而我恐慌 沒有一個適合自己的自我 ， 以及因拒絕繼而 產生嘅困惑 又帶來焦慮 ， 羞愧 同埋無助感 ， 系好長一段時間內 ， 嚟D感受一直牽引住我的生命 。
My panic about not having a suitable self for me, and the anxiety, shame, and helplessness that came with the confusion that came with rejection, were a feeling that had been tugging at me for a long time.