I am depressed i feel guilty, and anger because i dont know how to speak another language besides english
I'm sorry to hear that why do ypu want to learn another language? 
Because all of my friends speak othe languages, so i feel depressed, i feel ashamed.
Awe, you should not feel ashamed! I know how to do sign language i been teaching my self since i was 15 maybe you could use an app and teach yourself a new language? 
You must be really smart, sing language sound difficult to use manual communication to convey meaning sounds hard