I am suffering from financial hardships. I am submitting this complain, because I can not do anything else about my circumstances. I am not able to make payments on my student loans and the majority of my expenses. I had no choice but to file chXXXX bankruptcy so that I could afford basic necessities with my student loans in deferment at lease for few short years. I owe an estimated {$250000.00} Student loan debts to XXXX, XXXX XXXX XXXX, XXXX XXXX and Cornerstone loan services. 
My student loan balances never decrease ; the balances only increase, because I have high balances, high variable interest rates and penalties. My private student loan carriers do not offer reasonable repayment options where I could realistically pay off the debt and manage my expenses according to my debt to income ratio. I am complaining, because I do not understand why an undergraduate student majoring in psychology, was preyed upon and loaned a XXXX dollars in student loans. 
Why am I constantly being harassed with phone calls, letters, emails etc. as if these behaviors would cause money to miraculously appear? I spend many nights restless trying to figure out why this happened to me. I sometimes hope that when I finally fall asleep I either never wake up. I do not have any children or friends, because I am ashamed of my debts. I have been preyed upon by predatory lending practices by XXXX, XXXX XXXX, and XXXX XXXX XXXX. These companies targeted me veraciously with emails, flyers, letters in the mail, asking me to take out these loans. These loan companies did not ask me to produce any current or future earning potential etc. to indicate whether I could actually repay the loans back or not. I was vulnerable, preyed upon and scammed out of my future. My life has been ruined by these corporations before it had a chance to begin. I am almost XXXX old and I have no future. Based on my debt to income ratio, education/skills, earning potential, and life expectancy, I simply can not pay these loans back now or in the future.