text: Theres times in my life where I just
  I just wanna run away, I just
  I just wish the pain would stop
  I dont wanna cry no more
  I wish the pain would go away
  Start a day, bad hands make it hard to deal
  Sometimes I wanna pull it, end it all with a bullet
  Hard to live life to the fullest with all this bullshit
  Mad as fuck, a nigga had enough
  From jump street, saw my father murder massacre slain
  One shot took half of his brain, I recapture the pain
  Twenty-three years, three when it happened
  Twenty-six now, still I cant stop the tears
  Then my mood switch, thinkin about this sheisty bitch
  Kinda funny cause they fake it when they callin you honey
  On your dick when they think a nigga, might be rich
  Thats when I shit, cause I know you fuck with me for my money
  Learned the hard way, aint no correctin the grief
  Baby moms starts sexin, my so-called beef
  Dont give a fuck if they Marked me For Death like Steven
  Or relievin your breathin, long as Im even fore Im leavin
  Pain...
  I wish this pain, would go away
  Were talkin about the kind of pain that
  I wish this pain, would go away
  Just gets all up in your heart, and in your soul
  I wish this pain, would go away
  The kind of pain that makes you feel like you cant go on no more
  I wish this pain, would go away
  The kind of pain that I wouldnt wish on anyone
  I cant relate to them cats who hold gats at the gate
  Is it my fate, am I that nigga, that they love to hate
  Solely, slowly, cause I rock a Roley they want my brain gone
  Cause of a fuckin chain on?
  Migraines on, now the pains warm, I stagger
  And Im hopin I dont know the cat with the dagger
  Penetratin my heart, rushed thoughts etched in grief
  To the City College deceased may you rest in peace
  To the families, I never meant to cause no pain
  I know the truth, but if you want, then I shoulder the blame
  Overcome at times by uncontrollable flames, and multiple pains
  Now it seems like Im goin insane
  For the love of you and hip-hop I expand the news
  But before my shit drops, I stand accused
  Dont you think I wish we all was rich?
  One for all its pain to see your people when they all cant ball
  The pain..
  I wish this pain, would go away
  I wish this pain, would go away
  I dont wanna give no more pain
  I wish this pain, would go away
  I dont wanna receive no more pain
  I wish this pain, would go away
  God, please take the pain away
  I can still hear the shots that left my man Big layin
  On my knees cryin and prayin, then I said
  God why? Got to know how hard we try
  Dont let him die, please dont let my nigga be dead
  But it was too late, California sealed his fate
  Gone now, hard to move on now, fuck making songs now
  Wish I could die, I could fly
  If they dont give a fuck, fuck it why should I?
  Thats when Big spoke, pulled up in a glistening 3
  With platinum wings and said, Puff listen to me
  He puts his hands on my head and said I live through you
  Make hits continuous, this is what we do
  I know it might be strenous and times is hard
  Just keep the faith cause now we rhyme with God
  Plus you owe it to yourself and dont forget the kids
  Thats when I opened up my eyes and new Bad Boy lives
  I wish this pain, would go away
  I wish this pain, would go away
  One day the pain is gonna stop
  I wish this pain, would go away
  One day theres gonna be no more pain
  I wish this pain, would go away
  Im tellin you man
  Now dont let these motherfuckers fuck your shit up God
  I dont give a fuck WHO it is
  Dont let em fuck yo paper man, please Big
  Focus your mind man, do your albums, make them hot joints
  Man fuck these niggas man
  Fuck these niggas man
  And Imma tell the same thing to you
  When you get your shit done, watch your money, and
  Hopefully, I pray for you, you be the shit
  And soon motherfuckers start screamin your name out
  Like they screamin all these other, so-called hot niggas
  Never take your eyes off that shit yo
  Try to get everything you can out of these motherfuckers yo
  Aint no guarantee they gonna love you next year...
  I wish this pain, would go away
  I wish this pain, would go away
  One day the pain is gonna stop
  I wish this pain, would go away
  One day theres gonna be no more pain
  I wish this pain, would go away
  One day the pain is gonna stop
  I wish this pain, would go away
  One day theres gonna be no more pain