(that sense of betrayal, 
an emotional silence that hangs in the air between you and her, 
only time can heal some wounds, 
maybe this one won't take, 
she says she'll never do it again but how can you believe her, 
you feel sick to your stomach thinking about her with...those men...how can you possibly ever look at her the same way again without thinking about what she's done to you, to your marriage? you feel so embarrassed, so ashamed, so disgusting, you hate her, possibly forever, you don't know yet | sophisticated interwoven composition, "discovering her infidelity in the worst way", abstract expressionist painting, oil on canvas, emphasizing extreme emotions through surreal and absurd, artistic liberty, exceptional creativity, nightmarish surrealism, symbolic interactionism, verisimilitude, multi-layered meaning, disco elysium vibes,