Abstract portrait, emotions of deep sadness and unwavering faith, conflicting feelings, teardrops as geometric shapes, shattered prism effect, fractured light, muted blues and grays with hints of golden hope, swirling brushstrokes, fragmented facial features, eyes closed in contemplation, ethereal glow, translucent layers of pain and resilience, textured canvas, splatters of vibrant color breaking through somber tones, floating symbols of spirituality, abstract representation of inner turmoil and spiritual strength, dreamlike quality, surreal composition, emotional depth through color and form