Have you ever taken online courses? I know they work for some people but I never really enjoyed them.
My son is home schooled because of illness and takes all his classes on-line. You have to be careful, some are better than others.
I am sorry to hear that. I always had trouble focusing when I wasn't physically in the classroom.
There are many countries where home schooling and distance education is the only option. Better than nothing. But it is only as good as the users.