First person perspective illustrating an ethereal, non-fairy being with enchanted and funereal allure, captured in a black and white digital art piece that features raw, earthy textures, Chris Hamilton's art style, strong visual narratives, skin textures that mimic reality, natural illumination, and a bokeh background with spirited quinacridone nickel azo gold and powder-blue color gradient, devoid of fairies, black and white still, digital Art, perfect composition, beautiful detailed intricate insanely detailed octane render trending on artstation, 8 k artistic photography, photorealistic concept art, soft natural volumetric cinematic perfect light, chiaroscuro, award - winning photograph, masterpiece, oil on canvas, raphael, caravaggio, greg rutkowski, beeple, beksinski, giger