score_9, score_8, score_7_up,  <lora:Stephen Gammell (artist) PONY v2:1>,  by Stephen_Gammell_(artist), Stephen Gammell style, 
Would it be wrong, would it be right?
If I took my life tonight, chances are that I might
Mutilation out of sight
And I'm contemplating suicide
This is my last resort. 
incredibly detailed (pencil drawing:1.5), deoression, anxiety, suicidal ideation, PTSD, ASD, deteriorating mental health, 