I initially posted here twice like perhaps four years ago, and ever since have been fascinated by white nationalist online communities. In a weird way, posting on just about every WN forum you can imagine has strengthened my sense of self and has been good for my mental well-being (even though for a while it was quite traumatizing, after first posting on SF I became very nearly paranoid). As a black female, I've even become comfortable enough after a while to post my own photo and talk with members of certain communities over the phone.  So I return to pay respects to SF, which began me on a weird roller coaster that ultimately wound up being very good for me. Uh...yeah...so you're pretty strange, you do realize that, yes>?:confused: