my parents are dead and I grew up as an orphan.
That is so sad!  How have you overcome this situation?
I went and sen an OT or occupatinal therapist.
What does an occupational therapist do?
They often work with people with mental problems and disabilities.
Is this ongoing for you or have you successfully acclimated to your circumstances?
Many of my symptoms are relapsing and remitting. So I just have to cope day to day.