Now I say this all with remorse, and I was feeling a tremendous amount of remorse at that time, but I was conflicted, because, while I was feeling remorse, I was excited, because I didn't get caught. But I knew I felt bad about what was happening.
Ahora digo esto con remordimiento, y sentía un tremendo remordimiento en ese momento, pero estaba en conflicto porque, aunque sentía remordimiento, me emocioné porque no me descubrieron; pero sabía que me sentía mal por lo sucedido.