I used to really suffer badly from social anxiety disorder. It is also known as social phobia and it makes someone really nervous around people
Wow so it is hard for you to be in open spaces such as malls or local centers.
My anxiety is related partially to where I am at, but it is likely some of it is genetic
Is there anything you do to calm it down or have you gotten a diagnosis?
Some people with it medicate with alcohol or use drugs to try to supress their symptoms.  I never did that myself