This time soman lost his courage and thought he should commit suicide. 
ðɪs taɪm  lɔst hɪz kɜ˞ʌdʒ ʌnd θɔt hi ʃʊd kʌmɪt suʌsaɪd. 
 Indian speaks in a very monotone tone with slightly slower delivery in a room with very clear acoustics.