He doesn't want a gun in the house?    I think you should tell him to save up about $500 and buy you a gun if he values your life. Have the talk with him again and if he refuses, well he's just a pussy. What kind of guy won't let his girlfriend buy a guy to protect herself with?    Is this guy a White Nationalist? Is he the right one for you? Are you sticking around cause he pays the bills and owns the house?    JT