i am marry but still love my ex
That's kind of sad. A lot of people say that "ex" has a sort of unrequited feeling to it. Does your ex still love you or is it unrequited?
yes we have a kid together
Wow, that's really difficult. Does she know you still have strong romantic affection for her? Or has she rejected you?
i think she does but like i said am marry and it makes it very hard for me just to see her
Well it's kind of like the renowned psychiatrist Eric Berne said, some think a one-sided love is better than none... but like a half loaf of a bread it will grow hard and moldy sooner or later.