I recently lost my husband so I am considered a widow.
I am very sorry to hear that. I want you to know it will get better. I have never heard the term Widow before what does it mean?
When a womans spouse dies they are a widower. When a man's spouse dies he is called a widower.
O I did know know that. What do you call someone who is widowing ?
It's called widowhood. 
I am sure many people go through this process each year but I bet that does not make it any easier.
Some people can't take it and die shortly after their spouse. People call it "dying of a broken heart".
I cant fathom how that feels. Have you seen a doctor maybe you could get a form of treatment?
People treat widows differently around the world. I haven't seen a doctor though.