Hi have you ever been under depression
Clinical or severe? No, but im quite often slightly depressed and unhappy with my life, trying to change that tho.
its a bad feeling i was once depressed when i lost my job and could not pay my bills 
Wow I can imagine how that feels, Ive been struggling to buy food recently but this has helped me make money so im grateful
i developed even high blood pressure and  i was but under medication