; it felt like these drivers were in control over my ability to freely drive around. The same feeling comes up when I'm in a line of cars and I just happen to be the one who gets caught at the red light after multiple cars went through the green light right before me. I feel like the universe is constantly putting obstacles in front of me as if it were trying to tell me I am not allowed to move around freely.

And this theme seems to be popping up a lot in my life. I feel like maybe this is a mental issue, rather than something that is happening outside of me. Maybe this is just a flaw in my thinking and I should learn to stand unphased by the situations that occur in my life. 

But if these situations happen for a reason other than to teach me to be patient, what is the purpose? What is the purpose of my life, and what direction is it supposed to go in? If I knew what the purpose was and the destination I was supposed to go to, I think life would be much easier to live. However, it feels like my life is a constant series of puzzles that I need to solve just to get through the day. I don't know how to turn off that analytical part of my brain, but maybe I am not meant to turn it off; maybe it serves a vital function in my life, such as helping me to solve the riddle that is my life.

Or, maybe I just need to learn to chill out. I do feel too high-strung sometimes, and maybe life isn't supposed to be so serious.