係啊。做唔到。即係你覺得係好-好難-好難受啊。即係如果你尤其是將嗰樣嘢睇得太認真嘅時候呢，你覺得自己係個三流嘅藝術家呢，嗰種感覺一定我諗我可能死咗。
Oh, yes. Can't do it. It's just that you think it's good-it's hard-it's very uncomfortable. It's even if you take that thing too seriously, and you think you're a third-rate artist, and that feeling must be that I think I'm going to die.