And I realize, I think, the way I was feeling that way, is on a really deep gut level, I was feeling a lot of shame and embarrassed, frankly, that, in some respects, I had failed at delivering what I'm genetically engineered to do.
Y me di cuenta, creo, que lo que me pasaba era algo muy visceral; sentía mucha vergüenza, francamente vergüenza, de no haber podido, en cierta forma, entregar lo que genéticamente estoy preparada para dar.